0:04 hello everyone hey John you may want to step over and push the on my screen wish have got it but it's showing up there it won stay on our screen so long sorry for that technical glitch there folks it is uh Saturday September the 30th welcome to uh the queen of light Divine will cynical uh glad everybody's here we have uh we have a few folks around the room here u c outnumbered by our Zoom our Zoom clientele uh which is great but uh nonetheless we're going to continue our conversation and reading and discussing on the topic suspended acts uh this is I think our third uh session uh third cynical that we'll be
0:51 we'll be talking about suspended acts uh it it it came from or the Genesis was um several weeks ago we had some conversation about suspended act and uh uh it caused me to do a little bit of thinking during the weekend I went back just so you guys will know I went back to a video that Father John Brown had put together and you can find that on Queen of lot queenof light.org I think right John those videos yes and the the video was called receiving the Eternal Goods of Jesus suspended in the Divine will that's the title on the YouTube um um um writings on it receiving the Eternal Goods of Jesus
1:38 suspended in the Divine will and from that we just moved forward to several uh several writings obviously as well as uh taking a drawing that Father John had put on uh put on that video and and I unfortunately cannot draw as good as he and he claims he's not a good drawer either but nonetheless that that's what we've been using kind of as our as our highlight uh in our conversation point about um suspended act so before we kind of get into that let's uh why don't we do our opening prayers and uh uh uh and then we'll then we'll step right into this this today's episode if you will of suspended ask in the name of the father and the son and
2:23 the holy spirit amen amen come Divine Divine will come to in me with this one act I want to embrace my entire day I want to embrace every thought every word every action and all the people I meet the things I have to do all my duties I want all to be in your I want so that should I be distracted or should there be things I forget they may all be done in your will amen Holy Spirit fill the heart of your faithful and enkindle in them the fire of Your Love send forth your
3:09 spirit and they shall be created and you shall renew the face of the Earth remember your congregation which you have possessed from the beginning oh Lord hear my prayer and let my cry come unto you the Lord be with Lord be with you and with your spirit let us pray oh God who has taught the hearts of the faithful by the Light of the Holy Spirit grant us the Same Spirit to be truly wise and to ever rejoice in his holy consolation we ask this through Christ Our Lord amen father
3:54 father son and the holy spirit amen uh if if you're on Zoom if you wouldn't mind taking a moment and clicking your mute button um so that we don't we don't have sound coming through on everything however anytime you have a question or a comment or would like to say something unclick that button and and and charge in with uh with with your question and comment uh that's just more to kind of keep the sound clear a little bit so everybody both on zoom and ultimately on the on whoever might be watching on YouTube can hear everything that we're saying so if you wouldn't mind doing that we appreciate it I I think before we go through our our scripture reading
4:43 and the catechism and then get into the writings about suspended acts let's take just a moment to kind of look at the chart uh regroup um re uh repeat as Jeff said said repetition is helpful um the the intention and and and what the what the chart is intended to to show and to visualize so as we're reading through the readings today and even in the scripture there's going to be some um uh relating back to what we're uh what we're what we're talking about today and so I think I'd like to go ahead and start that if we don't mind but this is the culmination of layer in if you will
5:31 the variety of points that uh are are or being made in in the context of suspended acts and so I guess what I would do is I'd start on the far leftand line which is uh in in the beginning and you'll see there's a series of up and down Dash points uh I don't know maybe a couple of inches there that before it gets to a smaller line and those that that uh those acts if you will were acts that Adam did before the fall so as we know and as we all recall Adam's uh acts before the fall were all Divine acts they were done as he was possessing and
6:16 operating in the Divine will and then at the point of the smaller line is that that is intended to represent the fall and along the blue area or the purple area along the top there are a series of dashes and Below those dashes is what one artist attempt to be is display some kind of fruit whether that's I think a berry or I think Roger accuse Father Brown and that was Cherry because he liked cherries so much but uh but the point of that is all of the Divine acts that God created have uh Goods slash fruits whatever word it makes you understand it better associated with them and when those acts
7:04 are are performed or these obviously the top ones won't be repaired but when those acts are performed then those fruits are released and the uh Trinity is able to do a variety of things with them we I think we refer to them a lot as the celestial dwall by taking those goods and being able all across from from from Adam's fall to the last man be able to utilize those fruits and we also know that when Adam fell then then there was a series there's there's human acts these acts that are in red at the bottom of the at the bottom of the line and initially those were simply
7:50 dashes and the reason they were simply dashes is because there's no fruit there's no Celestial fruit associated with a human Act a human Act is it's it's as it's as of time and circumstances and it has it comes and it goes it has it has a life for the moment that it's there and then it dies conversely a Divine act as we know has eternal life it is it is a l it it is when you hear uh in the writings that this talk about creating Divine lives it's whenever these Divine acts are uh repeated there's a life you know a Divine act has life it never dies in the celestial world it is always happening whereas a human act it's it has a moment
8:37 and it stops and so that is the kind of the context of of Acts uh as they uh were were were were were in were in the world here so Jesus comes along and from a Time standpoint that we've got a little X here uh and and at that point in time we know because from our readings that from the moment he was incarnated until he died he was all he was repairing he was repairing all human acts um and in the garden he is when he when he paid for those human acts but by virtue of Jesus re repairing all the human acts he also did performed all the Divine acts
9:27 so that the both the Divine acts and the human acts uh became uh suspended ready to be taken ready to be uh ready to be um um found in the acts released I mean I'm sorry in the goods released and in the context of Jesus repairing all these human acts he made them Divine and by virtue of that he created the a fruit if you will that was now attached to a redone or a repaired um human act so we all also know that Mary did the same thing she she went through and repaired all the human acts and we also know from the
