0:00 summer bro is this green oh sorry uh welcome to secret centers guys no okay okay okay guys welcome to secret Sinners oh uh just before we start guests can you put your phones on silent please and when speaking can you speak directly into the mic so that we can get the best sound possible for the podcast thank you in the camera too long bro if you're gonna if you're gonna do Sticky's job do it properly yeah CNN's podcast the world's most dangerous podcasts [Music]
0:45 suspicious [Music] well gone legs [Laughter] I need to introduce myself [Laughter] I was in a speed yeah I'm cineleco I'm good you know um you know she was waiting too long and I was about about two drinks I've had two drinks and you know what you know what happens when I have two just two words start slurring yeah everything mash up that's what I'm saying you're
1:32 watching back he's saying too much that means we can have a good show uh people them don't forget to like comment share and subscribe big up chat life uh sin is cold I mean you see when it comes to this promotion bro I swear to God probably no one's bought nothing bro that's why everything's still running I'm saying yeah I'm saying like yo the the the the promo behind it is weak you know what I'm saying what's the problem basically these are our sponsors of the show you know I'm saying Jet Life
2:17 suppliers do Jinx and whatever else they've got a whole whole heap of Brands JL brands uh so if you go into their website you're supposed to get uh 10 off any of them Liquors okay how'd you get 10 off by putting in a promo code Sinners 10. there you go see look at this yeah oh it's yes all of these products all of these drinks that's just for the drinks right okay and then they're supposed to be a top of a villain power pre-workout on here which is not here again I'm gonna put it in the description it's a pre-workout it's for when you go to the gym and you want to rage you get it I mean it's actually going to come though man because it's been like a month I know bro it's my fault man that's my fault I
3:02 forgot it but yeah buildingpad.com UK promo code Sinister then we have manscape you know what that is this shavier man bits I was going to say to shave your vagina PG show okay you got your nipples out you should know already they're actually not out yeah I know but they're out um yeah she's thinking no it's this kind of show is it yeah oh okay not too much [Laughter] um yeah but it is for your balls yeah so uh you know about it it's always yeah
3:48 to buy that one yeah yeah you weren't trying to buy he wants you for free bro get on the website you'll get it for cheap though if you go on the website and type in Sinners promo code Sinners just Sinners okay okay women can use it for their vagina though just so you know yeah I definitely care and that little piece of them don't cut that either you can just what's that little piece safe nice safe and then you've got your little ball spray there so they smell nice and fresh and ready for whatever action you got going on over there no I'm talking about balls to go and deal
4:35 with later okay so you don't mind the hair eating like yeah you just want to hurry them no I mean whatever no no mic into the Minecraft no no it needs to be clean and fresh and shaved yeah so what you just putting a halt in it sorry you're just putting a halt to that then put in a what so you take the energizers you just expecting it yeah what's happening yes most what are you doing no sorry come on then take them back off see you later oh that's why you need to have one
5:21 of them on Deck yeah yeah I'm not no I don't need to be manscaping we say if they don't come fresh and ready you're not dealing with that yes exactly yeah but that does it quickly so yeah that's a quick thing it's a quick one as as a woman is normal age you know what I mean come on man come on anything goes for you then yeah you don't mind if he's I mean I'm not gonna make you pull your pants back up because you've got two shavings and it's not going to make no difference when it's last night no difference yeah yeah so we're gonna have a bit of hair on it yeah yeah still gonna make the same sound it
6:09 makes a better if it's clean and fresh okay I don't go looking for trouble trouble comes looking for me make sure you like comment share and subscribe yeah yeah just do that now as well please press the like button and subscribe as well yeah um where are we going um I was looking at the sulfate and I was looking at Bruce like yeah oh clap for the audience let's do that then they got Chef he's got the goodies again infused infused weed cakes well as while it was with nines yesterday I seen him
7:02 just be honest your life's improved since he's been around the Sinners then basically what is the official Sinners then he's an official sinner we can't give out new sinners um and yeah I think we'll we'll start from the left my left my left this way yeah what's your name lovely we can't hear you Jess but um a lot of people know me as kathon J so Kat Von Jay yeah yeah wanted to call you Kat Von Jay
7:48 um because I used to be a tattooist so it's like kind of like Kat Von D both J for Jess okay you make tattoos in it anymore okay so just don't you sit down yeah but you still have to lean forward for like okay okay you're like an artist basically so what do you do now then I've got a boarding job like a work in the public sector so a pop what in the public sector I was learning things like that so it's
8:35 not on exciting no more now [Music] but you thought about it so it must be like in the back of your mind about it when you see about the the amount of money that the people are making from them kind of things but nah I couldn't I couldn't bring myself to her I couldn't bring yourself to what though because you could just take a picture of yourself uh posting all that stuff like and then if it's for everybody well it's just it's just for your man then when I've got one yeah so how many man I get your photos not a lot so a few of them maybe yeah like more than one yeah definitely okay definitely but it's not
9:23 it's not for everybody but each of the own because you know you're not not their hustle basically exactly I rate the girls who do it and I can do that but you know it's just not personally for me it's not your team no okay okay all right Kat Von Jay AKA Jess AKA Jess earps I mean PS in in lip yeah I've been quite adventurous with me did you do your own tattoos on yourself some of them yeah but not bad attaching your face yeah yeah she was a boy nah that's something that's that's mad yeah so you got you got problems then basically yeah I wouldn't say that and just Adventures so just tattoo your face listen you know when you've got a tattoo
10:09 gun just sitting there and you're just sitting there why are you nodding your head looks like yeah yeah when I've had my tattoo now I'm saying I'm just listening trying to put more action into it in case the clips look like you're not really interested because of the shades yeah no emotion on my face yeah yeah yeah but yeah so you just get adventures with that I mean I have done in the past yeah so if we wanted a tattoo now you know what don't tattoo anymore but you know how yeah boy if we wanted one because we might want one yeah say no more she'll send you somewhere have you got have you got the kit have you still got the toolkit yeah you got it in the car now is it clean and all that though I mean yeah it definitely
