The "Disabled" Vtuber Who Faked Her ENTIRE Life .. and Death?!

0:00 Amirais Blue was a small UK-based VTuber, and I mean small. She wasn't on anyone's radar, barely averaging 50 views on her streams. But those who did watch her found someone bubbly, bright, and sweet. She loved visual novels. She sang karaoke. She even had gen mates. And together, they were part of a tiny VTuber agency called Haxis. It all seemed normal. small-time YouTubers doing what they love until one day everything changed. Out of nowhere, Blue uploaded a video to her channel and she was crying. Her voice shook as she explained her decision to graduate. Why? Because her health was failing. She said she had been in a serious accident and was now paraplegic. She could no longer

0:46 walk and her condition was deteriorating fast. I'm going to be graduating effective like immediately. One of the reasons is that I can no longer get back access to my Twitch because well, I don't have that phone number anymore and they're refusing to help. So, the other thing is my health because there's been something that I've been keeping secret for a while that I haven't really told anyone except close friends. Um, but I wanted to go public now that um, a few months ago, I don't remember how long ago, sometime in the summer. Um, I got into an accident. I won't go in detail because I don't want you guys to be too upset, but um, basically I can't walk anymore. And I

1:33 was getting a bit better, but now my health is declining again, and it's really hard to do everything. So doing Vtubing on top of daily things like getting out of bed and doing my exercises and eating and and drinking and you know just it gets too much so I need to leave before it gets too much. Okay. In her Discord she told her fans she'd sat on the decision for a while but she couldn't quote physically do this anymore. It was heartbreaking but nobody expected what would come next. On the day of her graduation a post appeared on Reddit. It announced that Amarillis Blue had passed away. She had suffered a fatal heart attack. Medics tried to save her but failed. Fans were

2:19 stunned. Many had just discovered her for the first time and now she was just gone. According to the Reddit post written by a fellow High Access member, the entire agency was disbanding. They claimed they had lost access to all of their accounts. It was a perfect storm of tragedy. a young VTuber with a small but loyal following gone too soon. And her story touched people. Her final video, which had barely gotten any views at first, suddenly exploded. Her graduation stream jumped from 50 views to over 77,000 views. And her Tik Tok account clips were pulling over 60,000 views or more. People left comments saying, "I hope her family is okay. May you rest in peace." And that's very sad.

3:05 She posted a video less than 24 hours ago saying she was graduating, but most of them echoed the same sentiment that they wish they had found her sooner. Meanwhile, in her Discord, her fans also got the unexpected news and mourned in their own way, still in shock. And her cousin, a girl named Maria or Marionica, who was also her manager, made the rounds to confirm the news. In the Haxis Discord, she formally announced Blue's passing. She also explained that due to the sudden spike in attention, they were wiping Blue's old content to protect any sensitive information. On top of that, Maria decided to step down from her position as manager of High Access. To most people, that all made sense. A family in grief, a sudden tragedy, a

3:52 small community trying to heal. But there were a few things that didn't sit quite right. Why did the agency lose access to all the accounts just because Blue died? Why did Maria seem a little too close to everything? And what was with that bizarre Reddit thread she posted after? For now, most people simply brushed it off. They were too busy grieving, celebrating Blue's life, and supporting each other. But soon, the story would take a turn. A very unexpected one. Not long after the death announcement, a second Reddit thread appeared, also written by Maria. But this time, it wasn't about mourning. It was a complaint. The thread was titled, "Why does it take death for someone to become popular?" Maria wasn't just sad.

4:37 She was bitter, angry even, that Amiris Blue hadn't received this level of attention before her passing. She wrote, "Why does no one pay attention until someone is gone?" Earlier today, I posted the announcement that Amarillis Blue died. Now, mere hours later, and she's gone semiviral. The post had over 1k upvotes and her graduation video now has 1.8k views. I just don't understand why the algorithm works this way. But when that post got downvoted, Maria complained about it in Blue's Discord server. It's gone back up now. But the fact it immediately got downvoted made me cackle. People hate me speaking the [ __ ] truth. Like the [ __ ] is this? She's gone and only now people are caring. I've lost all hope in humanity.

