You Can Heal Your Life Louise Hay Full Movie In English 4K | Law of Attraction | Gopendra Patel

0:00 foreign [Music] why did I take the 580 I'm gonna be late again I'm so tired of being late maybe I should get off of course no one's gonna let me get over are you no of course not acquiescing to everyone I should just

0:46 get in just get up late you look like The Walking Dead it's totally supposed to look I was so tired I'm so tired somewhere I should take a vacation oh my God it's him please don't see me I look awful please don't look over here what am I doing it doesn't matter if he sees me I'm not in his League that's for sure I don't I have to carry all my weight in

1:32 my stomach I look like Buddha and I listen lightened thinking we'll answer to my family my dad Uncle I need like a pig he gets to know how scared I am like I'm all by myself I don't know where to go this is only lunch today just water I have David brought Donuts again all right I'm not eating a donut I'm not eating a donut I love donuts I feel wonderful this morning I love living in the city and Scott I'm so excited to spend this weekend with him look at you happy people are so annoying

2:18 hello hey Scott who's just thinking about you hey you dropped this I'm willing to change [Music] I'm going to release my old patterns and negative beliefs the power that created me has given me the power to create my new life beginning

3:05 [Music] right here right now [Music] all of us are on a journey whether we know it or not we are all on a journey of learning to express our full potential in this world yeah most of us have learned to view our thoughts as a reflection of the outside world a reflection of what is happening to us but what if that's not how the universe works what if with every thought you

3:53 think you are actually creating your present and your future what if you are creating the story of your life with the very thought you are thinking now then perhaps if we are willing to change the way we think wondrous new possibilities would begin to reveal themselves to us and our lives would move in a whole new Direction it all starts with taking the first step

4:39 every thought we think in every word we speak is creating our future it's as though our thoughts go out into the universe and are accepted and brought back to us as experience I do not the thought that you are thinking is vibrational in nature and therefore attractive in nature so when you care enough to take the time to change it from what you are terming negative to positive you have shifted your point of Attraction nothing is more important than understanding that that if you just did that one simple thing you know of spotting the limitations and the

5:25 limitations in your thinking and trading those in for a positive new thought in that area it'll eventually lead you to all the other stuff it'll lead you through and how would our lives be different if we if we can cut through all the static and simply choose in our lives what we would like each moment of each day or our relationships or our abundance or our careers or a piece in our families to look like what would our lives look like if we could do that we're so busy on the cell phone text message somebody but on the computer we're on the internet we're watching soap operas once again we're looking outside of us people don't realize their greatest potential because they think it's from an outside Source when it's so divinely ordained within them now it's how do you turn that around it starts with thinking differently you can be

6:12 fully supported by the universe by following your dreams and your passions and your inner guidance your willingness to contemplate yourself as a person who is capable of attracting into your life what you want having the kind of relationships that you want being able to have abundance where you know scarcity always exists all you have to do is begin the process by being willing to contemplate the presence of that in your life I started to be introduced to looking at the world in a different way for example through Louise's book you can hear your life which is very influential to me early on when I thought wow there's something about the way I think that may be influencing what's happening in my life we now know that we can rewire a patterns in our brain

6:58 with cognitive behavioral therapy affirmations it changes the way our brains are wired and they light up differently so it's not just this fluff woo-woo stuff with purple but it really has biochemical neurochemical neuropharmacological effects just as effective if not more effective than Prozac Zoloft you know whatever else you have so Louise Hay former model former therapist discovers something by observation that science supports decades later [Music]

7:46 basically do it what I really ask for is how can I increase my understanding because the more I understand about how life works and how thought works the better my life gets I have just entered my 80th decade and wonderful wonderful things are unfolding before me it's extraordinary and I have made a decision that this decade is going to be the best decade of my life foreign [Music] [Applause] as far as I know was very good until I

8:34 was 18 months old and then everything hit the fan and my parents got divorced and I was put out into a foster home and then later I came back with my mother and then I was about five years old when she remarried and she remarried what turned out to be a brutalizer we didn't know that at the time so the next 10 years of my life were very very challenging there was a lot of physical abuse and and sexual abuse I grew up in a family where really you were taught that you were no good you were worthless nobody loved you and nobody would love you and when you have that belief then life gives you those

9:20 experiences I was raped by a neighbor at one point and the man got 16 years for it there was another neighbor that was after me this was all when I was very little and then about the time I became a teenager my stepfather stopped beating me and started to have sex with me and that was much harder for me to take so I left home at 15. I knew nothing I had no social skills whatsoever but I was out of the house I was starved for love and anybody who'd be nice to me I went to bed with and So within a year I had a baby and I couldn't take care of the baby I couldn't take care of me but I found the

10:07 child a really good home a couple who wanted a baby very much and couldn't have one and so I lived with them for the last two months and I had it in their name at the hospital and after five days I left and what I did was I went back to my home I got my mother and I said you do not have to take this any longer you're getting out of here and we both left and we were together for almost a year and then I said to myself you know she's okay she's fine now she's in good shape and I took off and I went to Chicago for three weeks and stayed five years and then I went to New York for three weeks and I stayed 30 years and bumbled through life doing the best I

10:54 could with the understanding and knowledge that I had which was really nothing I started out working in dime stores and things like that and then when I hit New York life sort of changed for me and I became a model a showroom model and I'd had no education so it was a very good job for me because I couldn't be a secretary or anything like that and I did that for many years I Married an upper class Englishman which was a very nice experience and I stopped modeling at that time and we had 18 rather wonderful years together and I was learned a lot about life and it was like my social

