"Split Apart" Chapter 0.1 Parental Guidance [SHOWTIME SMP LORE]

0:00 thank you

1:26 foreign

2:29 thank you all right okay

3:38 thank you foreign oh my God

4:24 this is never gonna end really it's a it's a you guys should be happy that I haven't pushed you out of my misery yet it's the fact that you're gonna work here at some point otherwise I probably would have done it already you've been annoying me and the customers four weeks now oh my God there's still so much to do zombie game with these tropical fish buckets which was great but it's oh my God it's just not enough it's just never enough up here is to it's this casino appears to have no end to it it's absolutely insane this is what I did today I I put something together because I thought oh that would look cool Effie is gone Evie's on a trip don't know why Effie's gone oh I know why if he's gone it's a valid reason

5:10 [ __ ] on a trip and he has to do some stuff away from the from from Showtime it's like fine right like whatever happens but does it have to happen now in the middle of like an important construction week for the for the casino I don't know man I don't know I don't know if that's something that should really happen now but oh trigger whoopsie but I mean I guess it does like I I can't decide that now I I cannot decide that anymore it's whatever Evie's gone now uh Effie will be back I think in two days or something which just means that I have to take the range for two entire days I bet I could do it I bet I could do that I bet I could pull it off customers broke the casino uh the spin machine today as well awesome very cool very well done

5:56 um let me actually go back upstairs and uh just go ahead and do some light some light construction to distract myself from the pain and misery that I'm putting upon others with running a quite literally gamble hole but it's it's just it's so stressful there's so many things you have to do there's so many people that want things from you as well like it's it's an unhealthy amount of people that want something from you it's scary oh I can't do this yet because the elevator isn't done yet either so I

6:42 can just put it here which is also awful I haven't used this one in a bit there you go I can't even be there it can't be up there because there's actually it doesn't really matter too much it can be up there it's not that big of a deal I'm out of jungle leaves as well I should get more jungle leaves too but we're also out of Glowstone we need to get more glowstone as well it feels like we need quite literally every block that this entire world has to offer just to complete this casino and I'm not a fan of it I'm not a fan of it hmm

7:32 anyway I I creeper blew this up by the way if you're asking yeah you can't you why is there not enough sand no not my fault creeper did that I don't want the blame I don't I don't want the heat all right I'm not here to catch any of that that that's not on me I'm not taking a second of blame away for that but yeah that did happen so there's gonna be glowstone up there and leaves under there so this is where the leaves are gonna be it's the glowstones over there then this is where the thing's gonna go yeah that makes sense does it that makes sense does it not chat do we not agree that that makes sense

8:23 [Music] no that's a bit too loud love that song let's not destroy our audio with it I'm just gonna struggle constantly I'm more than just in a sugar constantly I am I am the struggle um there we go a crazy copy pasta taking over Showtime

9:10 as well which is just terrifying um what other color do I have a lot of still Orange here we go Orange in fact I'm out of sand is infuriating oh it's just too much to do that's just too much anything to spread to distract me away from uh onion for now I guess in a healthy way I I think

9:59 I think I thought that I don't want to find her something I'm afraid of what I'll find I I just don't know where she is and I have no idea where to start so there's no point in trying to start yet because if I don't know where she is then how am I ever going to even attempt to find her I I won't there's no point in trying to find her not yet anyway also chat sorry baby patient with me the Lord will pick up eventually I have to

10:45 wait for someone I'm not the initiator of it um I just wait my bad anyway yeah and oh my God then there's the then there's the stupid visions and the stupid belief that I'm not that I'm not from here like at this point what's the matter in with trying to believe that I'm actually from around here I don't I don't understand why why I must believe so in aptly that I I just don't fit in with anyone else like come on man it's just it's it's crazy talk now like it has to be crazy talk it can't be anything else than that no I didn't pick that with me unfortunately it can't be anything else than that I'm I'm not I'm not special I'm not I'm not

11:32 an individual that requires way much more attention just myself just a painless and and effortless casino owner that derives pain onto others because of gambling addictions not purposefully though how am I ever gonna frame myself as a good person when I run a casino that's a good question I don't mean to be a bad person I don't want to be a bad person am I a bad person for running a casino is that ineptly a bad thing to do is it I don't know I'll ask Effie if he knows and then Ivory oh my God Ivory yesterday I ran into Ivory and ivory was like oh can't you you're a law-abiding citizen people would listen to you you should run for president I'm like I should do what help are you insane do you know

12:17 what I do if I became president I'd put my twitch Link in the Constitution I that's a bad idea me as president is an awful plan and I'll be the first to admit it I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the last to act on it but I'll be the first to admit it it's a terrible idea to put me in any position of power beyond a casino like it's it's just a terrible plan I'll put my twitch Link in the [ __ ] constitution of the server just oh my God it's not like you know we haven't had enough presidency things happen on on worlds or before like oh my God what are we gonna do next build one giant prison to put one guy in it for an entire year I need therapy I need to talk to pie I have to talk

13:05 Dubai like it it's just there's just pretty much no other way around it anymore I have to talk to fly any therapy I'll be honest I'll be the one to say it it's cute falling down I'll die let's not try to be cool okay um zombie villagers lovely where is this guy can I help you help hello oh my God you fell off from the ceiling that scared the crap out of me I am known to do

13:51 things like that it's it's it comes with the characteristics and all ah yeah of course I I just I just you know I wanted to talk to you about something if that's okay um I'm down to talk if it's important of course it it kind of is important because I I just you know struggling with my kids and all that struggling with your kids I've heard from I heard from zollster that you had a daughter a little while ago yeah so that is something that I do I do possess that that is very true and obsessed I don't know what I'm saying sorry busy man I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I don't I don't I don't I should I should ever frame it like that um sorry anyway you you you needed to

14:37 talk you said yeah I I just you know I I'm struggling to like keep my kids from dying I guess I don't know it's just every time I I like I log on there's always something happening with them it's always either an argument or a fight and everything's just going completely wrong right you want to keep them safe I'm not sure how to three four five six seven eight okay oh my goodness it's it's such a struggle because two years I know my job as a parent is to keep them safe and keep them away from harm I just I don't know how to do that oh zombie hey zombie sorry I'm I'm sorry