5:24 A user tried to gently explain that it's normal for people to become curious after someone passes away. He said he understood her frustration, but added, "Iregardless of your disclaimer at the start, an unfortunate amount of people would take this the wrong way, but Maria wasn't having it." She replied, "I mean, yeah, I get the curiosity, but it shouldn't have blown up this much." Then she said something no one really knew how to process. I can't be that selfish because I'm related to her in every sense and I can easily impersonate her. True selfishness would be pretending to be her and never making her death public. It was strange, overly specific and unprompted, almost like a scenario she had already fought through. Yet,

6:10 most people brushed it off. They assumed she was grieving in her own way. But for a few, that line stuck with them. Three months passed. The morning slowed, tributes faded, and Haxis was officially gone. Amiris Blue had been grieved, memorialized, and quietly moved on from. But then, out of nowhere, she returned. Amirillis Blue uploaded a new video to her channel. She was alive. She claimed she had suffered a heart attack, but had miraculously survived. Hello, my name is Ammy Arilus Blue. You may know me as the girl that died back in November or something like that. Let me explain. Let me Sorry, it's been a while. Let me

6:56 explain what happened. She explained that during her hospital stay, she was unconscious, barely aware, and heavily medicated. At the time, she said she instructed the hospital not to contact anyone about her condition. So, naturally, her friends believed she had died. And while they were wrong to announce her death, she forgave them. It was all just a big misunderstanding. Her story was strange, but oddly believable. She didn't seem angry, just tired, but grateful to be alive and unsure if she ever wanted to come back to the internet. But when she finally did, people welcomed her back with open arms. Many had missed their chance to support Blue the first time, and they weren't going to make that mistake again. Her story, surviving a heart attack,

7:42 battling chronic illness, and coming back from the brink, touched people, and especially those struggling with health issues of their own. Tribute videos were made, supporters gathered. She was no longer some unknown VTuber. She was inspiring. And then her channel blew up. During one of her live streams, you could literally see her subscriber count ticking up by the hundreds in real time. She was finally living the dream. People loved her and they wanted to support her. 6 days after her return, she debuted a new VTuber outfit. And it wasn't just a new model. It was a gift. An artist named Midas had been deeply moved by Blue's story. Mida's own mother had battled serious heart issues. And hearing Blue's story hit so close to

8:29 home that she dropped everything to help. Even though Midas herself was sick and exhausted at the time, she poured her energy into making Blue a custom model and fast, a gesture of empathy, of the utmost care. And Blue's new model debut was a celebration. She showed off her new look, her personality, her strength. And from the outside, Blue had everything she'd ever wanted. A new model, a massive influx of viewers, supportive mods, and a community that genuinely cared. She had gone from complete obscurity to a beloved Brazilian figure in the VTuber world and was now getting over 400 viewers per stream, which is nothing to scoff at. Everything was finally falling into place. It looked like nothing could stop

9:16 her until something did because behind the scenes, someone was watching and they were piecing things together. A new YouTube channel would appear with a very pointed name, Blueless. And with one video, they would start to unravel the entire world Blue had built. At this point, Amarillis Blue had it all. A miraculous comeback, a hundreds of live viewers, and a new model made by an artist moved by her story. Support from fans, sympathy from strangers, and the kind of attention most indie YouTubers could only dream of. But something felt off. There were whispers, inconsistencies, little things that didn't quite add up. Then a new YouTube channel appeared. It was called

10:02 Blueless. And on it, a video titled The Vtuber That Faked Her Death. At first, it didn't get much traction. Barely 100 views, but the content inside, it was damning. The video dove straight into the core of Highaxis, Blue's original VTuber agency. Blue often streamed with her gen mates and they sang together, talked together, laughed together. But the Blueless video suggested something shocking. They were all the same person. Each gen mate was just Blue doing different voices. Their audio tracks weren't naturally interacting. They were layered. And there was no genuine interruptions or flow between them. Just a onewoman performance.