11:40 training because I had no social skills at all and by the time we were partying I had learned a lot but when the divorce came it made me feel very much like so many women feel that I was a total failure and I couldn't do it right and everything was wrong again and uh it was about five years later that I discovered this group called The Church of religious science which was where I heard if you change your thinking you can change your life and that is where my life really began to change

12:28 in slightly different ways everybody wants to hear things differently just because I say something some of you will get it some of you will say what is that woman talking about I saw another teacher or three or six or twelve can say the same thing that I think in different words I was living like a lot of people do fairly unconsciously but not aware of my unconsciousness you know just kind of going through life and often feeling as though life was happening to me that I was a victim to what was going on in my life I was really like living in a Comfortably Numb place you know there wasn't a depth of meaning in my life and

13:15 I knew something was missing but I couldn't name it we had a tax business I as a young girl started apprenticing with my dad when I was 16 he had a business in her home and we moved it out to a building and in my early 20s our business burnt to the ground one morning I got a phone call at 6am and my mother called to say that the building was on fire and when I got there there were fire trucks and police and news reporters and everything that meant anything to me was in that office and I had a nice front office with a glass front that I could look into and now everything was burning when I was 12 I was brought to Boston to essentially have my spine completely fused and I remember looking up saying I'm going to be a doctor and a scientist someday and so I became pre-med at this very early age so after working as

14:00 pre-med I started falling asleep a lot up to 17 hours a day they gave me a medicine and the medicine started knocking out my bone marrow and there wasn't another medicine that would help and so I was forced to look for other things I went to a bookstore in Boston and I look up at the shelf and there's this book called you can hear your life by Louise hey and you know there were these things called affirmations um that if you did and you're supposed to get you can heal your life was the whole point I did reps just like you do in a gym instead of lifting barbells or whatever you I lifted I love myself just the way I am 10 times and after three months I stopped falling asleep and I was able to go to medical school which was absolutely lovely I myself had terrible migraine headaches

14:47 once a month twice a month whatever I'd been worked up in a Boston Hospital a week there with all kinds of testing they never knew what it was age of 19. I had to do this English paper and like most my greatest personalities I needed to know what it was they wanted of me and I couldn't figure it out when I came out of the library not knowing how to get an A in the course I temporarily thought maybe I should just throw myself in front of a car it would be easier than this [Music] foster homes the circumstances at that time were such

15:35 that my father had walked out on his family and I was born in a depression my mother was working as a candy girl in Detroit on the east side of Detroit earning 17 a week and I remember a girl named Martha came and they were dropping her off for basically the same reasons that we were dropped off there and they said go find Wayne and I came and I started talking to Martha crying and she was all upset and she was sad and I was trying to convince her that she didn't have to be sad I remember saying to her this is a great place there's no parents here you can do pretty much anything that you want I mean you've got a lot of freedom and we're going to have a great time and all you have to do is change the way you think and it goes from being a miserable experience or a tough experience or a hard experience to um to one that you can do anything

16:22 that you want with in that moment when I watched the building burn I wasn't thinking about you know all of the work that was piled up on my desk I was thinking about my father standing next to me I was thinking thank you God that there was no one in the building and I was also a little too upset about some of the physical items that I was losing in my office I had more of a relationship with my adding machine than some of the people in my life because of how busy I was the interesting thing was this is where the soul is so wonderfully wise and resilient I remember watching this fire and just being devastated by it on one hand but there was this little voice that said this is happening for a reason you don't know why right now and it looks horrible but there's actually something wonderful that's going to come from this stay awake so I was going to throw away this intuition throw away

17:08 this affirmation stuff because it was something that I needed to get to be kind of normal I got to my sophomore year and I started um really hitting the wall I was doing an MD in a PhD so I started blowing discs and stuff and I couldn't end up going in the intellectual career that I wanted to being a neurosurgeon because you can't stand up so I chose psychiatry because I could sit down and I hated it it was boring but I learned it's very interesting our roads lead back to spirituality and intuition I go back to my dorm I call my parents and I say I hate it here this isn't working for me and my father says quit so quit you can come home [Music] and I changed my mind

17:54 and in that moment I changed the migraine headaches I maybe had three or four of the rest of my whole life because I changed this pattern and my perception was you must do this and I've you know really been driven my whole life to get it right and get it right though in the way that the culture and in my case the practice of medicine says is right but here's the problem most of what I was taught in medicine about what causes disease is not the truth I cured my migraine headaches not with Imitrex not with Advil I cured him with a change of perception

18:44 some people think the change has to be shocking like diving into a cold pool but it can be as simple and easy as letting go of the limiting beliefs you're holding on to I can't change [Music] I can't be happy wanting things that I never can change and I can't you can begin your journey wherever you are whenever you want you may be starting your journey from a mansion or a homeless shelter wherever you begin the gateways to wisdom and knowledge are always open and the first step can be as simple as changing a thought from I can't to

19:32 I can I can do it [Music] thank you [Music] foreign [Music] so much more control over your life than you thought you did or control over your experience of your life if not the events of your life there is this sense that is so playful and so joyous and it begins with changing the way you think