10:56 otherwise I wouldn't have no reoccurring customers because people would be sick obviously still doing it then from home no I don't do it no more unbox me all the time because when I used to live in London I used to do quite a bit but where do you live now oh you live in Brom yeah but you sound like your scouse I am yes you've been all over the place then what makes you you know move around and just again couple months how long have you been in Birmingham uh seven years now we had a man down here yeah but so you moved down here you definitely did you moved down I swear to God I didn't so what what brought you to Birmingham city did you move down here for a girl break out I didn't move for a man what
11:41 did you move for because London was mad expensive so beautiful London man too much they're definitely a man that took you out of Liverpool um set you up for that one yeah we're gonna leave you alone you know when you set yourself up tonight you know honey okay Kat Von Jay [Music] [Laughter] Come on talk to me nice man what's what's your name my brother I go by the name of Prezi Prezi president Prezi and where are you from bro well I'm based in
12:27 Brum at the moment okay but where are you from originally up north you know up north yeah to me you sound like you're from down south down Southwest I've been down down South for a bit still because I got family down there you get it so you spent more time down south so you're from North yeah Sheffield so why do you sound like this bro you sound shaking man all right we gotta shake you on here but it sounds like he's from London it's gonna be long for you tonight are you putting this accent on bro no no talk properly come on yeah come on bro you're from up North bro you say you're from North for your time down south it's my daughter I don't know I don't know bro you're gonna have to explain that no [Laughter]
13:15 yeah so what do I do well yeah um at the moment I play football as well okay at the moment we play football as well yeah what do you do before the football so I'm an assistant manager at a restaurant okay what restaurant Ms Caribbean okay oh is that the place where where you were saying that time did you say Emma's Caribbean okay so I'm originally owns a shop store so yeah yeah man big up Emma's Caribbean come on you ain't bought no food down here yeah I've been there I've been there I got the uh you ain't bought no food for us though what have I got from there scored again dirty phrase strip some
14:02 phrase something like that yeah it was all right man all right so one question here is Emma White uh yeah that's my bridge is marginal yeah yeah yeah yeah I've always wondered this because I've heard it a lot of people ask me stuff I think yeah that's his mama Cooks the food what she's white yeah okay yeah which is well seasoned yeah she does it proper yeah well the food looks alright online but looking and tasting is different than it so I'm gonna have to bring some down here well you can come to the shop bang in what I've seen yeah it looks fire you get insane right let's see you're moving shaky nah you're not trying to draw me out man about moving did you play football for I'm not gonna say it on this stuff oh you can't say no no no scum full I wish I did still yeah okay Halifax
14:49 something like that what division are you in that's Maverick United no no no chandsworth just know he's a boy and it's applied for a good team and play for Winston green not Summerfield park that's a Winston green brother yeah okay okay anything else bro um a background story so I moved to Brahman 2013 store from London no from chef from Chef so I moved here I can't hear no Sheffield though nothing you'll hear a little twang man you'll hear a little little no I can't hear a Little Rock any more Sheffield in my own voice stop lying bro yeah all right
15:34 this is hard yeah from London yeah African and you do fraud trying to cancel me already now you definitely you're definitely not from chefs because I swear but she's crazy the chef the Sheffield accent is strong I can't hear nothing sound don't you know it's like it's a bit nice like Manchester yeah it's like Emmerdale Farm no yeah Yorkshire yeah know that how are you putting on the accent that is yours I haven't been in Sheffield for his Years bro yeah okay so you're Londoner well whatever you like how can you not claim it bro bro you're gonna have money lava I'm
16:21 based in prominent that's it I don't claim cities bro so your problem now in it yeah what problem local man what's local literally on the road e16 bro B16 okay yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah it's about come on give me a break bro come on man don't worry man it warms up one you got you got a porn star next year I'm straight bro I won't be on here if I was told you to blow as well yeah I did a good job though yeah you're sweating all right yo just calm down all right get him another drink you want a drink bro you wanna drink bro yeah I'm not drinking or liquor at all it's not like you want just getting some
17:06 liquor bro trust me you've got nerves what do you want some Sprites made man in the building trying to creep in here are you a good man I imagine last beer wait um yeah there's only one place to go only one place I was gonna say something yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah no you do just that come on just get it out get it out get me in trouble yeah I can't get someone again all right let's see what's your name and then where are you from my name's Lee Darby and I'm from Manchester Lee Darby
17:51 from Manchester and what do you do Lee Darby I'm a retired adult actress I'm retired adult actress well I did retire um and in 2017 um thank you I've decided to um for some reason it's just not let me let me retire yeah you can't you can't retire from porn why I did for a little minute but then for some reason once I'm getting played you know what I'm doing again and again you know what one thing we hear when people say when they come on and see this podcast is that and they taught this like they say that's gonna be on the internet forever well that is that is one of the things which I want to touch on today because obviously if anyone is considering getting into that
18:36 type of Industry I worked in I worked on babestation to start so I worked on babestation for many many years loved it had an amazing talent at such an amazing it's it's a brilliant place to work and with all my girls we've all had fun every night a little bit like I can see you guys yeah you're having a nice time you're enjoying yourselves and you're earning money so yeah yeah it's tick tick tick tick tick that's exactly what it is yeah um and then I got into porn um I only did Hollywood porn so I only shop for brothers which is like Brazilians you know yeah if you know you know I'm trying to not get in trouble this week then basically oh Brazil I've seen you then basically are you already told
19:22 me okay [Laughter] most people have seen my porn it's been massive um this is why I've decided to come back into the industry because I but why did you stop because I got a job offer to work for a marketing company that we're offering to pay me a shitload of money and I just thought but obviously the terms oh you couldn't do the same okay yeah I have to quit babe station cancel I was one of the first only fans ambassadors on the only fan site when it first got created do you
20:08 know what I mean so when only fans got created at that first time I was one of the first people to have an account it's canceled it all closed it all down started working for this company covered kit I've got bills to pay so straight back into it on some of my friends who are still new from the industry but we're still close good friends of mine supportive and you wouldn't know I could rely on yeah and um one of them was on here actually not so long ago who's that Olivia burzink oh yeah Creator so she's helped me a massive amount I've said I've got my profile set up on Creative as well as obviously reinstated my only fans profile as well yeah and you know what it was the best decision I ever made okay it's going back into that industry back to getting slammed