10:48 And I'll go higher. And you couldn't take me down if you tried. [Music] However, it didn't stop at High Axis. Blueless also claimed that while Blue was supposedly dead during the three-month gap, she had been busy creating two new VTuber agencies, Celeste and the Luminary Project, and both featured different talents. But according to the video, all the voices were once again suspiciously similar to Blues. The voices weren't just similar, they were nearly identical. Same tone, same breath patterns, and same laugh. The conclusion, Blue didn't just fake

11:34 her own death. She may have created entire agencies of fake VTubers. Each one voiced, written, and operated by her. Then came Marionica, the cousin who had announced Blue's death and later ran the Discord. Blueless highlighted that Blue's Tik Tok account only followed four people. One of them was Marionica. That alone wasn't suspicious, but what was the voice, the microphone quality, the suspiciously similar model? And in one clip, Marionica seemed to slip, her accent wavering, sounding exactly like Blue with only slight vocal modulation. Um, you may be wondering, uh, what is happening with the girls? Why they haven't been posting? Well,

12:21 basically, but very simply, um, we're all too tired to If Blue had truly been dead, then brought back and also created multiple agencies, could she also have faked being her own cousin? Was the grieving Maria just another mask? And that line from her Reddit thread now felt even more suspicious. I'm related to her in every sense, and I can easily impersonate her. What once felt like grief now felt like foreshadowing. The video also highlighted strange overly formal tweets from the agencies. Fake feeling Discord messages welcoming new talents all written in the same tone with the same grammar quirks. Welcome. Thanks. Welcome. Thank you. Welcome cat. Thank

13:09 you. The interactions felt fake, like someone talking to themsel in a mirror. It was hard to prove, but nothing felt quite organic. It was almost like people felt like something was off, but couldn't quite put their fingers on it. And though most of the internet hadn't caught on yet, a growing few were starting to whisper. Was Blue really alone behind the curtain? After the Blueless Expose, everything changed. At first, Blue tried to keep calm. Her mods told her to ignore it. They said the drama would pass, that people would forget. This is the internet after all. But Blue didn't. She couldn't. Instead, she responded publicly. And that's when the spiral began. She uploaded three backto-back videos to her channel trying

13:56 to explain everything. In them, she claimed she hadn't faked her death, that she'd had a real heart attack, that she was unconscious for most of her hospital stay, and told doctors not to share any updates. So when her friends assumed she had died and publicly announced it, she said it was just a tragic misunderstanding. I didn't announce my death or my I I guess I didn't really know that I was going to die. Um um so I didn't know that my death was announced publicly. She then claimed her cousin Maria aka Mario did know she had survived, but Blue said she lied to protect her to cover for her cousin's mistake. She even said her parents had encouraged it, believing they could profit from her sudden popularity.

14:41 My parents knew not only did they know, but they actually went along with what she did, they enabled what she said. And why? Because surprise, there was money involved. They saw an opportunity to monetize my channel once it had enough views, collect sympathy donations if that didn't work out, and of course, all the attention. It just turned into a way for them to profit. In one video, she said she felt guilty, not because she lied, but because she didn't get popular for the right reasons, and that she wished her growth came from her content and not the tragedy. But the more Blue tried to explain, the more people started asking if all of this was true, why did it sound like she was improvising? Up until

15:26 that point, much of the controversy was contained and buried in obscure YouTube videos and small Discord servers. But when Blue brought the allegations onto Twitter, that's when things started to truly unravel. Because by doing so, she had unintentionally alerted her entire fan base to the drama. People who had never seen the Blue List video started watching it and it changed everything. Now even her biggest supporters were starting to question what they believed and according to her own community that was how many of them even discovered the Blueless Expose in the first place because Blue tweeted about it herself. In an effort to clear her name, Blue began posting proof videos, recordings of her talking with her gen mates to

16:12 prove they were real people. But even these came across as strange. The audio was choppy. The voices were suspiciously similar. It didn't feel like a real conversation. It felt like a performance. And the more she defended herself, the more people started noticing things she couldn't explain away. After the expose video from Blueless dropped, the cracks in Blue's story became impossible to ignore. But despite the mounting evidence, no one dared to accuse her outright. Blueless, even with all the clips side by sides and analysis, still received significant push back. Because while the voice comparisons and persona inconsistencies were suspicious, they weren't concrete proof. There was no medical records, no