20:18 [Music] life as you know it can change in an instant everything you call God can disappear before your eyes and you know it's not until you have a crisis like that that you're suddenly you come face to face with what it is that really matters in the world so it's a wonderful thing when you bump up against something that feels uncomfortable because it's this opportunity to now feel the discomfort of it and work it into a place of Greater Comfort that's how you get rid of those obstacles that's how you let yourself flow in the way that you want okay

21:03 I can do this I can do it I can change I can make my life better I'm scared but I want to change I do I'm gonna stick with this and I'm gonna try and no no I am going to think more positive thoughts [Music] like um like I am happy oh this is not going to be easy the universe is not responding to your words but your words are reflective of how you feel

21:49 and how you feel is reflective of the vibration that you're offering and the vibration that you're offering does equal your point of attraction so paying attention to what you say is a very powerful tool for understanding what your point of Attraction is it was on a on a tour of Australia and it was one of the first conversations we ever had and so I was trying to rush her around and no one should Rush Louise around she is right time right space all in its good time type of person and I said Louise let's do this and let's kill two birds with one stone and Louise looked at me horrified and said why would you want to kill two birds she always walks a talk and everyone

22:35 around her seems to pick up on that from that moment on I I really was careful in what I said you know I I stopped saying I can't stand this that person's a pain in the neck or or I'm hopeless if you can really accept the fact that every time you think a thought and every time you speak a word you are literally painting your future or whatever you want to call it you are creating life one of the gifts of affirmations the using of affirmations over the years it's allowed me to experience living in a state of abundance living in a state of belief that all that I need will come

23:21 to me when I need it living in a state of recognition that all that really does matter is love and it's because of using affirmations over the years I find that I'm now more concerned with life as an energetic Force living in an energetic state of those affirmations instead of the actual words to begin with you start by what we call doing affirmations and that is making positive statements about your life and you do them deliberately you might do them in the morning you might do them at noon you might do them at night and as you start to do them things will begin to change maybe on a very small level I call it getting the green lights in the parking places

24:07 affirmations get you into that space where you are to recognize the Healer that you need recognize the teacher that you need recognize the philosophy that will work best for you doing an affirmation is either writing it down writing it on the wall or the mirror or just saying it my body now restores itself to its natural state of good health and strong fit and vibrant all the time every day I'm in the form I work and play my partner for life has arrived today and wealth's here to stay my income is constantly increasing I'm infinite I'm Immortal I'm universal I'm infinite I'm Immortal I'm universal I do the work I love I work within four people I

24:54 really like and I'm earning good money now you don't have to have a specific job but under that Banner a lot of good could come into your life I am a life I love myself I I am well and then I I bet you I said it three or four hundred times a day to get over the fear of having cancer and I believe that not only saying it but actually believing it the affirmations is just the starting point that's like going okay here's where the goal is what really gives us affirmations power is the emotion we put behind it so what's interesting is you start out the journey going okay let me start here Step One is what's the affirmation step two is you know how can I generate the

25:40 emotional power behind that affirmation and a lot of that comes from taking actions to support that affirmation that's how you begin to step into that state and then as you step into that state and you take actions and you put the emotional power behind those affirmations they begin to manifest themselves in your life it's got to get anchored into your not only your mind but in your spirit and you have to believe it and when you're first doing it it does it feels it feels fake it feels silly but after a while you start to realize yeah you know that's right that's yeah what I like people to do is to stand in front of a mirror and do their affirmations because there's something very powerful

26:25 about looking in your own eyes and accepting yourself or noticing that you reject yourself when you're saying something positive about yourself driving to work when I first read Louise I used to she said you know that you should 20 000 times a day or every time you have a negative thought just I love and approve of myself you know just replace it with that for the longest time I I loved and I love and I couldn't think of the other word it was like why can't I remember such a simple word it's like planting a seed in the ground it's not necessarily true at the moment but it is something you want to have be true so you put the seed in and you expect it to grow you don't wait for two days and then dig in the earth and say what's

27:11 happening what's happening you expect that thing to grow because you know there's a law and a process and the seed will grow if it is in the right soil and it has the right amount of moisture and many people are finding out about how literal this language is in very interesting ways I hear people say that they they want a perfect relationship or they want abundance in their lives and they say it with an error as if they have just put that manifestation out there and they're going to get it pretty quickly and then I see them a year later and it still hasn't happened and a couple years later so it hasn't happened the field is the vine Matrix is literal So when you say I want this to happen in my life the field says okay and I'll let you want and want and want because there's no

27:56 outcome it's an open-ended proposition it is like a computer if you have this gorgeous computer put in front of you and you don't know what to do with it it's a piece of junk but if you learn the language of the computer miracles happen [Music] when I left corporations early 1990s I found myself in the high high deserts in Northern New Mexico where I live today I'm a beautiful part of the world and during that time it was one of the worst droughts in recorded history in the American desert Southwest and a native friend called me one day and he said Greg would you like to join me uh at a place and I love this

28:45 language he said a place where the skin between the worlds is really thin to pray rain and he didn't have to ask me twice I said you bet so we we met at an agreed location and we hiked 135 000 Acres of the most beautiful high desert sage we came to a stone circle that had been there for so long he didn't even know who would place the stones there before him and I wasn't prepared for what I saw because my friend David took his old work shoes off he put his naked feet inside of this circle he closed his eyes and the first thing he did was he honored all of his ancestors he literally said the words he said all of my ancestors all of my ancestors are with me now or with me now about 20 seconds later he looked at me and I said I said I'm hungry you want to

