She Saw Biggie in Hell, Saw Heaven and God gave her A Chilling Word w/ Queen Okeoma

0:00 And as soon as I said Jesus, I was out of my body on the floor. And then God started to speak. He said, "Do you see this darkness?" He said, "The darkness is alive and it is his own separate evil entity." He said, "Do you see these flames? These flames are 20,000 times hotter than the fire on the earth." He said, "These flames are fed with brimstone night, day. They will never go out." He said, "You serve me with your whole heart because if you don't, I'll use you." Then others will be saved through you, but you will die and go to hell. You cannot be involved in false religions. You cannot be a homosexual or lesbian or transgender. You can't be beating your wife. You can't be

0:47 preaching and then living in sin. Buddha not going to get you there. Muhammad not going to get you there. A Santa real ain't going to get you there. It's just Jesus. And it don't matter if you ask 20,000 times a day. Keep asking until that seed of bitterness is removed from your heart and you were able to talk to them again as if they never did it. That's how you know that for you forgave them. >> Oh my gosh. >> With no vision. I was physically out of my body in hell standing beside Jesus Christ himself. It was pitch black and these demons had to be 13, 14, 15 ft tall. And they were standing in front of a jail cell. A jail cell in hell. And Biggie was holding the bars but he was on fire from the inside. He said this man, he ain't even call him his name. He said, "This man told me he didn't need me. This man went to a fetish priest and got charms he carried around in his pocket to become famous."

1:33 >> Wait, wait. What did you say? And when they put him back in his cell and closed the door, he exploded on fire. And when my feet was an inch, maybe 2 in from that fire, I was back in my body. Queen, follow me. I'll teach you how to live right. Queen, follow me. I'll teach you how to love. >> He let me live. He let me live. I deserve to go to hell, but he let me live. He had saved me from 10 times. I had drunk bleach. He pumped my stomach. I tried to put a 12 gauge in my

2:19 trigger. The gun jam. He kept Jesus saving me and thank you, Lord. me. He kept saving me and I'm not in hell. I'm so grateful. I'm so thankful, Father, in the name of Jesus. I'm so grateful. I'm so I could have been lost. My God, Father, thank you for not letting me be lost enough. Please, thank you. If anybody's hearing this testimony, I pray in the name of Jesus >> because hell is a real place and the Lord reveals himself to me. >> This is not a podcast. This is a deliverance ministry. God is going to deliver just as many if not more here than he does inside of church buildings. >> And you got to keep giving yourself over to it. It's proving it to you over and over.

3:04 >> And the weightiness of your anointing, the Lord says thousands will be delivered. >> Well, you keep watching. Click the subscribe button. I'll wait. No, seriously, subscribe right now. Also, like and share this video. The more you like, share, comment, and engage with this video, the more we're able to produce content just like this. And also, we got this merch. Got this merch. The link is in description. If you want to support the channel, you can also donate. That's also in the description. The more you guys support, the more we're able to produce content just like this. Thank you again. Peace. But I'm sitting here in the house of my new sister. Her name is Queen, y'all. I discovered this woman maybe a week and a half ago

3:51 on my brother Vlad's channel. I keep finding people there, but this is the sister that when I saw her story, I hit Vlad and I said, "Vlad, where is this sister? I got to get her. I got to talk to her." He gave me her contact. I reached out to her and I said, "Where are you?" She told me where she was. I said, "Well, I got to get there." I don't care. If she would have told me Timbuktu, I would have been Timbuktu. She thought I lived in her city. She didn't know I flew all the way down here to be with her because God's hand is on her life. God has shown her so much. And I believe that what he's shown her, he's also put a mandate on her to share. and I'm just so grateful

4:37 that she was willing to participate. So, Sister Queen, thank you so much for joining us on We Need to Talk podcast. >> Amen. >> Oh, man. So, I'm not going to waste too much time. I'm just going to ask you to There's a lot of encounters that you had. The encounter that I was able to hear about was the one where God took you out of your body and he showed you many things. If you could take us just What was your life like before that happened? You could get into that one. And if you want to get into any other encounters, the floor is open. I was not the woman that I am now. I was

5:23 living in sin, smoking cigarettes. I was drinking. I was fornicating. I was hellbound. I was I I'm sorry. I was I was living in sin like normal people. Well, not I I was just I was living in sin. And um my mother and my father my mother was an evangelist and my mother my father was a minister of the gospel. And they they lived Jesus Christ in front of us. They they didn't just preach it. They lived it. Like I never saw my mom wear pants or makeup or lipstick or I never heard her curse my father. Never heard my father curse my mother. My mother didn't have a job outside her home. We

6:11 were never on any type of assistance because my father was a faithful tither. And plus, you know, he owned a company where he built homes for a living. And so he taught all all nine of my brothers how to build. And so um that's how I was raised. But when I became older, I wanted to be a superstar. I wanted to be a movie star. >> And um now you see me, I don't look the way that I used to look, which I'm thankful for. But back then, I was very, very slender and I wore my hair down because it's naturally curly, but >> I I could attract people to myself and I wanted to be a movie star.

6:57 >> Wow. I really did. And I had auditioned for the Charlie's Angels movie. Uh I had auditioned for Heb's video, one of his videos I got picked. Um me and my brother, we were going to go audition for Ebony magazine. Um so I wanted to be >> rich and famous. >> Wow. >> And I had at the time I had the looks and the intelligence to do it. But I didn't realize then when I was in sin that the prayers of the righteous availth much. My mother and my father were praying for me and my 16 siblings. And yes, my mother father has 17 children. And uh my mom's knees, she's a little my mom was half black and half Cherokee and

7:42 my my dad was half black and half white and half blackfoot. >> Oh, okay. >> So my mom's knees were black from praying for us cuz she stayed on her knees. But I I didn't want to be in the church because I was raised in the church all my life. I wanted to be a superstar and and I had the looks at the time to do that. Not realizing that my mom praying for me was blocking it. And I was trying this. I was smoking weed and drinking alcohol. And I had a problem with men. Well, some people will call it a problem. I call it a problem because God ordains a man, a husband and a wife. >> Yes,

8:28 >> I wasn't doing that. I was seven boyfriends and me or six. Yeah, I had a man problem. I did. I had a man problem. And God um he kept trying to get my attention to get me to repent. And um I uh I wouldn't repent cuz I wanted to sin and I told God to leave me alone. I just I just want to sing. I just I used to love to dance because I love musical instruments. >> Love them. Not realizing that. Now I know that God is the creator of all

9:15 >> music, creator of every instrument. And so now I have a different view on music. But I was I used to go to the club a lot and dance. I used to love to dance. I got a knee issue today because of it. Well, plus I'm ex-military and so I was in the Coast Guard. I got a medical discharge out and uh I kept uh trying to get my attention and I I didn't realize that I was using the beauty and the intelligence that he gave me against him. I I I didn't realize that.