15:22 you wanted to talk about something right what was it what was up you sent me a message earlier I forgot what was it about yeah yeah I'm sorry are you in the middle of something just then just please just tell me quickly I'm busy oh [Music] gave us another noise complaint about last night really he did yeah all right you send him yeah I got some concerns too oh of course you have concerns send him to time two diamonds and 10 will try to be more quiet all right go go go go do that fix that for me okay okay zombie what is it I I know we've got like the deal that I get 12 of the casino my apologies ten percent my apologies yeah but like the the Elder Guardian is

16:09 gonna cause a bit of an is it issue we know first level we we talked about this you may you have plenty of time to put your first level in order and after that it's like you're done right we could just if you remember correctly like the first level was already built by the time you'd even placed a block for the casino kanji and just yeah I know but that's why we gave you the time to build that so that when the Elder Guardian actually gets there it won't be in your way that's the entire plan that was the entire thing but every time I'm going to go into my building anytime anyone comes in they're gonna get mining fatigue it's going to be terrible and you're not aware of that fact we we I don't want to eat some milk as well like I'm gonna need like a whole cow thing where I get there's cows there's a cow pen in the middle of Spawn

16:57 you can just go there people are gonna I don't expect my people that are coming to in to either be interviewed or be on the news or anything like that to have to go walk in the middle of spawns give them you can literally just give them a milk bottle when they walk in and then get them upstairs to your interview room and the guardian will not affect them anymore it's out of range you'll you'll be fine you just have to get one bucket of milk a singular one and then 10 commission for the rest of the towers existence there which might not be long because we know how towers work and like you know after that it's over it's on you have you have everything's cool everything's good you're glad that's it in my tower I I know the intricate into intimacies of this building so like don't put it in my time okay hey I I just I hate to interrupt but this is kind of important and I'm

17:43 sure sorry probably yeah okay resolve later in a more less hostile environment maybe yeah sorry sorry zombie it's been it's been a rough couple days I've gotten very little sleep because everything needs to be done let's talk about this later yeah we'll talk about it later no problem yeah sorry for the interruption that's all right um I am so okay so sorry Cupid I'm fine it's just a lot because people wouldn't sleep oh Blake what do you want I'm here to talk about my 0.1 of your company not even done yet we're not on the

18:29 market yet there's nothing to buy oh great solicit too as Ollie I'm here for my one percent of the company I'm here for my two percent yeah sure the company I'll talk to you guys soon bye goodbye guys hold up wait a minute you can you can send an email at at um it's it's it's underscore.com go ahead send an email from now I have to talk to someone please oh can we go somewhere more quiet Maybe yeah follow me I'm gonna gamble my

19:14 sorrows away I think that was a great success I am so sorry you know businessman yeah that exactly that that was just so funny exactly there's no actual like wall to the bar yet but I'll we'll find something it's it's up here Effie is missing right now because [ __ ] I had something to do outside of here and he had to go visit someone an old friend or something I think something about an alchemist I don't fully remember so he's not here at the moment so I have to take over everything and and Clary is lovely and they're great

20:01 but it's it's you know like magic wise logic wise it's it's not very smart because like they're good at the lighting stuff but the marketing side of everything is not really their best gig and it's awful besides that how can I help you okay as as I was saying I just I miss my kids man right they spend your kids so long right trying to like keep me safe because I can't do anything to protect myself I'm basically like the weakest person on the server and I want to keep them safe I just don't know how right

20:47 um sorry I I have to switch from businessman to the father here uh um the kids are difficult I agree they are very difficult I've had a couple of them too one of them is missing the other one I'm not sure when I had it's a long story um but I I'm not a great like I'm not the best dad out there I'll admit it openly um but you do what you can right that's like the entire idea but you're you were afraid of keeping them safe but if they keep you safe then isn't that sort of fixed already aren't they keeping like it's not trifecta in order if they're keeping yours safe then they must be capable of Defending themselves too no I mean

21:32 you're right you you saw oh I will die yeah that is true that did happen yesterday I bet people bet for that oh sorry by the way it's yeah I want to say It's Just Fitness business but I don't know if it is at this point anyway I'm sorry it's it's difficult for me to focus please go right ahead um you want to keep your kids safe um it's because ivory I know you really watched me die Ivory killed me and then mugum came around just to get some sort of just like avenge Vengeance on her because of because of me and I I've been thinking about it this isn't the first

22:17 time this has happened it's just it feels like the roles have been reversed I I don't know how to stop it I just there's so much danger here there's so much chaos and everything is just going wrong with Titus and ivory and even murphin and I just I wanted to keep them from dying but I don't know if I can do that and sorry no it's all right it's all right I understand I I'm I'm very worried too I I understand it's it's difficult right your kids are grown-ups enough they're

23:04 on their own they are out there in their own version of this world and they're exploring it in their own way but at some point Cupid there's nothing you can do anymore which is difficult to hear but if if Ivory is hunting down mugam what are you gonna do about that and I understand that's a very difficult thing to face but you put a Band-Aid on your child's knee as a kid so that when they grow up you don't have to do that for them anymore you could but you don't have to they climb over the hill themselves now they don't fall down without you there [Music] I

23:50 the face once before as well um and it's difficult it's very difficult because your in my case right little boy grown up on their own out there doing God knows what in who knows what way and you don't know what to do to keep them safe I I have already lost them before I don't want to lose them again I understand that I I really do but if you can't like keep them safe from someone like ivory

24:39 you need to make sure that you don't lose yourself in that because although that it sucks a lot to see someone you care for die it's not always your fault no matter how much it feels like it is it isn't always your fault oh far from it even at this very moment my daughter is somewhere I know not where with someone I know not who I have no idea where she is who is keeping her or what is happening to her right now I wake up and go to bed petrified for the reality that I will never see her again