20:54 no because I'm not shooting any pawn at the moment not yet watch this space you never know okay I had a conversation downstairs she's looking to do a cooking porn yeah man when I did when I did see I did recognize your face yeah and obviously I've spent some time incarcerated to demand them that I've been incarcerated may be able to confirm my story I'm trying to put it in the best way that's probably why it's been so popular yeah but I've seen I've seen you on a porno with the look of you man yeah I turned up on set with that guy no it was a you know a huge no no no obviously it wasn't how old was he each I turned upon that I demanded to see it was actually 21. I'd asked to CID and he was good
21:42 morning she's like you know very like milk like stepmom son kind of thing it was my son's friend oh I decided to give a bath to because he was filming he's in the bathroom no she's in the No No in the bathroom yeah he's in the bathroom everyone's seen it's a million so wait there when you okay no let me talk no no I'm gonna talk go on I need to put contacts and explain myself so what I'm saying is yeah when you're in jail yeah like you can get the hard drive player yeah where you can install um your movies and all that not everyone's got them you kind of have to you know I'm saying they're kind of expensive to get in there but I'm there
22:28 yeah a man I might have a lot of pornos saved on there in it for them times when you know you want to beat up feeling a bit lonely like me I'm saying like lonely you get saved she was on there you're gonna say the random incarcerated will know I don't want to say too much more I'm going to get Angels you said enough not we divulge and it brings me back too well yeah yeah now yeah because I know how much enjoyment and pleasure some of my Pawn has actually given to people yeah excuse me for me I I love love I'm I'm a I'm a lover total age you know I mean the fact that that's provided enjoyment for a night of stress or whatever so many people that's what that's why I love it yeah and this is
23:15 why I'm just like look it's my calling it clearly is my calling to do that so when I was working on babestation I used to um get a lot of phone calls off people for sex advice tips on how to do this how to do how to how to ask the girlfriend to have a threesome or how to ask a girlfriend okay to lick the balls or whatever you need advice I started to give I started getting into advice three stuff so at that point I studied sex addiction um sex and sex oh what was the other one as well and there was about three different courses regarding because I thought if I'm giving advice to people make sure I know what I'm talking about but also because just because I've got a love and an enjoyment for sex you know but that's what I was sharing and
24:01 initially I did all these courses just confirmed what I was given the information I was giving anyway so it gives me amazing satisfaction to know that people have better sex after they've had a session with me is your sex gross still high right now my God it's even worse than ever that's why I'm getting back into it you're all right fella yeah honestly my sex drive was just I've always had a very have you done have you done um blacks blacks blacked no but one of my one of my best one of my best friends [Laughter] one of my best friends has just shot a really big black shoot her name's Ava Cox is he a footballer yeah she's got a
24:48 strong hairline well we could we could have a debut at some point um [Music] do you think you could have sex in a room because when you shoot for professional companies like obviously the only fans is great but one thing what only fans does is every single person can be a porn star yeah I'm a professional adult actress when I've shot Paul on on set yeah you've got a cat you've got two cameraman you've got a close-up cameraman you've got your makeup artist who still sat there when ready for touch-ups Mid scene like as if you are gonna but this is because it's
25:35 Hollywood porn you do always look spectacular all the way through the whole scene and literally you can have spunk coming off your face then she's still touching touching this little black girl having this whole team around you you don't always you have to shoot the sex Stills yeah before you shoot sex okay so you ready for them [ __ ] scenes what
26:21 [Music] what do you mean you it's too much it's too much listen you understand you have to talk about that bro that's the question why why did you mean from Sheffield to Brown I went uni down here you know okay yeah I thought you murdered someone people do on this no no but yeah I moved down here for uni um now we want to know your sin bro my sin oh [ __ ] you watched this show before right yeah I have stuff so you knew you had to give us into that yeah so was you planning to say I ain't gotten I've got a cinema you see there's certain some of them shades are cool you
27:09 know you rate them yeah thank you man the lineup is shut up ready for the podcast but you're not moving smooth what's your biggest thing so my biggest sin we're definitely playing this game later don't worry yeah yeah we're gonna play that area yeah [ __ ] it up um basically our biggest sin [ __ ] a friendship group still friendship group yeah in uni so they were all friends in it ain't that normal well that's normal bro you go uni you have to match down everyone in it but they didn't know they were in it until they found out so they didn't know until they found out yeah [Laughter] oh [ __ ] we were [ __ ] the same guy so
27:57 oh we need to started comparing dick notes no basically um how it happened is I got a phone call in it so one of the girls basically was in the same class as the other girl and they were talking about me so she was like wait I was with him how much of them was how much of them was he beating I was like three Freedom yeah throughout the whole semester really yeah so he was joking in all three Kat Von's impressed so even when they found out I was joking one of them at the time but the other two canceled man still they don't really [ __ ] one but that one of them were just so she still just down with it yeah she's that one that like [ __ ] that I don't give a [ __ ] if he's
28:43 your man I'm beating him still that's what she's like I'm only here for the dick over two didn't get the memo unless you just got the third one did you end up with the Dead one she was the Dead one man it was you mean come on man none of them were dead though oh they're all fired out of tens I wouldn't say 10 out of 10 because no one's 10 out of 10 but they're all good oh nine out of tens though yeah I'll give him an eight eight gear up on your phone I ain't trying to I ain't trying to draw no one out man you draw them out already bro it is what it is I haven't mentioned no one's name so I'm still so basically you're beating all three things you beat your two once and then the dead is one LA chantier and that's what you beat for the rest of the semester if that's what you want to see it that's what it is
29:31 that you kept the dead thing when you feel yeah [Laughter] yeah you didn't think that was gonna go like that did you see if it's gonna be like yo now I was expecting whatever on hearing it I don't really care that's yummy so yeah it is what it is man stay strong man did you eat them all out or um there's just two of them just that you remember you can't remember if you eat them out just just two of them [Music] I don't I don't know you don't know yeah you're just eating out everybody you can't remember who you're eating out no