10:02 I just wanted to go party and drink and around and become rich and that's all I wanted. And God had to get my attention. >> That's right. >> Some people they get saved, they just go to a church and the Holy Ghost convicts them. Or some people are ministered to and they repent. I was hardheaded. See, when I set my mind to do something, I set it set like flint. And that's why God had to do something so drastic. He had to show me hell to get my attention so I would change because I had a calling on my life. And um

10:50 the Bible says some come by fear but let them come. February of 2007, I was an apartment manager. >> Let me get you some a Kleenex. >> I don't need Kleenex. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. The angels catch your tears and they take them to heaven. Wow. That's in the word. They really do catch your tears. You might can't see it, but they'll take them and they'll take them to heaven and they'll pour them out in my book. He does that. It's so much we don't know about the Lord. He's so precious. >> Oh my God. >> Oh, thank you, Jesus. Um, so, um, in February of 2007, well, in the month before that, I was having relations. Mhm. >> with this gentleman who I wasn't married

11:37 to. And uh I had a couple supernatural encounters with him, but the last one that I had that led up to my hell experience was uh it was on a Sunday in February and uh I was in the act and I saw in fullblown color I saw angel And uh I knew who he was and I knew what he was doing and I knew I even knew about the object that was in his hand. He was a scribe angel and he had a quill, a pen with a feather in it and he

12:23 had the most beautiful white gown and little teardrop sized uh precious stones, pearls, diamonds, rubies hanging from his robe. He was small. He was about uh five, six, five, seven and he was writing what he saw me doing. He was writing it and that scared the crap out of me and I said to myself, "Oh my God, he's going to take this record and go back to heaven to tell God what I'm doing and I'm going to go to hell." And at the time I didn't realize God already knew that he was only writing what he saw me doing so it could be added for my so during judgment it would be used against me because I was in sin. So, um, I went home that day and I

13:09 started to repent. And I mean truly crying out, asking the Lord to forgive me cuz I was scared out of my mind. And uh, that was in February. The very next month was March. Now, I'm I'm gonna try to keep my I'mma try to hold myself together, but it's it's kind of hard because I was traumatized. >> Yes. >> Even though this happened in 2007, I was I was really really traumatized. It's still to this day when I think about it, even though I've been to hell six more times after that, that one was most traumatizing. And you're going to find out why. So, I'm living in sin. I'm smoking cigarettes,

13:56 fornicating. Um, I had two jobs. I was still blessed financially, but I wasn't tithing because I was in sin and I didn't have the mind of Christ. I had the mind of the devil and the mind of the world and the mind of my flesh. And so, that's what was going on. So, I had just got back from helping a friend take their vehicle, go pick up their vehicle. I had just got back from dropping them off. And, um, I lived alone. I wasn't married and at this time I had stopped, you know, having relations with that particular individual. And so I was I was by myself because I had repented and I was really trying to get my my heart right, but yet I was still smoking and but yet I was I was I repented and I knew that I was

14:41 going to go to hell if I didn't stop. So I had laid in the bed by myself. I had to make that note because I'll tell you why in a minute. I lay in the bed by myself and I'm laying in the bed. Okay, track with me now. I'm laying in the bed by myself and I'm on the left side of the bed, but on the right side of the bed, the mattress started to do this. It just started to roll and I rubbed my eyes and I leaned up on my elbows cuz I was on my stomach and I leaned up and I said, "What the?" And as soon as I said, "Jesus," I was out of my body on the floor. But I didn't know. First, let me explain. I had no fear. Number two, I didn't know who this woman

15:29 was in my bed. I had no idea cuz I was just in my bed. So, I'm trying to figure out who this I'm standing there looking at this woman trying to figure out who this and I'm talking to the Lord. Now, mind you, when I came out of my body, I didn't see no angels or God or demon. I was just by myself in my apartment standing on my floor. >> Did it feel like reality? No, it didn't feel like reality. I'm glad you asked that. And please, Ezekiel, if you got to stop me, stop me, ask me any questions, please, cuz I can get on a roll. Okay? So, please stop me. Ask me whatever you want cuz this is your show. But anyway, so I'm standing here and my bed is here and this woman, this naked woman is in my bed, but I remember when I came out of my body, I said, "Whoa."

16:15 And I looked down. And I had on clothes, but I was slim again. See, I used to be real slim. I was a size 11. I was 5'11. Size 11. I was a stick, but you know, I had a real nice shape. I just didn't have no body fat. I was just super I got pictures. Anyway, I was. And that's when I said, "Whoa." Cuz I was slim again. But it didn't register. It God never allowed it to register in my brain that I was dead. I I didn't know. I'm just trying to figure out how did I go from I didn't know that that was me to my shell and I'mma tell you exactly what I said. It's in my testimony. It's in my book and I'm not going to be afraid to say it cuz God did not give me the spirit of fear but power love and a sound mind. This what I said and I said it loud because I'm trying to figure out

17:02 who this woman is. I said I'm standing there. I'm looking at this woman. I said, "Who is this fat woman in my bed and why is my bed rolling?" And then I looked out cuz the window to the bedroom was to the right here. My bed was right here. I was standing in front of my bed. This woman who I found out when I came back was me, was my shell. And that my spirit and my soul had been taken out of my body. But I didn't know. When I looked out the window, the sun got real bright, like extra bright. Almost like I had on magnifying glasses just got extra bright. And all the colors in the room just got extra crispy. Just really beautiful. And that's when I knew I was in eternity. But yet I still didn't know I was dead. I I didn't have no fear. I got

17:48 He took away the fear. He took away the fact that I was dead. He didn't even let me know that I was me in that bed. He was in control of the situation. He was controlling it. But I didn't know that till I came back. That's why I wasn't afraid. Cuz normally something like that happened. You freak slam out. >> Gotcha. Maybe he just didn't want you to freak out. >> Ah, >> cuz he know me. >> Yes. >> Cuz I would have been screaming, hollering. >> Yes. >> Running through the apartment and then I probably would have ran through the door and been freaked out even more. >> So he took that from me. >> Uhhuh. >> So after I realized I was in eternity >> cuz I realized at that moment I had a complete understanding that I I was outside of time but I didn't know I was dead. I had no idea.