10:13 book uh from the book in our writings that Louisa was the first person the first creature uh of common stock means meaning that she was from the human uh she was a human Aid if you will rather than uh of course Jesus we we know was was not human although he on Earth he had a his human form um this or the son was not human that Jesus had this human form with his Divine interior and Mary was Immaculate and so that's what these the purple side on the top being the Divine the red side on the father being the son and then in the middle here is where these acts are are either
11:00 generated if they're Divine or they are repaired if they're Human by Louisa and by virtue of the work that both the Louisa and the children of the Divine will are doing um these acts that are suspended are the goods become released so the importance of the suspended acts is that Jesus and Mary made them available to hum to be to be found to be repaired again and then Louisa and now the children of the Divine will through the Trinity is able to access uh by virtue of possessing and operating in the Divine will the uh the release of
11:46 these suspended Goods uh from both the the the human uh acts that were that were repaired by Jesus as well as the Divine acts and then you'll see at the very the three areas is here this the the these Divine acts is is being attributed to Creation which is owned managed by the Father the red acts that were repaired is attributed to Redemption which is owned by the Sun and then the culmination of being able to bring them together is the Fiat of sanctification which is managed and owned by the holy spirit so the the the Trinity as we know creating or operating and being respon responsible may not be the right word
12:31 but we'll use the word responsible for each of these Fiats and what was happening in them uh is depicted on the on this chart and then when we get to the uh the last man then it it all comes together and in the context of Jesus and and The Trinity and God achieving what they intended to achieve um so as we kind of both listen to the the scripture and and and the catechism which also will be a bit of repetition in here and then as we take that and uh as we go through our writings today let's uh let's just kind of keep this uh I'll use the word order but kind
13:18 of just kind of the order or this visual or what's happening in the stages and and and what is what is uh what is intended with God because we know God is ordering God has a plan what is intended through all of this uh before we get started questions do you mind just maybe that diagram can be very helpful because this is is deep maybe could you one more time explain also the the vertical lines there in the horizontal ones not too clear really at the beginning if you just can one more time please so each one of these are like dashes this is a straight line but think of it as as really a series of dashes and these are dashes and these are Dash dashes and those dashes reflect acts they're acts that um uh that that will we know
14:07 that our lives are a series of Acts that through human or Divine motion uh then are inacted and they have they have life to them or they have motion to them and whether they are Divine or not Divine depends upon you know is it the human will or the Divine will that's doing the operating that that is that is driving the notion and so this would be all the acts in creation that all the acts in creation that God in the beginning put together and we'll in this our first first or second reading he's going to talk about when the the ab intro so in the womb of God he created all of what we know as creation
14:54 as as our lives yours and mine and everybody else that that has and is and ever will exist and the acts that are part of their their Kingdom their life because our lives are a series of acts right and and in the be in in the in the in the creation all the Acts were divine they were perfect they were Eternal they live forever we know that that that Divine acts live forever and it was the father that was the the attribution here in father example is that it was this is creation and the F and and and and owned by the father then these are the acts that were
15:39 that were done U by Adam that were all Divine acts before the fall this line is intended to be the point of the fall and at that point in time because of the Fall the acts became human acts and they were driven by the human will and they don't have there and these would just be dashes initially because there's no fruit associated with that and it and in the you know fruit it's it's it's not real fruit like we like a pear or or or a grape but it is it is some attribute that uh is part of the Divine whether whether it is strength whether it is humility it's it's those those types of things you might may the the
16:25 the fruits of the Holy Spirit uh would be a good I think way to to think about them and and when those Acts were initially when when when Adam fell and these acts were out here they were all going to be done by humans and they were going to be done by the by the human will and so Jesus in Redemption throughout his life repaired all of these human acts that's the acts that that that that he repaired that Mary repaired that that we are repaired reping it with by our operating in the Divine will and because Jesus did at first when when he repaired them there was fruit that got added to these acts these repaired acts not the human acts
17:11 but the repaired acts so you had fruit on the human acts and fruit on the uh uh the the Divine acts that Jesus also generated he did these acts as well but these were all the Divine acts and the com the combination if you will is this line of the suspended acts they're all suspended by by suspended that means that they are available for the taking and when they are when they are redone by in the context of the uh of a person of common stock then the fruits that are associated get released and when those fruits are released then
17:57 that's when the we've talked talked about before that's when the Trinity can use those fruits across this entire from a Time standpoint they use them across those fruits across this entire span of existence for for bringing people to the point of where they want to be they need to be brought for uh both from a from a disposition or or just from a learning and from a Fai you know increase in faith standpoint it's how whatever you might think of a of of a uh of the dwall or Celestial dfall is that's what it's intended to do and so what we're doing when we are operating
18:43 in the Divine will possessing it and uh repairing and generating our own acts then we are What's happen with these last little lines here we are bringing together uh the fruits Associated and they're being released and the ACT also was being released up to God because the intention was for all I'm sorry the intention was for all these acts to be divine acts and to be giving God glory honor love adoration uh all around his throne for all all of the all of eternity and when Adam fell and they dropped they created this void and those acts are not alive they are not
19:29 uh in the void of of of his throne and so that's an effect of what's happening is as these acts get repaired and redone and the the fruits are released and the ACT uh is it it flies up to heaven it then starts to fill in the void that is around God as it relates to these specific acts so as you're describing this I think of a a picture of a zipper like a zipper on a coat and you start at the beginning where the teeth are all together and everything's going great and then somehow someway all the teeth get separated and and as you're describing
