They are not real. Watch this to influence anyone.

0:00 They're not real, which is why you can influence them. Nothing is real in your environment. Not even you. In my last video where I was talking about this, I got about a 60% positive response. About I would say a 40% responsive individuals who definitely disagreeing with what I'm saying. >> [music] >> And I'm not here to clear [ __ ] up. >> [gasps] >> I'm here to remind you of this truth. And to demonstrate to you how impactful you actually are because no one is real. Okay? Let me break it down to you. 8 years ago I came across this information. And I was really angry when I first came across this information. I actually

0:46 found the video. I have a video on YouTube where I was in a forest preserve recording a video on YouTube. It was all shaky. I was looking crazy in the rain and I was cussing. >> [music] >> I was like, "Fuck you and [ __ ] this." And I'll I'll I'll put some of the clips in here so y'all can see because I was really angry. But I I've been ridiculed and I've been, you know, down going and talked about that's not possible. That can't happen. You living in a dream state. [ __ ] you. [ __ ] anybody that's that's against the word and against the message. If you don't give a [ __ ] about physics and chemistry and math and the mathematical aspects of nature, you don't give a [ __ ] about the truth. You out here doing what you want and

1:31 saying, "Oh, I'm a Christian. Oh, I'm a I'm a Muslim. Oh, I'm this. Oh, I'm that." No, the [ __ ] you're not. You're a joke. Stop lying. Stop saying what you are when you're not living that [ __ ] Stop doing it. You you are a joke. That's exactly what you are. >> [laughter] >> And the reason why I was so angry is because I came across a recognition that was undeniable. And it was It was a recognition that came through initially through a psychedelic shift. So, it was a chemical recognition the first time, but then it led me to information that then led me to start meditating. And when I started meditating, I was able to like come in contact with this information more and more. The blinders were coming off. So,

2:16 I went around trying to tell others about it, right? And and that's [music] that's why I was so angry in this video because I felt like nobody was listening to me. I felt like nobody cared. I think I even said that in the video. And it was just so much about how others were perceiving the message. And I I feel like I I just feel like I couldn't get to the people that I love the most. And it's actually drizzling a little bit, so I may have to speed this one up. We'll see how it We'll see how short this video is depending on how much it rains. I really did not mean to come out here. I didn't I didn't know it was raining. But anyways, so yeah, this so much of my frustration and my anger was about getting others to see it. But the one thing that I said in there, and I'm going to put it right here, >> I will be living the truth. I will be This will be my life. This is This is not a joke to me. I do the research. I'm

3:03 spending hours watching these [ __ ] videos and taking in all this information that y'all won't do. Y'all rather Y'all rather watch whatever the [ __ ] y'all watching the [ __ ] y'all consume your minds with. That's what y'all like to do. I'm good on that. >> was that I committed I said I'm going to commit to this truth though. Like I'm going to commit to being the living embodiment of it because it was so new to me. And I had glimpses, but I hadn't had the experience that 8 years later I now have. [music] And what I can tell you through experience of studying these teachings and studying the science and the mathematics as I was talking about. >> [laughter] >> What I can tell you through studying this for as long as I have and not only studying it, but practicing it and

3:50 and using this information to completely transform my life where I used to be a drug addict. >> [laughter] >> I used to be a drug addicted [music] and this was after the realizations, but I used to be a drug addict cuz I had lost I had a son when he was 12 I had a son and he passed away at 12 weeks. And the best way I knew how to cope was through numbing myself through drugs and alcohol. And that led me down a path of addiction. Not a long-term path, but a path nonetheless. But because of these teachings I was able to get myself out of those phases a bit quicker. I I was the one that suggested to go to rehab. I was like, I need to go to rehab. So I was the one that asked my mom to put me in rehab. And then I was the one the second time that said, "Hey, I need to go to rehab."

