0:00 all right we're going to go into all of this we have so much to cover today I have to calm myself down all right we're GNA start with the third chakra and work our way up and I I have honey on my finger how did that happen Okay do you talk to yourselves do you know who Jean Houston is Jee Houston is one of the most hilarious Dynamic incredible people ever in the universe and flamboyant and when she teaches the world fills with Jee Houston and and Jean is capable of
0:46 telling a story with what we might think of as a touch of embellishment and I said to her sometimes I think you exaggerate she says oh I exaggerate even when I'm alone okay isn't that fantastic okay she's brilliant all right uh your third power center I'm going to remind you Center over Grace that as you go up in the world your focus is going to shift and it is automatic you are programmed for this when we enter the world we're programmed to look at Power as coming toward
1:35 us as coming toward us all the power out there and we don't have any power in here so the Journey of life for every single human being is to reverse that so that we get that power is actually inside going out so that you get that you don't have any power unless I give it to you this was the great conversation between Jesus and pilate when pilate says says say something because I can let you off the hook and he says no you can't I already made the agreement and this thing's all set
2:21 up so this whole gig is all worked out and you work for me I'm editing and and pilate says get him out of here because he saw what power he had do you remember this scene in the scripture do you want me to play it out the way it's actually written but I prefer my version but but it's when you know Jesus is taken from The Garden of Gethsemane and he's and I don't I don't know who is recording notes because I don't remember although Matthew was a pretty incredible notaker but Jesus said take this cup from me I really don't want to do this this is just garbage you know but he doesn't hear anything and
3:06 this is really important to understand especially when it comes to all the thing the mystical truths that he represented and he doesn't hear anything and this too is archetypal because when we get to guidance and prayer later today and tomorrow prayer and how you talk to Heaven is so misunderstood that silence and hearing nothing is a response heaven doesn't waste guidance it's so precious and yet you are always guided and that is a paradoxical Divine mystery and when you don't hear anything
3:52 it means you're already on your route there's nothing to say you don't look at a map when you know where you're going do you okay you don't look at a map so Jesus says you know do I have to do this take this cup from me and he doesn't hear anything which means uhuh it's the way it's G to be so he goes on with the task and of course his his ever difficult Peter takes a sword he's he gets arrested and Peter grabs a sword SW and he cuts off the ear of one of the centurions and then Jesus Takes the ear and heals the
4:38 man but what's so fascinating is the apostles disperse so what he lives out for us and this is where the template is the this the life of Jesus is not meant to be wasted and I'm telling you this at this point because the great challenge of every human being is to go from our love of power in the physical world thinking that stuff in the physical world is our safety net to transitioning and realizing this has no there is no safety in money there is no safety in status there is no safety in anything in the physical world
5:25 because like Buddha was everything changes Buddha would tell you think in the physical world change in the blink of an eye you think you have it and then the market crashes you think this you think that and then there's then there's bombs that hit you think you think you you you have the perfect marriage and then it's over you think that everything CH like Buddha tells you everything changes in the blink of an eye you think you're healthy and then then there's a car accident the physical world changes in the blink of an eye Buddha says that there isn't one thing you can have not one place you can live not one thing you can do there isn't one thing in this lower
6:11 world that you can buy have say Do not one person can protect you from any form of change in the physical world you got that and yet what I want you to pay attention to is how much of yourself you will negotiate thinking that you've accomplished that that somehow you've accomplished what no human being can accomplish which is to lock something down in the physical world so that you'll never lose your job maybe they will but you won't maybe they'll get sick but you won't I won't have to wear a mask because I'm immune by politics by my rage and my righteousness
6:59 from a virus the stupidity people but nothing nothing makes you immune your attitude nothing because all life breathes together all life breathes together so at some point when you have these great mystical teachers who say you got it wrong and this is the way it is the way it is is that it's the power you cannot see that has all the power everything that keeps you well is everything you cannot see love compassion courage