30:16 let's not go there bro see what you mean cereal headers some girls don't but obviously these lock was in Union so obviously Thunder was your regulars so this is like 80 when I was in uni I didn't really I didn't really do that when I was in Union no not really no I wasn't you can't remember which one you ate that then because I'm trying to think I didn't really eat no no not at Uni store so you did you eat these on it I don't remember eating them out but I have it but you don't remember these ones all right what's up
31:16 [Applause] that was that proper skouser switch you get the same that was I got [ __ ] Paddy's burner [Laughter] you're one of them scarces in it what you mean by that say again what you mean by that just ready for all sorts no I feel like I'm really not ready for this podcast yeah definitely not why not I don't know I feel like he's a friend me already now you can only be yourself you know just no I'm saying obviously if your
32:01 thing to just [ __ ] you know what I'm saying just represent yourself then basically okay is that all right are you good yeah have you got your sin radio myself yeah I'm a bit boring still yeah go and tell us about the boringness um I feel like it's not really a thing because I've been in a relationship when I've done these these kinds of things mentalism I'm not gonna disclose because I would be setting myself up big time just set yourself up man you're a good one um of his friends on the podcast so ever ever I'm not really trying to do all that you've done it gone no we're not going to do all that we're
32:48 not we're not paleo it is you know what you're not gonna think whatever you want you like sorry to cut you do you like black men or white men or you like the footballer um I don't go for people I'm based on the profession but um white man's just not my thought I like I have a mixture it's all black man she likes Bruce yep they got Bruce
33:36 so my mom is black and white and my dad's like Spanish Hawaiian and Egyptian my bad mixed stuff yeah so that's a real can then some stir-fry no that's a real tan you've got like a Melting Pot literally yeah man doing your thing but yeah so what was you saying then um like I said like I I can't really say it to sin like when if it was just like a random kind of yeah boom like let's do this let's do that kind of thing I'd say it was a sin but being in a relationship I feel like it's normal not yeah I feel like in a relationship you explore yeah that's what she did is that what it is
34:34 not a sin she's saying it's not a senior [Music] you gotta get into the details now that can you just ruined your story this is the Sinners if you can't say here where can you say it this is a podcast yeah yeah Sinners this do you know who you sound like you sound like me when I went to Amsterdam and I started smoking it and I was walking on the canal yeah and I was high and I just kept
35:20 Whispering I'm just wondering why she's Whispering I don't know because I've got to make her in front of me so I don't really know why I'm whispering but yeah man doesn't remember these High Times yeah but that's what I remember but I mean like yeah so he was in a relationship with your black fella mixed race okay continue sorry yeah Lamborghini doors basically yeah like you're not gonna really bring camera was it Lamborghini doors or was he on all fours
36:06 so my man was on all fours and he was behind just straight for the body high in the face yeah you know what he was on all four sorry if you like arch in his back or God that's like the other position nice he might have been but yeah everybody eating yeah yeah Lamborghini does are you on your knees or are you on your back are you on your knees or your back yeah that's the best way to do this oh
36:52 [ __ ] is it targets he's just thinking no I've Been Everywhere what's your type bro me um yeah yeah so you like just yeah she's calm no she's much she's my type so yeah okay then we'll line you up man don't worry man we do that on this show but I don't discriminate I do oh you're trying to keep the door just kind of keep the door open I'm doing some singles night setting people up yeah so you're down so this could be good I'm trying to stay single you're trying to stay single I'm trying to explore
37:38 [Music] my little advice for you if you want to try and stay single just get about three or four of them on the go and that will that let's just do this afternoon let's get yours in out of the way and then we'll go back to this then because that's a nice way to just go into a human love truth about staying single yeah you don't know about staying singles at the same time Miss Brazil's what's your biggest sin again nipples shut down YouTube channel gone they just
38:24 finished yeah just a bit closer I know the boobs are in the way yeah okay thank you [Laughter] uh I don't really I don't class anything to do as a sin just all just mad but I did compare babestation to the Samaritans I would suppose that would be my biggest sin atra charity Samaritans yeah explain I'm trying to find any kind of correlation and it's not correlating it's not correlated you're not seeing it as as well right okay I think I need a joke yeah keep going yeah
39:12 he was making that noise that was very familiar anyway so I went on can we talk about other shows on TV and different because obviously talk about what you want so I went on a show called judge rinder oh okay is that the one where the people got the fines and all that wait yeah that's like Judge Judy both the white man with the blondes the white man yeah as well he's actually a really nice guy so he was on there as well I went on Judge rinder with a girl called Levi from babestation she still works on babestation now she's she's active she doesn't stop she is she is a man that
39:57 she is she is perfect she is she is Babe station honestly if someone could say who represents babe station the best it's Levi honestly we got Levi blonde massive boobs absolutely fantastic she is oh we'll get her on her shoulders oh you know what she actually come on as well yeah I don't worry yeah yeah we went on holiday together and we come back off holiday and she was saying oh we're going I want to go on this judge renter show come on with me and I was like what we gonna say she won't say hi come on holiday with you and you paid and I didn't give you the money back so also you have to make up things on there so his face oh my god oh you know is everything's
40:43 real except for when we say murders obviously no when that show what we was talking about when we went on that show they ITV turned around and said make up a story because I was like that she she wanted she wanted to go on and she wanted me to go on with her and I was like well what are we gonna say that's happened and they went be creative think of something let me just ask you a question when you're saying you wanted to go on a show here and you got on the show she wanted to go okay she wanted to go on the show she's brought you but are you going are you both going on as like some sort of qualified actors or something no because I don't understand how people got paid to be there no but what I'm saying is you go in there and they're telling you to make up a story how do they know that you're going to be able to I don't think they do that with all the normal regular people okay oh so it's not all fake no I don't think it is
41:28 all fake I think I think they have some elements of entertainment yeah where they have to have a little bit of a difference and why why not and how can you entertain someone so is Judge Judy's face as well I don't know love everyone I don't think I don't think it's all fake I think they do exaggerate I think they get a story off someone and they they yeah they make it a little bit more juicy you know I mean you make it more entertaining they make it more for TV how's everything put a bit more nipple in it yeah I think people's gonna be in this conversation for the whole night well if they're showing up yeah we didn't pay attention anyway anyway get back to judge rinder so