20:15 as these get released these these repaired acts get released and and the Divine starts being involved with the sanctification of the holy spirit that zipper now seems to those rep act are now coming together with God so it's almost like a timeline I guess if you will but we don't know how he's going to repair each Act and in throughout time if it's you know linear like that is probably just a bunch of you know we we like to think of things linearly as humans we like and we like to think we like to put our explanation around which we can't sometimes we just sometimes we just have to masticate on it and recognize that it is what it is and at some point realize we will
21:00 understand in more levels of detail right I think I'm just thinking in the end time when when everything is according to how God created us to be in His image and likeness right that all that comes together and that all the teeth of that zipper are all joined together well and I think when when we are in when we are in the the Eternal world we we can see these these things we we we we have that understanding because you know all is of and operated by and possessed the Divine will is possessed by all that are in in heaven in the Eternal world you that was very helpful di was very helpful and thank you expained very well
21:45 thank and Julie you have you have your hand up you have a question or did that already get answered got un mute please oh yeah hi and at the end where they come together is that where the kingdom of will come to Earth yeah that well that's where that's where that's where the kingdom Reigns in all okay so and and I guess I have a question okay I'm sorry go ahead Paul um you know um for me is quite clear this
22:33 redone uh by Jesus redone acts you know this a red line you know this um has redone all our acts and if I look when I look on the creation and the acts the father intended for us I also think that um they are not redone by Jesus but they are done yes by Jesus yes definitely they are done not redone because they were they are done by Jesus our human are redone and so if so if we um live in this um sanctification in this third
23:20 the um they come together the done acts and the redone Acts and in the yes that's exactly the way to look at it it's exactly and you know each Act is something very simple it's a a step yeah a breath uh a movement with fingers and so it's very simple and act and and once you come to that understanding that that that now I'm again I y'all know that I come from an order structur uh point of view on how I learn and how I try to understand and explain but but as Paula
24:08 mentioned these are an act is is anything it is it is a breath it's a heartbeat it's your it's your blood flowing it is a uh it is when when you move it's it's it's everything that's not only you know a striking action like we might think about but it's it's every it's every part of your being and your essence and your day and and and you think of that as I'm I'll go I'm going to go back to my U how they make cartoon analogy a cartoon is made by one one piece of plastic a cell as they used to call them and it has a scene on it and then the next cell is just a little bit different and the next cell is a little bit different and all these cells line
24:55 up or put together reflect that life of that cartoon and so the what's necessary to give that that cartoon life is motion Motion in this case is a will is it is that motion a Divine will or is that motion a human will because a human will is going to react to everything it Encounters in each one of those cells in a way different than a Divine will is going to react but in the end all of those cells are our life and they represent every single thing about us and so that's what every one of those every one of those those acts are is all the acts in our
25:43 life and everybody that came before us and everybody that's coming after us and the per as Paul mentioned the purples ones were the way that God wanted us to perform intended for us to perform those acts and the read is how when Adam fell how the human deviated from that and then when Jesus came the purpose of redemption was to repair those acts so that we can get to the father through him by virtue of him repairing for those acts and when the father looks down through us through Jesus at us if we are in with him he sees the repaired act otherwise he doesn't he doesn't he doesn't see us I like your analogy of this so my my question is for example step God gave
26:32 us um a certain number of step for our life you know a certain number of Acts of the number breathing there is a certain number of X steps yeah yes I just want to focus on steps so maybe 100 step set to this but if I have done uh all these steps in um my human will and I am um I am fusing into the Divine will and in this
27:19 redoing um of Jesus does this mean that you know this coming together of the intended steps and the the steps why that I have done and are redone by Jesus and the intended steps that God the Father um gave me and Jesus has done then does this coming together uh is this in each of my steps you oh how do you think you know we we can't double double you know I have done uh 100 human steps and God intended 100 Divine will
28:07 steps you know and to bring this together it can't be that it's now I have 200 yeah 100 done and 100 redone you understand what I mean wait so so I give you let me give you my my attention and I I this is how I view this and how I understand it and how I use that to help me to learn and the other knowledges as as the basis Paula I'm I'm like you there's a hundred steps that God wanted me to take uh and his intention was that every one of those steps be given back to him and love honor glory adoration that was the intent uh and it was to be done with his will because there's that last
28:52 little piece that we always say on the scale that's due to him so he issued them he he issued these out in the in in the from from his will and and he wanted them that love to come back to him from his will so that there's equal just there's equality and and there and it's it's just and those acts are come back the same way they were issued when I do those steps in my will it's not coming back to him but Jesus redid my steps and those steps are in the middle category if you will they're suspended and then uh and then Mary redid them and Louisa did redid them and frankly as someone else in the in let's
29:38 say I'm not in the Divine will someone else in the Divine will by virtue of operating and being in the Divine will not only are they redoing their older steps prior to being in the Divine will but but but those are multiplied and they're redoing all steps for all people so there's a that's that's in this context of God wanting these multiplied one the acts to be multiplied he I mean Grand that's keep the same Foundation that God is doing all this we talk about us but it's God doing it in us um he is he is now he is now getting the repair uh of not only what Jesus and Mary and Louisa has done but all the children of the Divine will are doing
30:25 and continue to do and in the end when we get down to the end there's a certain number of Acts or certain number of times that these acts need to be repaired and only God knows the answer to that before he knows he knows how all this is going to going to play out and how the number of Acts are and when it's done and he knows that he's the only one that knows that so you can look at this as there are X number these acts need to be repaired and redone X number of times by by by people operating in the Divine will and by the multiplication that comes from operating in the Divine will and I think you heard Mary and I have a little discussion it was last week or the week before she views this as that