4:36 And then I was the one that So I've always been the one to say, "Hey, I need help. Something's going on, right?" I have that level of self-awareness and [music] I and I I credited it all to this understanding. And it's just it's dawned on me more and more cuz in the video I kept saying, "We're all one. We're all one." But then I would say, "But you people have hate in your heart." And it's like, "How are we all one and you're still talking to others?" So nobody's real. And this is why you get to be so impactful. And yeah, like I said, I went from being drug addicted and codependency relationship out of a codependency relationship and in and out of rehab, not able to find any clear direction in my life to now having an online business that serves me enough to live overseas, to travel the world. I just came back

5:22 from Europe a couple weeks ago. Um I've been to, [music] you know, I've been living in Asia for the past year and going from country to country to country. And I just have this very supportive life. I have a 2-year-old who is in school out here in Vietnam and she's loving her life. My [music] I've been able to support myself my family long enough for my partner to be able to start his own business, which he's now generating income from his business, right? This This is what I've been able afforded to do because of these teachings. And also, cuz I went looking for that video, I it was I knew it was on my Facebook. I went looking for that video, and I found this post that I made. [music] And I I'm I'm I'm sure I posted in my two community by now. I sent it to 31 days of I Am. If you are not in 31 days of I Am, get your butt in there, okay? Cuz the price is going to raise on Lion's

6:08 Gate. And on Lion's Gate, we are going to have a class about how to make the unconscious conscious. So, if you are moving differently than what you know to be true, it's probably because the unconscious you have unconscious desires that are ruling your life. And if you want to know what are the first three steps to get out of that, join this class. It's $31. $31. Ooh, okay. I don't feel like the sun is coming out. Let's go. Okay. >> [laughter] >> So, this is this is the life that I've been able to create because of these teachings. And this was in 2020 when I wrote this [music] post. I don't I don't know if I put it up here yet. Maybe I'll put it up here now. I wrote this post in 2020. Clock it. Clock Clock it for the post. Clock it for the post because I've been speaking this [ __ ] I started really living it a few years ago. I because and and I would say a large part of me starting to really live it had a lot to

6:54 do with somatics. And that's why I always invite you all into an experience, right? I love to talk my [ __ ] I love to philosophize, and I love to come on here and yap. But more than anything, I love to bring you into an experience. I love for you to come in and like come into this portal with me so that we can take this from a conceptual understanding and like rest in this lived truth. That is what I love to do. So, yeah, I started to really apply these teachings, and when I came to really apply these teachings, I came to the understanding that no one was real. And that made me extremely impactful and influential. And that is when my life started to change because I wanted people to change so bad. Like in the video, I was so angry because I wanted people to listen to me. I wanted people to understand me. When

7:40 really, it was my job to listen. It was my job to understand, right? Um I love that Saint Francis prayer. Let me I love the Saint Francis prayer. It's just straight facts. Make sure the mic on cuz y'all know last time my mic was not on. Saint Francis prayer. I am I'm not going to shut up about this program because let me tell you the downloads been downloading and I'm just in there giving these transmissions every single day and also prompts so that you can use this energy to show up in your own creative business, right? I looked at my analytics yesterday because I was feeling all down and out and I was just I I was just a little bit up in my in my mind too much and comparing myself and like because a lot of my unconscious has started to come to the conscious. When you make space for that, I'm telling you that stuff will start to

8:26 rise to the surface. And as it was rising to the surface, I was think I was I had all of these reasons of why I can't be successful. I started looking into my story. Oh, I didn't I didn't have the best tools. Oh, look at look at me. Look at little old me. This person had a dad who's a sales person. This person both of their parents were together and that makes sense why they're so emotionally stable and they they were able to finish school and they were a great student and all of these things that had nothing to do with what actually creates success. And then I was like, wait a minute, Taylor. I went to go look at my analytics and I was like, I've made $60,000 just from Stripe inside of my business in the past 2 years. And I would say at least $40,000 has been in the last 6 months. I don't I don't know the exact analytics on it, but I want to say I'm pretty sure at least $40,000 I've

9:12 made in the last 6 months. So, for me to be sitting around and doing all of this and it is it was just my unconscious that was That's not relevant. [music] But yeah, what what has led those two to success inside of my business is two me just not stopping. I didn't stop. Like when I made that post in 2020, when I was like, this is this I'm going to be a full-time YouTuber. It took me until having my daughter, who's 2 years old now, for me to take it serious. So, even when I was saying that I wasn't serious. Like I said, I I had a lot of I had a lot of conceptual information and and I knew this was true and I had glimpses, but it took me having my daughter and then really starting to practice the somatics and bringing the unconscious to the conscious that I

