EGO: Why Surrender It? | DAY 3 | Swami Abhedananda | Dhanush Bhang (Ramcharitmanas) #ChinmayaMission

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8:48 Chant Siyavar Ramchandra Lord Pawanputra Hanuman Umapati Mahadev Chant brothers all the saints Shri Sadgurunath Maharaj Namah Parvati Parvati Pat Har Har Mahadev Hari Om Hari Om Hari Om Narayan We should not make our life difficult.

9:35 We feel that our life has become difficult because of someone else. But our scriptures say that if you have not understood your life then there will definitely be sorrow in it. Not understanding God is the name of sorrow. It is not accidental. It is ignorant. We are not able to understand God anywhere. If you do not understand God, you will not understand yourself either. Please

10:20 pay a little attention. Look, there is an individual and a collective. You have an earth element inside us, meaning, but why do you eat food? You mix the earth element from outside with the earth element inside. You take water, the water element from outside, you mix it with the universe. There is a temperature of this too, there is a temperature outside the body too, you mix it with that.

11:06 Now why do you breathe? You unite the outside air of the universe with the air of the outside. Earlier, the outside sky has become one with the inner sky. This much has become easy, the difficult part will come now. Just like there is mind in your body, similarly God also has mind in his body. Is it okay? There is a body. Tell me what will happen if the mind goes away ? What will happen if the mind leaves the body forever? Death will occur.

11:53 If your body is at rest. This means that the mind inside you is alive, the body is stable, even when the mind is absorbed while sleeping, we still fall. The entire universe is God's body. God stands firm, he has fallen. It is stable, means the mind will be there too. God would also want it. Now tell us one thing, the fight between your mind and God's mind starts here, till now everything was going well but now the thought comes in our mind that this is

12:40 very bad, would the same thought have come in God's mind also, the difference that is coming between his mind and our mind, this is called sorrow. And as the air from outside wants to enter inside. Yes. Whenever you get wet, the water from outside tries to enter inside. Similarly, God 's mind also wants to be one with our mind. But we resist. We block him. Just think about it a bit. Whatever we are saying, we are saying it very short because there is no time, otherwise how much more time do you need, how much time are you taking, morning, afternoon, evening, night

13:27 we are tired [laughs] how much time do you need, hmm, listen to one thing carefully, there are many things in God's mind, there is desire, there is knowledge in his mind. And he has power. We understand power as something that we call such and such status. This is their status. And we also have a desire in our mind. There is happiness in our mind too. We also have knowledge in our mind and we also have a status. Whatever it is. We have some small status

14:12 and what not, don't end our status all of a sudden, we also have some small status, well yes a beggar also has small status, at least he has a footpath where he sleeps, you cannot sleep, he will quarrel, now you tell us one thing, will God have happiness or not, will God have knowledge or not and will God have power or not, when our happiness and his happiness contradict, the matter is very close. And his knowledge and our knowledge contradict,

14:59 and his status and our status contradict. There is protest. This is what is called, Swamiji, there was a lot of sorrow in our life. Nobody hurt me. Please clean it a little bit. Our happiness was different, God's happiness was different. Our knowledge on this subject was different, God's knowledge was different, we felt that we should get this or that thing, this was our knowledge, God felt that we should not get it, why should we say this, leave it to us, our knowledge is much greater than your knowledge, yes, if it is the

15:48 complete sadhana then what will be achieved is to merge your happiness with God's happiness. Complete your knowledge in the knowledge of God. And to merge one's power with God's power. Those who cannot get it are called arrogant. He said, are you talking about us ? This fear is a big problem. Because everybody there knows, we know everything, they said, today you have targeted us, we said brother why would we target, we will talk about what is written, an

16:36 arrogant person is one who could not merge his happiness with the happiness of God, Sudama had merged it, he used to sleep hungry but he felt that it was God's wish that he would sleep the most hungry. Since he was a Brahmin, he had the provision to take alms only. Could n't do the job. There is a rule for Brahmin that he will study and teach. He will perform Yagya or Gaddi. will write a book. He can't go for any business. Unless something is urgent. And whoever comes, he will teach him and the student will give dakshina as per his wish. Brother, there are many students, no one has that much, no fees, dakshina,

17:25 now even students do not come to him, he did not perform any such yagna, you all know, he is facing a lot of problems, and Lord Krishna was his best friend, but he was not sad about the fact that he did not get food, when you are not able to merge your knowledge, your happiness, who will be a good student who merges his happiness in the happiness of the Guru, don't use your mind, don't use logic, there is no mind there, it will cost that much, it is just a little, do what is said, let me

18:12 tell you, Kaikeyi could not merge her happiness in the happiness of God. If it had happened then Kaikeyi would have thought that brother, he will feel hungry, it will rain, thorns will prick his feet. He couldn’t find it. Tell me who else could n't be found? Ravana could not be found. It was not felt that Lord Rama would feel pain if Sita ji was abducted. Ravana could not be found. Do n't believe in knowledge, God. When you are sad, then you are resting some truth of life and of God. Some things are true, the truth which you are stopping, is