29:30 go get a bite to eat and I said well well sure but I said I thought you were going to pray for rain and he looked at me and he said no he said if I prayed for rain rain could never happen because the moment we pray for something to occur we've just implied we've acknowledged it's not there now and we may be empowering the very condition that we'd like to change and I said if you didn't just pray for rain in those 20 seconds what did you do and he said when I closed my eyes and I felt the feeling of what it feels like to stand with my feet naked in the mud in our Pueblo Village in the mud's there because there's been so much rain and he said I smelled the smells of what it smells like when the rain falls off the Earth and walls of our Pueblo Village

30:15 and I felt the feeling of what it feels like to run through through the fields of corn and the corn is there and it's so high because there's been so much rain he said I gave thanks of gratitude and appreciation for the rain that's already happened [Music] believe it in time as you speak it you come into the allowing of it and of course there are many people speaking affirmations who are not receiving what they are speaking because they're using words and wanting the words to make it so but the universe does not respond to your words the universe responds to your vibration and your emotions indicate

31:03 what your vibration is affirmations are magnified if we use them in our dream state because at that moment the ego is asleep The Logical mind is resting and therefore you have a perfect opportunity to program your future your program your mind with these positive affirmations our dreams are there to resolve conflicts between the conscious and the unconscious and they're there to regulate our moods but what if you went to sleep believing that you are all is well

31:48 you are safe everything will appear at the right time when it's supposed to and I think that I'm very good if you are beside that too that the death the dead at the moment is the best decade of your life so far I was a high school dropout I've never studied anything suddenly became fascinated with this idea that if I could change my thinking I could change my life and I started to study and I couldn't stop I did lots of classes but lots of books all sorts of things so I could begin to understand

32:34 how this works and at the end of three years I was eligible to become what they called in the church a licensed practitioner which gave me the opportunity to work one-on-one with other people and that's I think when the changes really started to happen because I was sort of began to teach other people how to do this and how to change their thinking so they could change their life [Music] people were getting good results working with me and then I started teaching classes and those turned out very well and the next thing I knew I was doing weekend workshops for 350 people

33:20 so one of the things I began to really notice was what people said how they said it and what was wrong in their body and I started to put things together and I really trained my mind to listen to what people said together for my own use with clients and I'd alphabetized it so if you came in with a problem I could look it up quickly and see what I had written about it and I showed it to a friend in class and said to me oh Louise what a great idea why don't you make a little book out of it and I went oh really a book so my first little book was done in 1976

34:06 that was heal your body and that was the mental patterns for the physical ailments in the bodies and how to make changes I really believe that the big boys as I call them would not publish the book and if they did they probably would want to change it because my ideas at that time were very radical your thinking can change your life and I wanted to say it the way I wanted to say it I didn't want a word change because I knew what I was doing so I printed the book myself so I went to the church printer because I didn't know where else to go and I had this little 12-page pamphlet put together and I remember taking it to my teacher and showing it to him and he said oh Louise isn't that sweet what a nice

34:52 thing you've done how many did you have printed 200 and I said No 5 000. [Music] feel crazy you'll never sell that thing but two years later I had I sold all five thousand I sent a free copy to every metaphysical church that I could knew of and in order form and many of them took it and that was my first little book [Music] I read her little book and I said this would never work for me but I came home determined to try it at the time I was being treated for fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue I was

35:40 self-employed my energy was levels were so low I was barely putting in 20 hours a week ignoring my children and my responsibilities and I started her affirmation my body now restores itself to its natural state of good health and I saw the difference in a week I said it all the time and I started doing her mirror work I would go to the Mirror and though I didn't feel it in the word stuck in my throat I would look in the mirror and I would say I love you very much Jackie you're perfect exactly the way you are all right this has gone well with all the power [Music] it can stop me stop me breathing

36:25 air feels really good and I'm accepting that I'm a part of the universe and give me exactly what I asked for [Music] okay so I totally turned all right there's a positive trip in the moments of deepest despair there's actually humor always humor lifts us up to God it lightens up every situation but be just before you get there there's usually this time of pain-filled Joy or joy-filled pain where you might have to break down with some deep sobs when someone's in trouble I think of them just like someone has come out of a

37:11 movie a scary movie and they're crying their tears are real Their Fear is real but what they saw that caused the fear is not real it's a movie so what I'll do is I offer some suggestions about ways to reframe their situation or find a blessing in a singing problem and yes there are challenges in life that we all go through and there's no shame with that but it's what you do with the challenges that counts now that I know when so-called negative things happen that they're really positive and then what I need to do is focus on a positive outcome and then stay course and then so shall I have that experience the way that you retrain yourself is to shift from having a fear to having a curiosity you know substitute the word curiosity for the word fear because a

37:57 lot of us when we start doing those things to honor our soul or to express our creativity those are really vulnerable acts you know the things that we intend or that we affirm for our lives are those things that are deeply important to our soul and so they're vulnerable and too often we turn to people who just squash them you know or who tell you why it isn't going to work or why that's a crazy affirmation or that's a crazy intention that's called going to the hardware store for milk you want to go to the people who are really going to hold your hand on the journey and say hey I'm right there with you awareness is the first step in healing or changing when you're facing challenges on the journey it's tempting to turn back or to

