Gooning is not normal.

0:00 Why is porn free? Why is it shoved down your throat at every occurrence? On every movie, on every show, on every app of social media, why is it shoved down your throat? I want you to realize something. You have seen more naked women in your life than every single one of your ancestors. And yet, you don't have a family. You don't have kids. You don't have a meaning. Why is it? How can you spend so much life energy on all of these women and yet you have nothing to show FOR IT? WHY IS IT YOU'RE SO LOST and the only thing that feels good in your life IS THIS PORN? WHY IS IT SO DEEPLY ingrained

0:47 inside OF YOUR HEART? WHY IS IT SHOVED DOWN YOUR throat no matter where you look? You see, I want you to understand that a stressor in your life, something that you feel stressed towards doing, like when you let your homework pile up or you say something to somebody and you're waiting on their reply or you're feeling stressed out to go to the gym, that is your initiation. That is what is prompting you. It is a good thing because when you get stressed out to do it, that means you need to go do it. It gets bad if you're feeling that stress and you suppress it though. So, something I've noticed with nicotine and with lust at the same time is when I have fallen for one, I have probably

1:32 fallen for the other. And the common denominator is they're both stress relievers. You see, if you have a stress reliever, that means you're not doing as much. That is why all the no nut November and all the no nut problems, they're saying they can do so much more now because they're holding in that stressor and they're actually doing something. They're actually getting a maternal gain out of it or a spiritual gain out of it. That's why they say they actually go and talk to women now because they're keeping that stressor and they're controlling it. You know, I want you to imagine how powerful your sexual energy is and how crucial it is that you stop wasting it on these

2:18 demonic entities that are feeding off of you. Is if you imagine a lustful scene in your head, a sexual scene in your head, you can almost get it perfect every single time. You can enact the emotion. Your brain, your nervous system thinks you're actually doing it. So your nervous system, like Jesus said when he said, "If you even look at a woman with lust in your heart, you have committed adultery because you have actually done it." Your nervous system thinks you actually did it. It thinks you actually had sex with this woman. But you have nothing to show. You have a confliction inside of yourself. Why is it once again you have seen thousands and thousands and thousands and you could go on internet on the internet right now and see thousands more of naked women having

3:05 sex but yet you have nothing to show for it. That is not normal. The doctors now are even saying it's not an addiction. It's not an addiction that I do something 12 hours a day. It's not an addiction that these kids are literally so enveloped in this sexual content. Are you kidding me? And then they're saying, "Well, you have to release a certain number of times a week." Your body has wet dreams to to care for that. If you have an excess of semen, you're going to release it through your wet dream. That is the whole point of them. So, all of them telling you it's normal to do this because yes, it is normal to have a sexual desire. It is normal to have an urge to reproduce. That is obvious. It

3:52 is not normal to spend hours and hours and hours a day to watch other people have sex. If you try to put that in any other context, it doesn't make any sense. Like eating is a natural desire. But we don't sit there and watch somebody eat food for 12 hours a day. We don't pay to watch somebody eat food. That's a natural desire. But why is it not as perverted? And actually, now that I think about it, it is getting to that point with the mukbangs. People are actually perverting food to that desire, too, which hasn't even been a problem until now. So, I want you to think about that because that sexual desire in you to go do something,

4:37 that's what it feels like when you're getting this sexual urge inside of you that is prompting you. You need to go get to work. you need to go do something, but you release it and you fall back into this trap that you'll never get out of. You know why? Specifically, I think God is the only way to solve it, especially now, especially as we grow deeper and deep deeper into this sexual perversion because it quite literally is everywhere you look in the world. I made a new Facebook account and you want to know the two topics that were on there the whole entire time. This is brand new. I'm telling you, it was literal clips from porn. It wasn't like actual porn. It was like the beginning of them. And

5:22 it was food. And I found it so funny. Why are these just shoveves down my throat the second I made a Facebook keep you on there to steal your energy? You know, you could be using that for something so much better in your life. You could be using that same imagination to imagine the life that God has called you to live. To imagine success in your life, to imagine you getting up and you getting out there, you working out, you running, you reading, you writing, you studying, but you release the same drive that is going to get you to do all of those things. And I'm telling you, it is very, very difficult. I've quit multiple addictions, but lust is one that