16:58 public admission, nothing definitive. And the idea of falsely accusing a sick disabled girl, someone who had supposedly survived a heart attack and lived with paraplegia, was unthinkable to many. If people were wrong, the guilt would be enormous. So, even those who felt something was off stayed silent. Despite Blue's attempt to prove her genmates were real by uploading Discord recordings, the Blueless channel escalated their analysis. They released direct voice comparisons, putting Blue's voice side by side with her supposed genates. In one clip, they compared Blue's laugh with Mamoo's, and they weren't just similar, they were nearly identical in tone, timing, even the little vocal hiccup at the end of the

17:46 laugh. I'm sorry. Why am I laughing so much? Well, this is a great start. This is a great start. I just ended stream because they followed it up with singing comparisons showing clips from both Highaxis and Celestever where different members had supposedly performed the same songs except when placed side by side the voices matched down to the breathing and phrasing. I don't know. It's my

18:32 [Music] It was clear they weren't multiple girls singing. There was one girl using

19:17 slightly different pitches and styles, performing as different personas, but Blue tried to dismiss it by saying, "We just grew up together. That's why we talk the same. We come from the same area." But at this point, even supporters were starting to realize this wasn't about talking the same. It was about being the same. But then came this. Momo, supposedly her gen mate, was caught shopping for a laptop for Blue. A strange thing for a coworker to do unless they were the same person. But perhaps the most devastating contradiction came from her Dia Shizuku persona. A VTuber Blue claimed was someone entirely different. On September 7, Dia uploaded a vlog walking through a public park. This directly contradicted

20:05 Blue's previous claim that she was paraplegic, a disability she had said was the reason for her graduation. one she had incorporated into her branding and used to connect with chronically ill fans. She even retweeted posts like this. Being chronically ill is not a gimmick or a trend. It's a shitty reality many of us have to live with. Except for Blue, it apparently was a gimmick. Then she slipped. During a live stream, Blue forgot to log out out of one of her alt accounts named Riley Piley and even left a comment on the Blueless video defending herself. Even if it was true, what does it change? She's still small enough for it not to matter that my quality could be explained by them being in the same room/ studio. Maybe, but the other

20:53 points are sort of valid, but really, who cares? Let her do what she wants. She's not really hurting anyone much. The account had previously uploaded footage of the same park that appeared in the Dia vlog, further proving that Riley, Dia, and Blue were all the same person. Then there was Alex, Blue's supposed boyfriend and Discord mod. He posted a reassuring voice message into the server. I've ever met, and it was Blue doing a male voice impression. Then came this absolute gem. Another quote unquote man, Stefan, appeared in a Discord meeting for Luminary Idol Project, which was allegedly the other VTuber agency Blue

21:38 had started previously. And again, it was her. She was voicing every single participant in the call. And because I had to watch that video, you're going to have to do so, too. So, my name is Stephen. I am the manager of you girls at Luminary Idol Project St. um Hello, my name is Amar and I am a new YouTuber. I haven't really done much yet, but Hello everyone. My name is I have been streaming for almost a week now and making content for almost a week. I'm really excited to work with you. Oh,

22:23 hey, there's even a Pipa spotted in the wild. As the controversy escalated, other people started paying the price. Midas, the artist who created Blue's model out of kindness, began receiving harassment. She had made the model for free. Touched by Blue's story, because her own mother had battled a heart condition, but now her work was being tied to a scandal she had no part in. Once people started pointing it out, she deleted her tweet and posted messages trying to clarify her position. So, I've just been shown some things that have left me incredibly distressed. I need time to get clarification on these things. Hopefully, the proof to the contrary is substantial enough. I'm [ __ ] shaking. I'm so upset. Until clarification, I have removed a recent project from my feet. If it returns,

23:10 then I am confident in it again. If not, I will use less vague wording to express my insane disappointment, but the damage was done. A gesture of empathy had been turned into a source of anxiety. Then she decides to tackle the allegations head on. There are allegations against someone I made a model for. As such, I have pulled down my advertising tweets for them until a final resolution is reached. I've not disallowed her from using the model and regardless of the outcome, bad or good, the design is so specific, I wouldn't be able to reuse it. So, if I pulled the rights, it would be wasted work. Circumstances of the model. I made it in 6 days in various Discord voice calls and I have whips I sent people in DMs to substantiate my claim with timestamps. I reached out because she came back from the dead