38:43 blame somebody for the situation the healing attitude though is to think of any external challenge as simply a reflection of your own internal resistance to change I'm sure everyone I know thinks I'm totally nuts implement I'm not gonna make it through this I'll probably flake out like I always do besides this isn't even doing any good anyway for the 15th and 16th centuries um all of the ships were made out of wood not because iron wasn't available steel wasn't available but because there was a belief that wood floated so therefore you had to make ships out of things that floated and then someone

39:29 came along and said that it has absolutely nothing to do with what things are made out of it has to do with the amount of water that is being dispersed that's that's what determines whether something will float or not and I think about that all the time because it's it's in the contemplation of what you desire you create what it is that you want to have for yourself the law of flotation was not discovered by the contemplation of the sinking of things I mean come on I'm not one of these self-help people getting crystals and white light to find feminine and angels and Source energy and what is that [Music] it's for real thinking [Music] we tend to live our lives based on what

40:15 we believe about ourselves our world our capabilities and our limits where do those beliefs come from more often not they come from what other people have told us History Science religion culture family what if they're wrong please if it weren't for my mom I didn't at least have a chance and come on where was Louise Hay when I was growing up I had no one to show me the way to be and my dad is no Wayne Dyer I can tell you that much anything complain about repetitively is something that you have an unconscious intention to produce [Music] and now I'm just too old to change my

41:02 life that's it it's Old Navy short wave did I should have tried to be positive years ago I think it really starts with realizing that you don't love yourself that most people don't most people feel they're not good enough that they haven't done it right they won't do it right they'll never be enough and they're definitely not lovable and when we come from that space it's very hard to create things for ourselves that are really good foreign [Music] well at least I know what to expect here

41:50 it may not be the best but at least I know how to handle this and what's in the future might be worse so I better not try and go out there and change things what if I fail what if I don't succeed go back I have time for this and I have so much to do I'll come back later I'll do it later a job all these things I gotta go I just I have to go a lot of times we're missing information about what the next step might be in terms of the action equation of affirmations plus actions equals Miracles right A lot of times we're missing information about what to do how to take action but we call it something else like I must be afraid that that's why I'm stuck what if I lose my friends and family doing this stuff people are going to think I'm

42:35 crazy we're gonna find out that I'm involved in some weird psychological thing and they're all going to laugh I just want to go home foreign [Music] foreign [Music] we have been conditioned to feel the feelings of the things that we don't want in life and that we're afraid of we wake up in the morning and we see the six o'clock news and then we go through our day saying oh I hope I'm not going to see that today or I hope it's not around the corner where do we learn to feel the things that we don't want rather than things that we choose to have if you can just remember that it was completely different when I heard His Voice come back on the line and so you know that kind of thing lets me know

43:20 that it's possible to to live your life that way that it's possible to live your life kind of on the contribution side and let it be okay to receive back also what's wrong with me what am I not doing right I'm doing the inner work where's the reward thinking positive things I keep being specific and I'm not moving forward yeah how do you like that

44:08 who am I talking to anyway [Music] I was diagnosed with cancer and it was vaginal cancer and when you look back at my childhood with the rapes and all the other childhood abuse and you realize that one of the mental causes for cancer is resentment deep resentment that is held very strong till it literally eats away in the body so where would I put my cancer so I remember being very terrified like

44:56 anybody would and I called my teacher and I said Eric they say I have cancer the first thing he said to me is who is they and I said the doctors and he said Louise you could not have done all this work on yourself to die of cancer now let's take a positive approach and I clung to that it was a Lifeline for me and I did things I hadn't done before I went from being a junk food person to doing nutritional work and and detoxifying my body and I was detoxifying my mind and I did a lot of things I had tools to work with and I said to myself you're being given an

45:41 opportunity to practice what you're teaching you're telling people that they can heal anything if they're willing to do the work and now it's your turn I remember working with a therapist and banging pillows and you know getting anger out and all that stuff but I think that the work I did at the time that was the most important for me was to do forgiveness and I began to investigate the childhoods of my parents and when I found discovered their stories I could understand where they were coming from there were you know there was just horrendous things on both sides all sides so how could they know

46:27 how to treat a little child when they didn't weren't treated that well themselves so as I began to do the Forgiveness work and the therapy and the nutrition and everything within six months I was able to get the medical establishment to agree with what I already knew inside that I no longer had cancer and when that happened I knew that anything could be healed I knew because I had done it myself and all the other stuff helped but I knew that what all the affirmations and all the stuff I was doing so that gave me an extraordinarily strong belief and when you have a strong belief you can do anything

47:14 I was diagnosed with a condition inside of my body where a doctor told me that something was growing a cancerous tumor they shouldn't be there and I had gone I trusted the medical system because that's our culture that's the way we're raised and there's a part of us that says even if I go the holistic route I'm going to let a medical person tell me what's going on just for that validation so it was my opportunity to put into practice everything I ever learned and rather than concentrating on something that should not be in my body I began feeling uh that my body was was vital and healthy rather than focusing on making something change however through the influence of family and friends I underwent a medical procedure anyway I went into the operating room I

47:59 was anesthetized and the next day I remember I woke up and there was a doctor looking at me and he said what are you doing here there's nothing there all I'd done were the practices and the principles that I traveled Halfway Around The World To Learn and I'm employed in my own life and it worked in that moment I had the photograph showing there's nothing in my body I was anesthetized and they they did an exploratory for no reason at all because of that I can speak with conviction I can look anyone a scientist a doubting audience member and I could look them in the eye with conviction and say this is what I know to be true in my life that there's a power inside of your body the Ancients say it's the most powerful force in the universe the philosopher Neville early in the 20th century said