7:47 endurance everything you value the most trust Faith All The Graces everything you value the most creativity inspiration are things you cannot see and if those were taken away from you you would die you would disintegrate you would evaporate into depression and you wouldn't be able to be revived because these are the life force and these are the substance of the life force this is what keeps you alive not your stuff but your
8:34 soul what I the greatest thing God gave me was the skill of being a medical intuitive because it taught me everything because it taught me how we are wired never mind how the skill works I don't care about that it's what I gained by doing readings on us it taught me how we work and how powerful ful the soul is for all my for all my studies in Theology and believe you me they're extensive nothing compared to doing the power of one reading on one of you nothing you are a theological Wonder because you taught me how
9:19 powerful every choice we make and what is the source of that power I had to ask myself again and again what is the source of this power we have how is it that one one one choice a human being makes is so incredibly powerful and can drain somebody of their psychic field again and again I saw this or how is it that one choice you make can reverse can reverse your power and suddenly Empower you I would tell people as I will I'll still tell them this that getting your power what you call getting your power back if you had your power you wouldn't lose it if you
10:05 actually had your power real power but the the the the stages of beginning to empower yourself you're G to start small you have to start small because you're terrified of coming up you're terrified of the power power of your own Consciousness you're terrified of it because what it actually is is you're increasing the throttle on the speed at which you comprehend things now put your hands up if I'm going too fast you are increasing the speed your relationship to to
10:52 light to love and to law and this is the nature of God and every time you do something that empowers yourself you increase your capacity to comprehend to see more clearly how life Works which means it you are increasing your capacity to see the soul of another person not their actions not their package but their which means you increase your capacity to love that person which means you increase your
11:38 capacity to make choices from not Schultz love not but but the kind of love that is the nature of God that is the nature of I can shift the matter m tte the energy field I have the this the kind of love that is pure God that by you have that you have that potential in you that's the power of love not the power of oh I'm gonna just give you a nickel but recognizing I'm a Channel of something so
12:26 profound and it's not me it is the sub of life and love itself this bridge this little line represents what I realize my big question I wrote a book on it why people don't heal today I could write volumes I think to myself why do people sabotage their own empowerment what the heck is wrong with people why would people sabotage their own capacity to become all they could be why do people do that when given a
13:12 chance your intuition tells you all the time what to do exercise Don eat this what are you doing you don't get that that is organic Divinity that is your guide speaking to you at a level here come come over here that you are able to hear or feel without saying oh my god I think I'm hearing guidance and it's telling me not to have so much sugar you're not ready for direct guidance it's coming in organically it's coming in through your tummy here it's coming in through your tummy because you're not ready for the conscious high voltage stuff you're not
13:59 even listening to Sugar guidance okay you're not even listening to food how many of you are there talk to me okay I want you to translate what this means so you get it if you you sabotage even food guidance because you don't want to be that conscious of your nutrition you don't want to be that conscious of it I don't want to take charge of it I still want to and here's the truth give myself
14:44 license to eat whatever I want when I'm feeling bad so here we go I still want to reward myself for suffering here's the operative phrase I want to reward myself for suffering which means I will choose to suffer over heal hello okay and why do you want to suffer over heal you're gonna answer that question put it down why do you want to say you're not GNA answer to me you have to answer to yourself because I'm not the one who lives in your body but why do you choose to suffer
15:30 over heal when you see that it is a choice and when I said to you yesterday that suffering is a choice pain is not pain is the nature of Life you'll have to excuse me I need eye drops because my eyes are drying and I'm having a little you don't mind would you excuse me for one second just pug me but oh pain oh man no no no it's not it's not painful it's irritating I just I find um my eyelids just a little and you get blurry because of it and I can't have that I gotta be on my
16:17 game okay so and what happens when you choose to suffer is that you will pass it on to others and you will pass it on to others you'll figure out a way to share your suffering as if it's a gift and the other thing about that is you will feel like it's okay it gives you license to tell people about your suffering past and how wounded you are oh my God you're so wounded and and it gives you permission to do