23:56 because her claimed heart issues are very similar to that of my mother and I felt incredibly emotionally incentivized to offer support since I can't support financially. So with her artistic direction, I kind of went sick mode and made a model in blind speed mode. Of course, I spent a few days so engrossed in this project, I neglected my own health myself, and I'm currently now ill. When I posted publicly about the model, I was then bombarded with messages, DMs, and links to the allegations. If they are false, I don't regret supporting someone who has heart issues. But if they are true, I was a naive fool who didn't see past surface level presentation. Because in my mind, seeing my mother struggle daily. Who would fake that? Regardless, false or true, it is not in my character to retract the gift made in earnestness. I

24:44 just hope my blind faith is not misplaced. As the situation escalated and more eyes turned towards the blueless expose, Blue entered panic mode. Tension were rising and people were starting to enter her server to dig. Then came what she described as a dog scare. According to her mods, the panic began when people uncovered a registered parent company in the UK, one allegedly linked to her, complete with an old address still attached to it. There were rumors that the company name was traceable, though details on that were murky. To make things worse, someone had allegedly found a LinkedIn profile that they claimed was hers. Again, no hard confirmation, but it added to the rising pressure. Then, a user joined her Discord server, said nothing, and immediately left. According

25:31 to Blue, they had joined solely to retrieve the server ID, possibly for tracking purposes. That's when she initiated a lockdown. Invite links were disabled, access was restricted. She sent lots of stays safe messages. She tried to control who could get in and who could still see what. At the same time, she posted this statement. They get away with practically bullying a girl off the internet. Whether I'm innocent or not doesn't matter. This is disgusting. I really don't want to come back. Blue framed this situation as a targeted harassment campaign, casting herself as a victim, not of her own lies, but of a toxic internet mob. Shortly after, she would disappear briefly, but not because the story had ended. It was about to spiral even

26:17 further. She posted a short where she seemed visibly distressed, begging the internet to leave her alone. But what came next was the most terrifying moment for her community. After the graduation post, Blue suddenly vanished. The short coupled with her disappearance made her entourage panic. Her mods, who had supported her from the very beginning, were left in the dark. They couldn't contact her. They didn't know where she was. They feared the worst. In a desperate attempt to help, they tried reaching out to Alex, Blue's quote unquote boyfriend, who, unbeknownst to them at the time, didn't exist. He was just another one of Blue's personas. For several hours, they stayed up. They didn't sleep. They didn't eat. They just sat there waiting, hoping, and wondering

27:03 if their friend was still alive. Eventually, Blue came back with an update. She claimed she had attempted suicide. She said that she had been luckily found by a passerby, taken to the hospital, and then diagnosed with appendicitis. But the timeline didn't quite add up. During the first hour of her supposed suicide attempt, she had been messaging her artist, Midas, in private. But in their conversation, there was no mention of suicidal thoughts. There was no emergency, no panic. But when Blue was pressed with questions, she would often claim that she was too medicated to answer, saying things like, "Sorry, I'm really high on morphine right now. Let's talk later." It became her go-to explanation, a kind

27:49 of catch-all defense. And while pain medication can use confusion, it did raise questions when she was still posting on YouTube and Twitter during her supposed hospital stay. But for the mods, people who had just spent hours fearing for her life, the emotional damage was real. They would later say this moment shattered their trust more than anything else. Later on, she decided to announce her graduation. She was completely done. At this point, there were just too many inconsistencies to ignore. Her moderators finally reached their breaking point. They decided it was time to confront her directly. First, the mods tried reaching out to either Amy, short for Amarillis, or Mooro. Both

28:36 accounts allegedly active at the same time, but only Mamoo responded. They asked her to join a voice call to discuss the allegations from the Blueless video, specifically the Riley account and a few others. They call her Amy and make it clear that they want straight answers this time. This probably isn't going to work through text. Can you just join the call? But Momo refuses. The walls here are really thin. She says, "Guys, it's almost 1000 p.m. I can't." The mods press on anyway. Spectre, one of the few remaining people trying to get clarity, replies, "We're a bit done with all. We just want honesty from you." Moira suggests maybe they could add Amy to the call, but claims she's probably sleeping. Spectre isn't