25:25 but I have to keep going I have to get myself out of bed in the morning and I can't drink my sorrows away in the evening because then I will never wake up again I have to keep looking for her that's my responsibility but your kids are again eh grown up enough specifically mug him I understand the needs and feelings of keeping them safe but I feel like it's only going to lead you down on a road where you're not gonna end up happy with yourself what would you want to do against ivory Ivory will kill you

26:11 and it's not like I can be of any help she'll kill me too I'm not good enough to beat her now I guess that's part of the struggle I don't know what I can do to help I just know that I want to yeah it definitely is a struggle I if if there was a genie that could just grant me three wishes I just wish for onion back and that be it but I I it doesn't work like that sadly it's a hard reality that you have to face but sometimes you do have to do it I'm I I'm sorry to tell you that I don't

26:58 know if you're the first if I'm the first one telling you it this way but the best thing you can do is talk to it talk about it to your kids and tell them to keep themselves safe more to that you're worried for them if you ever told them that have you ever gone to them and told them that you were worried for them because you seem so estranged from them but they want to go off and do on their own things and I want to be there for them but at the same time they don't want me there to be there as with Destiny Destiny hates me welcome obviously cares about me otherwise he

27:43 wouldn't do anything it was so sore I'm just completely clueless I don't know why does destiny have anything about them I just haven't been there hmm that's difficult it was a mess last time I I wish I could understand I really do I understand the feelings but your position is your own and although I wish there was there isn't an easy fix for it but I think you know that I think you just need to hear it

28:32 man I went into this completely blind didn't even know how to take care of myself when I took these kids in and I'm just here now that's how a lot of us do it believe it or not you're not alone in that situation we all end up in our own positions in our own ways and stuff it's it's difficult right because you want to be there for them but you can't it's rough but I also I haven't gotten to the stage that you are yet with onion she's maybe four by the most she barely speaks

29:18 and when she does it's dutch so like there isn't a lot to gain there I I just I I'm worried for someone who can't save themselves but if someone like destiny doesn't want to come to you maybe you should try to approach him instead try it out I mean I doubt that he's gonna try to kill you no I don't know I've thought that and you're right and if let's say for example that is something that they might want to do then maybe go with mugam go with

30:04 silversore go with someone that's been there and knows the scenarios that Destiny's gone through talk to them about it and I don't know maybe try to get somewhere try to plan a couple days of fun together try to talk see what step they are willing to take and try to take it but don't try to be the parent you were back then because you don't have to push them up the hill anymore they can walk that themselves now you just need to make sure that they don't roll off with like a snowball on the other side The Climb is not the issue it's clearly the decline that is um

30:49 I guess I'm more worried about how to help them with the decline I yeah I mean again I understand why it's scary but I I don't have an answer for you there not yet anyway the decline is yeah it's so personal there's no Universal thing to do being a supportive parent while also having to worry for your child's future and safety it's a very delicate balance because no matter what they will always try to Rebel in some way

31:36 we were yeah that young ones too I was an [ __ ] as a kid arguably I still am but at least I'm trying to look out for my peers nowadays and they might not realize that yet if they do I don't know but the only way to know for sure is to talk to them about it approach them as friendly as you can and hope for the best and if and if the reasoning that they are distant from you is valid you can't always expect forgiveness from people that's the hardest one I've had to face recently

32:23 sometimes you just because again I don't know your situation but sometimes you really did just mess up that bad and you can't expect to safely get that trust back because you've just betrayed that too much I'm not claiming you've done that because I don't know your situation but you know it so maybe it sheds some light on why destiny is less fond of trying to talk to you at the moment or at all yeah this this conversation helped I I just you know

33:08 I didn't know who to talk to about it it's not like my only option right I'm glad that that it feels that way I I don't really know how to I'm not a I'm not a therapist um you're not a therapist I'm not I'm not saying you're right there I just I just like I have some experience in parenting I guess but I'm again I'm no perfect person please don't ever expect that my advice is the advice to go with I just know what I can say and that's all that there is to that I I I I know what I personally think mm-hmm because you know as morally as morally

33:57 on the high God I might present myself I do run a casino like yeah you do that and I I'm not fond of casinos but you know people to their own yeah geo4 is currently losing yeah [Laughter] I I yeah it is it is a very tough balance but in the end if if you really do something with the intent to help they'll understand but there's just a chance that they don't want that help and you have to accept that because again they're old enough to make that for themselves that choice that call

34:42 [ __ ] [ __ ] yeah full of gambling down there is making me just give them maniacally yes it's if you want we can move I think I think it's probably okay he's enjoying himself but yeah how did I come out with the 18 from 20 yo I'm actually gonna throw myself off a building I apparently made two emeralds thanks

35:28 all right thank you for help for helping with the best you can it really opened up my eyes to some things that I wasn't really able to notice before I'm happy to hear it if there's anything else you can always knock um but try to reach out to them I I do hope the best for you and and all of so obviously you're uh your kids the best for them too thank you you're very welcome all right well um I should probably get going that's fine

36:15 this is a conversation and I need to go have some thoughts about things so I wish you'd suck with your endeavors thank you I I promise I promise cross my heart to my mother's grave that although that this is a casino we are not rigging the stakes at all and everything is fair I'll take your word for it that is a dangerous thing to take but I still appreciate it with murderers and stuff on the server I think that's a fair point that's a fair point there is people that murder each other here yeah that's fair yo I'm not gonna give you the two emeralds back that you lost by the way Silver Star you are so slow holy [ __ ]

37:04 is gone all right goodbye Cupid it's good see you later goodbye can I help you you should probably stop gambling can I can I help you yeah yeah I have a deal with you you took my money I want it back I want a refund you put it in the machine and play the game yourself there's no refunds uh if I took I want a refund there is no such thing as a refund at a casino jio for you put the machine that's cap no it isn't you put the money I run a casino IRL you do not run a casino you don't because if you do you would not Gamble

37:53 damn you caught me there never mind bye we're Cupid really trying to do the is best but yeah sometimes that is the most that the best can bring you okay that was