19:02 coming again and again from here, yesterday it came from there, day before yesterday it came from the front, day before yesterday it came from the back, but longs for some truth it is coming from above. Even Parshuram ji could not meet him, could not believe that God, for some time he could not believe that why did he break the bow. It is easy to believe in God, we do say it brother, we believe in God, we also observe Ekadashi, well we also observe Ekadashi, we don't eat anything. Just in the morning, there is chutney in the Sabudana Tikki,

19:51 we like spicy chutney very much. So what is life without sabudana tikki chakki and bhai lassi. I take lassi and nothing else. We would have had Ragi Halwa at 12 o'clock. Nothing else. It is a fast, right? So the next halwa is made from buckwheat flour and is available here. Buckwheat flour Puri and a vegetable with it, not too dry, not too kernely, how will we eat the Puri, there is something with it. Well yes,

20:37 then in the evening he forgot to take Rajgira, he also takes Rajgira in the evening, nothing much, he just takes Khichdi. Whose bird should I give? I had tikki in the morning so it was incomplete without sago. God has created Sabudana for fasting. And what comes with it is hot, well yes, it is a Mordhan. Which is called Phaliaari rice. what do you say? Yes? Sama sa yes, he takes that only. Now how long would it take for me to feel hungry at night because I had not eaten anything the entire day.

21:25 So those who take almond milk, a little bit, yes, I mean two to four litres of almond milk, we make it so thick that it can be taken in one glass, Amitabh Bachchan size glass, the big one, nothing much, whether you observe fast or not, we are not bothered by it. The question is that is your happiness and your knowledge mixed with someone else's or are you each separate? The thing that made you sad, was God also sad about the same thing?

22:11 If he was sad then congratulations. The thing that made you happy, was God also happy? Yes God also has been so happy, as you have been happy, maybe you could not merge but Ravan could not accept it, let us give you a good example, Shri Lakshman ji, now he ended his happiness for the happiness of God, he gave up his happiness for the happiness of God, he too was married and let me tell you, Urmila ji was the real sister of Sita ji

23:00 and if you read Ramayana, she too was as beautiful as Sita ji, she was also virtuous and he left her too and served her, there is no fun in service that we should take everyone along, the entire platoon was coming, it was easy with him. It was not easy. Those who are honest,

23:47 yes we will give it easily brother, Ramayana is going on, one should be honest in Ramayana, you people should stop it now you tell us why Bharat ji reaches to meet Ram ji in Chitrakoot, that you should come back, he had taken the throne, the sandals etc. Lord Rama said, look brother Bharat is such that we cannot disobey our father's words. But if you say so, then we will leave aside father's matter also. Please listen. Everything is written in Ramayana. He said,

24:33 if you say so Bharat, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. If you say this you guys should be a little careful. If you speak now Bharat, then we will abandon father's words also. Bharat ji had a full opportunity. When it was night time he thought, oh my brother said this. Your hesitation says, I feel hesitant because of you, brother is feeling hesitant because of me. What is their mind really? Does he want to stay or does he not want to stay ? I

25:18 caught hold of him; he wanted to stay but seeing our sadness, perhaps he did not talk to us. It remained like this for a few days. See at night that Ram ji is lying on the ground. He puts both his hands on his head like this and cries profusely. He said, I was born to give trouble to my brother. When you see, God is eating some fruit etc. in his hand. He was seen eating from a golden plate. It would hurt. But he understood that Lord Ram wanted to remain like this.

26:06 Then finally he went to Lord Ram with his head down. Brother, I made a huge mistake. What happened Bharat, I told you that mistakes happen. Said a big mistake was made. What mistake did you say ? And we have come to return you with such a huge army, elephants and horses, do you not feel like doing this? All four brothers have come, God embraced all three brothers, look Bharat, we are four brothers, our father was so great,

26:52 Laxman will stay with you. Shatrughna, you will stay with Bharat. We have Sita and Laxman with us. If anyone would suffer the most, these 14 years would be the last ones. Bharat will have it. He took back his happiness. Who? Bharat ji did. Because he said it's okay. God's will, God's happiness, God's greatness clash with our happiness, desires and greatness. We have our own ideas, our own

27:40 opinions, our own happiness, our own comfort and style, then we say that we are very troubled. I do n't have money, it doesn't matter. No, it doesn't matter. You are not able to accept it, right? That's the problem, right? Tears just kept falling from his eyes. He said, you become the trustee, my mind should

28:26 rule only, I worship Lord Power, I have love in my heart, he kept the footwear, this is the king, Shukra came asking for help, this is what God wants, he said, I do it as per my wish, Swamiji, you will be beaten a lot, you are thinking that you are intelligent, but you are intelligent, intelligent is different from intelligent, you are thinking that you are doing great things,