29:21 having it. Then can both of you call tomorrow at the same time? I've stopped being convinced. Then the questions start to hit harder. How real is Alex? Momo responds with deflection, claiming she has proof and sends a screenshot supposedly from Amy's account meant to show she was sharing YouTube premium subscription with a real friend. She said Amy had sent it to an investigator as evidence. But one question lingered. Why did Momo have this screenshot from Amy's account? No one gets straight answers. And Spectre continues pushing. What about you playing piano? Why did you play the same song the exact same way twice like it was a misclick? Why did Amy say muscle memory just for you to repeat the line, not her? And what about today's video? Was it

30:06 pre-recorded, scripted? Why were you two in a call for 30 minutes for a 3inut upload? Why did Amy bring up the hospital beep so many times like she wanted to sell the idea she really was there? Moira replies, "You're all overthinking too much. I understand, but please take a moment to calm down." But Spectre's done playing nice. Amy, Momo, whoever you are, I want to, but can we get a truth? I've been fed lie after lie after lie. I'm so done with it. We all are. The sheer lack of evidence, it's just stupid. Mamora finally snaps. Amy isn't going to come back on her account. She didn't even want me to tell anyone, but I have to now, don't I? Someone close to her has been fully doxed due to

30:53 the situation. So, she's shutting down everything. She's never coming back, so none of it matters anymore. Whether it was true or not doesn't [ __ ] matter. But it did matter. It mattered to the people who had spent weeks supporting her, defending her, worrying for her. All they wanted was one thing, the truth. Spectre replied calmly. You know, I really did think I don't care if she lies. I just want her to be happy and healthy. We all did. But time and time again, we've just been disappointed and tired. Mammoro didn't flinch. Can't you realize how serious this is? It doesn't matter. None of this matters. Spectre: Amy, you tried. You really did. You could have gone places. Mamo snaps back.

31:41 I'm not her, but you won't [ __ ] believe me, so whatever. Spectre stayed grounded, still searching for something honest. I just wanted to hear, "Hey, I'm sorry for lying about this, but isn't it weird? You haven't both talked at the same time in a live call with multiple people." That alone could have proven something. Could have shut us up, could have not misclicked, could have not fed us more lies. Also, what about the suicide attempt? Why didn't Amy show hospital papers? Why is your birth certificate dating incorrect? I don't care. I want to hear it because that's you, right? And instead of answering, Momo turned it back on them. Yeah, I knew that was going to happen. All right, just believe what you want. They ask her again, just give us some proof.

32:26 But Mamora shuts down. Nothing I will say will change your [ __ ] mind. I'm so fed up with this. I never wanted to be dragged into this. I hate the internet. I hate her. I want nothing to do with it anymore. I'm logging out and never coming back. Spectre's final words. Seek therapy after this with all respect. Moo says she will. And that's where the call ends. It was the straw that broke the camel's back. For the mod team, this wasn't just a failed confrontation. It was a confirmation that they had been deceived from the start. That was the moment they finally decided it was time to reveal everything. The mod expose didn't reveal anything new. Not really. It just confirmed what many already feared and what Blue had worked so hard to deny.

33:11 Yes, she was every member of Hax's that was now beyond doubt. 100% confirmed by them out of the horse's mouth. And I can show you proof of this. They have confirmed that they themselves were all of the members of Highaxis. And when her story began falling apart in the background, she started spiraling, freaking out in mod chats, trying to maintain control over a collapsing narrative. Then came the suicide scare, the same story she had already told her fans. But now her own mod team was laying it out in painful detail. They had tried to contact Alex, the man she claimed was her boyfriend, only to realize he didn't exist. She had been talking to herself. She claimed a passerby found her and that doctors diagnosed her with appendicitis. A