38:38 the lore that we had planned I guess I can play the music again sorry chat uh that was the lore we had planned it was actually shorter than I expected it to be but that's fine that's perfectly fine Cupid just wanted some parental advice also that was not a therapy session you know that'd be very clear I my character is in no way capable of giving someone therapy I personally am in no way capable of giving someone therapy but I can give people advice about Parenthood I've lost my daughter to someone I don't know but I can give advice on Parenthood

39:39 [Music] why is Ollie recording what's he doing company I have a three-day streak of watching your streams now make it four guys I hope someone understand and overcome the mental of concerns it's not a therapy session shut up it doesn't it okay fine it's something along the lines of a therapy session but only because canonically I'm just an expert expert I I'm known on the subject of oh my

40:27 [ __ ] God can I take this stuff stop there's no sand are you kidding me this Blackstone though oh what's this why is this why is this all these ass why is there a picture of zolly's ass in this [ __ ] chest having feelings expert parental just a trolley also you guys were absolutely scheming on me earlier with the [ __ ] alerts I thought I turned them off guess I didn't do that and then for the first time in history there were like five alerts in the span of 10 minutes less like five minutes you guys are absolutely trolls Master Class trolls Sally thank you for the prime for God

41:12 thank you about that I was in the middle of lore while doing that So yeah thank you are you [ __ ] kidding me this [ __ ] is on hard mute who's walking oh hi nebula what are you doing in zolly's house uh I was helping like I was helping Bubba with the basement they went to get more dark oak also I can see that you're human again

42:00 yeah well how did you do that uh do you want the long answer or the short answer the answer that supplies me with the most amount of information like I I how did that just happen overnight the last time I saw you was like two days ago and that's by the most Okay so let's find somewhere to sit down to explain this oh it's that bad huh okay yeah yeah also need some time for the words to like get to my head [Music] I know a place for like serious discussions there's like a table in my house

42:45 we can go there I'd have to talk with um I had to talk with Cupid was pretty interesting apparently Cupid has kids well oh well not really well there you go I didn't know it either and now I do oh hey Clary hi Clary hello I didn't know what I first was going to have talk with I want to know why nebula is alive again so I'm gonna talk to her all right yeah I'm actually curious about that no it's fine all right let's go come on hi yeah that's cool anyways you know that Cupid has kids

43:32 no I didn't know actually yeah [ __ ] Destiny silver sword and mugam are all all Cupid's kids hold it down yeah adopted but still their children yeah yeah I mean children are still children yeah yeah but you know it by I think it I think it Minds mentioning yeah oh was that a Pillager not Phil uh I don't hope so okay we go to the discussion table because I haven't actually thought of a better name for it this is a discussion yeah it makes sense actually that's yeah as Ivory found stroke yet by the way

44:24 it's your word are you gonna are you like are you sure that you can keep that that way I can try yeah you can anyway you're alive spit it spit the beans Okay so first we need to start with where you go when you die uh I don't believe I'm just gonna say this now heaven and hell they're [ __ ] oh you go to limbo yeah oh okay okay I thought you'd just die like light goes out no that's it it doesn't Fade to Black I wish it did that's sad I

45:12 was hoping it did too yeah no it's a lot worse that's even worse so [Music] it in limbo it's just empty desolate it's different for everyone I'm pretty sure for me it was an astro eat in the middle of space with nothing around it and no one around right except two candles that that doesn't seem that bad you know it is bad when you realize well

45:58 you're kind of stuck there unless you come back as a ghost for a bit but you always have to go back I okay that you realize that it gives me absolutely no clue about no I I'm getting there I'm getting there okay cool okay so if you if you burn out one of the candles like you can probably just put your hand on the candle to burn it out then right one of them sends you back as a ghost and one of them sends you back uh as an actual person and the life is truly gone when you're a ghost you're still Clinging On To That Life oh that makes a little bit more sense

46:45 but little like yeah little little okay so I found that the candle that sends you back when you're a ghost sends you back to like that sends you back as a ghost is gray and for one that just sends you back normally is uh blood red it's gonna be the same forever forever I don't know actually so when I die I might not have to pick two candles you might not but and you also might you also might not die also cool

47:31 this yes knowledge about death Okay so what you know what happens when you like burn out the gray candle right you come back as a ghost and well you saw me when I was a ghost right yeah you're not dead no you're not alive but you're not really dead either yeah and you it's like you're sort of not able to do anything like you can just like move around pretty much and that's it huh damn so basically this is universal experience or not you don't know that yeah but I

48:16 yeah but I know that everyone has the opportunity to come back as a ghost I just not everyone does okay and okay now on to what happens when you burn out the red candle yeah so basically you have to watch all of your traumatic experiences from the past while also in immense physical pain you mean you have to do that yeah but I think this one's Universal cool so I'm gonna stick with my thing of

49:03 not dying I like that streak I've got going on so far yeah [Music] right also you have to relive them for what feels like a week okay no time actually passes in the real world but wherever you are when you die it feels like it's a week right okay anything else well uh no

49:51 damn that sucks put it lightly that does not seem like a fine experience yeah it really isn't I mean reading all your bus or your traumas from the past like everything yeah like since you were born until now yeah oh my God even the ones you've completely buried if you've forgotten about anything it's going to be brought back up that sounds scary jolly why is there lines in the glass here there's a noise the [ __ ] out of me why is these here so why do you ask about death

50:39 um because I might experience it at some point so kind of want to know about it Fair yeah that's fair no I haven't killed anyone trust me okay if I if I would have I would have either been far away or hiding in a corner by now for Ivory but I haven't killed anyone I've killed people their mental by hosting casino games but that's not my bad they play the games that I know me yes fair but besides that you know it's also just the fact that you know the entire world history of what I know is that when you die it's game over like Jesus came back and that's the one exception like you know here it's different in every world it's yeah I've figured that out

51:25 so that's weird that's very weird I I remember there's was like there was also a world that I can sort of remember that had like um instead of losing like you refer to them as lives right like as if we're video game characters but how it worked there was there was like you had like a soul and arguably you have a soul not everyone can make that decision for themselves but you had like a soul and every single time you would die you'd lose like a quarter of that up until you're gone and like a quarter of your soldiers will pass on to the to the afterlife at some point you would too which is also a weird way to do it but but the whole do you know how many times we can die then because you came back once how many times did you pull that I think it's five five