48:44 that there's a power inside of every human against which no earthly force is of the slightest consequence I did a whole bunch of research on on cancer I wanted to know who had beat T cancer and what what was the common denominator so I had I did a lot of reading and I discovered that the common denominator was everyone no matter what treatment that they chose they were well because they changed the way they thought that opening myself up physically to the surgeon's knife was an adjunct to True healing and that I needed really to open spiritually your body's not your enemy which of course I think anyone who's first experiences disease or pain I

49:29 think we're taught that you know why is my body doing this to me instead of why is my why am I going through this experience and it sort of let me shift my thinking to you know I need to love my body through this I'm thankful that I I actually got cancer because I needed a big wake-up call um I needed I was the type of person that needed almost to you know to get hit between the eyes I'm in remission and I feel wonderful and I've never felt better about myself I still walk around daily and I use that information that she had for cancer it's the um I lovingly forgive and release everything in my past I choose to fill my world with joy I love and accept myself it was life-changing it was one of these things where Not only was I grateful for my

50:16 Illness but in the end much healthier than I had been before it given that the heart is a huge electromagnet that in fact trains the rest of the body it's not a thinking process thoughts are important the Ancients made a distinction between thoughts and feelings and emotions and it's the feelings that are centered in our heart that there is an effect from that that it changes the electrical and the magnetic fields in our heart and that those fields literally change the stuff that our world is made of around our bodies and what the science now is showing is that when you can change the field that the atom is in you change the atom and we're made of those atoms so we have feelings in our hearts we're changing

51:03 the field that connects the stuff everything is made of and we literally are altering our physical reality in ways that sound miraculous so this thought or this state of deep relaxation or whatever it is that enlightens you actually results in a decrease in stress hormones a normalization of blood sugar decreasing of blood pressure and a relaxation of all smooth muscles it is in fact a balance of the parasympathetic and sympathetic nervous system parasympathetic is the break and sympathetic is the gas and most people in this culture have the gas on all the time with an occasional break so you're

51:48 going around like this when both are in Balance you can work so much more efficiently and so much longer because you've got this beautiful Yin yon balance the Sanskrit Traditions have a seven Energy Center or seven chakra system that they work with and they say the upper three are related to what we call thought or logic processes so when we think about something we picture it in our mind that perfect relationship or peace between nations but we can only invite it into our lives when we breathe the power of emotion into that thought the emotion comes from the lower three of those creative centers in our bodies so when we breathe the power of emotion though I thought we imbue that thought with life and those

52:34 two energies meet in the one center that is not accounted for yet and our model it's in our heart you look at these books by Beck all these fathers of cognitive behavioral therapy you open them up and the rewiring patterns that they give for obsessive compulsive personality disorder or you know selfishness of the art narcissistic personality or all these or even just normal people who are a little messed up was I love myself just the way I am so in my PhD in my psychiatric residency and I'm now a neuropsychiatrist and I work in a field of intuition I learn the biochemistry of how some run rewires their thought patterns from I get one health problem after another two I love myself just the way I am I am completely lovable so I will be forever indebted to

53:19 Louise Hay what she did to me personally because she woke me up and literally what she has done as a revolutionary for from my perspective modern medicine [Music] I seem to have been a born teacher and I get a lot of people to me I was doing workshops and classes and when the second book came out it was slow to start with and then the whole AIDS crisis struck and for some reason life said you are going to be in it I didn't know anything about AIDS nobody knew anything about AIDS but I remember

54:07 one day somebody called me up and said Louise could you start a group for people with AIDS and I said well I I don't know you know I don't know I said all right let's meet so we got together one night there were six men in my living room we sat down and I said I don't know what we're going to do because nobody knows anything about this disease but we're going to do what I've always done we're going to work on dissolving resentment we're going to work on forgiveness we're going to work on loving ourselves and we are not going to play Ain't It awful we are not going to sit here and talk about how awful it is I said we're going to take a positive approach and anybody who learns anything positive about this disease we're going to come and share it if you have anything that's working for you we're going to share it

54:53 and I talked about my ideas and then we sang a song and did a little meditation at the end and they went home and the next day one of the men called me and said Louise it's the first time I've slept in three weeks the next week we had 25 people and it started to grow and to grow and grow and what it was it was a safe place for people who were terrified out of their wits to come and not be told they were bad not be told there was something wrong with them but to take a positive approach within six months there were over 90 people in my living room and hanging out of the doors and windows because there was no place to go and then we got a gymnasium in West

55:38 Hollywood and the next week it was 150 people and then the next thing you know we outgrew the gymnasium and finally the City of Hollywood gave us a meeting home we were having 850 people every week people used to call each other up everything going to the hayride tonight so we became known as the hayride I wanted to put this the hayride on tape or make a movie of it or a video so that it could go to other groups and other groups could see what we were doing and I'd like you to continue to hold hands those of you who are new and don't know our song you'll learn it by next time

56:24 so I I discovered that it would cost forty thousand dollars to make a video at that time and I thought oh my God we don't have you know two but I kept knowing that we were going to make this video it would be a good video it would go out and would go over all these groups those were my affirmations and I just kept saying them and then somebody came up to me and he was a director and he wanted to direct this thing and I said wonderful and then the offshoot of that was that he said all right let me have give me your foundation number and I said I don't have a foundation and he said oh okay I'll have my account and set one up for you and out of all that I got a foundation which I have to today