33:58 detail that strangely matched a story Momo had told a year earlier. Uh, an interesting scenario in all of this is that last year Mom Momo had appendicitis 2. She had also once claimed to be on an oxygen tank, and this was a huge point most people defending her would rely on, though even the mods admitted they had no way to verify whether that part was true. What they could confirm was that she created numerous alternate accounts, commenting under her own videos, defending herself on Reddit, and even making threads on 4chan to control the narrative. In one case, she even made up an entire persona who was supposedly dating Moira, a character that again she was also playing. This is the other

34:45 person. Uh this this Noir individual. I'm going to pin this. Um that's another one to get into. Yeah, Noir's not real either. The cousin, they're also not real. Apparently, they were dating Momo. Um, but Momo's Ammy. The emotional fallout was one thing, but there was financial consequences, too. Over £1,000 has been raised through Kofi, much of it during her resurrection arc. And while all of it was refunded, which is great, those donations were made under false pretenses, fueled by a story that wasn't real. and it didn't take into account the non-monetary gifts she had received, like the free VTuber model, for example. Some mods explained they had donated themselves, and one of them made it

35:30 clear that he didn't want revenge. He just wanted her to stop. I truly do feel bad for them. They seem very unwell. They seem very lonely. Life is in a position that they don't, you know, seem great. And I just want them, human to human, I just want them to get the help they need to move on from all this and to go forward in life and flourish. When asked whether they'd ever heard Amy and Momo speak at the same time, the answer was no. One would type while the other talked or both would type, which felt odd. So, I I seem to remember one very

36:17 specific time when they were both in VC unmuted. I can't remember if they both talked at the same time. Um, but that is interesting. Usually, if they're both in the VC, one of them is talking, one of them is typing. Um, or they're both typing, which is interesting. And for all of her efforts to deny the allegations publicly, it was Blue herself who drew attention to them. Her constant tweets, updates, and rebutrals led fans who hadn't even seen the expose to finally watch the Blueless video. And when they did, they believed it. The only reason I found out of the sock puppet allegations was because she was

37:05 making community posts about it. And I was like, I looked at the community post and I'm like, what is happening? Cuz she they would not have been in my radar if it wasn't for her bringing any attention to it. And if you guys watch any of those videos, it holds a lot of ground. Uh it's like really hard to wave off so much of it as coincidence. In the end, it all unraveled. Her cousin was her, her gen mates were her, her boyfriend was her, and even her illness, her injuries, her near death, all of it was tangled in deception. It was impossible to make up what was true from what was false anymore. And the people who tried to protect her were left holding the truth she refused to say. But beyond the

37:51 alt accounts, fake personas, and stage drama, what made this hurt most was the emotional damage Blue left behind. Because if there's one thing she did right, it was build a community, a tight-knit group of kind, supportive people who genuinely cared about her. Many of them shared similar struggles. Some were chronically ill, some disabled, and they saw themselves in her. So, when the truth came out that it was all a lie, the betrayal cut even deeper. I spoke to a few of them, and they were some of the nicest people I've ever interacted with. And what they felt wasn't just anger, it was grief. These are some of the message typed in the Blue Refugee server right after the announcement. I'm [ __ ] crying. Actually, disabled people can't have

38:36 [ __ ] She was my idol because I finally found a VTuber who struggled with disability like me. And it was all fake. She faked her disabilities. I was so happy to have someone to look up to. I cried over her quote unquote death when we thought she passed. I feel so stupid. They didn't just lose a creator. They lost someone they thought understood them. And that kind of betrayal, especially for people already caring so much, is the kind that lingers long after the story ends. On top of that, her lies had realworld consequences for people who were just trying to help. Mirez, the artist who had created Blues Model for free out of empathy for her story was later subjected to harassment and backlash once the deception came to light and still took several weeks to

39:21 recover from the physical exhaustion of having to rush to finish Blue's model. She had believed Blue and tried to support someone she thought was genuinely struggling. Instead, she found herself caught in the fallout of a lie she didn't ask to be part of. Eventually, Blue admitted to some of her lies, just not all of them. She claimed that the other girls from her agency were never real, just imaginary friends she made up to cope with loneliness. That she'd always dreamed of being an idol group, but none of her IRL friends were interested. So, she decided to make her own. Everyone she said was made up except her cousin Mariona who she insisted was a real person just helping out for fun. But even in this partial

