0:00 Islam organized for me My life is my prayer, my relationship with my Lord, when do you sleep and when? You sit and have time for Fajr prayer and you are comfortable Of course, he and my mother have an expectation that he will raise his hand. He slapped me on the head with a quick step. He goes to the kitchen and opens the jars and I hear Knife tractors are opening Where am I? The Lord of the Worlds has given me strength. Go straight and get out to the roof, my dad is holding me The knife is behind me, no God, I am telling you to look Dureid bin Aslam daily daily prisons how it became Look at him or rejoice in it, the first thing I They took me to him and I said to him, "Sir, just tell me." If I did something, my only crime is that I said it
0:48 I bear witness that there is no god but Allah and I bear witness that Muhammad The Messenger of God suddenly changed my flag from that Who was the first one I entered and he was so angry And he frowned until he said, "Oh!" Son, can you tell me? Your story? May the peace, blessings, and mercy of God be upon you This is Falak podcast from Arsa platform and I am fixed My guest today is Sheikh Duraid Ibrahim Al-Mawsili Or previously, Drid Matti Boutros, welcome Welcome, brother Thabet. Welcome, and you have enlightened us. Jordan Jordan is blessed with its people, God willing
1:34 There is no power except with God. May God keep you safe. Okay? First, let's go back to Drid before he entered into... Islam Drid Matti Boutros tell me about his upbringing Doreid since he was a child In the name of God, praise be to God, and prayers and peace be upon Our beloved Muhammad and his pure and good family And his noble and auspicious companions and those who followed them in goodness Until the day Welcome, may you be well and have a pleasant journey. Heaven is your seat, yes, God bless you, my brother Thabet. Welcome, may God Almighty be pleased with you, Amen, Drid Matti Boutros, born in 1971 in Baghdad Al-Karkh, then I moved when I was about five years old To Bartella, this is of course the village of my fathers and grandfathers.
2:23 Adjacent to the borders of Mosul, close to the city of Mosul About 15 Kilo and grew up in A family that I can tell you has a religious character. My dad was kind of a deacon in Church Always attend prayers and mass in The church and I was raised on this basis I completed primary and middle school. And secondary school in my village All of them are Christian, with the commitment to attend. Prayers in church and religious courses that It was held in the church every summer vacation.
3:11 Do you want something after it was added? If you have a question, yes. I mean, I want to get into Doreid's mind at that time. Your relationship with your previous religion and your view of Islam For Muslims, see my brother Thabet Of course Yes, what does that mean? Yes, yes. A Christian who is proud of his religion And his belief and we are walking on that he is me as far as I am concerned Christ is my God and he is the Son of God and I am proud of this Anything else is invalid. This is a point, but I mean I can tell you that Our minds are programmed that there is no there is no There is no true religion other than this religion
3:58 Christian and we can not think of a day of There is no true religion other than the religion Christian means I tell you frankly Because As a religion I was living with my father's mind and my mind Seriously, I mean I'm canceled My mind is out of this and you can't discuss this. The topic is, how do you know? thus Our community is our origin This way you will not find anyone who thinks that I am possible It is not possible to change my religion to another religion Thinkable or even possible to ask a question Umm, did you receive religious education in the church?
4:43 It meant these religious courses. It was held not only in the church as well He was in school, I mean elementary school. And the middle and secondary schools had classes. Religious Bible and Bible Study in addition To the religious courses that were held In the summer For students It means that we become more religiously educated and learn about Christ. more And we get closer to God who is between the brackets Christ is more than nations. Yes, that is how it was, I mean, and it is It was influential in that the person was formed in it. The conviction that he cannot change or what is the reason? Whoever reaches this channel will understand that I am impossible I think about changing my religion, I see sometimes
5:28 I mean, there was talk, I mean, for example, something special Especially about Islam, especially about Islam Transferring the distorted image of Islam and Muslims in general so it seems that you mean Thinking Because she is afraid Just think One day Why Muslims? We exist. What is this religion? What does it call for? Religion, as a Kurid, I had a background, I mean Inside, I was one of the staunchest enemies of Islam. Imagine, I don't like anything called Islam, nor do I like...