29:14 this is the bow which does not lift. Man does not give up his happiness. He does not let go of his little knowledge. It doesn't leave little knowledge. he doesn't leave small joy. It doesn't leave his small desires. Is it easy to live? You don't call food and drink as a joke. You have to respond. You have to race, you have to interpret. Not as I wanted to interpret I wanted to respond. Please tell me one man who controls his desires and gives happiness to others. If someone is a source of suffering, then he has

29:59 not given up on his words. That won't be of much use in your life. He will not have any major role in your life. That special asset will not be there. Why? Because he does not give up on your own desires. He does not give up his words, he does not give up his happiness, he does not give up his knowledge. He said, you are speaking for us again. Now we are not speaking for you, we are speaking for ourselves. Once someone came to give us food, no, breakfast. We said we don't eat this, he said who asked you that we eat, so you also had to eat,

30:48 I said you are talking about force, brother, now people call that service, sir said we are doing so much service, you don't understand, now tell me, people beat us, yes, let us look at Hanumanji a little. What wish did he have in his life? You tell me one wish of his which was not Ram ji's wish. You think about it. Tell me one wish. We are not asking for your life. We have thousands of wishes which they do n’t have. Tell me one wish. Is it

31:34 easy to live with God? You become Devaki, you will have to get your six children killed, become Devaki, if a small child goes in front of your eyes, he will be thrown and killed, she will remain silent, Devaki had only one sadhana, silence is something they are big people, become Yashoda ji, you will not find God after 11 years, you met him only once in your life in Kurukshetra, for a very short time in your life, yes, the Vrindavan where the Lord's house was, she used to sit outside and just like that, she used to remember Kanhaiya, here the Ukhal Vandana had happened,

32:21 Kanhaiya used to come here in the evening, you tell me, you will become Vasudev ji, you will become Laxman, you will become Bharat, you can cry so much. will you become shatrughna? We have our own wishes, our own demands and our own opinions. So called his band kept playing music. And the external circumstances falsify your opinion. She breaks it. Sadness means that one of your opinions has been shattered. Some happiness of yours was broken by an external situation,

33:07 if that happiness of God was there, it could not have been broken, Hari Om, because it was not God's happiness, hence that happiness went away, was it ours, was it separate, it will be broken, just wait a little, our opinion, our happiness, our power, everything will be broken, it will be shattered, this is called ego, on the strength of this we show ourselves to be very high. Come let us come to Ramcharitmanas, let us go to Ram ji, not only this, but the ego also came here. What is? Why to surrender?

33:53 You go y to surrender. Look, Sita ji had come yesterday, if you remember, if you do not remember, then it's no problem, the big thing is that you came, although we do not know whether we had come yesterday or not, we do not remember, many people forget everything, yes after 247 after 247 Bal Balakand. Let's go and see a bit. Let us study Ramcharitmanas a little. Get a little recitation of Ramcharitmanas done daily.

34:39 Say this much text is already in our list. Add this as well. We will surely die. Hey, we are not saying much. You just do it from one couplet to the next. It hardly took five minutes. You cannot say anything less. Okay, you do it and do less. He said, if we cannot recite one couplet then let us recite half a couplet. Well you removed it completely and reduced it to half. Yes. Ok. Do it and say if you can't do half of it. It is like this, you should jump from the floor. There is a big building here. what is his name here? There

35:25 are 21 27 floors. yes yes here it is. There is someone nearby. Yes yes that is it. So those who make this excuse should go to the 27th floor. Then let gravity do its work. Surrender to gravity. Look, who saw Janaki ji? No no, Ram ji saw it, Goswami ji does not say anything about this. Although now Ram ji can see, we are not saying that he did not see it but we have a doubt whether he

36:10 saw it anyway. But what was the interpretation of what the kings saw ? Look, everyone became very happy. Yes, these two brothers were seen near the first sage of 248. The red eyes seemed to have found the treasure. See the image of Ram, men and women, Hari is thinking about it, all of them are able to say, I am praying to you, O

37:00 wise man, please give me this, without any thought, but do not leave any man, marry Siya and Ram, it is good for the world, say this feeling to everyone, everyone is stuck in grief, everyone is engrossed in this desire,

37:47 then Janaki is called in captivity, Janak came saying, say worship, but I am going, the bard is not happy, he said your word, listen to the promise of captivity, all of you are leaving the body, I have raised your arms,

38:35 Jai Ramchandra, Jai Pawan, Jai Umapati Mahadev, say brother, look, let me tell you one thing, the whole life is not for us to enjoy, a very wrong philosophy has been created. Sometimes, you know, go to a hotel or something, the waiter will bring it to you. And enjoy saying one line. We don't have the concept of enjoyment here.