42:18 George rinder said how do you two know each other blah blah blah we said babe station and he was like oh so what's babe station and I said well um it's where people call up to talk to people who they wouldn't necessarily be able to have conversations with yeah we have so many long-standing fans who I used to speak to on a regular they'd always be there in the queue waiting to talk to you you're paying five pounds a minute to wait till we even have a conversation with you and they're they're long-standing people and you get your regulars and you get and you get to know your regulars and this is why I feel like I've had such an amazing fan base after I retired because I I had such a great connection with all my regulars you know I mean I was like so I said to describe it you said it's like a
43:05 little bit like the Samaritan service where people can call up and get a little bit of Solace but with a happier ending still definitely it's really not your biggest right there so you're telling me that you're basically upon starting your biggest sin is going on Judge rinder yeah come on Jessica you're putting some input in now man I like this with me right now just pull up sit on this side yeah honestly I'm like so vanilla it's unbelievable what do you mean um you've got some worse since then I am a very vanilla you've got some worse since
43:50 then you just gotta think of it right now that's what I'm saying I don't think anything I've done to sin when you've done a dad in the Sun at the same time she's done a lot of normal things to work you've done a Granddad too look look all she does is laughing yeah is that a sale how old are you again sorry 43 43 okay so a Granddad isn't actually that old yeah I'm an old I'm basically hitting menopause okay so you've been doing granddadders basically do you prefer them older or
44:36 younger oh but because I'm known as the ultimate MILF the majority of my content younger guys so I literally I get flooded my last boyfriend was 11 years younger than me so I I I I do like younger man purely for the stamina and I've got because I've got a very high sex drive so sometimes when you get with older guys sometimes one two rounds yep and I'm just like that's my warm up you actually enjoy having sex with these younger guys I I enjoy sex full stop we had a girl last week yeah she's a sex worker she don't enjoy sex at all she didn't like it now she needs to come and talk to me because what I do is I actually I actually Enlighten people enjoyment for sex if if sex is like what
45:26 if we get you both on the show together then oh my God please because I feel like sex is just as much as you know what we just we need to eat yeah we need to drink water we need to have uh foreign [Laughter]
46:22 Attractive people and you know I'm an energy person and I'm a sexual being I know I'm a sexual people who are you most sexually attracted to what in this room yeah voila voila just point to them if they're off camera just point to them I'm pointing in that direction Bruce Bruce you pulled against something Bruce you've done it against something every week Sunday every week Bruce is hey God damn it man I thought she was gonna no I I was pointing in this direction
47:11 [Laughter] have you ever done black women have you done black women it's on everything he's done everything everything it was a black woman that introduced me to perform whoa yeah [Music] well looking uncomfortable you're looking uncomfortable too son um okay okay let's move on now Alice over there with the semis yeah lava in it anyways let's move on are we moving on because oh well unless you're gonna say a better scene no no no no no
47:57 no I just was saying because obviously for me yeah I like to help people enjoy sex more I want okay like a sex coach yes yeah but she was saying the woman I see was saying she doesn't know what's wrong with her but she just can't seem she just don't like sex or she got her boyfriend don't like sex with him saying his Dick's too big so that breaks my heart she don't like sex with she she's a she's a sex worker on it oh but she still don't have but sometimes in that situation you get oversaturated with the scenario and then you get desensitized yeah he wasn't a sex worker no she did no she does fetty stuff because she don't want to have sex
48:49 [Music] sometimes it's hard to detach yourself from oh is it I'm just speaking from oh where kind of thing it's like okay look at it from this like I work from home yeah okay you work from home yeah I do payroll okay that's great so sometimes like I'm working from home yeah and because I don't really have like a lunch break or whatever whatever it's like I'm just running to the kitchen doing this coming back and whatever whatever so sometimes I'll work over my hours do you letting me in and I don't really have like a schedule yeah because she's doing enough for like a day in day out kind of job it might seem like it's still awake when she's coming home to a man and that's just one kind of insight some people can't separate it in it that's what I'm saying that's why a lot of people like
49:35 going to the office she did say something about having ticking nine boxes out of the tent so she's happy with she said that she finds fulfillment in other things other than six six she's just not enough yeah because it's not the Beyond and end all of everyone's life honestly but I do think it should be enhanced and it should be appreciated as much of the value that it actually brings yeah you know we're all better Matt you know yourself when you've had a good when you've been laid and you've had some good [ __ ] sex yeah yeah well walking on a clouds you haven't been in a relationship and you've had sex so many times I think your mind's still ready to go again [Laughter] and he's just raging and then
50:20 I'll tell you what love he took a blue pill and didn't tell you like them kind of situations you think I'm gonna enjoy it and if she's doing it all day she probably [ __ ] being so she probably needs a nap do you know what I mean like she probably ain't ready to go home and do all that again maybe she shouldn't have a man because he's just oh man you should get a different having sex all day and you think you're managing what what your man's ready you get what I'm saying you need to be ready really sorry how often how often do you have sex me yeah not no one near as much as it means as I would like to wow [Music] no one there as much as I would like to
51:07 are you single um I've got situations are you single single I'm not married are you single yeah are you single it's all free you're single yeah yeah what's the reason everyone's single and why would you want to stay single I'm still traumatized trauma that's a good one I'd rather carry on working on myself rather than get into a situation with somebody else I'm bringing in traumas that is sick to hear that you know I don't think many people are gonna say that what did she say I respect that actually some people like just want want to jump into the next thing today say it again say it again just a bit slower so people understand I don't think people heard you what you said because I didn't
51:53 I would rather be single and heal my traumas than to move on to the next relationship and carry that trauma through have the same panic everyone respects that except Midge [Laughter] I feel like a lot of people will try and move into the next relationship to try and just like mask that thing because healing is not a thing where it's like it's not comfortable yeah like you will feel it and you have to feel it in order to heal so I feel like a lot of people