18:34 I just made a mental note. I'm in eternity. But I didn't tell nobody. That's what I said. I just made a mental note that I'm in eternity. I'm not in time. I went from my bedroom to the I I thought it was heaven. Let me describe it to you. I'mma tell you how I found out it was the room of the living dead. Let me explain because I'm jumping ahead of myself because I get excited when I start talking about this because it's it was so traumatized. is just coming back as if it happened yesterday, but it happened in 2007 and this 2025. That's how how long it's been since that first encounter took place. So, I went from this floor in my bedroom into eternity into this huge hall and all the walls were covered in diamonds. I mean, it looked

19:21 like somebody took a big paintbrush and just painted the walls with diamonds. It was just it was beautiful. And then there was a bunch of people. Think of a square box and think of a bunch of chest pieces that you put side by side and they all standing up in this box. That's how the people were. They were all standing up side by side just looking straight ahead like they were dead but alive. And they all had on clothes that were made out of diamonds. They were cut out of diamonds. All their clothes cut out of diamonds. And the walls were painted with diamonds. And there was this 12-year-old and I'm talking about bishops, pastors, teachers, lay people, people. I seen this woman from India, long pretty black hair. I saw different people from all

20:07 over the world. And they were all professing to be Christians. And then the one that was in the front was this little 12-y old boy with a bow tie. But all of his clothes, all of their clothes were cut out of diamonds. All of them. And I, now I'm up on a platform. It's three stairs. One, two, three. The platform is here. I'm standing here. And the Holy Spirit is standing right beside me just like this. And I wasn't paying him no attention, but I knew he was right there. But I was not paying him not a drop of attention cuz I thought I was in heaven. When I first appeared in this room, I said, "I'm in heaven cuz all you all the diamonds and the people with the diamond and I'm thinking I'm in heaven." So, it was this one enc casement window on the

20:52 right wall, and it was the whole room was cut out of diamonds, but it was an old wooden window on the right wall. And that window was the only thing that gave me an idea how big this room was. And out of the window, you could see clouds and and and the blue sky. And it was so beautiful. And I remember looking off this way. And the Holy Spirit wanted my attention back to this way. He didn't say nothing. I just knew to look back. And after I said I'm in heaven, that's when the spirit of the living God said these words. And I will never forget it because I'm saying it verbatim. He said, "No, what you're looking at is their outside appearance. They look like perfect Christians to the outside world, but inwardly their hearts are evil continuously and every last one of us is

21:39 on their way to hell." Bishops, pastors, teachers, prophets, lay people. And then I saw different sayings just popping up in these words. Unforgiveness, lack of love, just coming from each one of them. And I was just observing. I had no thoughts, no response. I was just I was observing. The Lord just had me observing. He was in complete and total control. Then this one black lady, she was about 53, 5'4. She wor we wore about 130, 140 pounds. She had on this skirt suit and the skirt stopped right before her knee, right above her knees and the suit jacket stopped right here like 3/4 left and she

22:26 had the nicest haircut I have ever seen. It was asymmetrical. This and it was curled up and then this part was curled but then it it went like this. It was I I've never that I'm speciously trying to explain it because it was just gorgeous. But then her skin from her suit jacket melted off of her and it melted off of her like chocolate and it hit the floor and all I could see was her skeleton from her wrist from her from the middle of her arm to her to her fingers fingertips. All I could see was her skeleton. Then I was taken out of this room and then I was suspended in midair. I was in the middle. It was nothing. There was just nothing. There was like white nothing like off-white. It was just

23:11 nothing. Look to the right, nothing. To the left, nothing. Nothing was there. But I was suspended in midair. I didn't feel nothing. I didn't feel no weightlessness. I didn't feel nothing. I didn't feel no no um no air on my face, nothing. I was just suspended in the middle of nothing. But then I looked down and 100 feet below me was a round platform. under that platform was it looked like a pyramid and it was attached to the platform and inside this platform was the spirit of the living God. It was the power of the spirit of the living God that was holding in place and I just knew it when I saw it. But on this platform was God himself was God Almighty. Yeah. The

23:56 great God Jehovah. Yeah. That one. The one that created the heavens and earth. Him. Because I remember when I looked down, I said, "He has all power." And soon as I switched places, soon as I said that, I switched places with the lady because, okay, there was a lady on the platform naked, no clothes. She had pieces of shredded um shards of black and white clothing hanging off her neck, right? But she was laying on her back naked before him. And as soon as I said, "He has all power," we switched places. Then it was me laying naked on that platform with shreds of clothing hanging off my neck and It was God. Now, I know y'all asking me what the God look like. I can hear y'all thinking it because I always tell it in my testimony. Let me explain this to y'all. I didn't see no face or nothing. I saw the outline of a

24:44 human being and water inside. That's the best way I can describe it. I saw the outline of a human being and water inside the outline. No face, no features, just all you saw was the outline of a human being and water. That's the I can't explain no other way. And he was 100 feet tall or maybe 30 feet. I'm not sure. I just know he was real big and tall. So I'm laying on this platform. Now I'm laying this way. He's standing right here. This platform is round out here. Maybe 10, 15 feet in front of me or Yeah. In front of me. this little brown circle appeared and it grew to the size of a wall. It

25:29 was brown. Around this circle was nothing. But inside this, the circle itself was brown and it grew to the size of a wall. Now, if you take a cross and put it inside that circle, each section looks like a pie. Piece of a pie. That was a gate. Those it looked just like a piece of a pie, but it's a gate. words appeared on the surface. They were attached to the surface but raised up about two inches in the words and they weren't in English but it it I don't know I don't know what language it was but I could understand what it said. It said the gates to hell. So one gate open then it went on top the second one. Those two gates opened and went on top the third and those three gates open and one on top the fourth and they

26:17 disappeared. And inside these gates, all you saw was pitch black darkness and flames. Now, I ain't talking about no flames you see here on the earth that's blue and white. I'm talking about green, yellow, orange, purple. You know, the color of a flame denotes the intensity or the intensity of the heat. So, if it's green, you know, you're looking at 15,000 degrees. You know, if it's purple, you're looking at 25 30. The the different colors denotes the color of the heat. And now I'm not exact with those numbers. I'm just telling you that it's hotter than the fire on the earth. Cuz you're not going to light your gas stove and see purple flames. You're not going to light your gas stove and see yellow flames or orange flames or red flames. You going to mostly see blue and

27:07 white. I know. I got a gas stove. So all the gaze disappeared. All you see is darkness and flames. And then God started to speak. Now, I don't know if God was speaking to me audibly or if it was telepathic, but I just know he was talking. >> And when God speak, you shut your mouth. >> Yeah. >> I I just laid there like a dead woman. I was just mute. He was speaking. And this is what he said. Oh, Father, help me say this without breaking down crying. Okay. He said, "Do you see this darkness?" He said the darkness is alive and it is his own separate evil entity.