31:10 that there's X number of people in the Divine will or creatures in the Divine will it's the same thing because the creatures are the ones that are redoing the acts but it's the acts that in the end are necessary to fill all of that void that God intended for it to live in and to be at his throne so that he has the return from all that he created that at a to me that's like a at a planning or a worksheet level and because that's how I look at these things that's what's that's what's happening God God created all these acts and he and he wants he wants them to come back to him by the human giving his will her will back to God and let God operate and drive and be the motion to
31:56 drive the cells that are in the U the that the the the cartoon or the animated film and he that's what he's doing he's through through the children of the Divine will by virtue of us repairing the red side and then from technically from the point that we are operating in the Divine will going forward we are also generating the purple side he wants all this to come back to him and he's getting it through the people that are the children that are operating in the Divine will so um and I'm sorry if I'm not um express myself clearly so bring together
32:41 the purple side and the red side you know um does this mean that um the redone XS examp one redone act step use is using with the the gun at so we have on this middle line um if you have 100 steps purple and 100 steps in the red line and in the middle line we have also 100 steps because each in each step that it that is redone the done step is used I understand this
33:27 look at it this way let me see everyone please push back if I'm not making sense here Paula let's say this is this is you this is your act and let's let's take a subsection of this you until you came to understand about the Divine will you had 50 steps you had 50 steps here and then and then you you came to understand the Divine will you possess it you want it your intention everything that is that that we know is necessary and and desirable the way I see that your next 50 are then here so you still have your 100 but you've you've got some portion of them that were here that Jesus went back and and corrected for you and now
34:14 because you're you're at the you're you're you're you're operating and possessing the Divine will you can also repair for yourself the intention is to repair for everyone right but by virtue of repairing for everyone you repair for yourself so in my mind in my mind you still have 100 steps you just have some of them that are here that became repaired by Jesus and then also knowing that at some point you uh came into this era in the Fiat of sanctification by operating in the Divine will and from that point forward you're operating and you're and you're you're managing your you are your emotion is using God's Divine will to operate from so your act become divinized so you CH sorry sorry go ahead
35:05 Paula so you jump from the red line to the purple line if you I think I think you're actually I think what happens is by virtue of Jesus and Mary and Louisa it that that there's a these are the suspended acts that's the combination of both so that this is what the holy spirit is is allowing us to do is to access these suspend these are suspended these are these are created Divine acts these are redeemed human acts and they and when Jes the the outcome of Jesus repairing uh and uh and as you mentioned earlier and generating is all of these they're all together now in suspended and you're able to as a Child of Light
35:52 you're able to uh access the suspended acts and that's what you that's where that's where we are living and operating and repairing from Father Brown you in the in the video uh he used the term he said Louisa or man at this this is this was a d it's like a double sovereignty man lost it that to be able to to bring these together after after after the fall and that's what Jesus by virtue of the suspended brings that sovereignty to take care of both of these at the same time that's my interpretation of it yeah one of the thoughts that I had melt too is you know when we sin and then we go
36:37 to confession you know God forgets those sins you know it says in scripture he forgets those sins and maybe the way I'm thinking about it just kind of looking at that principle and you could tell me if I'm off base but it seems to me that if we and obviously we're preparing for everybody but to the degree we're preparing for our own Acts probably a lot of those acts we're reparing for are sins that have been confessed um hopefully so as we repair for those acts as we you know grab the redemp rede Redemption and what Jesus did for those acts and uh hopefully have that Celestial do go everywhere I like to think we're filling the voids and and what is it that puts us in purgatory it's voids so hopefully we're filling
37:24 those voids in us and then hopefully allow others out there too to fill their own voids that Celestial do will fall on them that hopefully will inspire them to for conversion and confession whatever it is they need to do but that's that's just a thought I had I mean your sins are gone you know he doesn't he remembers them no more so I'd like to think maybe those acts that we did that were human are remembered no more either once we um grab the suspended acte they're repaired yeah use the word remember they are repaired and one of the things that we need to recognize is the um transformation actually it's a trans substantiation equivalent of as you as
38:12 you progress and become truly possessing and operating in the Divine will uh you're you're not operating in this realm anymore so so you and you you forget about your past and your sins you're only focused on one thing which is your eyes to Heaven which is love honor glory and all that I'm doing I'm by virtue of my fusion and by virtue of my operating and by virtue of my rounds because you know in rounds what are rounds rounds is my ability to go to anywhere in here and to repair specifically versus when I just operate you know we we we ask in our first prayer should I become distracted or
38:57 should there be things I forget we're what we're saying is even just by my living the fact that I am operating in the Divine Will I Am repairing for my steps as Paula talked about I'm reparing for my steps and everybody's steps even though I may not be specifically thinking of it at the moment that's just an effect of if of operating in the Divine will and you have to come to an understanding that you are doing that so you don't always have to be saying well what should should I am I should I be I you forget that because you're focused on one thing you're detached from all that's going on you're focused on God you're seeing what's in front of you you're repairing what you may be seeing you're repairing what you're repairing for others as you are doing and it's it is with the intent purpose of getting
39:45 these acts back up to God and in his void not our voids but his void but what we also know is that our time on this earth when we are in this um this stage process if you will of of coming to understand and learning accepting and intending that there's there's a pergatory on this side of death that we go through to that allows us to get to that what they call what what's called in writing the fourth degree but it is it is it is a transition that we're that's happening to us and it's not comfortable you all know it's not comfortable because you had to make you had to come to some
40:30 decisions along this way of of how you were going to act or not act how you were going to think or not think and you were going to either uh you're either going to say God I give it to you and take it no matter what or you're going to say I'm not sure I can deal with that I don't want to do this and and and and we've seen folks it back off but once we once we're there you're not looking backwards you're looking forwards and you're looking upwards thank you that was good thanks basa Judy you guys had question here we go so um I have't I came across a reading um after we were already talking about this diagram and