57:10 and it's what I call give away money whatever money comes into that Foundation is given away but anyway we made this wonderful video called doors opening about the group that we had at the time this is the first time I've been to your group okay welcome uh six weeks ago I found out that uh I had lignant tumor in my lymph system four weeks ago I found out that it had spread substantially and two days ago I found out I had AIDS I need to hear a lot of what all of you are saying and there's a lot of people in this room that are friends of mine

57:56 I've been just real petrified to bring this out and to talk about it I've been having real symptoms I have doctors and T Cell panels to back it up and even bone marrow biopsies to back it up and all this stuff and I've been trying to figure out what am I dying of today I just want to I want to find out what I'm living for and not what I'm dying of when you talk Tom you talk to a lot of people you're not the only person and you know the thing is that if you're looking for a savior and I know a lot of people here are looking for a savior the place to look is right here in the mirror right here honey this is the savior that you're looking for what do you want to say to him

58:43 one of the things that I would love to do in this world if I could was to see that everybody was fed and clothed and housed and loved and had a fulfilling work and fulfilling creativity I think that would be wonderful but it's not that easy to do the whole world however if I can do one individual at a time when you have made your changes you will automatically change people around you because of the person that you are you will teach by example I don't heal anybody that's not what I do I just provide a space where we can uncover how

59:28 absolutely wonderful we are and many people find that they are able to heal themselves and this is very heartwarming to all of us I was on the Phil Donahue show and the Oprah show and they both came out in the same week and on that week the Hay House went bananas I mean the phones were raining unbelievably and I wound up my book you can hear your eyes wound up on the bestseller list for 13 weeks and it's never been the same since life just exploded this out and uh the rest is history [Music] Louise is the Pioneer she's the leader

1:00:17 she's the Forerunner of what of the fact that Consciousness creates reality Consciousness is real Consciousness is not some Airy fairy baloney thing Consciousness is consciousness obeys the laws of physics she said bless and prosper everyone around you bless and prosper yourself and that's so deep because you know when you love yourself you love others and and what that is about is the fact that everything in the outside world is within us and our molecules of emotion they're not just within ourselves running our own body but they're a vibration joining all of us

1:01:12 [Music] foreign [Music] forgiveness of myself and others releases me from the past forgiveness is the answer to almost every problem [Music] forgiveness is a gift to myself I forgive and I set myself free [Music]

1:02:07 the greatest accomplishment of my life was my ability to forgive my own father who walked out on our whole family when we were just on a woman with three children under the age of four I very often meditate and pray to him and thank him for for coming into the world and teaching me the most important lesson I had to learn on this plan which was how to forgive Mark Twain had a wonderful quote he said forgiveness is the fragrance that the Violet sheds on the heel that has questioned and I have an image of that what I call organic forgiveness is a very great useful thing and that is when a person organically has an experience

1:02:53 of forgiveness after claiming responsibility for all of their feelings [Music] so when I finally get in touch with oh I feel hurt but that's inside me it's not like you're doing it to me that breeds organic forgiveness when a person can claim responsibility for things inside themselves that is a sign that they're in touch with their own vibrational nature they're in touch with the forces of creation a very good thing to do when you are feeling less than happy is to look at it or whoever it is or whatever it is and

1:03:40 take a notebook and write the person's name or the situation and say what is it that I'm thinking about you that I'm using as my excuse to not allow myself to be who I really am when you say what are you doing that's making me unhappy you're giving them all of the Power because they have to do something different to make you happy it's a very conditional love you're living a very conditional happiness once you identify that and then think the thought that who you really are would think now happiness is easy coming into alignment is easy it's a matter of caring about how you feel and practicing feeling good [Music] whenever you have a conflict of any kind

1:04:28 in any relationship whenever you have a conflict that the person who is willing to be of thou of God [Music] practice forgiveness or we'll go to the person that they have a conflict with and and bring love to it a person who lives the life of a higher consciousness the person who says I end all conflicts I love [Music] give and I fed myself free I forgive him so free I forgive and I set myself free I forgive [Music]

1:05:24 in the early days when I worked with people I used to fix this problem and fix that problem and you'd have this a health thing and we'd work on that and we'd work on this and one day I discovered much to my amazement that if I would help people learn to love themselves to really accept themselves as they are we didn't have to work around problems because it was almost like a miracle everything seemed to fall away all the stuff that was in the way and all the stuff that wasn't working I've got this book by Louise hey I start reading the book and her whole emphasis was not on dealing with the disease so much but dealing with yourself and dealing with you know do you love yourself and I you know went through all the little exercises that she had I'm

1:06:10 doing the daily affirmations and what I realized that at 43 years old I had never learned how to love myself I remember lots of times I would ask people well what is really wrong with you what have you done that is so terrible that you're not acceptable to yourself and I never ever ever got an answer that made any sense you know they might say something like well I'm too fat well so it's you know I was very self-critical you know to think when we went through this whole thing were and it doesn't matter how other people tell you you look it matters how you feel you look when you look in the mirror and I used to you know look at myself in the mirror and I would see my flaws I would see the things about myself that I wanted to change when you talk about loving yourself a lot of

1:06:57 people think that's vanity but it isn't really it has nothing to do with that if you can look in the mirror just simple things like looking in the mirror in your own eyes and saying I love you you I really really love you and it helps if you use your name Louise I love you I really love you it gets to that little child inside that has been rejected for so long and it breaks open sort of a damn or a door or whatever you want to call it and it's like Little Miracles start to happen lots of little good things happen you know all the work that I did was what she taught me within three months the cancer was gone I am

