What They Really Want to Tell You… From Their Heart 💌

0:00 Hey guys, welcome to another reading. So, if your person could finally say everything that they have been holding back, what would their love letter say to you? This is a reading a lot of you have requested, so I thought let me do a love letter reading today. We have three of cups. I miss the happiness we shared. I miss how easy it felt to laugh with you, to enjoy your presence, or to simply be around you without feeling, you know, any pressure, without everything, you know, becoming so complicated. It was just pure uh energy. It was this this friendship that we shared more than anything.

0:46 Six of wands. I want you to know that I still admire you. I still see you as somebody who uh is so accomplished. You stand out to me more than you probably realize, and there is something about you that I genuinely feel feel proud uh to have experienced with you. You're someone I would always cheer for. You're someone I will always look up to. King of pentacles. I don't want to come with you with empty promises anymore. I want to bring stability if I'm coming there. If, you know, I know I need to have something real to offer you, a real plan, a concrete uh

1:32 possibility. I want to be more stable, more reliable, and actually capable of giving you something you can trust. I want to be this person who you can trust. I know I have I've shaken that trust constantly because um I've had these patterns with this devil energy here. I haven't been able to escape those patterns. My attachment to you is stronger than I want it to be. I've tried to control, to distract myself, to you know, even convince myself that I don't need this connection. But, somehow I keep coming back to you. You have this hold over me. You have some sort of power which keeps pulling me back towards you.

2:17 I've tried to walk away. I've told myself that, you know, leaving would make things easier for me. Uh The distance would eventually make these feelings disappear. This hold, this attachment, this uh control that you have over me, it will be released if I walk away. But, walking away from you hasn't necessarily meant walking away from what I feel. The feelings are still there. I'm not able to let go of them. Seven of Wands. I know I've been defensive. I know I may have made it difficult for you to get through me. I know I have justified all the wrong things I've done to you. I know I have broken the promises. I've repeated these

3:03 patterns consistently. I've not given you the stability that you should have gotten from you, the one that you deserved. I did not make you feel seen. I created this chaos, and I just destroyed this happy energy between the two of us. You know, but I've been protecting myself because part of me is afraid that what happens if I stop fighting these feelings and actually let you in? That kind of scares me because then, again, you have a hold on me. I'm also dealing with certain fears in my mind around the whole situation. And yet, the spark between us hasn't disappeared. Ace of Wands.

3:51 There are moments when I suddenly want to reach out to you, when I want to see you, talk to you, forget about all the complications, just just start fresh. The attraction and pull are still very much there. But I'm also confused. Moon. There are things I haven't told you because I don't fully understand them myself. I have fears, doubts, and emotions that I keep buried. And sometimes I don't even know whether I'm protecting myself or simply running away from what I feel because I know I have given you so much uncertainty. Um you should have just thrown me out possibly. But you keep kept accepting me back.

4:36 Um and that's why I don't want to come back in the same energy. I want to show up. I want to bring something concrete with this King of Pentacles energy. Six of Cups. Somehow I always find myself going back to those memories when we were, you know, exchanging this love, this happiness with each other. The little things, the conversations, the moments that we shared, it just keeps coming back to me. Maybe I don't say it, but there are parts of our story that I still carry with me and I wonder if you remember them If I could leave you with one honest thought, it would be this. I haven't forgotten

5:23 you. I've tried to move forward. I've tried to protect myself. I've tried to make sense of everything. But there's still a part of me that remembers what we had and wonders what might have been. Maybe maybe I don't have all the answers yet, but I know that some connections don't disappear simply because we stopped talking about it. There is just this strong pull that we feel towards each other that that doesn't go away by simply walking away.