52:14 we got five lives I think so yeah now that sounds like a lot but considering the state this world it's barely any that's a lot no five is a lot nebula considering the state this world is in no no no you don't understand nebula there's gonna be people that die a lot and people that don't die at all like zollster like murfin like whalable like Effie and these people are gonna have five lives so if they ever will catch them in the end yeah you say that but if they ever become a problem how the [ __ ] are we gonna stop them before they kill us

52:59 first so you see we can just use numbers and just beat them in numbers I've seen I've seen more men fall to one than than I think you ever have so okay that is a fair point I know available though he's not careful and it'd be pretty easy to kill him when he's off guard but it doesn't even okay it doesn't matter sorry I have to I have to go hopefully talk to someone I'll be right back okay or not at all will you be back

53:47 I stole this oopsie oh Destiny joins the game oh yeah uh quickly out of lore uh this is definitely not a public server you need to get whitelisted go to the showtime SMP on Twitter and there's a Discord Link in the bio join that make an application and you'll maybe get invited but there's a lot of apps that's all I can say I got lucky I carried through an interview I'm just that good at life hold up please tell me Silva hey silver I'm streaming this is lore um have you uh have you ever died foreign however died yeah not here aren't you Cupid's kid

54:36 yeah can I talk to you for a second oh okay I guess oh I just talked to like a couple of minutes ago oh you I know that [ __ ] background is out of anyone you I was looking for you you rat I have background noise yes you absolutely when you were sneaking around at the casino I was like I just knew you were there because really yeah yeah wait what is it is it like my keyboard or is it no no it's like oh it's definitely ERC it's 100 degrees oh bro I just was given a [ __ ] Revelation and a half people here have five lives we get to do that five times I mean last time last season everyone had ten

55:21 hey sorry I I have to coming from what I know as in you know your head gets chopped off and you don't come back that's in that's an insane revelation that's wild to hear but I just instantly get worried because there's gonna be people that are going to exploit that because they'll just kill everyone that that only gets to live five times and then they're the only ones alive you know like oh I'll kill you again and then you die permanently I'm a bad guy and then they start five lives like I'm just worried how the [ __ ] are we gonna prevent that sorry I'm I that was it's a really big Revelation for me suddenly to know that we can suddenly apparently Die four times before it's permanent that's really weird to get yeah we can nebula

56:06 was a ghost a while ago and then I was like oh can I kill a ghost and I shot I thought nebula was just like a full-on dead no but she's back she's sitting in her house like nothing happened she's completely fine like it's so weird I don't know where her house isn't like all the way like over there no it's it's the other way that way it's over there with strobe sounds I think I think they live together I don't know what that's all about but anyway um like it's it's this is not I'm the [ __ ] overall music from Super Mario Bros is playing it's it's it's such a weird you fix it's all I don't hear you anymore it's such a revelation for sorry I I'm I'm just perplexed is all I'm just perplexed well I mean that's how the server rolls I mean five seems like a lot but

56:52 noodles you'll see what happens in the future if people like Titus and Ivory popping up yeah it won't be very much that's why we have to band together to beat stronger people right good point or just make a community that favors living and not killing yeah good point sorry that was all I I just I just I didn't know if you were all aware of that already I was just told about it a second ago um weird experience apparently there isn't can we get more lives I don't even want to consider the possibility actually that's terrifying people exploit that as well

57:37 if we look into that and we're the only ones that know that hmm you bet lies at the casino never absolutely that's like border I will not cross but if we are the only ones with that information dude what if we were able to withdraw our lives and like give them to each other bro that would be crazy and then like we had this like heart system we're like somebody should make a circle out of heart I know right where if you killed a player you gain a heart and they lose a heart that'd be insane yeah I don't know what I don't know what I don't know what life's doing anyway um right okay sorry I'm again sorry just replaced that that that's the reason I wanted to talk to you ollie because yeah because I thought maybe you didn't know that little and if you did that'd be [ __ ] we yeah I think it's common knowledge

58:23 around here that everyone has multiple lives I I think people are pretty unsure at the start but that's even confirmed that we have five okay cool thank you that was all silver can I talk to you now yeah that sorry it's about personal stuff it's all good like did we just like talk here we can go to the bar if you want all right you're not legal you're not of age right you can't drink I mean like anything's possible if you rewind to it no no it's not it is very much not if you're not of the legal drinking age then I will not ship you anything that has alcohol in it okay or whatever oh there's one this might not be a very

59:09 long conversation but I just have some curiosity about something I'm not gonna die here oh no Jesus okay what sorry this is the bar this is the hot springs oh yeah of course sure sure okay I'll take my ear there you go uh okay so I'm just just to tell you I had a conversation with your parent with Cupid like literally 10 minutes ago yeah is everything all right he's like worried I mean like I haven't heard from him like forever like you know like I don't want to look there wait is something I really don't explain it it's just like no it's just like

59:58 huh like I honest he just has it he just hasn't been like here like at all really right I do understand I do fully understand by the way that I'm a stranger off the street that just started talking to someone I just like I'm one of can I say it like that I bet all of my money away on your Casino that's all I know you for yeah I know exactly but I'm one of the like other parents on on Showtime so he came to me asking me some questions kids it's not that many actually I think it's only like three maybe four people I'm just surprised at the extend of the kids that Cupid has apparently your siblings with mugam and Destiny you know you know like we just can't really like right honestly I don't even know myself we're just like this can just happen

1:00:44 okay yeah that's fair that's fair I just uh I just wanted to let you know out of and I wasn't why would I even be I wasn't paid to say this right out of just the simple like worry of what I heard He does care about you guys he's just very lost really I I think that it might be worth the effort for you to reach out and then talk to him about what happened because apparently he spoke to him he spoke to me earlier he was just like Hey listen I'm here for you all right and I'm like all right he doesn't he doesn't have to worry about me I will it's perfectly fine on my own silver I appreciate that you wanted to say something like that we're parents we are literally systematically