39:21 We have Sarvantu puja here. Both Sita and Ram have arrived. There is a power, how can you enjoy other's things, brother, even a pen is kept that belongs to someone else, so you have to ask whether it is my pen or your pen, please do not take your own and go and say that there is a feeling of supreme soul, what is theirs is mine, what is ours is not theirs, but what is 50% sure, what is theirs is mine, when you believe that the entire universe belongs to God and exists because

40:08 God is the instrumental, material cause. Why are you holding that he is the material cause and he is the efficient cause ? If that is the cause, please tell us one thing. Yes, if a man touches you by mistake then once you see that he says sorry sorry sorry, if he does not touch you again and again, but one thing is sure that you will feel that it does not seem decent, you would like someone to enjoy you like this, someone to keep staring at your body, your eyes, your nose like this, you would like

41:03 someone to be sitting and you do not know how it happens like this, brother, all this happens in India, it happens more here, it does not happen much in other countries but here, you avoid it a little bit. Why? You feel that his eyesight is not good hence he should not be looked at. Hmm, we have seen especially in you women that they have an intuition. We get to know what kind of view he has. God has given it. You wouldn't want anyone to enjoy you like this. God would like that someone should enjoy that creation. You would want your son, daughter, brother and sister to enjoy something like this

41:50 because if we enjoy something, we will destroy it, then we will enjoy it a little, we are enjoying God's creation, this is what western culture has taught us, enjoy, enjoyment destroys the intellect, which has the capacity to think about every thing within us, gets destroyed. It goes faster. Sho bhava mritas danta sarvendriyam jarati in Katopanishad. Whoever is his god, glows and gets destroyed. You can take the prasad, no

42:36 problem. But if someone touches you with respect then you feel good, brother idol, you like it with respect, you feel that no, its meaning is different, that is why just yesterday I told you, I do n't know whether you remember what I said or not, we do n't expect much from you, God has given you a set in this world. A set is a set of people. There is a set of work. Be it home or office, that is meant for serving God. He has given the materials for worshipping God. He

43:25 said but we have absurd material with us. Shivaji is that Sun, I don't know what all things keep rising. Yes, there is an eye flower. Yes? There is one eye and there is one Dhatura. One Dhatura has thorns. It contains poison. It is poisonous, don't eat it. Yes, once he gets drunk everything becomes fine. That is also there. Will you have some good piece of it ? We are very good. Is this the desire to unite Shakti with Shaktimaan?

44:12 Lord, you gave it, everyone saw it, all the people of Janakpuri saw Ram ji and also saw Sita ji. He seemed a little angry, tell me on whom? Mr Janak. Today is not a good day for Janak ji, everyone is going to be angry. He is not having a good day. Look, it is written that every method is the creator of inertia. 248 plus eight for three. He said that someone should take away the stupidity of Janak ji. Was there any need to take a vow that he would break the bow? Only some small children will be able to break the bow. And you underline this line. 249 - 3 O

44:57 desire. All the people were engrossed in this desire, all the people were engrossed in the Sawaro Janaki Jogu, once her eyes used to go there, once she used to look at them. He said, the one who is dark complexioned, Baru sa, is

45:43 worthy of him only. I do n't know why I kept the bow and arrow unnecessarily. Speak the feeling of surrender inside the pure person. You know what is surrender, our happiness is your happiness, we do not have any separate existence, all our power belongs to God and as soon as you give God his power, God's power comes inside you, that is why mahatmas have a lot of power, they say something, they fall asleep, Karauli Baba said the car will

46:29 not run, it did not run, the car belongs to Hanumanji, so some people believe that he was Hanumanji only, we will not go there, many incidents because he has surrendered, when Patri ji used to worship the food for half an hour, he did not worship. For half an hour we worshipped the food which made it into Prasad. How will there be any sense of enjoyment in him?

47:18 Half an hour. He said, don't ask what you used to do, but understand the main thing that I have a child, I have a husband, a wife, a house, what don't you have, do you not have destiny? He said, we don't have anything, hey, you have destiny, you have your actions, you have your speech, you have your mind, you have your intellect, you have ego, what don't you have, you have so many things, you are holding on to everything. My destiny is good. Hey, give it to God. God, you gave me good Prasad today. It was a very bitter Prasad. But it was a wonderful bitter gourd Prasad. There

48:07 is no tax. You can't burn your hands. You ca n't speak. You don't have speech. You don't have the mind. Is there less to give ? We have some. No, what should I give you? There is nothing, write Ram Ram, come sit down Om Namah Shivay, say something, you have intelligence, you have mind, tell God, we love you, worship God, take a chit, once there was a girl somewhere, she was praying with the chit, write something, offer it to God, what brother, people worship with Tulsi. He said no,

48:53 we will not tell. In the end I said, okay brother, it's a personal matter. It was rightly written in it that Krishna we are yours, you are ours, by doing this worship us, we are yours. Whole system wants you should offer don't stop the flow of god. You are stopping his movement. We do not have much power, so much is our destiny, so every day a new destiny is coming, what are you saying, you keep on working for so long from morning till night, it is absurd, you do proper work, Swami gets up, takes a bath, washes clothes, fixes his hair,

49:40 even if he does not have hair, still he does it, those who do not have hair, some escape by a whisker. Shave, wear a saree, cook food. Is there less work at home? Someone will say that I have no work at home. No one is speaking at all. There is a lot. If you are a servant, who will accept that you have other work to do ? His name is Servant. Whose head goes to vend sir. My mind gets disturbed trying to explain it to him. He is a maid, he is a made man. She is a maid. She is a maid who does maid work. I told him to clean everything.