27:54 He said I created the two great lights. The sun to light the day and the moon to light the night. There's nowhere where you can go on the earth where the where your eyes are not adjust to the darkness. But in hell there is no light. He said, "Do you see these flames? These flames are 20,000 times hotter than the fire on the earth. He said these flames are fed with brimstone night and day. They will never go out. And the platform that I was on tilted and my feet my whole I was starting to slide into this gate into this hole into this I'm starting to slide into it. feet first because the platform tilted downwards >> and I was on my back on my elbows trying

28:42 to get away but I couldn't >> and when my feet was an inch maybe two inches from that fire I was back in my body back in my body now I didn't have any feeling in my body from my neck down and my I'm darting my eyes back and forth trying to figure where I am because I know where I had just come from. I know and I'm trying to figure out what is going on. I don't understand. But then I heard the voice of God again. When he was in eternity, he spoke with pure truth. Pure authoritative truth is the basic way I can explain it. No

29:27 emotion, just pure truth. This is what I did. This is what this is. But then when he came when I came back into my body, he spoke with anger cuz he was angry with me. He was mad. God is not one you want to have mad with you cuz you can't pray him off at you. You can't stop his anger because he's sovereign. He not your best friend. He not your homie. He is someone to be revered and feared, to be loved and obeyed. He is the

30:13 creator of all things. He is the beginning and the end. You cannot, no one will escape his judgment. No one. He is in control of death and life. He is in absolute control. People thank God some big fat baby sitting up on a cloud with harp playing music. God sits on the throne with four 20 elders. Their thrones are around his throne and they throw the throne. They throw their crowns at his feet saying holy, holy, holy. We take God for granted. We don't know who he is. We read the Bible. We get a

30:58 glimpse. We get an idea, but we don't really know who God is. This God did this to me that day. No warning, just no angels, no demons, just him. He was on that platform that day. Not an angel with God Almighty himself. And when I came back into my body, this is what he said. And he was mad with me. He said, "You serve me with your whole heart because if you don't, I'll use you that others will be saved through you, but you will die and go to hell." You tell

31:44 them, "I said tithing and offering is a commandment." You tell them, I said, "This is how my word is preached. This is how my churches are taken care of." You tell them I said it. The feeling came back into my body and I sat up and I started to scream. I mean, I was screaming so loud. I was in an apartment building. I don't even understand how SWAT didn't show up in my house. My apartment just kicked the door cuz I was screaming. I was out of my mind, terrified with pure fear. Then I heard a voice, sweetest voice I had ever heard in my

32:32 whole life. And when this voice called my name, I could just feel love dripping from my name. And it was a voice of the Holy Spirit. And he said, "Queen, follow me. I'll teach you how to walk right. Queen, follow me. I'll teach you how to live right. Queen, follow me. I'll teach you how to love. Follow me. Oh, God. I started to scream. Everything I knew about Jesus was gone. It was Everything I ever heard about Jesus went out the window.

33:17 We talking about the creator. We talking about the most famous being in the history of the world. We're talking I was still smoking at that time. So, I stopped screaming and I got my cigarettes and my ashtray and my lighter and I went in my living room and I sat out and I said, "Lord, I know you're not going to take this

34:04 from me." I said, "And I don't want to go to hell. I don't want to go back to that place you just brought me from. Please. I said, "What I'm going to do is I'm going to use the will you gave me and I'm going to take these cigarettes and this ashtray. I'm going to go throw them in the trash can. But this is what I'm going to need you to do. I'm going to need you to make this so disgusting to me, so sickening, so foul. I want you I want you to make it that I hate it, that I'll never do it again." I got up and I went and threw it in the trash. Threw the light in the trash. Just got rid of it. And I just sat there. I ain't know what to do. So I called my brother. I called my brother Jeff. We're very close. He taught me the word for 10 years. I called him and I said, "Jeff, I

34:50 just I've been to hell." But I was screaming and crying. >> And he said, "Queen, I can't understand you. Calm down." And I said, "Jeff, God just took me to the room of the living dead and he took me to the gates of hell and he brought me back. And I said, Jeff, he told me, he warned me." I said, "Jiff," he told me. He said, "You serve me not at all." He He was telling me that he was going to use me regardless. I said, "Did you hear me?" He told me he was going to use me regardless. It didn't matter whether I surrendered or not. He told me, he was letting me know I got a call on your life. I don't care what you do, but the but the number of people that I called you to be s I called to be saved through you, I'mma

35:35 use you, but you'll die and go to hell. I said, this God told me this. I said, Jeff, I'm scared out of my mind. I said, I don't know what to do. I said, I'm I'm terrified. I said, Jeff, you got to help me. I don't know what to do. So Jeff started teaching me the word. Five, six days a week, we'd be on the phone. He married. I could call him. He his wife will tell you I would call his house and we'd be on the phone sometimes four, five, six hours a day. I call him at 10. We wouldn't get off the phone sometimes at 3:00 or 4 in the morning because this man was teaching me the word. We wasn't doing no gabbing. We wasn't gossiping or none of that. We was in the word. He was teaching me from

36:21 Genesis to Revelation. I mean, he was breaking it down. And the Lord gave me the ability to remember book, chapter, and verse because I I couldn't even do that at first. And then it hit me. >> I realized I had been sinning against God for years. I realized that I used the beauty he gave me, the intelligence, the filth, >> the filth, the filth, the filth, the filth. I committed so many I committed such an atrocity before the Lord and he let me

37:06 live. He let me live. >> Thank you, Jesus. I deserve to go to hell, but he let me live. To this day, it blows my mind. He absolutely let me live. When I deserve to go to hell, he let me live. I committed so much sin, so much filth, so fornication, so much cursing, lie. She didn't steal it. He let me live. Father, thank >> Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Lord. >> Let me live. Thank you for letting me

37:54 live. Thank God. Father, thank you for not letting me be lost enough. Please. Thank [Music] Father God, thank you for letting me live. Thank you, Jesus, for letting me live. Not only did he let me live, see, he had been teaching me about demons all my life. He gave me all these gifts. He gave me He put all of this in me and I wasn't listening and he just kept blessing me and Jesus. Thank you,

38:42 >> Father. Thank you for letting me live. >> Thank you. Thank you. Thank you, Jesus. >> Father, thank you for letting me live. You let me live. Oh, your mercy. People don't understand the seriousness of hell is eternal. You'll never drink another glass of water. You will never eat another morsel of food. You'll never sleep again. You will never have another communication with another human being. You being based on your sin. You are torn apart. You're ripped apart. You're you're burned. You You're Can you imagine you're burning your finger on the stove? would imagine your whole body being encased in fire.