1:07:43 clear now and I feel fabulous you can recognize that you are a being that has self-worth then you start to treat yourself differently and I think that's what's so very important about loving yourself is you stop beating yourself up you stop making yourself wrong you stop talking about how awful you are and you start to treat yourself with a certain amount of respect and this makes an enormous difference because what you give out in life is what comes back to you the fastest journey to loving oneself is to look for things to appreciate everywhere you look because if you can find something to appreciate in that flower you're not in that moment a vibrational Discord to

1:08:30 loving yourself if you can find appreciation in that child's face or in the beauty of a friend as you find things to appreciate the vibration of appreciation and the vibration of Love are identical vibrations and accept myself thank you deep in the center of me flows an infinite Wellspring of love fills my whole being and radiates out for me in all directions returning to me multiplied I give and receive more love every day and the supply is endless

1:09:16 [Music] foreign therefore I take loving care of my body I love myself therefore I provide for myself a comfortable home I love myself therefore I work at a job that I truly enjoy doing I love myself therefore I behave and think all my relationships are harmonious I'm deeply fulfilled by all that I do

1:10:05 [Music] every experience is a success I deserve the best and I accept it now [Music] I listen with love to my body I am healthy hormone can I Express gratitude for all the good in my life each day brings wonderful new surprises everything that everyone wants whether

1:10:51 it is a material object a state of being a relationship a pile of money a circumstance an event every single thing without exception that you have ever wanted or ever will want is because you think you will feel better in the happiness so if you will let your primary intention be to feel good you will work all of the wrinkles out of this evolving Journey that you're upon this is how it's worked for me every time I've visualized or Affirmed I get this inner road map given to me in the form of gut feelings that are repetitive that urge me to take action or revisions I was married to a man who decided to control me by telling me how awful I was and I believed him for a long time and

1:11:38 my self-esteem just plummeted I didn't think that I could do anything in the world except for be a wonderful mother to my two sons which I think is an important purpose but there was something more I would pray all the time tell me my life purpose I kept getting these Visions to go give speeches and I didn't know how to do it because what could I this person who didn't have any confidence possibly teach anyone what I later learned is that we don't have to worry about how to put our Visions or dreams into reality all we have to do is follow the guidance that we get one step at a time it's very common for us to overwhelm ourselves to frighten ourselves by thinking about the end result it's so big here I am as somebody who wants to write a book oh my God how am I going to

1:12:24 write a best seller there are things you need to learn between a and z that you can't complete C until you learn them overcoming self-doubt for example is one of those things and so that's why you take step B because maybe you just have a little bit of self-doubt about going to the bookstore to buy that book on writing a book proposal it's not enough just to ask it's not enough just to have positive thoughts you've got to follow the guidance you get as a result sometimes people tell me that they feel like their prayers are being ignored because the universe gives us little baby steps one step at a time it's often unrecognized when you're told to go read a book take a class calm someone write a letter but if we do step a then we're given the next set of instructions step B then we're given the next set of

1:13:10 instructions step C and it takes a step by step to where we're going as your desire is moving and you are moving in the direction of it you feel the ease of that it's only with turn in opposition that you feel the resistance of all that [Music] I began in in my bedroom literally in Santa Monica with my 90 year old uh almost blind and almost deaf mother who lived with me at that time she would help me mail the books and things like that it was a very very small operation we were just doing what we could then we're now in 35 different languages in 30 countries you know it's very

1:13:56 interesting to me that ever since I put my foot on the spiritual pathway it is as though I've had nothing to do with my life life has taken over and said you will do this you will go here this will happen this will happen this will happen I just do what's in front of me from the very beginning we answered the telephone we opened the mail and did what was in front of us and things kept growing and growing and growing my vision was how can I help the people how can I help people thank you [Music]

1:14:45 foreign [Music] this is really my life [Music] to me I think Enlightenment is letting go of all the things we believe that are not benefiting Us in life are there barriers to our life to the good things in life and to release them one by one and just think I don't have to believe that anymore

1:15:31 or do I want to believe that anymore and making a conscious Choice it feels like what surrender feels like when you've been so attached to an outcome and you finally let go feel this deep sense of relief in knowing that you know what the cards are going to fall the way they're going to fall and I have the ability to handle whatever happens feels like awe there's just this powerful knowing that you're not alone so we can give it a lot of different names but the key is that we are I believe much greater than we've been led to believe in the past so I think that that's where the healing really begins that's understanding and accepting that power in our lives you cannot fake your point of Attraction can you it is what

1:16:16 it is and everything in the universe is reflecting it back to you I have great gifts I have an incredible life but I've had a few problems I have a little bit of a back problem I fall asleep in a weird way but I have been given incredible opportunities it all began with reaching up for that book you say you can hear me away I follow my inner ding what I call my inner ding yes well it's that feeling your instinct it's an instinct thing and it either feels right or it doesn't I follow my energy [Music]

1:17:01 which path goes down to the beach yeah you have to turn around and get [Music] foreign I'm actually going down there if you want me to show you [Music] today like you're never gonna be good enough

1:17:53 I am willing to change thank you what you think and what you believe it's what will come true for you your thoughts create your life it's that simple and when we can get that we can make enormous changes [Music] foreign