50:26 He cleared everything up once and for all. She took it and went away. The room took forever to be cleaned. I told you to clean the room. He cleared it up once and for all. Did you understand it? become apparent. Do n't think that all the work is done very well by the servant. I have to explain it to him 10 times. Hmm, say something and do something. Yes and now that you have come here, they are having fun. Listen, he asks, when are you going to satsang ? Go, you will gain knowledge only through satsang. is it easy?

51:14 You have so much to give and God is watching. I was looking at Ram ji and Sita ji. Sita ji and Ram ji both knew that they were watching the people. To match whose thirst? This is the work. Anyway the announcement was made. Let's go quickly. Yes, as you must have seen on television etc., listen listen listen duck du, only that person will fill the bow which Sitaji had said yesterday that he will break the bow. You might be remembering that we also have this bow. That is why Ram ji is far away.

52:01 Our love is without Ram. Ram, our soul and love are different. Both are different. This is called sorrow. Fell in love with someone else. Everybody walk to see this he was a pleasure-seeking king. Look what is written. 250 minus the entourage of the slaves got up and went away, the deity wore cotton on his head. He tied his orbit properly. And he got up and walked away. know why? The action which is prompted by ego, there will be anxiety, there will be haste in it. Who is the motivator of your action? Ego said I will show it to everyone. ok ok ok we will show people who we are.

52:48 Well, people think I'm a fool. We are not what they think we are. Then there is more than that. So the fairy got up with her hands tied and now she got up anxious. Hey, I don't know whether he will eat it or not. Lulu crazy god is everywhere right. Yes, can't all the work be done by him ? One day we told him about his work, perhaps make him the main doer, you keep doing secondary work, he will definitely come, God come, God come, we cannot do it, God come, the one who is

53:37 burning the sun and the moon is burning infinite universes, will he not do your and our small work? Has the God who used to sell Janabai's mill gone away ? The Lord who drove the Pandavas' chariot is gone. Are you on leave these days? Are you on casual leave? Is anyone on leave? He is God. No, we will do it, said Swamiji, we have so much work, we have so much work. We will be worried, I do n't know how we will work, Oh ho, from morning till now it is night, I get peace only in your satsang, I do

54:22 n't know what they want to say, many people even say this much, that they said Swami Ji, I have never been able to sleep, since the time I have listened to the satsang, I have started feeling sleepy, I don't know whether it was bad or praise, I am happy by asking for praise, tell me, it is our work, he is our son, you have destroyed the whole, now you fight alone, you struggle alone now and your work will have lots of difficulties, why did you not call me up. God is not in the world. Die.

55:11 You believe that there is God. ok tell me one thing. Assume you love us. Let's assume it. There is no need to maintain distance. Let's assume it. Supposing and we came from the railway station. Yes, it happened to them too. Now we are picking up our suitcases and leaving. You saw me carrying the suitcase, you wouldn't think I would be able to lift it. Leave aside the suitcase, pick up a bag and people say give it to us. We pick up a book and people do not say please give it to us. The God who loves us, we have a

55:57 lot of work today, will he sit quietly, will he say, we will do it, your child is doing a lot of work, the child is struggling, didn't you think that we should share our child's work, what is the work, I will see that, don't worry son, I will do it, I am with you, what do you have to do, why are you worried, you are going to the market, I will go, God will become silent. We are working. We are struggling. God will remain silent from morning till night. This is the work of saints. The poor worldly people work. Worldly does not mean married. Worldly means one who is not dedicated to God.

56:44 We have work today. God hears all this and his mood gets spoilt. Because God says that we do all the work, so why are you believing in him? I am the doer of your action. Anything good has happened because of me. You people did not know about Ramayana. There is Ramayana in hand. It is Geeta. I need the best and still you think I will do the work. I will see that you feel. And you will struggle in your work. what are you talking about? He walked with a jump, they show it a lot on television and no one tried to break it, the bow did not move at all, in fact it became heavier,

57:31 some fell down, some even got their dhoti open, they struggled like this too, their dhoti was loose a bit and it opened up, the poor guys were searching for it, where had the dhoti gone, yes this also happened and everybody was laughing [laughs] look at the intelligence of Goswami ji. Look, underline this, those people who are 250 plus 3 all are fearful, jog and upaasi like a binocular detached sannyasi, have you seen them? Just like people laugh at a Sanyasi without renunciation, everybody was laughing at him. We had grown up and when somebody makes an unauthorized

58:16 attempt then it makes one laugh like a child tries to drive a car and among those who laughed the loudest was Laxman ji, if anyone was laughing the loudest there then it was Laxman ji laughing, Vairag laughs. Yes, Vairagya laughs when you consider someone as your own and say, look, I will make you cry through this, I will make you cry through my son, I will make you cry well through my husband, I will make you cry well through my wife, you are saying mine, my jaanu, you are saying my jaanu, he will take your life or it will take your life, whatever the case is, yes, I will