9:58 actually began to change my life and I actually began to get consistent and like do the uncomfortable things. And that's exactly what I'm talking about inside of 31 days of I Am is using this information to fuel and empower your creative journey and your business so that you can actually make some real money and actually change your life and actually leave that 9-5 if you at it. Or if you already inside of the business, how to create more more income, attract I would say attract, magnetize um more income and the uh best visibility. Anyways, let me find [music] this Saint Francis prayer. The Saint Francis prayer says, "Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace that where there is hatred, I may bring love. That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness. That where

10:44 there is discord, I may bring harmony. That where there is error, I may bring truth. That where there is doubt, I may bring faith. That where there is [music] despair, thank you. I don't know if y'all can hear that after the editing, but that was a bird chirping. That where there is despair, I may bring hope. That where there are shadows, I may bring light. That where there is sadness, I may bring joy. Lord, grant that I may seek rather than rather to comfort than to be comforted. To understand than to be understood. To love than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. [music] It is by forgiving that one is forgiven and it is by dying that one awakens to eternal life.

11:34 So, what I what did I have to do? What's the difference between 8 years ago and now? Is I became a channel for this rather than the speaker of it, right? I became a vessel for this message to move through rather than the person that needed to go out and preach it. And the biggest part of this was that I really did seek to comfort than to be comforted. To understand than to be understood. And that is what led to the recognition that others are not real. And that allowed me to become extremely impactful because I was because I no longer was trying to change anyone. And when you don't try to change anyone,

12:21 change change is inevitable. I'm I'm sure you guys are looking at my background, it's changing. Look at your life and change is inevitable. So, things are going to change whether or not you want it to. Is it going to change in your favor has everything to do with your perception? And if you are perceiving yourself as separate from the rest of your environment, then you're always going to try to impose your will and that and that doesn't work when it comes to creating genuine impact and being influential. That doesn't work because people resist that. You You ever have somebody tell you to do something? I always use this example. You know, like when you had you had your mind fixed to go wash them dishes, right? You're like, oh damn, I need to go wash the dishes. And then all of a sudden your mom is like, don't forget to wash them dishes. And you're like, hold the hell on.

13:07 I was already going to do that, but now that you told me, I don't want to do it. And why do we do that? I have no idea, but I think it's just because we don't like being told what to do. We want to feel like it's our decision, right? We want to feel like we have that autonomy to do it because we want to do [music] it, not because somebody told us to do it. And the same thing comes when comes matters when it comes to creating change in your life to impact others. [music] I mean, when it comes to being influential and when it comes to being impactful. So, if you want someone to be kinder to you, you don't say, "You need to be kinder to me." You have to make them think that it's their idea. And how do you do that? You start by recognizing that they're they aren't real, that they're a projection of your consciousness. So, instead of trying to get them to comfort you, you need to be

13:53 kind to me. You need to comfort me. You need to start You need to start What what is What are ways that you want people to be kind to you? Let's Let's think about relationships. I would I would like for you to start buying me flowers. I would like for you to start complimenting me more. I would like for you to start listening to me when I'm talking to you, right? Instead of telling them that, what we can start doing is complimenting them more. >> [laughter] >> I mean, it's really that simple. Buying them things. Really making sure that we are being attentive when they're talking. And if we're already doing those things, are we doing [music] those things expecting something in return? Or are we doing those things because we're genuinely being present in the moment without any expectation of what's going to come back? Are we seeking to comfort rather than to be comforted? Are we seeking to

14:39 understand? See, for a long time, I was so frustrated in that video because I wanted people to understand me when I had no desire to understand where they were coming from. I had no desire to understand where they were coming from. So, I would say, "Look, the world is all one thing. It's all just atoms vibrating and and we can influence that based on our vibration." And they would say, "No, that's not true because only God is real and God is what and and God determines all of those things. It's only our job to, you know, worship God." Or however however they would say whenever I was talking to people about these things. And instead of seeking to understand that and see that we're actually just saying the same goddamn thing, instead of seeking to understand them, I was so frustrated that they weren't listening to me and I know that they were feeling the exact same thing. But because I thought that it was my job to influence

