Caroline Myss - When you are on the precipice of your greatest power…

0:00 your archetypal wheel picture your watch and so you have 12 hours on the clock 12 signs of the zodiac 12 houses of 12 hours of daylight 12 hours of night 12 is an archetypal cycle and you have 12 intimate archetypes each and so you think of an archetypal birth chart so that when you were born an archetypal pattern took hold of each one per house that dominates or governs how your life unfolds and um though this is not a class on sacred contracts at all I can weave something in somewhere

0:47 down the line um what I am doing is I'm doing an archetype per week on video now that I'm just giving just it's on YouTube I think it's on YouTube or something and uh I recorded the victim yesterday next week I'll do the sabot tour so you could just pick up and learn a little bit about the archetypes and maybe I should go through the wheel too but that's for another day but this is part of all the power you cannot see and that's that you don't realize what's governing you you don't realize that so let's jump into the workshop and in fact I started I had breakfast with

1:34 two people who I love forever and dearly and one of them is Michelle and I might put Michelle on the spot for a second because she knows a lot more about what I'm about to say but she we launched into and she was sharing you know you catchup with people and she was telling me what her son August is doing and he's teaching artificial intelligence at New York University am I correct right New York University and that too is I didn't think to bring that into this but it is also something that's worth talking about because I'll start the lecture this morning with um I'll pick up a little bit from last night I can't lecture

2:19 without a pen um with trying to comprehend all that is happening around us now I start how many of you have never been with me before Oh that's delicious okay but many of you have and so those who have are very familiar that I start my workshop with the drawing of a building because it helps me communicate to you the multiple levels of consciousness that you're on but for those who have we're going to be using those levels differently so there so here's your building okay and and the reason this is effective and I actually use this all

3:06 the time for myself is that this is an archetypal tool and this is something you're going to put in your toolbx for the rest of your life that when you're born you are this building and actually this this model was kind of born in me years ago when I was a um fresh in college and I was a journalism major and and I um like many people came from the belief that there was only one truth only one set of facts and that was it and in journalism it's who what one where how why and that's what you've got to go

3:53 get and so there was only one set of who what when were how why and she had to crack that and she had to help us see that that that that truth was here's the operative word relative depended on where you were da da da da so now this was my first Venture into the truth that truth was relative it depends on where you are what you're looking at so that it's not actually the truth is that truth is relative and the rest is simply true you following me so she said a building is on fire and I want four reporters to cover the story you take the north Corner south east west and she said when you

4:40 come back you tell me which of you has the truth got it so now we have four different stories and she said and which of you got the history of the building none of us and which of you got this story and that story none of us got those she said so which of you has the truth which open up what is truth that stuck with me it it it it it it it went and from that point on I thought in terms of four corners for the rest of my life I thought in terms of four corners and when I would talk to people I would think what corner Are you standing on you're on a different corner from me you're seeing this from a different corner I could no longer ever think my

5:28 position was the right position and what I realized was that liberated me I'm going to shift gears even to a conversation I had over dinner a couple of nights ago in Phoenix with my cousin David Fran and my cousin's wonderful wife and my cousin is a cardiologist and he was talking about the different um ill sources of illness for the heart and what causes this and that and describing it and he's he's he's just a wonderful wonderful physician and and I wouldn't tell you if he was a bad physician anyway but he is

6:15 he's a one he's a wonderful guy and I love him like he's like my surrogate brother um but when he was talking about the causes of stress that break down the heart I I'm up here as you will be shortly he's listing from the first floor overweight cholesterol stuff that you are familiar with and I'm up here thinking what about the stress of living a deceitful life what about the stress of lying what about the stress of planning diabolical

7:05 activities what about the stress of having a job in which you create spin to destroy the life of another person what about the stress of creating fake news now we have yet to take this dimension of activity choice choice our choice and consequence and weave that in to the causes of the breakdown of our well-being we haven't even considered that because we don't even think that that impacts us but I have come to learn that that is

7:50 what impacts us that that is the most powerful and to to as as my ally in this I turn to science that will tell you energy creates matter this is your energy and that is your matter so your greatest blockage is not wanting to believe this but as my Ally I have science because up here as we will discuss the nature of God is law God has set up this universe to work with law as law science is law God is