52:38 were just jump into the next relationship because it makes you feel good yeah did you get it but then you're moving into another relationship it's going to be toxic you're going to have the same kind of trauma responses and whatever you're gonna have from the last relationship so I feel like it's better to just as long as it's [ __ ] and it's lonely to get it but okay then so how have you learned that have you have you have you done it before have you nah like my last relationship was probably my first real relationship okay and when I look back like I had friends congratulate me that I left that relationship to get it like it was mad like it was very toxic and I'm not going to say imagine say that it was all my ex like these things that I've got from like childhood that I needed to heal in order before I should have even got into
53:23 a relationship to get it but it's just like looking at that and seeing what it was and seeing what it made me turn into I'm looking at that and thinking that's that's not healthy so I need to be on my own and like I do a lot of them don't know if you heard about it but it's Shadow work so it's kind of seeing like where your traumas are what your trauma responses to certain things and what triggers are and looking through them things it's kind of making me understand why I kind of reacted in certain ways to certain situations so if it's long and it's boring and no it's not even it's not boring you know it's you know what it is I think a lot of females go through trauma and
54:09 they don't even they're not even able to acknowledge it for the fact yeah simple fact that you can acknowledge that you can go through it and then and then understand how you might have to deal with it yeah that's not that's I don't think you're gonna hear that I mean it's it's not me it's a book so yeah oh so you read a book it's like a book and it'll be like be like what makes you feel like this and you put down 10 things and then it'll be like you turn over to the next page and it's like okay and when you go through you don't have to do it like oh that's amazing babe I'm so I'm literally yeah I've done have you done sound healing yeah yeah but I feel like this makes you
54:55 look at things from Mr perspective yeah makes you go because a lot of like people's traumas like childhood trauma so it's like very I think that's better yeah yeah when you're a child you don't really know how to deal with them kind of things so it's kind of like looking for my adult and looking back at your childhood and thinking like it's simple things like you know like coming home to your mum and you say look I got a star if your mum was very passive with them kind of things that people pleaser because you want someone to turn around and congratulate you on them things so being like that in your adult life you're looking at it and you're thinking I'm always trying to get like some validation partner to validate me or like you know things like that but it's coming from like little things like that
55:41 I'm working on that I'm not gonna say it's like an overnight job to get it no it's like it's something where you actually acknowledge it and you know what so you're going through this right now yeah so so you're not even nearly ready to like move on I mean I've been doing this for like six months yeah why do you mess I've sat with one person said I've left my last relationship and was that like is that just yeah just just purely for the sex okay just sex yeah so does he know that absolutely what about you bro why are you single no I was in a relationship last year you know I wasn't two still but you're not in one now using two what do you mean two at the same time no no no let me finish now beginning of the year you're a cheetah
56:27 no because I feel like I'm not ready to be in a relationship yet I need to be in a position where I can like heal no I'm not about healing or anything like I need to be in a sustainable position so I can have my words about money not even just money it's just me personally I need to be ready what can I offer this provide yeah provide offer her something like what can I come to give her on the table if I'm not ready then I can't ask for a girl out do you get it so that was the answer for the girls what's the real answer now and Escape now but no but what's making you say that now because you've been in everything because when I was in a relationship with my ex yeah
57:12 certain things happened yeah you get it and it just made me realize that yo I'm not in a position to be with this girl yet so why am I then gonna force myself to be in a relationship when I can't make my well I'm not in that position to to like you know accompl like have her pattern to get what I'm saying so I need to fix myself up before I even get to so is that why you finished with her or is she finished with you no I had to let her go because she was she disrespects the man in a way where I just she made you feel small kind of yeah like at the end of the day like I'm someone who if I get with you I'll I'll take you in to get it like and her mom knew about me I'm mad at me about her so the relationship was you know it was going well but obviously there was a period where you know things weren't going well for me at the time and she knew that but at the same time I tried to be a man and
58:00 make her feel that yo as anything oh my God any day I'm gonna like try to offer you something at the same time I'm not where I want to be you're not where you want to be so let's make things happen but at the end of the day she didn't see that in me she just she wanted you to be the finished article basically yeah yeah like at the time I went driving I didn't have a car this that she would say certain things to me like even though when I even though I still try to to offer her something she didn't accept it she didn't appreciate it she get it so for me I'm like all right cool I'm not gonna be in a position where I'm gonna put myself in that position again so I'd rather stay single work on myself make sure I'm in a sustainable position and then get in a relationship so that I know okay cool now I've got something to offer to go you can't that's right so but that could be trauma and it's often you could have Trauma from thinking that
58:46 you're not good enough for females based on like obviously you want to grow your thing why do you feel that you you can't be with someone unless you're at a certain place as [ __ ] as this sounds she's right though she's right in a way she's not in a way because at the end of the day at the end of the day yeah no can I just can I just say something yeah this is not right because right at the end of the day if you want to be with somebody who is only judging you by what you can do to them that's a different story if you want to be with somebody who wants to grow with you and build with you and support you yeah I feel like a lot of girls nowadays don't do that sounded like a MoneyGram so why are you now bowing down and saying okay then all you money grabber
59:31 [ __ ] I'm gonna I'm gonna make myself be as rich and as whatever whatever and then I'm gonna and then I'm gonna this this is what breaks my heart to hear you say that because you need to you need to believe in yourself and who you are and I can't believe in myself it's just the fact that I'm just letting you know the reality in it you're making a choice to not consciously get into a relationship now because you don't feel you've got enough to provide for a person because you know that that's what you're gonna do you know that that's what your man that's my response yeah well you know that that's what you're on regardless though so even if she's thinking even if you you shouldn't be thinking about what she's thinking just go with the flow you'd know what you're on yeah I'm saying bro I I know what I'm on but at the same time like if if it's not gonna work then why am I going to get myself in here but what makes you think it's not gonna work that's just that girl it might work with someone else I don't honestly it's not