41:16 everything I just happened to um this fell into my regular daily um sequential reading and um I think it shed a lot of light light on this picture it it helped me to understand it um better um and it's August 29th 1922 I don't want to throw a wrench in the works um but with another reading but Jesus describes a wheel where he is the center and he sends out spokes from that wheel yep and then there's the outer circumference that is humanity and combining it and and I
42:02 think of the spokes it's like at the end when he seals his ax um I picture a little uh Christmas package at the end a little gift at the end instead of a piece of fruit um and we need to reach up from that outer circumference wheel and grab that gift and then we form the complete line but the only way we can do that is because Jesus has poured all his Graces into Mary and they've overflowed into Louisa and we can only make that connection through Louisa and Mary and I
42:53 think of them at well Mary would be uh the Fiat of redemption Louisa the Fiat of sanctification and I have this whole other visual of when we make that connection with those Graces pouring down we turn the wheel gold it's like that's what makes it the Divine axe the complete Axe and so the the goal is not just to get a wheel it's to get a golden wheel yeah and the the the great thing about these writings is that it happens to me it's happened to
43:39 everybody in this room and I'm confident it's happened to each one of you out there from time to time is you'll see or hear someone talk about let's say this this visual right here and because we are all unique and and are made in the way God made us with with that uniqueness it might not totally strike the the what how my brain thans but Jesus talks about this so many times these these these knowledges so many times in so many different ways in these readings that you'll you'll come across one at some point in time where it'll hit you right in the head and you'll say I got it I get it now and whether it is
44:25 a a gold wheel that turns gold or or the or fruit being a you know like I said Father John used the the the actual fruit whether it's a gift on the end the the the thing that we strive for in our in our cynical is through these these interactions and these conversations is how can we all get to the point where we're understanding things better and and it allows us to apply these these knowledges and these truths into to our lives so that we can I like to say we go further out in the ocean and further down in the sea of the Divine will that's how that's how we get further along this this this path that
45:10 we're on so thank you for that I mean you'll find like we've got I don't know how many readings that we've got here it looks like it's about maybe 15 there's another 15 or 20 more on this topic that you'll find in there and one of them may very well be the one that that says okay now I get this idea of a suspended act and and also a a Divine act and also I get or they talk about they talk about the newborn newborn I'm always a newborn in the Divine will that took me a long time to wrap my head around until I came to this idea of these cells that I talked about earlier every cell is new every cell is a new creation
45:55 right every Act is a new creation so as I am operating in Every Act I am newly born in Every Act and that's how for me I went I get the idea now when he says newborn in the Divine will all the time she's a newborn it's because all her acts are always new and she's she's taking every one of them and giving them back up to God and so uh it's just different ways for us to to ultimately learn and be able to pull into ourselves how it it it drives us further and deeper and with more more and more intention so I also want to add that the um to tie it into to the whole lesson today is um the description of this is one who
46:41 lives in the Divine will receives the grafting of the works of Jesus and of the goods which they contain so it's in that that he's talking about the wheel so sure sure I mean this whole this reading just made Father John's picture click so and that's that's that's why we always say that you can do the best thing that you can do attending a meeting like this is wonderful because you get a diff you know you get different perspectives um or or any other meetings that you're attending or or or white papers that are being you're reading or whatever we're doing are all supplementing but what are they supplementing they're supplementing their writing so the the the source of
47:26 all of what is happening in this Fiat of sanctification are in Louis's writings and he'll he'll he'll answer it for you in in multiple uh multiple ways the way it will it best the best fits and hits you um so that's why we always say nothing nothing uh other than writing is the is the I'm sorry reading the writings is U is that's that's your that's your point that is your Source um and it yes I have a question go ahead okay so as you said our acts um repair for All Creatures not
48:15 just for ourselves so if my neighbor who is in their human will when they perform their acts because I have repaired for their acts are their acts creating Divine lives on the other side of the veil like not now like maybe not now but they're performing at another time yeah they're is that my accidental Glory because I've repaired for their acts yeah so their how does that work their act is human still because they are driving the ACT you are creating the repaired act by by identifying that act Jesus
49:01 Through you is repairing that act and it's that repaired act that you are responsible for that is elevating up into uh the the the The Throne of God and being and and feel helping to fill the void you can't we cannot we cannot cause another person to do a Divine Act they it's only their soul is the one that's that's driving that's behind it they are the ones that are are are the motion if you will behind that act what what God has created for the children of light to be able to do is to see identify even not just by by by by round
49:46 going through rounds acts such as those that were not done as God wanted them to do does not have the seal the the stamp of the Divine will on that act therefore it can't go up uh it can't go up to to heaven like the Divine act does because remember what's God this is I'm telling this is me my Henson's view it helps me understand it what does God want he wants the ACT he he he wants the acts to be divine ultimately all Divine and to fill his his the void around his throne he's given us the opportunity to make that happen now he also wants the
50:33 creature to find their way to heaven that's why he is Relentless in his love and using the uh uh the dwall to help dispose the human the the person that your neighbor as an example to help keep them disposed so that even to the point as we as we've read we've read the before we've talked about before at the moment of their death he all he asks is that they accept their death as an act in the Divine will and when they do that they will make their way to heaven they've got a own Purgatory to go through right but that's the whole the whole story we just had last week I think of the laborers right three or 9:00 12 whatever he he and