8:38 science science is law God is science the nature of God is law not religion there is no such thing as a God that has a religion get that out of your head that's that's a belief for the ordinary mortal you are now no longer ordinary Mortals now I'm going to hit a pause button and I'm going to shift here and we're going to talk just for a little bit about the significance of what it means to be alive now it is and I've said this and I will say it forever a privilege to be alive now an absolute privilege but only if you get that human I think um

9:27 the part of me that loves history and has studied history all my life will tell you that there have been other times in history that have been extremely tumultuous World War II other times and we've had tumultuous events in go away various parts of the world that have erupted we have the war in Ukraine and Russia right now we we had the Cuban Missile Crisis we've had DED at out the Vietnam War but none of those events prior to our time none of them have Incorporated every living creature on the earth none none have Incorporated every single

10:16 religion none has incorporated the survival of every living thing on the Earth this is the moment that we're at we're at the moment and that is why why it is that you are living we are living the Journey of transformation it is actually real and while you in this building illustrates this that you're life has many floors that once you're born you're like a building it doesn't go anywhere so the only movement from that point on is in the building but if you go in a building and just for the heck of it go up each floor and look out the window

11:03 you'll see a different view of the same address so that as you go up your Vista on your life expands now that's the purpose of life to expand the Vista of your life but as you know with every building every floor is more expensive it is more costly to go up up every floor this is life is not an inexpensive journey and I don't mean it physically financially I mean that Consciousness is a very expensive risky outrageously

11:48 wonderful journey of expansion you it is as risky to open a new window as it is to keep it closed as it is to keep it closed it is as risky to wonder I wonder what it looks like we were we were talking this morning with Michelle and I and and Michael and and and Beth and I were talking about the this Advent of artificial intelligence for example which is up on a higher floor and that we're creating intelligence to become intelligent to become an artificial

12:35 intelligent and um I'm I'm G to let m Michelle comment on it because she could do a lot more because she's spoken with her son about it but I said to Michael the one thing it will never be able to do is pray it will never be able to pray and receive inspiration it will never have a soul now the soul is something arrogance cannot comprehend it so is something as I I see with science they want to do experiments to see if prayer works and I think you idiot you arrogant

13:20 SOB they want to put God in a test tube and that's part of the risk of where we're at that's part of the risk on your first floor is the way you literally see the world it's all the power you can see not all the power you cannot and it's really important for you for us to actually look at that world because it's all the power you can see and what you real and what we have to explore is how much we want to see that power and how much you rely on that power to feel

14:08 safe your bank account your address where you live now up on the 10th floor I mean up on the penthouse is the truth see what on the first floor is what's true where you live it's true do you do do I live in Oak Park yes that is true but the truth is that address does not reveal how long I will live it reveals where I live but not how long its capacity to tell you about my life Journey my life is very limited it only tells you where I'm

14:54 located and nothing more it reveals nothing more that's the limitation of the first floor that's all there's no truth on the first floor there's just what's true from my corner of the building are you following me here and what you need to do is get this you really need to get this as a working wheel in yourself so that when you are in in all your situations when you are making decisions in your life when you're in a conversation in your life you actually are aware enough to think I got to get

15:41 on a different floor because I'm now on my first floor and I'm hovered in a corner because I have become insecure protective and I'm fighting for my Illusions my teeth are out my CS are out and this is all fear we were talking I don't I don't know if it was Michelle or Michael this morning who mentioned that that screw ball Elon Musk wants to go to Mars and as far as I'm concerned is go and beat it but what really motivates him and what motivates all these people is they

16:29 get and this is the shadow side of this building or the basement is this is a real wild mystical question this is the kind of question that would be posed to you in a graduate school in Theology and it's a question that's meant to spark thought and maybe never have a conclusive answer but engage you in forever wondering the cosmos is there a finite or infinite amount of power that a human being can

17:16 access before risking Insanity now let me ask this differently let me pose this differently position it in theology there is the belief and it is a very strongly held belief if not a a deeply honored one that when you make the journey into the soul okay so now we would be up on a high floor when you realize you are more than matter that this is your case and you're holding something

18:02 precious that the exploration of what is precious in you all the power you cannot see you really need an escort you need an escort because you're going to go through layers first you're going to go through your emotional layer and all your emotional garbage and you're going to think that's the soul but it's not it's just your emotional trash it's your baggage it's your w w w it's your wounds it's your should have would have could have why not and it's all this trash and you got to get through that until you realize it's trash and you got to haul out the trash oh I'm so hurt I'm so get that out of you until you realize your life is not about your