40:06 confession, she couldn't help but twist the truth. She refused to admit that Dia Shizuku or Marionika were alts. Instead, she claimed that maybe during her hospitalization, Dia had been logged into accounts and using their credential without her knowledge, adding if there were any uploads or messages from them during that time, probably stopped once it became kind of pointless. I didn't check. And when it came to Momo, she still insisted. Momo isn't an alt either. Eventually though, Blue admitted to it all. She posted a final message, a Google doc titled graduation, my story, where she came clean about the lies, the personas, and the damage she caused. In it, she said she never intended to hurt

40:53 anyone, that she started vubing as a form of escape, and somewhere along the line, she forgot what was real. She described how her childhood was shaped by disability, loneliness, and trauma. That she was in and out of hospitals, bullied, and never got the therapy she needed. that she created the other personas not just to deceive, but because she wanted to feel cared for, even if it meant pretending to be sick. I started V tubing to escape reality. I forgot what reality was. The voices in my head made me believe I wasn't lying, and deep down, I wanted it to be true. She called her actions 100% wrong. Said she didn't want forgiveness, only closure. What I did was wrong and all the positivity is confusing me. My brain

41:40 just short circuits. I'm sorry. Not that it matters anymore. After posting it, Blue deleted her YouTube channels and socials. She refunded the money she had received, at least trying to make things right on that front, and she said she would be stepping away from the internet to get help and seek therapy. And for a moment, it looked like that was it, that she would do just that. But then just a few days later, she came back under a new Elias, a new channel, like nothing had ever happened. According to this announcement by her former mod, Ultra, Blue had been advised to come clean about her new identity if she truly wanted to start over. But instead, she chose to keep things quiet. She said she wanted to avoid dragging the drama into

42:26 her new life and would be starting again as a nobody. Ultra asked that no one tried to expose her or guess who she might be because if they're wrong, an innocent person could get caught in the crossfire. So, for now, she's out there again streaming, vtubing somewhere as someone else. At the end of the day, it's clear that Amarillis Blue was struggling with loneliness, identity, and mental health. And maybe the deception didn't start out maliciously. Maybe it begun as a coping mechanism and just spiraled out of control. But while we can understand why something happened, that doesn't undo the consequences. Because the truth is her actions hurt people. They exploded the trust of a vulnerable community and they

43:12 emotionally misled people who simply wanted to believe in someone who shared their struggles. Yes, in the end she did come clean, but with stories like that you always wonder what would have happened if they weren't exposed. Would they still be doing it? What's especially tragic is that the entire situation could have been avoided with just a little more self-restraint or even a little more honesty. After all, voicing an entire agency and running three fictional VTuber projects solo, that could have been her gimmick. That's kind of impressive when you think of it. She could have built a world full of color, but instead it all faded into blue. Thank you for watching. Now, obviously, as stated before, don't go trying to harass her or find her. I'm

43:58 going to do a quick shout out to the Blue Refugee Discord and leave the link in the description below if you guys want to join it since they have such a wholesome community. However, please make sure you only bring the good vibes if you do. And thank you to everyone who helped put this together, especially the folks in my Discord. If you want to join the community, we're over at discord.gg/rema. And it's honestly turning into a really supportive little space. If you enjoyed the video, hit that subscribe button, leave a like, and check out my Patreon for more deep dives, bonus content, and help support the channel directly. Thanks for watching, and I'll see you in the next one. She had gone from complete obscure. This is a big word. She had

44:43 gone from complete obscurityity obscurity. She had gone from Despite Blue's attempt to prove her gen mates were real by uploading Discord's despite Blue's attempt to prove her genmates were real by uploading Discord recording. In one clip they compared Blue's laugh with Mamori Mamori Rose. In one clip they compared Blue's life. In one clip, they compared Blue's laugh with Momos. They weren't just similar Momo with Momo. And before And because I had to watch that video, you're going to have to do And because I had

45:32 to Okay. At this point, there were just too many inconsistent. At this point, there were just too many inconsistent in inconsistencies. Inconsistencies. At this point, there were just too many incon inconsistencies. At this point, there were just too many inconsistencies to ignore. Inconsistencies. Inconsistencies. At this point, there were just too many inconsistencies. [ __ ]