6:14 I befriend a Muslim and I don't want to think about it This topic never means you had no relationships With Muslims never and there is not even a prophet named Muhammad, may God bless him and his family and grant them peace never Okay, this is the ocean I'm telling you about in my mind In our environment and as a family, this matter still exists. It exists, but for example, you did not have it at school. For example, I have Muslim friends at school. They existed but we were avoiding them. Or does it mean that we do not mix with them? I mean, this was it. For example, a recommendation from the father and a recommendation from the mother It has nothing to do with you. Don't mix with them. You approach them like this, I mean like this The way you imagine that I am approximately 18 years old
7:00 Before I moved to college this was my life. What do I expect from an 18 year old? I am addicted to this. Ideas Okay, what was the reason that he was so afraid? Father and church fear means that you will mix Even with Muslims or dealing with them or anything like that [music] I am sitting in front of you now and I came forward and said that it is Drid Ibrahim Al-Mawsili was this fear fear of It turns Young men and women to become Muslims My brother Thabet Look, if we want to, for example, talk Comparison between Islam and Christianity
7:47 Very simply First of all, the great Islam talks about monotheism. In a simple, wonderful and unambiguous way, I swear to God. The child understands what it means When you come to Christianity, you will enter into It's complicated and you know that he is the father, the son and the spirit Jerusalem and there I mean, good questions, what is this? No, three in one. And one in Three, I swear to God I'm talking to you about it when I As a Christian, I did not understand it, but we have it. It's over, there's no need for that
8:34 Understand Islam, may Allah be pleased with you in the system Very nice, it organizes your life Your social connections in terms of marriage and divorce Inheritance economically, i.e., zakat transactions It is present and organizes it for you in a very strange way. And enter into your life so that you Every moment of Your life makes you feel that God has a share in it and that this is it. The point is that you are getting closer to God. Glory be to Him, and this angers God Almighty Come on, is there something I don't have? This thing exists, for example, we know everything about
9:20 Beloved Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace We follow the example His food and drink are his responsibility Many of these things are present in the Sunnah. The correct prophetic tradition, and we do it to get closer to God Glory be to Him, the Most High, and following the example of the beloved Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace May God Almighty grant him peace and teach us everything But when it comes, we do not know about Christ except Spirituality or what? Okay, I don't hear it. It means let's talk about Christians being divided Which sect are you from? I am from Rome Orthodox nations that they call In our Iraqi dialect, we call it Al-Yaqoubi Jacobites or like that? Yes, and in other sects. There are fundamental differences between them. Yes, there are differences in Western church and Eastern church, so we were Followers of the Eastern Church and the Western Church
10:06 Who follows him, whether Chaldean or Catholic? And the like, yes yes, okay, where did the period come from? The transformation or the beginnings of the turning point towards Islam? Look, since I first came to All thanks to God Almighty, what's on my mind? Anything related to Religion and I have a recommendation from my family that you go You go to university and the university was in Mosul You know that the university has many different types. You meet many people from different sects and religions. Different, don't even think about it, don't even think about it, don't even think about it Muslim Naamat warning this this warning with us
10:54 24 hours available What was your major? I entered the university and I loved who I was Department of Life Sciences at the University of Mosul I entered the university and majored in biology only. This talk in his 89 year yes And a Christian, yes, but committed to the orders of the father My mother, my aunt, I had an uncle who was close to me My uncle was my friend We used to sit as friends and always give these tips.
11:43 Oh Dureid, be careful, don't do this or that, that's it Especially if we see someone with a beard. We are two miles away from him, we do not approach him, Thabet The ordinary Muslim who is around you is your neighbor Oh Muslim, this is a fire for me. That's it. This is me ghost in it Okay, what was the turning point that made you move? Islam? السنه الاولى من الكليه ما ما Yes, he studies Yes, he enjoys life.