18:49 wounds who isn't wounded and I'd say to you as soon as you find me someone who's never been wounded I'll talk to you really not kidding not kidding life's not about one-upping each other on how wounded you are which support groups are it's about I've had this profound Journey called the wound I've had this profound Journey called the wound I'm going to speak to you I if you come to me and say that and then you talk to me about the profound Journey I'm all yours complain I'll never listen to you tell

19:34 me about your journey I'm all ears I will be your teacher your student your spiritual director because now you get it now you're exploring this happened to me it felt so unfair I had to deal with unfairness it felt so unjust I had to deal with the consciousness of Injustice it felt so horrible I felt so abandoned all the forces you cannot see you can't go in there unescorted because then you clear that out and what's left oh my God it all prevented me from love I wouldn't love anybody because I felt I was owed and while I felt I was

20:22 owed I took it out on the world I'm going to sue you I'm owed money cuz I was hurt I was I'm this I'm owe special attention and I'll pull out all this stuff and throw it at you see see see see and it's not till you get all this and you realize I'm not owed anything what it has done is it's caused me to make other people suffer see how much I've suffered until you clean all that out and you realize oh my God all it's ever done has stopped me from loving from resentment now we're at the door of the Soul can I come in can I come in I have not wanted to love because I've been so filled with rage because no one's love me only to

21:08 find out I have this Warehouse if I use this love all it does is come back that's how this works this is the wealth this is the wealth but getting to that this is the difference between the love of power and the power of love now we get to the power that is you getting to that place is the journey you can't go in there unescorted is there too much power that you have that will cause you to implode is there too much Earthly power a person can have that actually causes them to

21:53 implode question this is the question I posed to you as students of theology for the weekend which is is there a limit to the amount of power the human being can command can cope with can take that power and say with this power what is the ethical world I need to be in what is the moral content I need to Grapple with what are the cont consequences to the whole because God is law and the law is what is in one is in the whole now I make decisions that reverberate

22:38 throughout the whole how does this power affect my thinking now that I have all this power oh you cross the dark rub the dark Rubicon I am power now I battle eternal power I will never die I am Immortal I confront Immortal power the great moment of insanity where all my decisions become based upon my capacity to outrun the power of God therefore I become an atheist there is no God there cannot be God because I am

23:27 that power do you see how it goes it is an archetypal journey and you can tell when someone is now on that journey and where they're going and that's the journey in the building there's this upside of it and there's the bottom side which you have never been exposed to because I haven't wanted to reveal it because that's the kind of girl I am but all the power you you cannot see includes all the dark power in the world not just the goody goody stuff it includes all the dark power and it includes your Temptation into that dark power which is also what you need to

24:17 confront because darkness comes to call and that's real when I was in college I came home on a break and it's and I'm sure this is just as true for you but the thing the the the moments the experiences the events that actually hit me like to this morning with Michelle which I will always remember I that breakfast is now and I am holding you to New York I'm telling you I will track you down like a bug on a June bug um um the I came home and I read article in the Chicago Tribune which used to be a really good

25:03 paper um was front page and in journalism you put your lead story headline and then your eyes automatically go down so here's the best story right in the column right underneath the headline so the story right underneath that is second best and this is where that story was and it was about a man who had escaped a demonic cult in the city of Chicago now reporters always and it's too bad take on these stories with a chip on their shoulder because they don't have the courage to take on these show these stories with tell me what that was really

25:50 like I mean with with any kind of attitude that this could be real instead of it's like the skepticism because they don't want to look stupid foolish or whatever or what's worse they're terrified that it might be the truth so they think their skepticism their arrogance is their protection pay attention to what I just said to you so this man who was in The Cult talked about that the people who had the most power in the city of Chicago were the ones who were the members and he said I can give you names and you will recognize every one of them so I'm going to hit a pause button and I'm going to go back to the

26:35 scripture you got to hold on to my Tails when I teach and there's a reason why the great spiritual Master says how difficult it is that getting through through the gates of spirituality is easier for a camel get through the eye of a needle there's a reason why all of these how many times you hear stories like Jimmy Baker and all of those people and PE the priests Etc that just as they ascend in power and the gurus and Etc that they get to a certain height of power and they can't make it through the eye of the needle that