59:02 start making you cry well through this, that is why I laugh, God, no one is saying anything, everyone is understanding, everyone is exhausted. Let us go forward. If nobody was laughing there. Even after all the bows have broken, they haven't broken yet. Look seriously, that is why in Valmiki Ramayana the ocean is not silent. If someone is good somewhere, supposing you are good in music, good in dancing, then there is a lot of criticalness about others,

59:50 what song should I sing, crazy, I can sing, well should I sing, what should I show, did they feel that I should show something, silently their eyes were on the feet of the guru, calm Janak ji, poor him stood up, he took the mike. Told MC, brother give me the mic. I am drenched in sweat. He said, I did not know that today? After 251. Now the people are

1:00:37 considered to be Makhe Bhat [Music] I have come to know that the

1:01:26 earth is devoid of warriors, I have to give up my hopes and go to my respective homes, it is not written in the law, I will get married [Music] Go for a good deed, if you remain unmarried, what should I do, without Bhat land, brother, you yourself have destroyed it, Janak heard the words, all the men and women saw Janaki, fearful and sad, said brothers, I am very sad about this, you people should not get angry, our Janakji said, I am not saying anything, Avajani is considered to be Makhe, Makhe means do

1:02:12 not get angry, the word Makhe came, there is no warrior left on earth, Lakshmanji's eye, how did I say that today they will have to be scolded by many people, this month is devoid of warriors, do this, brothers, you all go back to your respective homes, it was a return gift but now there is no use, let it remain, go to your respective homes, it is not written for my daughter's marriage, if we give up our lives, then there will be insult in that too, my daughter will now remain unmarried. Hearing this all the people were saying oh oh what has happened oh

1:03:00 Ram oh poor Janaki ji was standing there taking the victory greetings, Ram ji should have spoken to her quietly, Ram ji should have said, give me a chance too brother, send my MC, brother why did you not say this, he did not have any resolve. Do you know where you got upset? Your resolve was very strong, but it was not God’s. While working one comes to know whether God 's will was there or not. If it happens then God provides some support from somewhere.

1:03:53 Now everyone is completely dejected. Now Lakshman ji is not our topic right now, our topic is different. Lakhan's wicked brother's eyebrows were raised and he slept separately. The camels of Laxman ji started to break, they started shaking so much that he got angry, the crooked brother became completely crooked, he looked at Ram ji in such a way, he spoke, out of fear he did not say anything, now he will have to speak, he bowed down and said that Raghuvanshi Mahaka, wherever there is someone in the society, some haram, he threw the mic and went somewhere else, the MC ran away

1:04:40 somewhere, the poor guy said, where Raghuveer is sitting, you have said such a thing, you have a brave and fine glory, you have no shame in saying such a thing, Janak ji was very serious, he was a senior of 15 years, he was a big Vedant of thousands of years, people said, what is this child saying, our brother sitting here, hey, get discipline, Ram Bhaiya, you say yes, we will break the entire universe, what is this old bow kept with it, come here, if you get your discipline, I will lift the universe of tubers, see you will burst the universe, not the earth, but the solar system, such is the God. The

1:05:27 raw pot is broken by the landlords, yes, like a raw pot, we will break it, we will do everything, you just tell me, once these people brought an old thing from somewhere and brought it here, like a lotus, like the stem of a lotus, we will catch it and run away, like the umbrella, Pratap Balnath [music] If I do n't do this, I will take an oath on the feet of Lord, I will take your bow, I take your eye myself in your name, now pay attention to one thing, do you know what it means for Sita ji to remain virgin,

1:06:13 one thing is the work of Lakshman ji, pay attention, pay attention sometimes we people say, Swami ji, no one loved me, no one made me love me, nobody has returned. Well unfortunately no one gave us love. We gave a lot of love to the people. But he replied to us. I cheated you, sorry, I cheated you.

1:06:58 We were only cheated, we did not give so much love, my dear God was not there, you are trying to keep Sita ji unmarried, you did not get love from God, you are lying, God loved you, if he did not, you would not have been here today. God gave you a lot of love. You did n't see it. You did not have the eyes to see. Not everybody can see it. We never said that we did not get love. God always loves. It was

1:07:44 not the case that you did not get food or water. I am not able to breathe. God didn't love anyone in particular. It can be possible. Some specific person did not love me but I loved him a lot. How does it matter? That's his problem. God might have made me love someone else. There is no such God. Our Gurudev used to hug me so many times. We were 10 years, five and nine years old here, we held each other and hugged each other like this. When we went out in the Swaran Tola, he called me in front of thousands of people and held my hands, where are

1:08:31 you I was waiting for you, I said we were not small people who did not get love, sitting here God is not loving you and Ramayana came in my hands just like that, Bhagwat came in my hands just like that, don't lie brother and he is so cute. Even if you don't say it, I will still love you. This was the number one mistake that Janak ji made. Please pay attention why Laxman ji said this. He said, tell me one thing, Sita ji and Ram ji have already met. The fire fell in the middle of the water,