1:01:30 built to worry about our kids it works like that it it it it won't ever not work like that cupid is just worried and apparently Destiny won't even talk to him I like I'm not gonna try to tell you to convince Destiny to do anything but if if Cuba doesn't take the initiative it might be clever for you to try to set something up like I don't know a family Barbecue I'm just blaring something what do you want what do you want me to do about it I I don't want you to do anything don't ever assume that please I I'm just what's what's the difference what's the difference if Cupid was here or not what would be the difference nothing you'd have a parental figure to look up to yeah somebody to look up to yeah Silva I'm not going to tell you what to

1:02:16 do in your life man I won't ever dare to to try to do that listen I don't need to read but qubit is weak he's just gonna listen if he's around any of us he's gonna he's gonna he's gonna he's gonna die over and over and over again and so all however how many lives everybody has is lost and he's gone forever okay but do you care about that I care about that that's why I don't want him to be around me no okay fair point but he doesn't know that like you're I understand that that's a worry for you but you've not communicated that through I'm not saying that this is your fault by the way Cuba's communication skills are [ __ ] in the trench it's just as bad but like he doesn't know that he's worried for all of you he thinks Destiny hates him and I don't know if that's true or not maybe this is the same rule of thumb as

1:03:01 you do but I don't even know Destiny hasn't been around recently yeah I know I can't speak for I can't speak for him nor can I but you're the only link possible link towards destiny that anyone has next to mugam because apparently you're from the same I won't say den you're not animals but you get the idea you're from the same household like I I'm I I'm just worried for Cupid and I know Cupid just as well as I know you which is not at all but yeah I'm worried for him as well but guess what I don't want him to die I understand that but I don't want anyone I don't want anyone I trust to die no more Silva Silva I'm not trying to get this intense conversation I believe that your intentions are good believe me I really really do I'm dead serious but Cupid cannot see it that way

1:03:48 until he knows of it and he doesn't right now he's worried for all of you and all that's gonna happen is it's gonna escalate up until one side is going to overreact and then whatever is left of your family will be broken again as well again I'm not going to tell you what to do but I'm just trying to tell you that cupid is absolutely worried for you and although that he must he hasn't been around a lot whether or not that is from you or from Destiny or from mugam or from himself although that he hasn't been there he really cares like he almost broke down into tears with me today over the fact I know I know he cares I know he cares so much about the three of us but I don't see a point anymore

1:04:35 to to work for you guys I don't see a point anymore we cannot we can listen we're okay we're not at the point where like you know we're like defenseless or I know I'm not gonna try fighting any of you three I wouldn't even dare to try you can fight Destiny he's a pushover say that about your [ __ ] your brother man come on I definitely would anyway okay I love your confidence I might hire you for defense one day but I I'm just trying like that again that is all I'm trying to do I'm not gonna tell you what to do I'm not gonna tell you what cupid has to do I'm not gonna tell you anything I just wanted to make sure that that message was going across so that I can sleep well at night knowing that I've at least told someone about the situation because I was worried for a lot of you I

1:05:20 know we don't know one another very well but I mean this is as good a time as any is to establish relationships friendships allies whatever I'm trying to look out for a couple people here just because I don't know I feel the need to I'm missing my own daughter I'm worried for people it's it's it [ __ ] comes with the packaging like I'm just worried for everyone at the moment because I can't I have to project that I guess I don't know that's it yeah fair enough I guess I don't know I can't really relate no don't ever don't get kids skip that part please it's not it's not worth it it's not worth it it's not worth it that was a joke please they're the best part of my life but they are so [ __ ] difficult to work with it's insane they either get stolen or they they run away or they start an organization of

1:06:07 Assassins or they die or they die I haven't had that happen to me yet though that none of them have died yet but that might not I don't know oh Jesus I hold on they don't die yeah so nor do I anyway um that that was it I I again just cross my heart on my mother's grave that was the reason I wanted to talk to you okay and also because hi I'm Kanye it's a pleasure to meet you besides you gambling your money with my slots machine I'm the stranger it's cool yeah um no this is awesome are we on my shoulders and [ __ ] yeah yeah yeah you are I'm all right I'm I'm I'm I love swearing it's great it's a great venting uh strategy

1:06:53 anyway that was it uh I don't know if you want to know anything from my side then that's more than capable but I was just worried just wanted to make sure it's fine that's fine okay let's I'm sure everything everything will be fine it's just like but are you now we're into it like I just want I want every I'm trying my hardest I want everybody to be safe listen if anybody if anybody I know and love gets hurt I won't hesitate the Hun after them like it's on site it's on site right good point listen there's this there's this like there's this like orange tabby cat running around or whatever yeah he like keeps dying over and over again listen I just had like some like strong bond with this guy I don't really understand why but

1:07:39 that's fair that's gonna be fair I okay no that that that that's okay cool that's that that's it I I won't just that was it sorry for pulling you off the street and yeah it's emotional conversation next one is on the house but um what do you mean by that like next thing you do here is on the house oh shoot okay uh but yeah are you gonna okay let me let me know I shouldn't ask that question I wanted to ask a different one like you're worried but for who as in I know you work for Cupid but and anyone else you love but like why who who's the what's the overarching threat to be worried for because right now the server

1:08:26 seems to be in a state of Peace as long as you don't kill someone because then you know Ivory will come to get you did you know by the way that peace doesn't peace does not last forever yeah I know but it's lasting for now as as soon listen as soon as peace is like finally lost and everybody goes into Anarchy there's now going back you really believe that don't you I've been there before yeah but Anarchy has an N2 otherwise we would still be living in it Anarchy can have an end but like all that trauma all the things that you went through seeing your people die can you go back from that I'm not entirely sure I'm not entirely sure whether or not I