51:22 that's something that we in the context of the Divine will we're we're cheering for right we're not part of those that eight or the the nine o'clock or the 12 o'clock crowd we're cheering for everybody to get paid the same way because they worked and the work in this case is associated with accepting at least one act of their life in the Divine will and it can be at the very end he says so so so I'm sorry I did go a little longwinded on that nadir but stepping back you're repairing the ACT you're not you're not doing the ACT it's the the human is still responsible for their act but what what God is wanting is for all humans ultimately to perform their acts in the Divine will through
52:07 through the possession of it does that make sense yes thank you uh so thank you for bringing that up because you know your neighbor you have a relationship with that neighbor and as we pray for them even though they know we're not they may not even know we're praying for them but I think there's a spiritual relationship that they know they can trust you and that may change their behavior which allows them to move towards Divine acts I mean let's be let's be honest because we all know the difference in who we are and how we present oursel today versus how we did five years ago and we we we feel because we possess we feel and this is more a recognition of
52:53 reality than any kind of Pride so let's not make sure let's make sure I'm I'm very clear when I say this but there there we we feel light we feel that we feel the possession of light things strike us going in I went telling John I went into a a church I've never been into in Downtown Dallas the other day and I just I felt this connection and we all do that there's a we just we feel connections to things and your neighbor may very well well well feel that as well and then ultimately create their own but that's that is an effect of of of of what happens as we're as we're operating in the Divine will because everything we're doing is for God and it's for life and and it and it just it it manifest itself it's love
53:39 yeah it's love father you have a question or comment um this is very interesting and it actually provokes me another question as well for example I have a brother he's a good brother but he doesn't have much love for God and recently put going to church all together and it's very hard for me and also his children he doesn't teenage children he doesn't BR to the church but one day I was praying in the morning I do s prayer like came to me this illumination what I can actually do is he myself fuse myself in the will of God and in his will in my family I don't really understand it but it gave me some sort of a a help and a light so maybe you could explain this thing about Fusion because it's another gift as well from can if you could just
54:26 talk a little bit about that I I Define and I'll I'm open to anybody else that looks at this differently um because what I say is by no means you know the the be all the end all in my definition of my definition of fusion it is the the um the um what's my the acknowledged it is the intentional Act of saying God I'm fusing into your will I want to be part of you it is it is that communication with God saying I want to do it and for for the way I've come to
55:12 understand U the progression um as we go as we go out further into the ocean the the intentional Act of of fusing and telling God I want to fuse in him ultimately gets displaced with you are always fused with him by virtue of operating in the Divine will so so and there's nothing wrong even in your always Fusion that you have that conversation and do an intentional God I'm going to fuse with you but that's also part of when we pray though I may not I may be distracted or there may be things I forget it's a recognition that there is that communication there is that and I like to use the word fusion
55:58 with God even though I may be F or even though Jesus may be saying we're going to focus on our vocation right now and and and and by virtue of operating in the Divine Will I Am repairing for everybody that's past present and future that's doing the same thing that I'm doing or an act like it the fusion is the purposeful intentional in my mind conversation with god of saying I you know I am intending I'm I am I am um expecting and I am going to to be in your will and I think I for me I did I did a lot more of it earlier because I needed that intention but what what what what for me has happened over time I still I don't use
56:44 the word fuse but I'll use the words same that mean the same thing iner or I I desire um pick the word that's important to you don't argue over def defition with somebody just understand everybody means the same thing when they say this word or that word it's the so yes well well surrender I've I have already surrendered you know this is just I'm acknowledging maybe a formal acknowledgement of I'm I'm you're already married you just need to say I love you and I want to enter your ass that's my view somebody else may have a different view of fusion please speak up yeah I'll speak up so we had a a cynical infusion several many months ago um and I'm only two and a
57:30 half years into this so I'm kind of a newer person but one of the things that the Lord put upon my heart and I've been doing it most of the days since then is that when I think about the Lord's acts and somebody said it earlier Every Breath of his was perfect it gave perfect glory to the father every step of his was perfect it gave perfect glory to the the father every sneeze every heartbeat every word glance and so what the Lord put upon my heart is every day before I get out of bed I I purposefully go for like five things I've just I fuse my thoughts with your thoughts that like you I'll always give the Lord Glory with my thoughts I fuse my words with your
58:17 words so that I will always speak in love I fuse my heart beats with your heartbeats that I will always beat for love and it's just that intentional thing of trying to connect with the humanity of Christ and knowing that in the Divine will you are trying to be one with all the perfect acts of Jesus's humanity and so it's that and I think you know of course Mel's been in this longer it may just be the fact that I'm newer into this that that just helps me remind myself of the Perfection of all the acts of Jes Jesus and to just intentionally try to connect those six or seven points my steps with your steps that I may always be walking
59:03 towards heaven and leading others there and so that's what's helped me but again you know probably maybe 10 years from now I may not need to do that but that's what the Lord put on my heart after we had that cynical on fusing many months ago or you may still be doing it and that's perfectly fine it's not a you know okay I'm GNA throw this away or throw that way it is it is what helps each one of us create as I call it create a a an even deeper and stronger intention because we know that intention is the it's the first thing he talked about in the very first writing of chapter or or book two which was the first one she wrote right um so don't U it's it's the intention of what we're trying to do
59:50 which is to give to God what is due to God which are Acts on the scale due to God right uh so so at the same way he issued them which is the uh the way he wants to receive them there's only one way to do it and that's with his own will him giving it back to himself and we're just simply a conduit to allow that to happen yeah but speaking to this and we've talked many cynical about family members who are falling away or not going to church or etc etc and as you're in the Divine will and praying and redo those acts you're redoing for every father who didn't take their children to mass you're you know you're redoing for everybody and so and as you keep redoing