6:09 continues to bite me in the butt because I still think I'm strong enough to resist. You know, I there's a direct correlation with if I stay on my phone for a certain amount of hours plus, my increased likelihood of falling to my lust is pretty high because you just see it all day. And sin is couching out the door. It's desirous for you, but you must master it. You know, no matter where you go right now, you're going to see it everywhere. And what I've seen, Snapchat, Reddit, and Twitter are by far the worst. I've had to delete all those three. Instagram is a close second. I mean, no, Facebook is actually probably the worst. I can't even have that app in my phone. I post on it, but I delete it right after. I

6:54 make sure I never go on it in my [clears throat] house. And if I do, it needs to be when I am uh like out and about or with friends or something because it is actually putrid going on there. I've had to turn off multiple shows which is kind of hard. You know, Jesus goes up to the sick man who's laying down and he says, "Do you want to be made well? Do you want to be healed?" which stabbed me in the heart because I've thought back to the time in my life where I've said I wanted God to take away my lust. I've wanted God to take away my desire for, you know, watching these types of movies and watching porn and just lusting over girls, texting them, texting them, all of this. And a part of me wanted to release it,

7:41 but a part of me wanted to hold it a whole lot more. And that just hurts so bad because I asked God time and time again, please God, take it away. But I wasn't even giving it up. No. So you really have to come to the conscious decision that you are fully done with it. And if you do not come to that u decision, you will not do it. It's very brutal. It is very addicting. And it is couching out the door. And its desire is for you. This lust is couching out the door because it takes away your power. It takes away your initiation to go and try stuff. It takes and separates you from God and from his perfect design. God calls us the bride and he is the groom

8:30 to form this covenant of marriage. And do you want to know what is distorting this view? It's porn. It's sleeping around. This marriage covenant between us and God is completely perverted through porn. It is complete perversion and spit in the face to God to watch porn. It is much deeper than you realize. And if you want to go into the psychological aspects of it, too, some people say the brain scans match up almost perfectly in sync with people who do meth. That's how your brain fires up when you're watching this stuff. to the people who are just watching it all day. You're quite literally frying your brain. You're going on there. So, a real life human being and you're leveling

9:16 down to the level that this is just a hunk of meat for me to get my desire from. Which is why you go out and you see women as that in life, too. You see them at the gym and they're just all objects to you because that is what you've trained your body to see them as. They're no longer made in the image of God, which is such a perversion. You know, one of the fear of God moments I had was I was perverting women in my mind. And God said, why are you looking at my daughters like that? I mean, and that was like, oh my goodness, what am I doing? I need to repent from that because that is such a perversion and that [clears throat] is extremely scary that he made his women

10:01 They're beautiful and I'm perverting that through my own sexual desire. I'm I'm belittling them down to a level of an object. And this isn't to say that it's their fault because then that's what we turn to next. Well, it's their fault they dress like that. It's their fault they post that. First, Jesus said, "Gouch out your eye if it causes you to sin." He doesn't say, "Kill the other person." He doesn't say, "Put clothes on them." He says, "Gouge out your eye." And the second, he tells the woman to go and sin no more, the adulterous women. But one of the most beautiful things I've heard is in the Gospel of John when they're going to cast the first stone. And Jesus says, "Who have ever who who has ever never sinned? Cast the first stone." And as he's riding in the

10:48 ground, he looks up and he talks to the woman and says, "Have they condemned you? Where have they gone?" says, "No." He says, "Neither will I go and sin no more." He's not here to condemn you. He's not here to make you feel bad. He's here to help you. He's here to give you an exit way out. He's here to help you through your addictions and your ravenous desires. But as you begin to starve these and run away from your lust, I promise you, your vigor for life will grow substantially. Your desire to get better will grow substantially. Your view of women will grow substantially because you're no longer

11:35 distorting them to a view of just an object for you. They're daughter in Christ. They are your father's daughter and you are perverting them. That's all I got today. God bless you all. Love you guys and thank you again for watching.