1:09:12 can but the oh well that's a non-alcoholic beverage it's just it's healing I wouldn't I'm not gonna you're a minor mate and you're I just talked to your dad what the [ __ ] do you want from me I'm not gonna start giving you alcohol no but it's it's just that um I I've I don't really know what my personal situation is myself it feels like I've lived multiple lives already but somehow that what you describe the losing everyone it it's difficult but you come back from it and just to to live just to hunt other people down because they hurt people you're close to that's no way of living

1:09:59 just make sure you don't lose yourself in the process of doing that because so people are so you're saying is like keeping keeping the people I love safe that's not that's the way of living that's not what I'm saying I'm trying to say that is that if that is all that you're going to strive for it's gonna drive you mad trust me I'm currently looking for my daughter who is God knows where but I'm also building a casino on the side because if it's all I do I will lose my [ __ ] and think that everyone around me is someone I cannot trust for the rest of my life and I'm just trying to pass some knowledge as I'm gonna sound like an old ass [ __ ] man here as someone who's lived longer than you oh okay sorry that that way of living is something you

1:10:46 can do but don't lose yourself in the process of it have friends do fun things live a little don't don't sleep with a sword next to your desk every single night put it in the closet sometimes go out go picnic or something remember you say like sleep with it man it's like my comfort well yeah I get that right that that's the but you know I also put it away when I close my eyes at night try to live without worry always being the thing you have to have in the back of your head have fun yes it's better to live in the moment don't worry about the future yeah the future is something that you can't [ __ ] with anyway because it's coming and the past is something you can't change anymore so why worry about either of those it's just like Anarchy is

1:11:33 inevitable people are going to die no I agree with you silver I agree so I'm sorry I call you silver because I have a friend that's your name is just call me whatever honestly I don't really care Silva I I I believe you and I have somewhat of a similar feeling about what's gonna happen because of the drive that's been leading the server people are hunting for items that are very rare people are hunting for for objects that can't be possessed by others and I have contracts everywhere that's the one benefit of being the man with the casino you know everyone and everyone knows you and I know where everyone lives I know what everyone's planning I know oh hey hey man hey come down there for a second okay I don't okay I don't know anyone everybody's secret bases but like I have contacts and the way that people are talking about one another it's set up

1:12:18 for disaster but instead of preparing for the disaster maybe there is a way to prevent it prevent disaster well yeah in a way are you that optimistic are you that like helpful you're talking to the man whose species is being referred to as trash pandas I I I'm not optimistic but I'm hoping for the best preparing for the worst that's the motto of life for me hope for the best but prepare for the worst and try to let people smile along the way that's why I'm giving people spins on the house that's why I'm letting people in the casino even though they're not even going to bet there it's not advantageous for me for them to ruin my floor with their boots that they just walk through four uh four miles of snow with but if they have fun inside of the

1:13:04 casino and they smile then at least their lives are worth something again for a little bit I'm sorry I don't know if I'm allowed like boots than the freaking you are it's fine I'm wearing them too it's fine it's fine you're one of the good ones and that that that that is good to hear but just don't lose yourself with your conquest of keeping your family safe I won all right that's good keep it that way um I'm gonna say one more time talk to your parent Dad I really don't know what that is talk to your parent please let them know my dad not a person you don't know what that is well I if I didn't mean it that way but that's a good way to put it um just please let them know it will do them better and God maybe you

1:13:50 too believe me listen if you need help I'll be here I'll be there for no that's not what I'm trying to say Silva I know that you will be but please let him know why you are being distant because he doesn't and it is driving him to the ends of the [ __ ] Earth okay I guess don't talk for Destiny don't talk for mugam talk for yourself and show that you do care because I trustfully that he still believes you do but he has no evidence to base that off of give him a bit of closure it's a worry [ __ ] he deserves it fair enough I guess oh yeah backpack yeah we're building a lot of construction going on and stuff

1:14:38 anyway that was all I had that's all the wisdom I had to put upon you thank you for listening um thanks if you ever need a favor you know where to find me um what'd you put on the string a lot of sugar and a little bit of secret recipe nah okay fair enough I guess all right is that all you needed me for uh well I never needed you I just wanted to speak to you yeah okay you can take the glass back yeah of course we can we can always take the glass back but the insides are always missing okay that's a joke okay you go off and have fun all right see you that's today we have family issues

1:15:25 [ __ ] children they are such God forsaken well they're gifts there's no other way to put it they just are gifts there's no other way to put it Who's online who else can I talk to now that I'm luring I might as well make it a longer one I'm not gonna talk to Destiny because I just spoken to and I'm not also not close enough to distance even approach that [ __ ] I'm not gonna talk to God I spoke to nebula

1:16:11 I don't have anything to discuss with Clarity right now I don't want to poop all up again yeah we have family issues now yeah I mean he's being honest about it that's good you know that's something nice zombies AFK in his Tower he is isn't he okay well how many emeralds did Geo lose here by the way I kind of want to know a little bit um absolute trolls the lot of them uh is it this one no I don't want to destroy the

1:16:56 machine I forgot where the hell to enter what is that well they'll cut a hole in the roof of my [ __ ] Casino oh my God a creeper can fall through that that's absolutely terrific I have to fix that right now that will actually cause a creeper to fall through because people are not going to pay attention because they never do they barely pay attention to the [ __ ] games that they're playing oh here they got planks Christ man I'm trying to get out of business I swear to God bien's already complaining about noise a lot I have to constantly constantly send him gifts and apology letters

1:17:45 oh come on life is really not out right now okay anyway back to the top of the casino I guess so chat how did you like the lore at least the bits that were planted unplanned my character figured out that there's [ __ ] five lives which I when I figured that out on the real oh I was already losing it and the [ __ ] Zoli ass these are two these are two pictures that I possess now I guess okay I've oh

1:18:30 time to gamble oh I love that gambling's great yeah gambling emeralds oh go for it yeah she's gambling you lost that was your only ever old oh yeah you can win that's a casino huh did you just wait twice in a row I lost one oh sorry wait never mind no I didn't oh never mind I did