1:00:37 those acts you never know what the Lord is going to do to move his disposition and he it may make him disposed to take those first steps to come back or maybe it may not be him it may be a hundred other fathers in other countries that you don't even know first and it may be two decades like St Monica and St Augustine you know who knows but we just know in the Divine will there's nothing wasted well I like what Francis uh uh Hogan always or has said is that what makes your in in God's eyes or in jesus' eyes what makes your child any more special than any other child they're all the same so when we offer that up it's
1:01:23 for all children that have or what all people that have fallen away from the church past present and future there's no one's any more special than the other and we just offer it up we we our acts go up God knows what to do with them Jesus knows what to do with them the do falls falls where it needs to and we don't worry about it we just put it in his hands to to to apply appropr and here again I try to get down from me down to the very bottom line why because because number one my role in operating and possessing of the Divine will is to repair those acts so they get the stamp the Seal of the Divinity on them and they go back to God so that God gets
1:02:09 them all back there's an there's just an abundance of effects that we just talked about and also understandings that we gain when we know that and when we do that but the uh but the the the we trust and we know that if he says he's taken the the the the the suspended acts and they create Dall and he's doing something with them we say whatever you whatever you you know you know better than I yeah so you're using it all I'm doing is helping to get those suspended acts released and the dwall created because by getting those suspended acts released I know I am getting them back to God is where they belong and and that is that's I
1:02:55 know that's a very fundamental kind of lower level approach to it but for me that is the essence of what this is about and my single-mindedness of what my mission is as a child of life is to get this accomplished as soon as it can be accomplished and then everything else will come from it I will I will be uh thinking of uh all children instead of my children as an example um and and it and it will I I will be detached from the second Republican debate I won't care right I I acknowledge that it's going on and I know that I have in my vocation I have things I need to do perhaps that are to vote or whatever but
1:03:40 I I get detached from it the outcome because my focus is not on who wins but on how many acts can God receive as soon as he can because that will hasten the coming of the kingom and I think too you know those of us who've done Mary and consecration through the years it's it's the same principle you know you give everything to Mary and Mary takes those Graces and she distributes them and our lady actually said in magori you know I mean take care take care of what I'm asking you and I'll take care of your things there you know there's there's a I'll bet you if we all everybody rais their hands that there's 80 to 85% of people are on this uh call on this screen that have gone through the
1:04:26 consecration because that seems to be a that is a boy just a real significant conduit to people under because because you come then to understand these writings in a way that you never would have understood them before you're more D and submissive I think unless somebody's really burning with a question I'm going to pause for a moment and get to scripture if they kind of get forward just so we can kind of at least get through one reading today but if somebody does have a burning question I don't want to cut that off and father did we did that did that discussion help or answer what you were looking for yeah you did you explained it very well especially with the debate and the politics that really concluded and that really summarized everything that that was so wise and so wonderful really you
1:05:11 know to be attached and to be attached to what's really important the real the real debates the real Kingdom so that's it thank you so much that was beautiful so I'm I'm going before I read I'm going to I'm going to read read uh this is I printed this out because it struck me and I I do that I print stuff out and I leave them and at some point in time they they they help with an introduction and they surface but this is I think like many people I I started out with uh subscribing to Bishop Baron's word on fire and I get the morning uh uh the morning readings and then of course he has a little reflection on and this particular one and and I because I just talked about Detachment uh I wasn't planning on it but it came out and I knew I had this here so I'm going
1:05:57 to read this um and this is this is John 1526 and 164 I guess was the was the Gospel but this is what this is his reflection and particularly the end of it friends in today's Gospel Jesus predicts that his disciples can expect violence from their world they will expel you from the synagogues in fact the hour is coming when everyone who kills you will think think he is offering worship to God they will do this because they have not known either the father or me this world is that collectivity of persons institutions armies and Nations predicated upon the loss of Friendship
1:06:44 with God that sound kind of familiar that network will hate the followers of Jesus because it cannot frighten them and it's success depends upon fear Jesus is about to be swallowed up by the forces of the world but he has not held Capt captive or entranced by them because he does not live in himself and hence in fear but rather in the Father the power that conquers the world so here's this is kind of a cause and effect this next paragraph here that we've talked about and just kind of hear it through what Jesus wants his father followers to experience is that same freedom in
1:07:30 inscience but it is participation he likes to use these bigger words sometimes they get above me but it is but it it is participation in the co- inherent dynamics of God's being participation in the co- inherent dynamics of God's being to me that's possession that means possession the insertion into the loop of Grace that God is and we all know this is all by Grace this that God is giving this to us the insertion into the loop of Grace that God is that makes such liberating Detachment possible the reason I read that is that you pick up on on stuff that that that
1:08:18 that uh folks were saying all the time it's always been there in this case priest have been say and that they that in the context of how they're saying it you you you recognize why because there is a disposition process going on that's coming from the newf fall that's happening from here so um I feel like John or or somebody's going to read the uh je the the catechism who somebody think who's going to raise their hand when I'm done with it so all right so our the scripture today in the context of everything that we' spoken about is is the letter of Paul to the Ephesians and the verses are three through 14 and the the uh the caption on this is
1:09:06 the spiritual blessings in Christ spiritual blessings in Christ in my mind I'm thinking the uh uh the fruits of the acts that are released Blessed Be the God and father of our Lord Jesus Christ who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the Heavenly places even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world that we should be holy and blameless blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the Heavenly places even as