17:03 things to spend more money than you should to eat more than you should this is this blockage right here operative word blockage colon blockage bioenergy blockage self-esteem blockage power blockage and it turns you into an addict you will be an addict of some sort you have no option you're choosing addictions often times it makes you the archetype of the procrastinator how many of you oh I'm I
17:49 bless you all for your honesty I could just hug you I could just hug you for your honesty but I want to share with you with so much love and you should just just be bursting with love and appreciation to know how this is so Universal that you are not that there's nothing unique about you that this is the archetypal this is the archetypal journey and for those of you who didn't put up your hands put up your hands this is the archetypal Journey nobody escapes this journey so it's just a matter of where you are this is the Journey of empowerment and how we struggle with
18:36 it and and what I need to so need to emphasize and I hope I'm doing this oh please God give me the words that when we are disempowered when we choose to to to to to to sabotage ourselves when we choose to Li another word to put to do it is we're liquidating our power when we choose to stay in a wound when we choose no I'm not I'm not going to listen to my guidance that says get off your ass and start walking stop eating so much sugar start becoming conscious that the guidance system is up and running and talking to you this is here's a mystical law the law of balance
19:22 is operating you're out of balance let's go when you sabotage that then then the way the organic system works and this is something I have to emphasize the nature of God is law which means the nature of God is impersonal there's nothing personal about gravity you jump you fall and if you said at the bottom of the of the mountain why did God do this to me I jumped and I didn't fly I should have been the exception to that and float
20:07 down this is your night this is your stupidity or not or your arrogance no everybody who jumps Falls agreed agreed you are not special and you won't be floating down in that same way what you have to understand is the way the law work cause and effect action and reaction magnetic attraction the law of sensing the law of in integration the law of energy and demander the law of choice and consequence all the laws is that if we liquidate our power we invite into our Dynamic of creation the energy of everything else all the psychic free radicals
20:54 floating in the universe our game to partici participate in what we're creating because we've liquidated ourselves I'm going to say it again what's a give me a metaphor ah very good all right you're training to be a fine chef in order to be a fine chef with your life you have to learn what every ingredient creates in everything you
21:40 cook is that agreed so you have to understand that a little Paprika in a choice is going to start a fire agreed you have to understand how much salt and pepper to use in your thinking how much salt and pepper does this thought need maybe this thought could use a little cumin maybe this thought needs a little celery salt you need you become this perfectionist in how you make decisions of how long a thought form needs to Stew before you act on it you become really good at saying I I have to put this thought in a crock
22:25 pot it needs hours to incub inate before and I can't open it I can't let any other thought form any other seasoning in here because it needs reflection so you start thinking of yourself in this precious way a chef protects a kitchen someone who doesn't understand how precious that is if you get car car less you get careless you get angry you get careless you get sloppy you start saying I don't give a damn what seasoning I'm using you start cooking in a sloppy way you go from
23:12 chefing to just grabbing anything you decide I'm just going to get this package seasoning which is put together by a thousand other people so you have a thousand other people's thoughts in this package and you throw that in your stew and you got to put that in your Consciousness because you didn't take the time you weren't conscious enough to choose each of the herbs in your garden that maybe you have grown you know exactly how fresh the basil is you know exactly how fresh the Rosemary is no you didn't care anymore because you are getting into other thoughts that liquidate you you've distributed your energy to issues that don't don't matter
24:00 you're angry at someone you're still still dealing with your past that is now 40 years old 40 Jesus mother of God years old there's yellow edges around these stories you're telling oh my God are you telling this again all right I'm listening and what happens is you are literally hemorrhaging so that when it time comes time to do something conscious you haven't got the juice you haven't got the juice because
24:46 you weren't and all this time your guides are telling you will you stop with this you keep telling the same damn story and nobody cares look at your friends they're bored your angels tell tell you that can you see them they're sleeping stop it stop it either resolve make a different Choice make a higher Choice see it differently I'll get you up there but stop it I'm not telling you to forget your story I'm telling you to get a higher perspective stop it what the hell are you expecting by telling the story who are you punishing what are you doing oh I get it you're giving yourself an excuse to sabotage yourself you want to drink you want to eat you want to do whatever you