1:09:17 different brothers SitaRam, there is no position of supreme love, if their marriage will happen after the bow breaks, then it will happen, this is just a formality, if the rooster runs away then it will be morning, brother, whether it is morning or not, morning will definitely come, what are you talking about? We cry a lot. There is no one there. You are left alone, eat a banana now. Brother is alone, no one lives in the house. No one supported us. I do all the work alone and

1:10:03 cook food alone with my hands and legs. We have to go on like this, we are alone, well there is no one, I have a husband, I don't do anything, I just eat and sit, I don't do anything, I come to the kitchen and look around, I don't have to pick up

1:10:48 a bowl by hand, well yes, I don't do anything, when you come, it takes a lot but I don't do anything, my dear God, if I did not work with you, you would not have been able to do it, he was working by entering in your hands, you were not alone, Laxman ji felt bad about this, was the present Raghukul Mani Jani, was God not there where we were alone, if it happened, it happened, he made us do it, if we have neglected anyone the most in life, it is God, we have given the most pain to anyone, we have not understood anyone's love, just like children ask, what have you done to your parents, let me

1:11:37 tell you one thing, we came to Gurgaon, everywhere we said, we came to Gurgaon, call us Gurugram, call us Gurgaon and we remained sad all the time, you will feel that what has happened, we have made all the arrangements for you, the food is fine, the water is good, the room is fine, yes, everything is at the limit, then why are you sad even then? Are? What to do for you? If someone is unhappy in our ashram, I wonder what should we give him? He has everything. Give classes, love, speak. What should we do for you? When you have come to God's world and you get

1:12:25 sad over small things. God will be happy. No one is speaking at all. We don't keep complaining. He will not say that at least say thank you for what we gave you, at least tell us once about what we do for you, sometimes people say that we did not do that. Hey, tell me whatever you did. Whatever we couldn't do, there must be some reason for it. We had our hands tied on that issue. We couldn't do it. But you tell us what we do. That is why we say that we have saddened God the most. Let's make a small clock and install it. Sweets and desserts. Yes Navratri has come. Speak with love. Hail mother Goddess. While we go, Jai Mata Di. Hail

1:13:12 mother Goddess. Hail mother Goddess. We kept fast for a while, sang songs, did some acting and climbed the bill at night and a lot of water fell down with a thud, people made us climb the bill because our head was bald, this is the Shivling of the people, so some people applied sandalwood, some people made us climb it. He could not see the Shivlinga in such a crowd. This happened in Vaidyanath Dham. When I

1:13:58 went to Vaidyanath Dham, I am telling the truth. You are pouring water on top of me. It is in Bihar, near Ranchi, my dear Lakshman ji is my Guru, isn't he? Then you can scold us. He has seen many creations and many destructions. He scolded me and everyone was stunned. The two people became very happy. You guess who? Sita ji and Vishwamitra ji, a smile came on Sita ji's face. The

1:14:44 work of a guru is to tell the glory of God and Laxman Vishwa felt that he is like us, a little bit of aggression is necessary along with the straight one, there should be sharp one, if both are straight then both will sit quietly, if they do n't get food then both will remain shy, they should be equally sharp then the combination is fine. Look and now you will have to give brother,

1:15:30 stop it and also give donation what is written, it is a very good line, all people please read after 253, we will recite the whole line, after 253 there is a very nice quatrain Ram Ram Siyaram Siyaram Jai Jai Ram Ram Siyaram Lakhan spoke the words of fear, my body shook, all the people, all the kings were scared, Siya was

1:16:17 happy, Janak was happy, Guru Raghupati, all the sages were happy in their hearts, again and again Pulkahi is with you, Raghupati Lakhan stayed near you with love, Vishwamitra said the auspicious time, very affectionate words, get up Ram, become barren, the glory of this

1:17:05 world is removed, you heard the words of the Guru, touch your feet, there was no joy, no sadness, fear arose naturally, you your own joy arose, Uday Giri on the stage, Raghuvar child kite became saint Saroj, all the eyes were brinj Siyavar,

1:17:53 Jai Ramchandra, Jai Hanuman, Jai Umapati Mahadev, say it brothers Ram ji saw Lakshman smiling, he saw Raghupati Lakhan Niva like this and did it like this, he understood, come here, Lakshman ji was very scared, he was very scared of Lord Ram, he came near with love

1:18:39 because he was still fluttering, he is sitting close, he is sitting close, Vishnu saw, he must have done it like this, this is very fashionable these days, he said the electrician had come, the electrician had not come, I do n't know what it means [laughs] you should underline all these lines. Raghupati Laxman cannot be saved by lakhs. God look now. Vishwamitra

1:19:28 [music] The time is auspicious. Aa [music] said with utmost affection that what was the auspicious time? What was auspicious in this ? Now if brother had demolished the house first then others would have said that we could have demolished it too. When everyone loses then the power of prayer comes; the work which we have lost after doing, whether we have lost or not, then it will seem that it would have happened to us also, we had not tried,