39:27 I deserve to go to hell, but he let me live. I'm sitting here doing this interview with you when I should be in hell. I should be lost. Let me tell you something. I tried to commit suicide. I got to tell you this testimony. I got in the year 2000. I was going to commit suicide and I was going to do it. I was gonna open the veins in my wrist and I was crying and I was praying asking him to forgive me for what I was about to do. I just wanted the pain to stop. >> Jesus. >> And I heard a voice. Oh God, thank you. Oh, thank you. Thank you a thousand times. I love you with all my heart. >> God,

40:14 >> I love you with every father of my being. I was going to open my veins. I really was going to kill myself. And I heard a voice in the room. I didn't see no one, but I heard a voice. And this is what that voice said. Queen, hell is a place of unimaginable torment. Queen, God loves you more than you can imagine. Queen, peace, be still. that at the moment when the voice said that, I dropped that knife and I started to weep and all the pain and hurt I had left. He saved me from suicide. But that was the 10th time I had tried. >> Jesus, he has saved me from suicide 10

40:59 times. I had drunk bleach. He pumped my stomach. I tried to put a 12 gauge in my mouth and pulled a trigger. The gun jam. Wow. >> He kept Jesus saving me and thank you Lord me. >> Oh God, you're too good. >> He kept saving me and I'm not in hell. I'm so grateful. I'm so thankful, Father, in the name of Jesus. I'm so grateful. I'm so I could have been lost. I should have went to hell for all the sin I committed. I should have been there, but he spared my life and he forgave me. Oh God, he forgave me. I can't believe

41:48 he forgave me. He forgave me. He wiped my sins on his record books like I never did it. And I love him with all my heart because of it. The Bible says those who love much are for because they're forgiven much. And I love him. I love my savior. I love him with all my heart. >> Thank you, Jesus. >> And I walk in reverential fear. And I definitely live right in his sight. And if anybody's hearing this testimony, I pray in the name of Jesus that you repent >> because hell is a real place. You cannot live.

42:34 You cannot Oh my God. You cannot worship false gods. You cannot be involved in false religions. You cannot be worshiping the devil. You cannot be homosexual or lesbian or transgender. Or you can't be beating your wife. You can't be preaching and then living in sin. You have the Bible says, "Be ye holy, for without holiness no man shall enter the kingdom of God." There's no other way. all the other ways man has tried to make Jesus. >> Acts 4:12 says there's no other name under heaven given by which a man must be saved except the name of Jesus. Buddha not going to get you there. Muhammad not going to get you there. The the uh uh uh uh Santa real ain't going

43:21 to get you there. It's just Jesus. Jesus the only one who died on the cross. Just Jesus. Only Jesus. It's only Jesus. He's the way, the truth, and the life. It's just Jesus. So if you want to ask questions, you got to ask me questions. I got to turn this off because what do we do from here? Some of us have not had the experience you had. >> You got to get saved. You got to repent. You got to give your life to Christ. If you going to be saved, be saved 100% all the way. If you going to be saved and you want to go to hell, that's on you because God made it. He gave us a choice. But you got to repent. Period. You got to live a life of repentance. Serious. You got to give up the world. People don't want to give up the world. You have to give up the world and all of the filth in it. You got to give it up.

44:06 Listen, I'm not saying you can't have nice things. We not in no studio. This is this is where we live. This is our home. But I give it up in a second. And God told me to. I don't worship it. But I don't have nothing that belongs to me. It's all his. I'm just a steward. I'm only a steward of what he gave me. >> Oh my gosh. You you talked about forgiveness. >> Oh Lord, you don't forgive. God ain't going to forgive you. It's more Christians going to hell for unforgiveness than any any other sin. You I don't care who you are. If you try to act like you better people by not forgiving them, you going to go to hell with that pride. God forgave you. What if they take the

44:53 stance that I'm forgiven, but I'm not fooling with them. And you still got kind of like the little Let me tell you what I did. Let me talk about what I did. And this is what I learned from the Holy Ghost. This is through trial and error. And this is through the word. I learned from the spirit of God that if you are still holding something in your heart, pray every day and ask the Lord to remove it, to remove seeds of bitterness from your heart. Ask him to help you to forgive them. I don't care if you got to ask a thousand times a day. Keep asking. >> Jesus, it don't matter if you ask 20,000 times a day. Keep asking until that seed of business is removed from your heart and you were able to talk to them again as if they never did it. That's how you know that you forgave them.

45:40 >> Oh my gosh. >> If you can't talk to them no more, you ain't forgave them. If you could talk to them as if it never happened, do you know you forgave them? You can move on. But until then, you better be begging. You better be begging and pleading with the Lord cuz he ain't going to make >> it doesn't matter what they did to you. >> It don't matter. Do you G do you know what Jesus sacrificed? >> Jesus. >> Do you not understand that he committed no sin while he was on the earth? But yet still he allowed his own creation to starve him, beat him. I'm talking about front and back. Okay. With a cat of nine tails. Google to see what that is. Okay. They beat him front and back. They

46:27 pulled his beard out his face, out of his out his out of his chin. They put a cap, a crown of thorns onto his head and it went straight into his brain. And then they starved him. And then they wouldn't give him no water. And then they took spikes, railroad spikes. We ain't talking about no little nails. We talking about railroad spikes. They laid Oh, back up. They crucified him naked. We've only shown him with a loin cloth on to show him respect. But Jesus Christ was crucified bug ball naked. They put him on a wood cross. Put a a piece of wood. They call it the

47:13 titulus because they found it. It's called a titulus. And they put a wood board. They nailed it into the top of his cross. And it said in three different languages, Greek, Hebrew, and lat and Latin, Jesus Christ crucified for insurrection. Three different languages. But we want to walk around and not forgive somebody. We We want to walk around and act like we better than somebody, not forgive. But you got this. We we talk about God who put down his deity, put it down, picked up our flesh, and allow somebody to be Would you, Let me ask y'all. Would y'all allow somebody to beat y'all? >> And you ain't did no wrong.