25:32 want you want to feel sorry for yourself you want to be dependent okay that's what you get at this floor you don't want to go up here you don't want to cross over and Empower yourself you still want to punish people this this this is a difficult bridge to get over becoming conscious because you have to forego a whole behavioral system that you've gotten into are you with me here wounds are powerful stuff and being weak is very powerful because and this is a tough sentence to say but it's the truth it gives you
26:19 permission to form an allied ship with the dark with your Shadow it gives you permission to form an Allied ship with your Shadow and to excuse that Alli ship to deny that that's what you're doing for example it gives you permission to pass on your suffering to other people you don't know what I've been through and to beat up other people and then they end up apologizing to I'm so sorry I said anything now my version is don't you dare take out your stuff on me I don't take out my stuff on you and that's the way this works which is
27:06 exactly how people should respond I was not in your childhood and I'm not paying the piper for it and you are not paying the piper for my childhood do we agree yes that's how is I like the adult in you I'm not interested in the child does that sound harsh because it is what is you think it's harsh talk to me no feedback is it harsh is it true is it the child in you
27:51 that has gotten you into the worst situations okay is it the child in you that has destroyed most of your adult relationships is it the child in you that has gotten you fired yes no all right this is very important to understand the archetype is the Wounded child the part of you that gives you permission to be depressed and to feel sorry for yourself yes wait we
28:38 got sounds like oh Carolyn you are just such a monster not at all um I vacillate between wounded child and a sabur I don't know who is oh they love each other oh okay they're closely related here's the thing here's how the sabur operates and here's how Heaven operates I absolutely adore I'm I'm I'm in me I am a I am never not in awe at the handywork of Heaven because it is the absolute absolute mystical truth that heaven never sabotages any human
29:23 being that everything about the way life is set up for you is to empower you all the laws everything and you have to first of all understand that first of all understand that that even under the worst of circumstances there's something going on that is actually totally benefiting we we here on the first floor have decided that the way we measure life is by pain and pleasure is is by whether or not it costs us something by the size of the physical debt so the scale by which we measure things is this limited physical
30:09 scale we don't have a we don't have a a cosmic we don't have a penthouse view where we look down and say what really is going on here I remember how many times the nuns would say like something would happen and something doesn't work out and and the Beloved nuns I am someone who loved my education with the nuns I'm not a scarred Catholic I adore the girls they're still close I'm still close to them and they always said Carol rejection is protection rejection is protection and I would say oh I like how
30:56 this wisdom dribbles in because what we do on the first floor is we look out and we only see what happens today and we only see the people in front of us today and what's more and this is what Consciousness is about in archetypes and getting to the high altitude and my God if I could take you in the darkest of your moments and drag you up I would sit with you and say okay I want you to calm down and now then let us look at this situation from the highest altit what the hell from the highest altitude that we can get the very highest and from the highest altitude way up here in 8 n and 10 it's no longer even
31:43 personal it's not even personal it's just an experience and it's not even it's just it's not even we have to even unplug our sense of time and we unplug our sense of how important you think this is so we have to devalue it oh my God it's so important is it important to what this life this moment this year this Breath You Take against what scale is something important so we have to take apart the scale that you're using again against which against the
32:29 scale of this huge Universe how important is it what is it going to change against the scale of your whole life and lives yet to come I have done readings not many not many where I'm I'm trying to or I I wish I could transfer what it feels like to do a reading but where I'm trying to figure out how where the loss of power in you is coming from and in a reading a reading for me is very rapid very fast it's very there's nothing personal it's there's nothing personal that's how I know it's
33:14 accurate there's nothing personal and it's it's like if I set you right now think of your bedroom now think of your living room now think of your kitchen fast fast fast fast imagine that is coming into me and the difference between how you're thinking of it and how I am is that I have no emotion it's not my living room it's not my it's not mine it just go like this but even when I tell you to think of something you actually don't see it it's like energetic pixels you actually don't see anything you are getting energetic pixels you don't if I said visualize something something you can't you are imagining you are in the world of