27:22 transition they can't make it through that level because if you understand the archetypal Journey that's when you're most vulnerable this is the the the the whole meaning of the story of Jesus in the desert now that you have and you're on the precipice of the most power you are also at your weakest just as you're about to be your strongest and that's when you will get your biggest challenge and if you know that you almost can put it on your calendar and that that's why you go here you almost know am I on that floor yet should I expect that challenge if you know the archetypal Journey you almost

28:07 can say damn this is right on time all the power you cannot see that's when the most vulnerable I am the most vulnerable no wonder this showed up now no wonder instead of flying down here saying oh my God why me I'm a good person stop it you got up here and say brother but hell this is right on time I am one breath from being the strongest and I am not going to blow this uh-uh I've worked too hard for this test for this test so in this

28:55 article this man says all these people are the most powerful people in the city of Chicago we're going to emphasize power they get to the place where they don't want to release power power becomes the object of their every choice and this I'm not we're going to just dwell on this and of course the reporter was full of nonsense questions me you're not going to tell and he finally said do you know what the devil's greatest weapon is it's not like spewing pea soup do you remember that there's a movie where this kid spits PE soup all over the wall yeah The Exorcist

29:41 um it said it's not that because that does that actually does happen and it is extremely rare extremely it's more he said the darkness relies on your arrogance that's its greatest weapon is arrogance and and and the human there's no such thing really it doesn't exist really so there's a level in our Ascension where you get so full of yourself that you think you can name the rules of the game instead of getting to the place where you realize it's my job to learn

30:29 the rules of the game that have always been here not to name the rules by which I wish to play so that I can get away with whatever I want but rather I need to become aware that my system knows the rules of the game my BIOS spiritual ecology follows the laws I am governed by the law of balance when I exert myself too much I Collapse if I jump I fall no matter what I do I am subject to the laws of nature both physically and

31:18 spiritually metaphysically the mystical laws for every choice I make I set in motion a consequence that is called cocreate I co-create if I cocreate if I see that if I raise my voice if I choose to raise my voice to someone I create the response that just doesn't happen I am co-creating that H if I choose to raise the temperature of my attitude you may not know it but I will observe now if I observe an attitudinal shift in a close

32:03 relationship huh why wouldn't that work in my business environment huh why wouldn't that work on the outside of my of the walls of my business eventually you have to expand the view of your power to go beyond what you do in your personal room to recognize every choice I make what is in one is in the whole influences the whole you may not want that to be the truth you may want the truth to be just true that my attitude just affects my bedroom but if you run at that

32:50 speed it's like I want you to come to me and say I'm very ill and I will say to you I have medicine but it's not going to work at the perfume level which is what you lead it's just toilet water so take it and it's going to make you feel better for 10 minutes but it will never cure you because you can't handle the perfume level of this and you need the perfume level to get you out so there it is too bad oh well you're the one who chooses whether you can handle perfume cologne or toilet water are you with me I think

33:35 today and for decades to come none of us will live to see nor will our children and I suspect not even our grandchildren will live to see the outcome of the chaos that has been set into motion on the first floor of life people take everything literally so they'll say something like it's this person's fault it's that person's fault and you people go to the slowest common denominator because it's easy to C to you want people want a tactial response

34:23 to everything this is why this is happening this is why they hadn't made it those immigrants hadn't been allowed in and this kind of garbage that people think down here and they actually think that that's the that's the reason things happen as they do kind of thing as I said yesterday things unfolding in the physical world are the Caboose on the train and I want you in the engine so this is something another Jewel you put in your pouch that will be the truth forever and ever and ever this is an impersonal Universe there's nothing personal about

35:08 this universe nothing it doesn't belong to you it wasn't designed for you nothing in this life that happens is personal you can no longer say what a shame that happened because nothing's personal you you can no longer say all those innocent people because that assumes that only guilty people should have anything bad happen to them you can never long look at anything and say it's such a terrible thing how do you know what terrible is what advantage do you have of anything how do you know from what view of the balcony of

35:54 karma are you looking on the first floor we measure everything by whether it's pain or pleasure that's it by whether we're hurt or whether it's expensive we have a very very small scale upon which we view things agreed we rarely are taken off the planet to see the Long View of Karma and the evolution of the species and where it's going that view is rarely given to a human being agreed agreed so knowing