47:59 >> Come on. >> I could see if you had there was a justification. Would you allow somebody to spit in your face? Would you allow somebody to put two and three inch stones down into your brain through your skull? Would you allow somebody to beat you without you calling out? The Bible says that Jesus could have called 70 legions of angels. They would have came and destroyed the planet. Earth wouldn't exist because they would have came in here killed everybody. They would have killed humanity just because how they treated Jesus. But he took it for us. He took it. The Bible says when we were

48:47 yet in our sins, he died for us. That's why I cry cuz I'm grateful. I know the filth I committed in this body. I know the disgust. Paul had nothing on me. Yeah. Saul. You remember him? the one who was killing people and cuz he believed he was right but he was wrong and God blinded him in on the way to Damascus and yeah that Paul that's all they I his sin was nothing compared compared to mine Paul had nothing on me I was the biggest monger you ever seen in your whole I had a man problem and I committed other sins on top of that filth treason in the spirit but I'm sitting here in front of you today breathing >> a lot of

49:33 >> because my mama's knees was black constantly praying for us. So he took a sinner and turned it to all of that all of that desire all of that fire that I had to sin all that hard-heartedness all that stiffness he took it and turned it around to glorify him. >> You said something I never heard someone say. You said, "I took the beauty and intelligence that he gave me against him." >> I used it again. Yes. >> So, you're trying to say that God is judging those who take the things that he considers gifts to us. He blessed us with the strength or beauty, intelligence, and giftings. And when we

50:21 use those things in sin, then we're using it against him. >> Against him. Yes. There's a scripture that everyone points out that uh Jesus said that the ones that you gave me shall never be plucked out of my hand. And also in Romans 8, nothing shall separate us from the love of God. How do you explain that when salvation is a gift that we can't earn? So how are you telling us that with all these works we got to maintain the salvation? >> Not works. The Bible says to work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. Work out your own. Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. I didn't write the book, but it's in it. Number one, you brought up several

51:07 points. Let me knock them all down. Okay, first of all, how can you say you love someone, but yet you won't obey them? How can you say you love your daddy, but you won't obey him? How can you say you love your husband, but you won't obey him? How can you say you love your wife, but you won't do what she asked? How can you say you love your pastor, but you won't go help him? Love is the key here, >> my Lord. >> Love is the key. It's about love. It's about love. It's about love. When you love, you will obey. Simple. Now, you said something else. >> Salvation. >> What' you say about salvation? salvation. God's going to make sure you get to heaven.

51:54 >> Make sure. Show to show. Show that to me in the Bible. Show me book, chapter, and verse where it says that God's going to make sure. >> Well, this well, some people will say that the scripture says that um uh he is faithful to complete what the things that he starts. >> Okay, stop. He's faithful to complete the things that he starts. He didn't start sin. So because he didn't start sin, he not going to finish it. He starts holiness, righteousness, salvation, living right, forgiven. So everything he starts, he will finish. Oh. Oh, that's right. The word of truth. But he didn't start sin. Next. >> What was some other things that you saw that that you remember?

52:41 >> I saw Biggie in hell. Yeah. I used to love Biggie Small. He used to have this song called Give Me One More Chance. And I used to love the extended remix. Oh, I used to be in the club, boy. Boy, that was my jam. 2016, I was in the car synagog. And I saw this particular female on Facebook. I won't call her name, but I saw her on Facebook and she was professing to be a child of God, but she was at the wax museum and she was hugging this wax this wax uh wax doll, whatever it was. >> She was hugging this this copy of Biggie saying, "This should have been my husband." I said, "Lord, what in the world? >> This woman's supposed to be a child of

53:27 God, and you in there talking about this ungodly man supposed to be your husband?" M an hour later, Jesus Christ took me from that room into hell. Hear me now. Hear my words with no dream. For all some of y'all saying I'm having dreams with no vision. I was physically out of my body in hell standing beside Jesus Christ himself. There's this cave like area was pitch black and there was these two the demons was almost as the demons was darker than the darkness. You didn't even know it was demons there until you saw the whites of their eyes. That's how you knew that it they was creatures. And these demons had to be

54:14 13, 14, 15 feet tall. And they were standing in front of a jail cell. A jail cell in hell. A jail cell in hell. The bars went up and down and they were dug into the top of this cave like area then dug into the bottom and it was just a carved out area of a cave room and there was nothing in this room just carved out area and Biggie was holding the bars but he was on fire from the inside. He was burning from the inside like he like like somebody put a bomb in his belly. He exploded. I saw him and I'm standing there looking at him and I asked Jesus. I said, "Jesus, why is this man here?" And these are the words Jesus said verbatim is written on record in heaven. This what he told me. He said, "This man," he ain't even call him his

55:01 name. He said, "This man told me he didn't need me. This man went to a fetish priest and got charms he carried around in his pocket to become famous." And he said, "This man, >> wait, wait, what did you say? This man went to a fetish priest and got charms that he put in his pocket that he carried around and become famous. You don't know nothing about that? Oh, America. America. There are witch doctors who are given a semblance of power by demons, by Satan himself. And it it's practiced a lot in Africa and other countries. Yes. >> It's not practiced as much here. >> Yes. >> But it's practiced a lot in Africa where there are real witch doctors. That's all

55:49 they do 24/7, 365. They live in their little witch doctor huts or witch doctor tents. And they serve Satan and they take these little charms. It could be an earring. It could be a piece of a rock. It could be a piece of a cloth. And they do incantations over this whatever over this charm and they give it to the person and demons follow that charm and whatever that person asked of from that witch doctor those demons make happen. That's it. That's what they do. And he believed he was a king. And Jesus said, "But mostly it's because

56:34 he told me he didn't need me." When Jesus finished speaking them two demons, one demon told the other demon that he wasn't speaking in English. He was speaking this language I ain't never heard, but I knew what he was saying. He was saying cuz he was pointing. They had staffs. They had poles. I don't know. I don't know what's up with the staffs, but they had these staffs. And he was holding the staff with his right hand. He pointed. He said he was telling the other demon to get him out of that cell. And they're going to take him for more torment. So when they came out the sale, a fake uh king's robe appeared on him. Fake crown and they took him and put him in a juicer. Now in the spirit realm, you have a permanent spirit body. In hell, you still feel like you have bones. You still feel like you have blood vessels.