15:26 and change them because I thought that there was a real person [music] inside of there that was separate from me, I was creating a lot of suffering for myself and for others. But then I started to I started to seek to understand rather than be understood, to love rather than to be loved. And that's what changed the game for me. And that's when people started to really become influenced. They I mean they were already becoming influenced by me. I just didn't know it consciously. But I started to really consciously take back that power of creator, of dreamer of the dream, of the one who was imagining this whole exact scenario when I started to remember that it was not on me to get them to understand me. It was for me to understand them. And that is what created the biggest

16:12 impact, okay? And another part, the last part of it that's like I mean all of it is so great, you know, like where there is error I may bring truth. And you do all of that by seeking to, you know, love rather than to be loved. But this is the [music] part. This is the part that I want y'all to hear. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. Self-forgetting means that you stop identifying as who you believe yourself to be or you see through it cuz you can't stop identifying because you're not the one identifying anyway, but you see through that the one who thinks that they are the thoughts is also just another thought. Right? Actually, what what am I going to do right now? Invite you into an experience. I don't want to just tell you. I want you to see what I'm talking about. Close your eyes. And I want you to think I am here.

17:03 And now I want you to think that's just a thought. And now just sit with this for a little bit and notice other thoughts as they start to come in. And every time a thought comes in, you say, "That's just a thought. That's not That's That's not who I am. That's just a thought." What do you notice about the thought, "That's not who I am. That's just a thought"? Maybe it feels a little better. Maybe it feels a little clearer. But I want you to understand that that's also just a thought. >> [snorts] >> What is it that's aware of that thought?

17:59 That's what I'm referring to when I say they're we're one. It's not a concept It's It's not a concept. It's what is. It's this moment as it is now. Okay? So, it is by self-forgetting. And how do you self-forget? You start to look into what you're not. So, you So, you keep neti neti, not this, not that, not this, not that. You keep looking into what you are not. I am not this thought. I'm I'm not that thought either that says I'm not this thought. So, so every single time something comes up, it's just like, "Oh, yeah, not that. Not that. Not that. Not that." And then your attention just keeps going back to what you are. Or attention just keeps resting in itself cuz it doesn't need to go back to what it's what it is cuz it's never left. It just seems that way when we seem to separate ourselves into believing that

18:44 we are real. >> [snorts] >> And And this is why I say you're not real either because if you're real, then others have to be real. Because then that's creating duality. You're not real because there's only consciousness experiencing itself arising as everything. So, you're not real because there is There's truly no separation in your world. And watch my last video if you haven't where I where I um bring you to an exercise to show you that distance is an illusion. Distance, time, and space are thoughts. Illusion doesn't mean that it's not real. See a lot of people in that video they're like, "How is this not real? Bills not real? The bugs? You talking about the bugs? Those not real?" Listen to me. Illusion does not mean that that it's not there. Illusion means that it's not what it seems period. Okay? And that's And I ain't clearing nothing else up about that. This either

19:29 for you or not. Look One thing I could take away from me in that video, even though I was coming at it a little harsh and I was and I was cursing and I was going crazy, one thing that I I I was I was unapologetic about this and I stood ten toes in it. And I said, "Maybe I've been a little soft." No, I'm just [laughter] kidding. I haven't been a little soft. I I just really started to focus on self-forgetting. I started to focus on forgiving, right? It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. And it is by a dying that one awakens to eternal truth. I had to die and I I keep having to die over and over and over again. And all that means is returning to the present moment. Because in the present moment there I I don't have any information about a past and I don't have any information about a future. Here's another experiment. Close your eyes. And this is the last one. Close your eyes.

20:16 Ooh, I feel so good, y'all. You Like when when a truth is hitting, you can't deny it. Like it feels good. I was thinking about that on the ride over here and then I'm I'm going to get to the exercise, but the truth feels good. The It just feels good. So even if you don't really know what's being said and I've said in so many of these talks and I've been trying to trying to get them conceptually and I didn't really know what they were saying. It wasn't really making like [music] sense to me logically, but it felt good and that's why I kept coming back to this message. So if you here and you're like, "I don't really know, but I feel good." then then trust that cuz the truth feels good and I feel [music] good right now. Huh. Okay. So what I want you to do, close your eyes.