34:01 imagination but you don't actually see it do you because you you you aren't engaging your eyes you're engaging an inner Vision that doesn't work with eyesight it works with soul sight pixel sight energetic system so you're actually not seeing anything but you are getting something so if I said picture picture the ocean you can picture it but you don't actually see it and it's actually not an actual image you are just creating something so in a reading it's like that type of energetic data and I've learned to trust that
34:47 energetic data and it comes in in the blink of an eye just that fast that fast and it's it's very impersonal okay and that's what data is like in your 10th your 10th your ninth and your eighth Energy Systems that's exactly what it's like for you and the choices you make once that data shifts to your middle column is that you determine the speed at which you comprehend this light you you Det determine how you want to to form that
35:33 light into a language how you want to language it how you want to allow the speed of that light to come into the matter m a t t r of your physical life Buddha and Buddha enlightened all light so it came in without obstacle without obstacle bodh SATA without obstacle what is obstacle obstacle is when you anchor
36:19 yourself and this is what I learned is when we anchor ourself into choices that are illusion choices based on the here go to the first floor the time and space of our world that we think this world we're living in is a fact a reality when we are passing through what we think is 2024 that's a madeup number this world is billions of years old that's a madeup number now as I said I've done a few readings where some of the pixels that have come in from
37:06 people have told me that this is from a what we call a future life a life yet to be lived and that what they're experiencing has to do with organizing something that is yet to come now we we hold this notion in our head that is the one of the greatest delusions and that's that this is all there is and this life is all there is and that it's really 2024 here not in China but we so that the the world is
37:52 just 224 years long except if you're an idiot creation we can't even I mean it is astounding to me the things that we've accepted as factual that have no truth to them whatsoever nothing it is a madeup universe people but what's not made up is our capacity to make things up and that's what I'm talking to you about is and this is what Jesus was talking to you about this is what Buddha was talking to you about is that they realized they knew it's all made up
38:39 that's what Buddha meant when he said this place is just an illusion that's what he meant and so that's why the greatest thing you can do is decide you know what I'm going to focus my attention not on acquiring stuff and getting all worked up about controlling other people and and all my wounds that happened in this place called the past but rather I'm managing my soul so I don't Hemorrhage ever again so I don't Hemorrhage so that I actually manage it so that I stay in my
39:26 Consciousness so I stay in present time and I live by the higher truths that there's a law of balance and I choose to stay in balance and I live my life so that I can sense when I make a choice that throws me off balance I become conscious of the mystical laws because those are the laws that determine how my physical world is now that that's are you with me here so we're going to go through the laws but this journey right here is the journey you're going to have
40:11 to take with yourself which is to determine whether or not you're strong enough to give up that part of you that participates in illusion and the permission illusion gives you to abuse other people to manipulate to use your wounds this is a lot of work for you to and and and all of us revisit this world again and again and again and again and there's said and this is a world where you look at something like what EG
40:58 Carroll just went through and getting 83 million on behalf of being violated okay and I think civil civil misconduct sexual misconduct do we say that's an illusion that's not an illusion she went through a violation she went through a violation and you have to stand up for your rights you have to but what I what and what I found so remarkable about that is that she was able to do that without compromising her power no matter what was thrown at her
41:44 she didn't compromise her power when you when you deal with the devil you have to be very careful about how you deal with the Devil and that is true no matter what you do in your life that when you are going near Illusions and difficulties you have to be very careful of how you deal with darkness and I'm glad to talk to you about that because darkness comes into all of our lives but this brings me back this is the reason why I am convinced I'm totally convinced of it that one of the