57:20 You still feel like you have the same organs you had here. But you don't. What you do, you feel it. And he felt the pain of breaking bone, uh, muscles and ligaments and tendons, his skull being cracked and smashed. He felt that. And then it was all on the floor in a big mush pile. And then his body just came back together. And then they put him back in his cell. And when they put him back in his cell and closed the door, he exploded on fire. Like somebody put a bomb inside his chest and he exploded. But his body didn't do nothing. He was just burning from the inside. Yes, he's in hell. He told Jesus he didn't need him. Acts

58:07 4:12 is very clear. John, I mean uh um um John 3:16 is very clear. For God so loved his world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believeth on him shall not perish but shall have everlasting life. Bigger didn't want him. He didn't want to have nothing to do with him. He told him just like Marilyn Monroe told Jesus, "I don't need you." You know how many people die in their sins telling Jesus they don't need him because they're deceived? Nobody willfully, nobody knowingly goes to hell. Knowingly. Let me tell you about the fireball section. 20 14 I was single. So, I was living by myself

58:54 with nobody in the house with me. And this particular night, I was in my room. I had just finished uh saying my prayers. And I was on my stomach. I'm a stomach sleeper. And my spirit started to rise up through my body. I could hear the electricity. It was It was I could hear electricity. I had never experienced this any other time I left my body. But this time, the Lord was allowing me to feel the electricity that you hear when your spirit pops out of your body. Well, that's what I heard. I can't speak for other people who have had NDS, OBS. >> So, as my spirit is leaving my body, I grab the headboard. I'm I'm crying. I'm screaming, begging the Lord not to take me. I mean, literally screaming, saying, "Lord, no, please don't take me. You left Mary Kay back. You left Bill Whis.

59:40 You gonna leave me." I was scared out of my mind because I really thought it was, you know, cuz he had left Mary Kay and Bill Whis. And I was like, "Lord, I I'mma come back and be I've been a I've been a psych." Yeah, >> I could I could I I I couldn't handle that. And I had this little blue uh gown type dress I used to wear around the house, you know, V-neck, long sleeve. It came to my knees, had a little slit, but it was only for the house and it was folded up. I had just washed it. It was up in the closet. Ezekiel, while I was screaming, begging the Lord not to take me to hell. I was standing in hell in that in that gown in that

1:00:26 blue in that blue gown dress standing in hell. I'm looking around like this. Now, mind you, I every time God takes me to hell, he takes away the fear, the smell, and the sound. I don't never have no fear. I've never had any. Well, I I was afraid that time because I thought he was going to leave me. But when I was in hell, I didn't have any fear. So, I'm standing in hell. Um, there's a a wall right here. That's the hell wall. It's cave wall. Look like a regular cave. Like, and you look up, all you see is pitch black darkness. And I was standing this close to the wall. And I'm looking around and I look up. All I seen was pitch black darkness as far as I could see. And this is what I saw that. And this is why I call it the fireball section

1:01:11 because I saw a bunch of fireballs. Now listen. Okay, try to describe this. You see how the how round this is? This is perfectly asymmetrical. Perfectly round. This is a perfectly round circle in every form and shape. >> Mhm. >> Imagine a circle shaped like this, but the size of a human. >> Okay. Now, imagine a circle of fire shaped just like this. is the size of a human, but it's fire. They're fireballs. There was thousands of this way, that way, and that way. They were suspended above the earth. So, you got the ground right here. >> Mhm. >> And each fireball was suspended above

1:01:58 the earth. Maybe that maybe two inches, but it was locked in place, but it was suspended above the earth. Each fireball actually got off from burning the people that was inside of it because it was one person inside each fireball. One. And the color of the fire was black, blue, purple, yellow. It was in people. You couldn't see that it was a person inside the fire because of the colors, but if you got up close to it, then you could see them. Each person was damned. inside that each person was damned and their torment was being locked inside of a ball of fire. I'm talking about encased inside a fire. I'm I ain't talking about your head out and your neck out or this part of your body. I'm

1:02:45 talking about all of you was on fire. >> Jesus. >> I'm standing there looking and my eyes and this this same way happened in heaven. This happens in the spirit realm. My eyes started to zoom like a lens like a camera started zooming. >> I was zooming in 25 miles away. That's how big this place was. And I was coming up, my eyes, I was sitting in the same spot, but my eyes was, my view was coming up on this person who was inside this fireball going back nut crazy trying to get the fireball off. I'm talking about whailing doing whatever they could to get the fire off, but they couldn't because it was encased inside of it. I knew that it was a man, but before my vision was able to lock eyes and see the face, I believe I can't say. All I could say was I knew

1:03:32 I knew it was a man. But before my vision got close enough where I could see their face, I was back in my body and my spirit went clump and just dropped back in like a basketball. >> I mean, I felt this time I felt the heaviness of it. I felt the weight of my spirit dropping back into my body. And I started crying and I said, "Lord, why you keep doing this to me? I I don't want to go to hell. I don't want to see people tormented. I don't want to see people being embed. Oh, why Ezekiel? I heard this voice. Oh, God. He said it. And it came from up here in heaven and it was all around some like uh earthquake and thunder. He said it is necessary. [Music]

1:04:20 And I got afraid. I was like, "Okay, okay, that's what you want. Okay. You want to keep taking me to hell, showing me that? Um, so your experience with God, you got to see a side of him that most of us denies exists. That God is the furry uh teddy bear that is just so sweet and gracious cuz he made all the stars and everything and he loves and he's so sweet. You said you were terrified >> beyond measure. There is nothing you can do to get me to sin against God today. Nothing. You couldn't pay me. Nothing I got. Nowhere I could go. Just the Bible says in the book of Proverbs

1:05:09 that the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom. People don't fear God. They they don't fear him because they don't know him. I know him. Now, I'm not saying I know him 100% because that's not possible. >> Right. See, >> God, he's infinite. >> Yes. But I know him well enough to know that there's a side of God is very dangerous. It's a side of him that's extremely dangerous. I'm telling you, we we've in this country been lied to like 40 going north. God is dangerous, bro. It's a side of him. Now, don't get me twisted.

1:05:56 God is a God of psychotic love, crazy love. He's a God of infinite mercy, infinite wisdom, infinite compassion. Yes, I'm a testimony. I'm a living, breathing testimony of the mercy of God. You want to know what mercy? What? You want to know about God's mercy? Take a picture of me. I'm This is I'm God's mercy. I'm I'm I'm God's grace. I'm I'm not his grace. I'm God's mercy. I'm his compassion. You want to see it? Me? You want to see a picture? I'm telling you, I'm a picture of his mercy and his grace. But I know God aside of him is very dangerous. >> Well, people are more afraid of Satan. >> Huh? Afraid of who? >> Satan. >> Why?