21:02 And I want you to imagine that you just landed here in this spot where you are now. And you have no information about the past and you don't know anything about the future. What do you know in this moment to be true about yourself? If you have no information about a past and you have no information about the future, what do you know to be true about yourself right now? All you know is that you're here. All you know is that you're aware. That's it. You have to constantly refer to the past to tell me about who you are. You got to tell me your birthday because somebody told you what day you were born and then you believe that you got to tell me what sign you are, you got to tell me who you are, you got to tell me your name, you got to tell me all this stuff that's been passed down and it's

21:48 the past. And then you maybe you go and tell me about the future cuz cuz you were in the law of assumption and you know that you got to speak that [ __ ] into existence. So you say, "I am a I am a billionaire or I am a millionaire or I am a world-class actress or I am a Grammy Award-winning singer or you know, whatever." Okay, that's fine. What can you tell me about this present moment without referring to the past and without jumping into the future? Nothing. So you die to yourself so you can touch into eternal life because when you when you touch into this, there is no past or no future, right? Can you see that? There's just this. Okay, open your eyes if you haven't already. >> [laughter] >> There's just this and that's that's your eternal life. So when you come into the present moment, you could you consistently die to the self because you

22:35 see that the self is only a bundle of experiences about a past and about a future. >> [laughter] >> So yeah, that's that's that and with that, I guess I'll go ahead and end it here. I don't really have much else to say. Oh, I I guess I can say that, you know, yeah, you become really impactful, you become influential. You you begin to be like really [music] tap into your healing energy to become a fantastic coach, right? I I I think I'm a I think I'm a great coach, right? Because [music] of the fact that I don't see others and I don't delude myself that there are others. I just see projections of myself over and over again. Because I see these projections of myself, I'm just constantly coming back into my heart. And when I'm coming back into my heart to come back into that union, whatever

23:21 speaks from there is exactly what's supposed to be said and I trust that. And my clients trust that. And my clients who lean in the most, they get the best results. Okay? So, that makes me very impactful. And then I get to I get to heal relationships. Heal me and my mom relationships. Heal me and my partner's relationships. Heal me and my dad relationships. I get to just constantly heal relationships because I'm so impactful. I get to magnetize and materialize people like yourself to videos like this because I'm so impactful and influential. I get to speak on stages like this one because I'm so impactful and influential. Right? I get to make money for talking about this stuff because I'm so impactful and influential. So, if that is something that you desire to do, it's not about

24:07 the strategies and the techniques. It's about you remembering that there are no others. And if you want to impact them, you need to cut that projection and you become impactful and influential. Okay, I feel like I said that a million times, but I just got to make sure I get that clear, okay? So, we're not just philosophizing, but we're putting action. We're putting [ __ ] boot to the road so that you can actually see this in motion, not just [music] as a Oh, this is nice. This feels good. No, no, I don't I don't want you to just be nice and feel good. I want you to actually create change and change your and like make a different impact. And like make a difference in your life. Because you become the most impactful when people see how this is moving through you. I made that post 6 years ago. I'm sure nobody Nobody believe People were probably watching my videos back then and was like, this is This girl, this is

24:52 trash. Like this [ __ ] is horrible. Whatever. Who cares? I don't I don't I I I cared back then, but now they look at me and they like, "Wow, Taylor, you're so inspiring and and wow, like can you help me with this and can you give me info about this and can you da da and can you da da?" Yeah. Yeah, now they are because because I stopped trying to tell them and I show and I begin to show. Right? It's show, not tell. Show, not tell. Show, not tell. Show, not tell. So, you're going to show by actually getting into action. Start getting into action. Stop talking. I ain't trying to hear it no more. Get into [music] action. You get into action by remembering this truth and then you become a channel for the action to move through. And I'mma leave with that. 31 days of I Am is open. We have our first call August 8th. Price doubles August 8th. It's $31,

25:37 okay? I'll see you inside. Bye.