1:09:54 he chose us in him before the foundation of the world that we should be holy and blameless before him he destined Us in love to be his sons not slaves but Sons his inheritance through Jesus Christ according to the purpose of his will to the praise of his glorious Grace which he freely bestowed on us in the Beloved in him we have Redemption through his blood the Forgiveness of our trespasses according to the riches of his grace which he lavish upon
1:10:41 us for he has made known to us in all wisdom and insight the mystery of his will according to his purpose which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time to unite all things in him things in heaven and things on earth in him according to the purpose of him who accomplishes all things according to the counsel of his will we who first hoped in Christ have been destined and appointed to live for the praise of
1:11:27 his glory in him you also who have heard the word of Truth The Gospel of your salvation and have believed in him were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it to the praise of his glory that called fusing well that's
1:12:13 called I have a plan yeah and it's uh you're part of it we are part of it what that was Ephesians what was that's Ephesians uh verse three I don't think there's it's yeah I'm sorry Ephesians one 3 through 14 and and in and in my Bible which is uh the uh revised Standard Version second Catholic edition uh there's a there's a notation above kind of kind of like the intros into Louis's writing and this says the spiritual blessings in
1:13:00 Christ okay again as an intro catechism who would like to read somebody anybody I read which these the readings we're these are catechism oh these are so we're going to read uh 705 and then 706 that's the one and then we'll go the two so there's four of them i' not for you to read 70 70 705 and 706 and then go back and do 52 and 51 I know yall look hard of hearing 52 and 51 but it bees repeating okay catechism this is paragraph 705 disfigured by sin and death man remains in the image of God in the image
1:13:47 of the son but is deprived of the glory of God of his likeness the promise made to Abraham inaugurates the economy of Salvation at the culmination of which the son himself will assume that image and restore it in the father's likeness by giving it again its Glory the spirit who is The Giver of Life against all human hope God promises descendants to Abraham as the fruit of faith and of the power of the holy spirit in Abraham's progeny all the nations of the earth will be
1:14:34 blessed this progeny will be Christ himself in whom the outpouring of the holy spirit will gather into one the children of God who are scattered abroad God commits himself by his own solemn oath to giving his beloved Son and the promised Holy Spirit who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it and then which one 52 and then 51 52 and then 51 and then 51 right okay this is paragraph 52 first God who dwells in
1:15:19 unapproachable light wants to communicate his own Divine Life to the men he freely created in order to adopt them as his sons in his only begotten son by revealing himself God wishes to make them capable of responding to him and of knowing him and of loving him far beyond their own natural capacity it pleased God in his goodness and wisdom to reveal himself and to make make known the mystery of his will his will was that men should have access to the father through Christ the word made flesh in the Holy Spirit and
1:16:06 thus become sharers in the divine nature pretty clear well it why we love to and feel it necessary to include scripture and the catechism is that it just it shows us the the the holding of the hands between scripture and catechism and the writings and when taken together there's you know we we had a lengthy session on more knowledge more Glory right I think may remember that those sessions but the point being that uh that with more knowledge we can give more glory and with the knowledges
1:16:52 that that we come to gain from these writings and look at them in Con in in conjunction with has already out there in the form of scripture in the catechism it it you you you it allows us to understand things on an even better scale if you don't understand this is why I repeat this one these so much if you don't understand that we when we are sitting there and you're sitting there um praying the Our father and after we hallow God name we say thy kingdom come thy will be done on Earth as it is in heaven we want the Kingdom on Earth as it is in heaven and by reading and listening and understanding what's in scripture along with the context of
1:17:38 Lou's writing that it's now it it's it's I mean it's it's now so it's a it's a uh it's it's the that bringing together all of these that make us more powerful than in our knowledge and more deeper and aware in our knowledge so that as we come across things and we see things and we participate in things that we can uh we can bring that knowledge in the context of either generating I Mar like to use the word generate and regenerate uh and and also repair and redo I think a lot of those words whatever whatever strikes you as the right word but um that's the that that that keeps our strength and our humility and and our
1:18:24 our our love uh love your neighbor as I have loved you which is the second commandment that Jesus or the new commandment that Jesus gave all of that in context says this is this is a now thing and and and if you if you you don't want to believe it that's fine that's okay nobody's nobody's um um you know there's no there's no negativity with that other than for those that are that are disposed they will come to see how all this links together together and it just reinforces that that disposition and that strength of I need you know every day I want to get down the road on this whatever in whatever form or fashion that takes even if it's reading uh a paragraph and then just thinking through what that paragraph
1:19:09 says father Zach today his homoy was about knowing scripture because that's how God reveals himself to us and that's how we come to know his will because if we're not reading scripture knowing our Cate ISM what the magian is teaching us then how are we going to know who God is and that's and that's one of the reasons that that the the context of the Divine the Divine will is not a a a closed organization right this thing called The Divine will um it's open to anybody who's disposed but what will happen is they will ultimately come through the church because of all that the church has to to to grow and to be uh to be deeper and to be exess I don't want to say that word but
1:19:55 to be to be uh in and possessing of the Divine will because the not this the knowledges are here the knowledges are here when he said that when he was making that comment um the thing that struck me that I've never thought of it this way is the verse and I don't know I could tell you met a quarter of verses but basically to those that much is given much is expected and if you look at the exposure we have the tools we have the ability we have to have access to the word of God versus what it was you know 100 200 500,000 years ago um to those who much is given much is expected and I I sat there and I thought man I just wonder
1:20:42 are the standards getting tougher yes you know to get to the uh get to the gates of the heaven Gates of Heaven because much is given to us what are we doing with it right so anyway that I've never thought of it that way I've always thought of it more I'm thinking of material stuff and what am I doing with my money or my whatever how am I utilizing it I've always thought of it that way uh then the Divine will you know you started thinking about it there but then this morning was just different from the standpoint of man uh We've
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