42:31 that all of us feel in some way compelled to develop our sense of self our sense of self-esteem nobody made that a crash course in school for any of us and yet every one of us somehow has gotten the message that developing our sense of self is critical to our well-being is that not true and that developing our sense of self somehow is as important as an education and that it's critical to our health do do you guys need a break have I gone overboard no okay that that developing our sense of self is critical to our sense of personal
43:18 empowerment what I learned as a medical intuitive is that developing your sense of self is is vital to your health is vital to Your Capacity it's not just vital to your health it's vital to this journey because your capacity to develop your sense of self is part of your journey of becoming conscious and what conscious requires of you and you have to go through this journey of developing self-esteem means that you
44:05 esteem yourself and that you get past here you're walking across the bridge one of the things you have to get past is the need to have other people approve of you because the need for the approval of the outside is the need to have other people validate what is going on in the world behind your eye now I'm G to be your angel and I'm going to say to you I'd like to give you some high-end guidance some really special guidance but you're not going to believe because you don't have enough faith in yourself and you're
44:51 going to go and run and ask them if it if you really heard my voice so what what good is this you don't have enough self you don't have enough faith in yourself or enough esteem to actually hear what I'm talking to you about so I'm just going to sit here next to you and watch you suffer because you can't get out of this who's more important your inner voice or all of these people who and this is the This Is A Dark Truth About human beings people do not want to see you win the race and you don't want to see them win the race all right this is you want to talk about Shadow this is part of the human Shadow one of the great tests of
45:37 Crossing this bridge is getting to the place where you acknowledge in yourself I do not want to empower other people and I have to get over that that is the greatest obstacle and the obstacle course of life is your fear that if you Empower others they will have more than you put your hands up oh just three of you put your hands up that you have fear that if you Empower human beings in any way compliments uh money creativity recognizing here's an idea for you you do it you're better at this
46:22 than me in any way shape or form that that means they'll get more than you they'll have more than you they'll leave you in any way shape or form put your hands up so how many of you have never felt that way so I'm GNA do this again how many of you struggle with empowering at one other person okay come on get with it all right thank you you're going to work on this don't don't me it's not a good idea it it draws me to your door and that's not going to be
47:10 fun okay and this is this even all right how many of you struggle with forgiveness and that's a way of not empowering another person you won't let him go okay how many of you feel like someone brings out the competition in you this is all part of what it is to not want to empower somebody else I gotta win that race I gotta be better I gotta win it okay this idea of they have that person those people those migrants o
47:57 they have more power than me this is what the big illusion is don't you get it it's all a big illusion in this lifetime those people have the role of trying to come over the Border next lifetime it'll be you don't kid yourself don't you dare go feeling so safe in your little neighborhood it's not how Heaven works but you have to say oh that's me next lifetime what am I going to do to help them I don't want that job okay Shape Up and know how the gods work Karma's real the law of Karma and further understand how holism
48:46 works we are moving toward becoming one it's like working with your microe body you have to work with what helps my body become one all the guidance you hear is about becoming one you will never hear guidance that says hey why don't you eat that rat poison that's not how Heaven works it always directs you to become whole to do the right thing to empower someone else that's how Grace works okay the sabator you thought you thought I dropped the question didn't you I always look like I have
49:31 but I'm just on that kind of slow Freight we are terrified of our own empowerment because it means we can't use any of the tricks of the Wounded trade and so what we do is we decide I'm not ready to be that conscious yet because if you look at your life every single moment every single conversation and I want you to microchip yourself to get as Tiny as every word you say I want you to squeeze yourself into every word I honestly want you to squeeze yourself into the power of every word you say just squeeze yourself into the
50:18 power of a word and say why am I choosing this word what word will I choose to say to this person how will I choose to greet this person what word shall I choose am I going to interrupt this person one of the worst things people do is finish someone's sentences maybe I'll let them talk maybe I how will I listen what will I say will I be compar should I be compassionate choose to empower them listen to what heaven is saying say this prayer I love this prayer God grant me