12:40 In college or not but I'm far away trying to Always, but my relationship with Christians Those like me and those who may be from villages Different other where we meet The college, what is the problem that happened to us? You know All of you, and I don't know how old you are, Thabet I told you that in the year 90, an important event happened to us. Very confusing The whole area is the invasion of Kuwait, right? It is known I was a college student at the time. Glory be to God Almighty Turn things upside down The contract of our whole life
13:27 Our home life has been turned upside down, meaning it has stopped. Studies but it was There I have friend a This is my age when I went to second grade College age means the second year at university Yes, the second in the second university, yes, yes, Omar He stayed in the car The second was his beard. He has sunken eyes. At first glance, you would be scared. How did you befriend him? Well, if you befriended him, I will tell you. Ya Thabet, the story will come to you, always He was sitting at the back of the class, we were almost there.
14:14 In each department there are 70 to 100 students. Imagine that there were Muslims, both men and women, who did not They were mingling with him, they were afraid of him, nations were Introverted, so what do you think? You are just imagining it. So when you see that there are Muslims, that means that Let's tell them That means they are far from religion, so they do not pray like this. He is afraid to befriend Omar, so what do you want? What should I do? We notice and see this. All until one day we had Science topic The embryos, so the doctor entered. I remember his name. I directed him. Greetings to him, whether he is alive or dead. I don't I know, I swear, but he entered this
15:00 The doctor explained to us how to implant the fetus. Inside a mother's womb Farasa said this lecture is different I am here, pay attention to me, focus with me, it was before It is believed that the fetus consists of soft stages and then Then it starts to harden gradually but after The discovery of the electron microscope proved the exact opposite. Rather, the fetus is formed from solid stages, then after Then come the soft stages And so, by God, the birds were on our heads Good we had fun Enjoy I told you I'm entering this section I love you, mother, and when you enter the study with love, you will be creative
15:48 But I did not imagine that my studies would lead to You have to intervene, Drid, when will Peter come out? Duraid Ibrahim Al-Mawsili I mean, glory be to God, all of it The fate and grace of God Almighty Finish the topic and note with me, brother The condition that I will photograph for you is fixed Now, I am at another age The people, with this word, I will bring it to you. What are you doing? This doctor says this, we distort it 1400 years ago, he comes now and tells me the stream Electronic and Hungary Electronic, really, I found this
16:34 Omar, I went back like this, eavesdropping Muslims and some Muslim women, our veiled sisters They went to Omar, imagine why he would be there Muslim Muslims hear the verse as if they are hearing it for the first time. Once, and they do not know that it is in the Quran like this, oh So the Muslims went to Omar and told them what You say, Omar, where is this? 1400 years ago. So Omar came out. A small copy of the Qur’an from his pocket Then read the verse from Surah Believers after I seek refuge in God from Satan The Diet In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. And We have certainly created Man is of a lineage of clay, then We made him a sperm-drop.
17:25 In a firm decision. Then We created the sperm into a clinging clot. Then We created The leech is bitter Then We created the lump of flesh into bones, and covered the bones with flesh. Then We developed him into another creation. So blessed be Allah, the best of creations. Creators imagine bones Meat and the students They cried and said, "By God, we are Muslims, and this is the first time." We hear this verse in the Quran, imagine shock Here I come Omar was here
18:10 The first point of contact with Omar I told him Omar what is this that you just read He said Quran show me I want to I saw him opening Surah Al-Mu'minoon and he started reading. Verses I am B A sarcastic smile or are you laughing at people? And this is in your pocket and you want to publish this Things said okay I laugh at people what Do you think we should go to the bookstore street? We have a street in Mosul called Al-Najfi Street. For libraries and books So I am
18:55 In defiance and arrogance, I want to prove that I am Omar is wrong I told him yes I will come with you You mean that this is the verse that does not exist at all? In the Qur’an, no, no, this is from Omar and arranged by Omar He wrote it, meaning, "Oh, no, it's from Omar's arrangement." So I went with him to Al-Najaf Street and actually after that Lectures I went after the lecture after we finished Lectures We went out and went to Al-Najaf Street And it started to open while I was focused on the page and focused on The verses are afraid that the number of the verses might be different The surah is above the page like this We stop at a certain library. I want the Quran, so he comes. With the Qur’an he opens it. I compare what is in his hand with this. The Qur’an I tell him I want to see another Another and so from his office to
19:42 Other Ok, thank you. Omar wanted to start a discussion. I told him: Okay Omar, I'm late and my house is far away, I have to Come home quickly, it's getting late I want to see, I want to tell you something one which Yes, which gives you more sound, the empty barrel or the one? The full barrel? Empty empty when it is The barrel is empty, it makes more noise and rattles more than The barrel is full, I have no excuse I have a specific purpose to face Omar Fayez. What should I do? He is superior. My voice is a little bit louder and I think I am defeated Run away, nations, and running away and running away is half of manhood, what is it? What was your feeling at that moment when you finally made sure?