1:00:18 that's why can't you build with a girl with a team I'm not saying I won't do that I'm just saying right now you just want to I just want to make myself like I think you need to heal yeah no I'm Healed I'm with you I'm not broken now you don't have to be broken you don't have to be broken until yeah you're already putting yourself down you need to put yourself down bro I go over and over go straight like not straight after what a few months after uh [Laughter]
1:01:12 yeah why did she break up with you no because she said a few things in it and you just touched my stole the car at the end of the day I tried to offer her something she she went grateful in it yeah she said a few things so no I took her out Valentine's Day you get it you know and prior to that I already take her out anyways I don't ask her to pay for the meal I do it Carl that's just how I am in it if I'm gonna go out with a girl I pay for the meals simple you get it and um you know we went out Valentine's Day and I can't lie like this is this is the real RNs took her out on a meal and I didn't expect the meal to be that expensive if you get it so you asked her to go half no no oh
1:02:25 this is definitely some kind of London mentality no no but you know what it is bro bro you know what it is I didn't expect the bill to be that high though I wasn't I wasn't expecting it and it went mad it just went left but just finish that story bro so you got to the path where it was 20 pound left 15 20 pounds I won't remember I don't remember exactly how much it but it was short or short in it yeah you know babe could you cover the rest please like if you don't mind okay and then is that how you asked well you said you should have said I've played this can you put no she's sending me paper I just said like obviously I looked I was like oh [ __ ] like you know what do you mind just covering the restaurant I don't mind giving you a back cover obviously you know we were
1:03:10 together anyways yeah and I've said this story to multiple females and never said the same thing to me like at the end of the day if she's your girl she shouldn't even be and she oh she again yeah yeah and I've been taking all our prior this life yeah that's disrespectful yeah yeah and then she's sorry you know what it is I'm getting confused in my head thinking you're on a date if it's a date but this is are you [ __ ] dumb yeah pay the 20 pound yeah you get how do you even see him struggling and you ain't yeah was a nice place you get it like I took it to some bougie restaurant now but do you think do you don't do you not think
1:03:56 that you was living above your means it's not about that it's just about like where I was obviously at the time I would I had money to pay for it it's just I didn't expect the meal to be that expensive so you didn't so you had the money you just didn't have it on you is that what you're trying to do no he had the money he just didn't think it was that expensive he weren't willing to pay all of that so you didn't have the money though I didn't have the money store the bill came high and so you didn't have the money no I didn't Anya or you just didn't have it no I just didn't have the money on me at the time to pay for however okay I didn't have the money for the meals too much you asked her so yeah carry on so you asked her so I asked her just to cover the rest and she said and she pulled her face and that's when I knew the relationship's done I knew it from there yeah okay did she pay it though yeah she paid it and then she's
1:04:42 turned around and said to me oh no but I'm gonna be able to if he was by yourself she was like if he was by yourself how would you cover the meal did you take her to that place though yeah bro so don't you feel like he's living a bit too above your means okay fair enough that's fine okay I get that acknowledge that though because if you're acting like you can do this and she's thinking no box if me and you me and you are together yeah if me and you together when we like we go out usually like people will split the meal or split the the prices this way this is where it's confused because
1:05:28 if he wasn't splitting yeah safe it's a splitting you tried to cover it and you didn't have enough that's a little embarrassing now your girl's got two choices save my hobby or leave him she chose option b she took the blue pill [Music]
1:06:22 I'm trying to get clarified from him because I want to support him here in what he's saying I just need to know if you're living beyond your means because if you're flexing on the gal then yeah either it wasn't Netflix bro it wasn't enough places yes I'm saying if you're if you and your girl are saying let's try something that we haven't tried before yeah yeah and we want it you get what I'm saying and then you couldn't afford it yeah and she could not then she said she got two choices the red pill or the blue one save him or get off
1:07:09 and she gave she gave the screw face yeah right there so did she pay the 20 pounds yeah yeah she paid it and walked out no she didn't walk out she paid and said well obviously Broski said in it and I told her well the meal won't come to that price if it was just by my if I was by myself I don't know I would have covered the whole thing you get it let me ask you a question yeah you know in your relationship yeah is that was that the norm like you were you was always paying for these meals I was always paying for them so that you had set the pace for this so this was nothing new this was this was nothing new she took me out once and paid for the meal that's fine I'm not I'm not my bill every single time but I'm not I don't I don't know what that means you know who he is so it was yeah it wasn't I only know who he is because he used to come into Mac when I used to work in there okay and do what
1:07:55 yeah it was like a slow-moting yeah whatever it is [Laughter] okay wait wait we need to ask her and Brazil's um why are you all single no you are singing you said you're single she said she's in a situation yes she tries basically you should be in a couple man wait wait wait sorry wait because she needs to heal yeah he needs to heal in a different way you know he's saying he needs to build himself at that point I had to heal car that hurt monster my girl like whoa that that was too hard to take from it was a bit of pill to swallow still it's a bit materialistic though no but if I'm with you like you share stuff in it I've told
1:08:41 you what I've been through you know like she's done stuff for me anyways like she's helped me now yeah so when she did that she got the burner that hurt bro what the [ __ ] see how that she had that down how long was that relationship so we we was together from January 2022 and we broke up March so straight after Valentine's Day that's when the city three months yeah three months brother you're going three months whole lifetime oh relax yourself I thought the man was gonna say at least a year no that was your link bro
1:09:45 what's the reason you're single year so he was 26. remember you're you're older as well you're older yes yes okay and you've experienced more I have had an older partner and I've had younger Partners bear dicks I'm actually not actually a proper hoe oh just a camera four times you know yeah because there's different levels what's the levels so you're a whole time Merry Christmas what's the difference and then nipple nipple