36:41 that knowing that that as we Ascend we get out of you know all we're dealing with here is the result of what's really going on we have to get out of this C ass and what what's what is some of the clues we have cuz all we have our Clues what are some of the clues and what some of the clues are is that we have to turn to the Laboratories that each of you have and that's your physical body your bodies are Laboratories and they are indicators

37:28 of the changes of evolution and the messages of evolution that are coming to all living species and one of the clues is that you have become multi-sensory that is a clue that is a shift you are now multi- sensory so you are now no longer longer a five sensory being you're a multi-sensory being now that's a very very because down here you see the world through your eyes your ears your

38:15 touch and when you're on the first floor that's the real world for you and if you really focus on it the real world for you is just what's in front of you just what you can hear it's limited to the room room you're in it's not what is being created in the energy world and coming into form you're on the Caboose of the train and you are deciding everything in your life by what has already been created instead of turning around and looking at the whole train and saying what is coming to what

39:02 is in the atmosphere what energetic patterns do I need to work with now the reason I am I'm going to emphasize this a lot a lot a lot is because during my years as a medical intuitive with Norm I went through stages of learning how to be a medical intuitive and I want to emphasize I never want to do this I mean but here's where I think God takes care of Fools and little children you know in be in develop in discovering I had a genius for something I had no interest in and then a passion for something I have no skill at I mean isn't that good but

39:48 um my passion was always to be a great fiction writer so I tell myself if I do this will you let me be a fiction writer so all my ambition all my fantasies went into fiction it was like The Dumping Ground for my ego and I'd be like all right all right I'll do these readings but this is where I imagined myself however when I went into medical intuition I was a blank slate I never took a class in anatomy never took a class in anything never wanted to go near blood never wanted to go near sick people never wanted anything never wanted to teach never wanted anything so it was like the universe sculpted

40:33 me so when I started to do readings I had no idea how we worked spiritually just I had an un faltering faith that was my that's what I had that's what I knew that I knew the other side was intimate so the universe is two things impersonal and intimate that I knew it was intimate I did not yet know how impersonal it was and that that was its skill I still believed at that point in this off-planet male God I still held to that I was a

41:23 Catholic all of that was going to fall apart as I did readings as I did readings everything all my Catholic fiber fell apart all of it just wrenched out of me and one of the teachers I will say who's responsible for this is teaching on my Reflections class next month this is this February no next month Matt Fox he was a professor in mine in graduate school and every one of his classes my eyeballs I felt like he was what he was doing was yanking me up as if into the cosmos into Cosmic thought for the first time which is why I want to take everybody up to that altitude and you

42:10 realize you're shaking all those years I I was burdened thoughts that are not true are like weights in your brain they're like weights and you're like carrying them around and when you yank them out you're like wow I mean and it really is light so it's light love and law it really is light you see with the light and the light has vision and that's how you become Visionaries the light are like and that's how I think I became so good at as an intuitive because it was like that light because I I was more light I I

42:56 wasn't as burd by things that simply were not the truth and I had no fear of that light because I knew there were angels and I knew I was surrounded and I thought well all right you know and but as I read people I really as I read more of you I started out here thinking that there was only one cause for why you broke down and that's the linear World there must be one reason why you're sick and eventually here this is linear

43:41 time hour by hour and this is vertical and here with every time you free yourself what you're doing is you're making a journey to Vertical time you're making a journey into timelessness you are literally becoming weight weightless literally that's literally what you're doing every every illusion you have is and here's why I use this model it is

44:27 and anchor you anchor yourself and you Hemorrhage this is how you create the gravity that holds you into something which is why archetypally unconsciously you speak this way I got to take my power back I've got to go get my power you don't even realize you are actually saying I have to get my power out of that illusion and put me back in present time you're actually saying I have to get more weightlessness I've I've I'm I'm and and the more weight the more Illusions you have the denser you become the more

45:14 mized you become mized the denser you become the more dense you become the slower thicker the laws work cause and effect the more you require pay attention here the more you require group power to work the laws so the more disempowered you are the more you will seek to weave yourself into group Consciousness I have to join a group I'll join a gang I'll join the proud boys I'll join this I will and I'll