20:27 I felt so shocked But the whole way back I'm full of hope with what? I hope that I will believe all my life That there is no religion but Christianity and length My life I believe that the Quran was taken from the Bible And it was written in the Arabic language that is currently available. If I prostrate, what was recited to me by Omar in the texts The Bible and I will come the next day and face Omar Okay, I tell him, come on Omar, you told me so. And so and so copied from us, huh? Or imagine?
21:14 Glory be to God The great one fell upon The Bible in my life, I don't do it this way This means if you say my whole life is 20 years, does it I finished reading the Bible from cover to cover. Cover I tell you no this time I am not looking for anything related to the fetus and its stages. What Dr. Louay explained in the lecture Then Omar recited verses from the Quran before 1400 I haven't found anything for a year I had enough of this, so I went to ask the priest and said: I have it I am researching and I would like to cite some texts if
22:01 It is in the Bible in my research. He told me about What is the research? She told him about the fetus that we had. Lecture and delivered it and so is there anything about fetus or something similar The priest smiled a kind smile and said, "No, no." We have it like this My son, thank you. How long did your search take? This is amazing For me, this opening was the spark. So the next day Omar was waiting for me as if he He knew I would go and search and ask me. He was very smart. He said to me, "Did you find anything, Dareen?" I told him what he said about something similar to what I read. For you The Quran So I told him Omar, I think you have something.
22:50 The Quran says to you your religion, and to me mine So please don't talk about this topic now Omar wants to continue the discussion. I told him Omar. If you continue to discuss with me, I will go to security. The college and I will complain to them, Omar was silent, we were finished The topic here is this was the point that I I introduced Omar to her and then he came back and sat down In the end, I am in Introduction We have nothing to do with each other relationship Ok, we entered the lecture where he was speaking. Dr. Hani Jihad Allah Almighty May God have mercy on him, Hani Jihad Al-Attar, who spoke about pain And the pain distribution centers and how it is distributed on
23:37 skin on skin This means explaining the mechanism. Complete here, the opposite of the first doctor's request, not here He asked, "Who can bring me a verse that is in the Quran?" Describe to us what we have explained now better In the end, who is Omar Omar? Imagine a head that says, “I seek refuge in God from Satan.” The Diet In the Name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. Indeed, those who They disbelieved By Our signs, We will roast them in a Fire whenever their skins are roasted through. We will replace them with other skins so they may taste the punishment. God is Almighty and Wise, here was the opening
24:23 The second and the second spark what do you want from me I did it, Thabet, as if lightning had struck me. The sky said, "What is this?" It is enough between me and myself. I said, "Okay, we haven't seen the fetus, but if we see it" I will come and burn the skins Omar, did you notice the way? What do you mean, should we relax a little? Take your time, on the contrary, take your time, not mine I mean, I studied a little bit. Yes, take your time, take your time. That's okay. As you wish, it's ok, it's ok, you don't cut, you don't do anything It's okay, I just want something that's not mine I don't drink juice, but you do what I say. Series make a break at the important moment Falak Podcast sponsored by
25:09 Of course he doesn't know that I take courses So you know that when I deal with students And students in live broadcasts and break courses To the top of the situation they are waiting for me to do something Great management, I stand here and tomorrow, my Sheikh, by God For God's sake, I told them, "Okay, you're welcome." God in the name of God See, whenever we are ready I went back home and started reviewing the Bible again. Other I want what if the skins came pain feeling