1:10:30 well yeah I'm guilty real I can't help it I'm in trouble real yeah anyway um while I wants to know what while I wanted to know if you pressed the reel of course the real you can feel them while I feel them obviously the real I might have had a little late this is actually listen all right everyone's going nuts can we just carry on like this is a single we're talking about single nipples single okay voila voila so what's the reason you're single the reason I'm single is because I've just not met my husband yet you just you just have you're someone like a buffet of
1:11:15 [ __ ] you don't wanna I'm actually I haven't actually had that many that much dick oh come on just to use sex drives yeah just because the sex drive is high does it mean I have to [ __ ] everyone inside no well you might be you might be okay and then you might be [ __ ] one person or two well maybe numerous Don't You cast that as a [ __ ] because don't you add them to the list look at my porn scenes I've shot with a handful of different porn actors I don't shoot with any Tom Dick and literally anytime Harry I've only shot with select to select people again and again and again so when you shoot with the select people again and again again and again it's it's literally a handful of some people so in my private life as well
1:12:01 um I've got a handful of Select people okay who I like to indulge with enjoyment with because I I like to enjoy myself yeah them handworks mud enjoy yourself so I like to indulge fully in all aspects so when you get to know somebody on a more intimate level that is is when so I just don't see the point in different different things yeah so do you want a relationship are you looking for one you want some kind of like sex relationship I might tell you what tell you what my Ultimate Fantasy is for me to to for me to be happy I would love to live in a menage à trois okay explain she wants to I believe I had a dream I
1:12:48 actually had a dream I believe this dream was my it was a tall six foot five Dutch man and a tall six foot five black man and I was married to them oh two men yeah put it out there to the universe yeah yeah I mean you like the same time have you not seen that couple in America she's got a third husband now yes as well for women yeah I mean she's like in the 50s or something okay well I'm in my 40s are like actually like open them yeah yeah
1:13:34 because you know she's married I wonder if they cheat no no that's why how do you know I mean that [Applause] different women have got different levels of sex drive and different men have got different levels of sex drive so for to meet I've not met a man that that meets my sex drive okay on their own so you need the next one to go on top of that yeah so bye-bye is just extra how much rounds a day yeah what if I could I would when's the last time you
1:14:19 missed a couple of hours ago [Music] I am out in the background look the shoulders I like that gold chain oh she's looking serious at me and I was supposed to beat me up it is I need to go home and sleep yeah but I'd already been shooting a load of content so I'd already I was like I've already come four times the way that you're coming in from a porn shoot do you no no no no that was my personal enjoyment I was a man that kept up with you I've been shooting I've been shooting a little bit of content for my only fans of my creation yeah so you think you could keep it with her yeah of course I can yeah
1:15:04 you can as well yeah yeah okay better I think it was a 20 pound it wasn't in general so basically for you it's more about sex and you need something no no mint intimacy is key for me but I can I can be intimate on my own I I'm in touch with my own sexual being I I'm confident I'm comfortable with my own sexual presence my own sexual being this is why I'm very very selective of who I allow and come into my inner circle so this is why you know um people
1:15:53 people have got this sort of already decided mindset of people who work on babestation or people who shoot porn that yeah kind of [ __ ] everyone who walks yeah I'm a sexual person doesn't mean I'm just gonna [ __ ] anyone yeah yeah I'll get it I get it so you know I'm more I'm very in tune with my energy and I have to feel an energy okay let's do it so and that's what I do I'm I'm a sex sharer that's what I want to do and I want to make people so when you want to settle down in a relationship do you think it will be you'd want a younger guy or like older or what you know what I don't know you just don't know no I don't first of all I'm done with work sugar daddy with a yacht please and then
1:16:40 I went to Spain and then got took out onto bus when I was like yeah what did you have to do to get on those boats nothing just be my beautiful self hey and it was like come on the boat there was no dick sucking involved or any sexual activities I can guarantee you that and I saw the Dolphins saw loads of dolphins the first boat ride out to pay 20 euros was I definitely didn't sucked it for that one and the next one that's what he was implying darling you say he's playing she's out here sucking dick together no it wasn't really fair I probably could have paid for it myself but it was nice and I saw all the Dolphins and it was beautiful
1:17:25 you get to swim with them I jumped in the water I was in the water for about two hours but the Dolphins when when the Dolphins were out it was mistied so they wouldn't let me jump in oh okay oh no yeah ties is one of them Pisces are you a better Pisces than her then is what you're saying I mean you're February and she's smart I'm I'm gonna preference with my side like my birthday I got the same birthday as Rihanna so I mean oh well we're up there yeah definitely up there Pisces Pisces are
1:18:10 superior anyway so you know what it's mad like I'm a Pisces but I got a phobia to fish oh my God I love fish no it's what's going on over here any type of fish oil no you know what it's just like um yeah there's no just get it after yes there's nothing here you know I can give you an old one well you just thought I just got a little bit quieter I can ask a question for all three of you no wait there we're there [Music] I'm gonna ask you one question if I'm gonna get your features before we go on to a question from the bar menu um so get off your chest is people giving their anonymous questions questions advice and you know you just
1:18:57 basically um I've been [ __ ] My Best Friend's Girl and don't know how to tell him I want to stop but she's blackmailed Black's male she's blackmailing so someone's been [ __ ] their best friend's girlfriend yeah [ __ ] now she's her mailing him yeah keep [ __ ] her tell him just either keep [ __ ] or just tell them just don't worry about me let's be really you know what I just wouldn't you're gonna get caught out regardless anyways what happened I wouldn't even keep that a secret yeah you know yeah it's always always gonna come out regardless so you might as well just tell I always say it always comes out in the wash don't keep no secrets just say if you next time you [ __ ] invite them over [ __ ] them again because if it's good sex and you know
1:19:42 and we could work this out they could work it out and it could be a convenient scenario yeah you know it doesn't always have to be clear the thing is the I feel I feel sometimes the thing is people take too much stock I'm just having sex just for the sake of having sex just the same as you know sometimes you can have just laid back still sex though but you can't just have something like that as long as they're trying to have energy
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