1:06:44 Cuz he's the one that's so evil and bad. How could you be afraid of the created instead of being more afraid of the creator? Ow. Yes, Satan is evil. He hate God. He know he can't do nothing to God. So what do he go after? He go after God's own heart. Us. Because God created us in his image and hence his likeness. He loves us. Has no desire for no one to go to hell. That's not his will. He didn't create hell for us. He created hell for the devil and his bastard imps. But if you don't want to be with him, where else is you going to go? He not

1:07:30 going to force you to come in his house and you don't want to. Yeah, God judges with love. People say, "Oh, that's evil." No, it ain't. He love you. How he going to force you to come live in his house, but you want to go live in Satan's house and you prove that you want to go live in Satan's house because this is how you live your life on the earth. >> I ain't going to make you go live with me. I love you. So, this is what you want to do. I know I ain't going to never see you again. You don't understand that. I know I ain't going to never be in your you ain't going to never be able to talk to me or be in my presence no more. Okay, I get that. I love you enough to let you go. >> Wow. God loves people enough to let them go.

1:08:15 We have a choice. You got a choice to cheat on your wife or to be faithful to your wife. >> You make that choice every day. >> Every day. >> God made beautiful creatures. Hear me. I mean, I done seen some men I had to actually stop and turn around and be like, "Lord, um, >> I'm going back this way." Yeah. And you going to have to do something in me cuz um if I keep going this way. >> Yep. >> You going to have to help me with this. >> Yep. >> Okay. >> I mean, oh Lord, >> you got to I know it's wrong to to to sin and I know it's wrong to fornicate. That's why I keep myself from it. I know

1:09:02 it's for I know it's wrong >> to lie. So I keep myself from doing it. Yes. I know it's wrong to to gossip. I keep myself from doing it. I I know I I know it's wrong to do things these particular things. So, I I I endeavor to keep myself from doing it because I'm I'm I don't want to hurt him. See, I'm past fear. I still got it. Don't get it twisted. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> But because I love him so much, I don't want to hurt him. I >> I don't want to hurt him. You don't want to hurt somebody you love. >> Come on. You You don't want to hurt somebody you adore. >> Come on. >> That you extol. You don't I don't I love him. I want him to look at me and say, "I'm pleased with her. I'm pleased with your queen.

1:09:48 I want him to look at him. I want him to look at me and say, I love you. I want him to come visit me. He's He's visited me in my house. Not in spirit, but real just like flesh will like me. >> I want him to come sit and talk with me." That's what he does when he he loves everyone, but he don't show up to everybody. >> He don't. >> And you've even had an experience uh with heaven. >> Yeah. Oh, let me tell you. My mama passed New Year's Eve of 1999. She was born again. Showed enough to the core. My daddy, the hospital killed him in 1988. >> Oh. >> The hospital killed him. My mama wouldn't suit. And so, um, I had prayed

1:10:34 when I got saved, I prayed and I asked the Lord to tell my mom that I got saved, that I stopped hoing and trying to be a movie star and I stopped chasing men cuz I had a man problem. I had one time I had these seven guys in the house at one time on the not doing nothing but I wasn't doing nothing but I was just telling them I'mma date you on Monday, me and you going out on Tuesday. Me. That's how it was. And everybody was like, okay. I had like that I because I had I believe in having backups. I was a wicked sinner. I was no I was trifle. I was no good at all. But I had and these were no ugly brothers. >> All right. >> Mhm. >> I didn't do ugly. I'm sorry. I do. I know. >> Yeah. No. Anyway, uh let me tell you how. Okay. So, I had prayed three

1:11:20 prayers. I told I told the Lord I said, "Lord, I want to catch a glimpse of heaven. I want to lay at your feet like a dead woman. and I want my mom and dad to know I'm safe. I prayed that prayer for a year and a half. October 21st, 2007 at 10 o'clock in the morning. I was in my apartment and I was just fixing to call my brother. I had the cordless phone in my hand. I was just fixing to call my brother. And when I came out my I'm sitting on the bed and I came out of my body. Um when I came out of my as I was coming out of my body, I had on a robe. It was white. I had sleeves but with no seams. >> Oh wow. >> Sleeves with no seams. >> Yeah. >> And they they came like this and hung

1:12:05 down and my collar came around like this. It was round and it was long. It was came down to my feet. It was a white dress. And I know now it was the garment of salvation. And I had it on. And I remember when I was coming out of my body when my because I was coming out through my head. And when I came out through my feet was almost out. I remember looking up and I remember saying, "Man, I'm tall." I kid you not. Then my head just fell back on on on the headboard. Now, I told you I like boats. I asked the Lord, "Could I buy a boat?" He ain't answer me yet. But he know I love water. He know cuz he always hear me say, "Lord, when you created water," you was thinking about me. >> You have picture a queen in your brain a couple thousand years in advance because I love to I love to take showers, baths.

1:12:51 I love standing the rain. Love to sleep to it. Love to drink it. >> I just >> I know God created the sun, but I would rather have it rain than the sun come out. >> Wow. >> When it's when it rains, I get happy. >> Wow. >> When it rains, that's what I know. Everything is okay. I know that sound crazy, but I love it rain. So anyway, when I came out of my body before, you could you can't you couldn't blink. I was in heaven faster than that. I was standing at I was docked at one of the gates to heaven, but I didn't know I was at one of the gates because it was a mist when I got to heaven. It was just it was white mist like fog everywhere. And let me tell you about the boat. Okay, you see this pine wood right there. The color. That's the inside. The color of what the boat was. It looked like >> Okay.

1:13:37 >> It was a rowboat. A rowboat just big enough for two people. >> Yes. >> But the bottom side of it was solid gold. Uhhuh. It was beautiful. Oh my god. It was beautiful. You could put you could you could put your chapstick on to it. You could, you know, wash your face and see your crystal clear solid gold. The bottom of the boat, all of the boat. It was a 6'4, 450 lb male angel in the boat with me with yellow spun hair. Had yellow hair. Yeah. Yellow hair. 64 inch biceps. And he was he was he was he was he was he was a big boy and he was standing up in the boat and his hair is yellow. He has yellow hair and it was it looked soft. I didn't touch it though but it

1:14:22 looked soft. I think if I want to he would let me touch it but I my brain was gone. And I remember I had a knowing where I was even though I didn't see nothing yet except this boat and this angel. And I started to scream, I'm in heaven. I'm home. I'm in heaven. And when I did that, the angel just sat down in the boat, cocked his hands, and bowed his head, and let me scream. And then I'm standing up in the boat, and my attention was drawn to the area above the mist. It was two structures.

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