46:00 weave myself and I'll agree to believe what they do do you understand in as you individual this is why we've emphasized self-esteem and empowerment as you become more empowered you have to you will choke you will die if you don't break away and you retrieve your you retrieve your wiring and you start to verticalized perceive on your own get up the floors take your own Consciousness if you return down here and you go to the group and say you can't believe how reality really works

46:49 what they can't conceive and you're in you're in the Bog and you are in bog Consciousness you are in and you have a billion eyes looking at you all believing the same thing what and you've got to get out you got to get out and you think oh my God they all believe the same her what Yung called her mentality you got to get out of there you're in the Bog we all have bog thoughts that bog us down at one of my bog thoughts only Catholics go to heaven I thought I got to get out of here right okay God cares about abortion oh stop it God's a man stop it

47:35 stop stop with the off-planet god that's going to come rescue us stop it there is no off-planet God that looks like us stop it no no stop it all of these are Illusions you can still have Christmas you can still have your holidays but stop it stop it you don't anthropomorphize the cosmos I want the whole Cosmos to look like

48:23 me really okay the this time we are in is a time where all those myths are cracking up which is why so many humans are cracking up and I'm not kidding you this is why so many humans are wandering they're they're in they're in the vast desert because they think that they can go on their own make their own rules decide they don't need morality or ethics break away from the cosmos decide there is nothing up there in nothing down here I can do whatever I

49:08 want that they're they're like psychic Renegades and these are the ones that are ripe for possession not the classic but possession of depression Darkness possession of psychic free radicals say Collective psychic free radicals that gravitate around the unprotected psyche psychic free radicals are conscious they're the conscious waste products of human debris when you sneeze a dark thought

49:57 when you have a judgment like how stupid and that's one of my many and you don't say oh stop stop you realize all of that's an act of creativity all of that psychic debris goes into the atmosphere what is the law energy must become matter and it finds its way psychic radicals find their way on what law the law of magnetic attraction and it finds its way to our energy fields and you can become an absolute

50:44 magnet think of a Christmas ornament an absolute magnet like glitter for psychic free radicals that aren't yours because they have to get used up and when they get used up they come running through your system into matter you manize them and you find your choices you might find yourself thinking I'm so freaking depressed I just feel so dense I feel so heavy I can't think straight and you'll go through a few days like that because you're disposing of psychic free radicals that aren't yours or if your system is really if your soul is really vulnerable if your system's really vulnerable it could lay you out on

51:30 depression for months and it's not clinical depression it's Psychic Spiritual psychospiritual depression it can cause anxiety attacks they cause suicide are you with me here this is an organic Universe it follows the laws it follows the laws there's reasons why mystical teachings of all Traditions mystical not religion I said mystical have taught pray for protection keep your field conscious keep your

52:16 field conscious pray for protection keep your field Above The Fray keep your field above the fry lead me not into temptation keep me above the fry lead me not into illusion keep my choices conscious keep me loving keep my choices with love love or not love Grace or not Grace keep my choices conscious there's a reason for that keep your you know I I had I I I'll tell this story do you you know guys don't need a break do you I don't care what you need um I'll tell you when I was um years ago I I I I had an encounter

53:04 with somebody that was working at my house it was a very negative encounter very very negative but there's a man and you probably know his work and he was wonderful he used to be an Irish priest named John oonu and then he left the community and I had the privilege and pleasure of knowing him and John I I knew when I after the conference that I was going to go home and see John I mean see this man and every time I thought about him or whatever I would get gritty because I went here I went here thinking how could this happen to me I'm just this and I've never stolen anything the way you talk to yourself the way you feed your ego the way you

53:50 feed right righteousness I'm a good person so I could a bad thing happened to me and what he said to me was you are not strong enough to be around evil or Darkness now that threw me a curveball because he was hitting me with a high mystical truth a high mystical truth that Darkness has no respect for education in fact it uses it Darkness has no respect for how smart you think you in fact trickery works the best against someone who's arrogant which is why the most protected person is the most

54:36 humble the most difficult person for Darkness to trick is the most humble because you don't want anything because you're not ever flattered by anything because you can't be tricked because you're not insecure humble and insecure don't go together you're not afraid to be judged you know what I don't want I am not looking for your approval I don't need your approval humble is not poor humble is that nothing of this Earth matters more to me than me and than the well-being of my soul not my life not my body but me I You' you've achieved that inner reverence and so what can the outside world offer you that would get you to

55:22 compromise that what can the out outside world too not much not much so it just made sense