1:20:14 Swami ji we could have also done it, the auspicious time is that when God rises to break the ego, Vishwamitra, in that time, Sub-Jani said in a very loving tone, come, wake up Ram, wake up Ram [music] wake up Ram, break the Bhav Chapa Bhav, remove

1:21:04 my father, father, that is why wake up Ram, this is the guru who wakes up God for us, don't sit like that quietly, why people are very sad, we are not going to get you married, your power is already done, Shaktimaan is one, but people are sad, wake up Ram, break the Bhav Chapa Bhav, it means this is the world, yes see, this of Shivji does not end, Janak's sorrow, God is one, the existing one is present, the other is active,

1:21:53 here you exist or are present? The present is already there. You are actively listening, the guru sitting here said, yes, get started. Many people sit like this, it is so disturbing. He said ok let's go. Meaning, some enthusiasm, absolutely quiet, the poor guy is trapped very badly, God was sitting quietly till now, some heat is needed to work and

1:22:39 Laxman ji did the work of providing heat, then someone will become active, there will be some heat, there will be some attraction, hurry up a bit, do the work, do it, run, run, that is why you get scolded. Are you just sitting idle, not working, not studying? Go and study. Well, yes. All parents ask their child, what will you do when you grow up? Will you open a paan shop? If we have this much money then we can open a paan shop. You will repair the puncture of the bicycle. Go. If you are scolding then you are not doing anything. So look how nice Raju next door is, there's you. Let's create some heat by scolding. Guru Bhagwan said in heat, hurry up. His love is different, this one is different. That's why the

1:23:26 poor guy is fluttering. He is getting birth after birth. Sometimes his wife, sometimes his husband, sometimes money, sometimes fame, he loves everywhere except you. Not worried. Oh, Lord Rama did not say this. We are we up? Did n't you tell me first? You did not tell me early. I will not be ready prepared. Hmm, it is the saint who inspires God. Why? Because the saint has a relationship with him. Someone should come to meet you. Maybe you did n't meet me. But you said, okay he has sent it. Swami ji has sent it. Yes, definitely yes. Will you get it immediately everything is contact based

1:24:19 if someone does not have contact with God if you go directly then he will not entertain anyone only someone was very close to Lord Ram, see a little of his nature also see his effect Lord Ram gets up heard Guru's words aa [music] heard Guru's words heard Guru's words charan siru naava heard Guru's words heard Guru's words charan siro naava harsh

1:25:06 sadhna why did you do pranam? Why did you bow down? Gurudev, I will do whatever you say. The body is ours, the mind is yours. When we come to the Guru. We don't have a mind of our own. We make a commitment to our Guru that from today onwards our whole mind will be with you. We will do whatever you say. We will fulfil all your resolutions What happened to your resolution We do not have any resolution We will kill you He said, you can kill me, I will scold you, I will strangle you, you can strangle me

1:25:51 Ram ji bowed down, he is not happy, he did not get up with surprise, he was the first one to do a parikrama, he did not get up, he was not anxious, why is he just the medium God, you know who is the motivator of deeds, God, Guru and this desire, the one who will be the motivator will become the sustainer, the solution will also be his, he listened to the words of Guru, bowed his head, underlined him, happiness, some emotion, some came, happiness, sorrow, time, kritva, profit, victory, tato, Yudhas

1:26:46 naim sapas, the explanation of Gita is calm, oh father, it's enough, what will happen, father, Guru, you are after me all the time, do this work, stop it, fear arose, who did not stand up naturally, Ram ji stood up, his tongue Mrigraj, his built up, especially this portion, as if he was a lion, as soon as he went on stage, everyone

1:27:31 felt that someone had possessed him. Like the sun rises in the morning. All the saints started playing in the form of lotus. Some people's presence is very dominating without talking. Why? There was peace. I greeted everyone. There were many sages around. Went to each one. Remember, the elders should be made to realise that we are going with your permission. Working is not important. We need your blessings and inspiration. Raman Muni

1:28:18 354 plus 4 great Ram Muni asked for efforts. He said, look God, he did not do this. He said, Lord we should go, he said Ram Dhanush you Ram, everyone is saying Ram you go, there were friends with father, remember Sayani, they did not go, everyone was watching carefully, was commenting, he said, Sita you, I got up and went, I bowed down. The question is not what worked? What do you

1:29:06 think? Who is behind you? Who is behind you? cooked food. Whose inspiration was that? Did you become pure after making it? Ram ji walked with his long hair. Beautiful soft hands. A little smile on the face, they did not laugh too loudly, they were gurus, they mostly laughed in their mind, let the smile continue, you did not tell them, okay brother what should I do, so let me go and break your bow in your life too, did I go or got

1:29:59 up or not? I will pick it up only if there is a guru. He said get up, he won't pick it up himself. He needs someone to pick him up. We will see tomorrow whether Ram also leaves.