1:19:15 yeah uh Clary I'm gonna be on top at the bar fixing that place up I have a task for you and it's called get me more glowstone oh no yep back to the nether you go Roy I don't pay you for nothing to pay them at all I have a trauma in the nether you don't have trauma another day you just died there don't be a baby come on you got this I had to say dying's pretty traumatic nah not that big a deal it's honestly very very survivable State emeralds this is Riggs thanks soon

1:20:02 nebul I appreciate it it's not rigged you want him as well you literally did win but I do not die with it I'm trying before I pray to God otherwise you owe me it at least if it was on the house bruh dude it gives them a bit more

1:20:47 confidence in the whole booking for onion things no disrespect to them but when I'm up here I think we need to lower the range of this this voice mod thing because when they're in their second level of the casino the top bar shouldn't be able to hear them that's gonna get way too chaotic um very much enjoying let's go yeah so it wasn't really that big of a lore stream I might jump back on lore as well later on but for now like I don't know if we didn't have that much plans so that's glowstone and then yeah that that's this is how low it's gonna have to be this is where the uh uh jungle leaves are gonna be at so

1:21:33 yeah yeah that's how much it is um so yeah like I don't know small or stream but also the first official one I guess get that get solace's ass out of my face so I don't know take it as you will yeah that was almost very very deadly [Music] um

1:22:25 I'm also happy that I could actually that I ran into SilverStar which wasn't planned by the way that was not planned so I may be very happy because like I I do think that canonically my character would be worried for other people their families considering they can barely worry for his own right now or you can barely worry enough for his own so he definitely worried for Cupid and and the whole Destiny hates me thing that's going on over there so he care you know like he'd put in the effort to try to talk to one of his kids um like Cupid's kids just to to get through that um for them as well a little bit I don't know if Cupid will appreciate that but we'll come back to that later

1:23:14 scam not a fan [Music] I'm also definitely not putting a pattern into this because [ __ ] all of that effort we have to we've basically not finished this thing for way too long already this bar needs to be done and when it is done I can sleep well at night because tomorrow I have to finish off school work which I really don't want to do but I do have to um so yeah I have to do that tomorrow so I probably won't be live or I'm depending on how much work I do tomorrow I might be Live Well I have to figure it out

1:24:00 um I'll come back to that sorry I'm all tap right now thank you [Music] wait I have to talk to zombie about something is she still there he's doing his Tower he is oh I mean this I guess this could count as lore but it's not that much smaller smaller smaller very small

1:24:45 amounts of floor hey man yeah this is gonna be pain I'm gonna die now what the [ __ ] are you you old ass man oh you're one level down because of course you are [ __ ] I hate this [ __ ] building so much I appreciate it

1:25:31 oh my God he's one up again you is that other side no no no no no no no lights nope all right well then another time I wanted to ask him for uh if I'm gonna get myself killed one of these days I swear to God I was I wanted to

1:26:17 ask him if where are you going silvery I wanted to ask him if one of these days uh the casino could be with the sponsor for his uh worst Pro it's up there I've seen this [ __ ] armor stand like everywhere why is it above the fight club oh my God the snow is going from here we need to add the snow back here luckily we still have the snow golem in the uh in the inside of the casino hey Ben thank you for the following I appreciate it all right girl

1:27:02 oh my God cool where did you go I saw you you rat you were oh there you are hello God I hope you are having a wonderful day what the [ __ ] all right what do you do what's your point what what is it that you want whatever oh wow the water isn't disappearing oh GG I guess

1:27:54 anyway back to this [Music] um I don't know [Music] I'm tired I'm at that stream soon [ __ ] let's go um I give clay my [ __ ] silk touch pickaxe [ __ ] okay anyway uh we'll continue this trend this way but this is where the uh thingy is so this is the two below it right here

1:28:44 so the glowstone is going to be on this level meaning that it kind of has to be here for it to even be able to get to that level and then at this point it's down here so that it has to cover up the uh the campfires it's like the idea is this close I mean that's not the end of the world I guess that this is fine because there's a wall here anyway so this is going to go up but it has to carry I mean it has to hide the uh the campfires up there so that it looks like the fire the steam that's up at the uh thingy itself it looks like like it will look not generated by the campfires it will just be natural which obviously it [ __ ] isn't but it's a casino

1:29:31 I hate that the bar is one of the most expansive things that we're building even though it's probably going to be the least used because everyone can just buy these potions to make these potions for cheaper than we're gonna sell them for so [ __ ] like what it gives you a small very small feeling of what the [ __ ] the point of doing this but I don't know man it's probably worth it for the lore I guess that's not where that one's supposed to go I think but it's fine you go do I end stream chat is it's been enough right I think it's been long enough I mean the idea was the lore stream

1:30:25 oh yeah okay I'm gonna end stream but before I do because I misclicked It Anyway do I still have it copied no I don't that's my totally [ __ ] go ahead and um watch zombies new video so here's the link to that go watch that I will be back again soon probably not tomorrow maybe on Sunday but definitely on Monday um so yeah sorry for the two day break in between I wanted to start with school work but I just really couldn't get myself to do it so I got stuck in this endless cycle of I should do school work but then I don't want to do school work and I shoot stuff for school working and I just don't have to discipline or I don't know I guess I can go into some form of paralysis or some state of I can't do anything because I can't do my

1:31:10 homework because I just don't feel like it but also I just cannot start and then I feel guilty for doing anything else so I don't know it was weird anyway go check out tommy's video thanks so much for being I really appreciate it we're just gonna end stream I don't think anyone else on Showtime is live right now so I don't think there is anyone to raid I could be wrong but I do not believe I am oh Ivory Street oh but Ivory streams on cruise ships on YouTube I can't raid ivory he streams on YouTube now I'm sad [ __ ] you Ivory slash pause I'll I'll I'll drop the link let's call procrastination uh maybe I don't know it felt different though like I could

1:31:57 literally not start no matter what I did but it doesn't matter go check out ivory yeah that was it all right thanks so much for being here I really appreciate it talk to you all later bye bye bye chat wait oh wait wait who is live keep delaying the [ __ ] end who is streaming Smitty let's go I'm kidding yeah literally no one quite literally no one is streaming all right bye-bye everyone talk to you all later see ya