51:05 the grace of understanding not because the word understanding you better understand me or what or or what right whereas if you ask for the grace watch this it's like help me understand why you have put me with this person what power of M do you want me to share with them how can I help their life turn yourself into a servant and a vessel of healing turn yourself with one prayer you turn yourself into a vessel of healing how powerful is that how powerful is that don't let me sabotage my gifts don't let me sabotage just that silent prayer it's just between you and God nobody knows what you're up to
51:51 that's the beauty of being invisible nobody knows what you're up to and you can go around and empower the world and just go home and put your feet up and watch a movie that's the beauty of watching your soul think wow this is not bad right but when but what you what what you deal with and I'm telling all of you because this is the universal Journey I'm not talking to one person I'm talking to all of us every one of us has to go through this o I have to Empower others and how distasteful that is in some way to every person until you confront it are you with
52:38 me and it means whether or not you're not forgiving someone because in not forgiving you get to punish them and the power of punishing the power of making another person suffer you have no idea what I've been through all right right you have no idea and still using that so this this obstacle course across I I remember and I've told this story a thousand million times but it belongs right here so I'll make it fast you know the story of that beautiful model right she's that gorgeous model and she's on a set for a shoot and I remember I'll never forget what she said our face is our Fortune
53:27 H and she said a uh and she was like 26 for her for a model that's getting older can you possibly imagine my God I would have had four incarnations but anyway she said a younger model came on the set somewhere like 17 18 something who was apparently stunningly gorgeous but very insecure there was a scout from Vogue or something look looking for a model and that's a big deal that's a big because amazingly these models these day-to-day models they're not paid much okay but once you sort of get into the major league but it's rare I guess it's like actors you're not paid much for a two-
54:12 bit part until you but anyway so she says this young girl comes up to her and says do I look okay now this woman was a student of mine which means she's she's also interested in her inner development which means her intuitive system is so she knows she reads this girl she knows she's as insecure as a little bunny in a corner bunny on a fox hunt so she knows what okay now people come here wait go away you've got you've got this building this is you what floor do you want to see something on
54:57 right what floor from the first floor She is jealous competitive frightened and insecure so she's going to hear this question like I don't want the Scout to see you what can I do to sabotage you but here's the crisis go back to the bridge of becoming conscious and realizing up here come up here real fast take your elevator up here you now have the truth that everything is a setup everything is a setup you might not want to accept that but it's the truth and every single thing is
55:42 observed everything is observed everything is about how we use our power in an Act of Creation that's all that's going on here you get down here you you forget that because you're frightened and you think I got to pay my bills get up here get up here this is the world of Miracles where things happen and this at the speed of your soul at the speed of your soul and you and and you finally say all right I'm going to trust the truth I'm going to trust the truth that everything's about observing and you're going to observe what my soul does and not my insecurities and you've sent this soul to me because
56:29 I can Empower her in the moment and that's the higher choice and that would be the higher Choice that's the option she could have said you look beautiful you're going to do just fine now she didn't make that choice so she'll never know how that choice would have paid off for both of them because in making the higher choice you never suffer you never suffer you may not be rewarded in the moment but you will never suffer okay you don't have to be like a little child that says where's my lollipop shut up what you have to understand is I did I did exactly what I I the best thing I empowered everything
57:16 I empowered the whole but instead she went down and she did the Lesser and she said you look okay she gutted her and what's the consequence of that she can't live with herself because here's her angel saying all right you want to Heaven lets us make the choices we make but we live with the consequences choice and consequence choice and consequence this is a universe of laws God is law this isn't punishment you reap what you sow what does the scripture say you reap what you so it's as simple as that and so she says I feel terrible I still see her well yeah absolutely because you should so you
58:03 won't do it again and and now you'll Empower 10 young women to make up for this the mathematics of Resurrection but you see how the universe works with us it's really all about empowerment so the thing we have to look at is where we struggle with empowerment who we struggle why we struggle why we're so afraid to empower even in in in in how how we see other people