25:56 Just a little bit, anything that leads me to something I came to Omar and said to him, come, come, Omar, this is it. It is available from us and you took it from us, that's it After I knew how, my brother Thabet, yes I didn't find anything, I mean I searched the whole Bible, yes I read it from head to toe. Yes, and that's what I did. In my life, this is the second time, imagine When I came back the second or third day One day too Omar knew and found Something here I shouted at Omar I always come back to The barrel theory Brother, I have nothing to discuss with Omar
26:42 What should I say to Omar? I actually went searching. I come and tell him, Omar, you are with him One, two, three, we have this and you have it. You took it and made it into Arabic and stuff like that And the matter is over No, Omar kept quiet. Nothing happened here. The events told you This great catastrophe happened, which is the invasion. Kuwait, yes, and everyone who stayed at home and did that Of course, my father was a senior official, but They were coming at that time to take, I mean, as if you Regular Army and Popular Army Take everyone who is able to carry a weapon to the army Popular and took him to Kuwait war to war in Kuwait or did they take them like this and we don't know or understand
27:28 Anything my father was An employee and the employee's salary is very simple and when they took him To my parents He took more than half of the salary with him. He said I'm going out, I don't know what will happen I have a mom and we stayed at home. Why don't you? Did you go? No, I am a student. Yes, I am a student. The student is not He won't go away. Do you know how? Yes My father passed away and we don't know what happened yet Our life is very difficult, I mean, if you move, for example, for example... Multiply the prices by 10, by 20, by 30, if For example, he was out of oil or flour or whatever. The money he left behind was gone in two days.
28:14 My father is done with us, or can you imagine why? I always say this so I can get there The whole idea is for those who watch and follow up. Bishouf yes imagine in the meantime in this The crisis after approximately 25 or 30 days From the invasion Kuwait, things have become a living hell Imagine who comes to us The village is difficult to reach, of course. Of course, you were. There is an aircraft bombing And war Omar Omar is of course one of the ten Jabour. He came in the Arab dress, the ghutra and the shemagh And the like, and he walks in the middle of the village and asks
29:01 About the house of Drid Matti Boutros Allah And the people took him and I looked at Omar and we Omar and I, where are we? Omar and I have a quarrel, don't forget it fixed Ok, what did we do? What did they bring? Hello, Darit. We hugged and kissed and I took him home. I can imagine how much we would worry about what food we would put in front of him. It was a difficult stage, I swear, at that time. My mom found a little bit of Al-Jareesh, we don’t know what to call it. I mean, it worked. Like kibbeh, but only made from grits, meaning fingers. What does this look like? Or did you make it and leave it for a while?
29:48 Tomatoes and I don't know what this is based on Our lunch is over, but yes, but I asked, what age? Who brought you here? He said he came to me two days ago Phone in a dream go to Drid Umm only Go to Drid, meaning he dreams of you, go To Dari in a dream in a vision yes say go To Dureid, he said: After the vision was repeated after what I can bear it, she told him, but you live in the farthest point Far from Mosul and you brought me to the side The interview means the other and completely far away how I found the transportation and how he said, I swear I said even if He walked out. I decided that if I came to you, I would come. I will walk and stay for two or three days. I will walk. I have to.
30:34 Come on, glory be to God God, it is time for the noon call to prayer, as it was meant When Omar was about to set the time, he said, “Where is the Qiblah?” I said, “I said.” I don't know what You spoke before him. What did he say? Okay, I just want to see. The sun, I want to go out but to the roof so I can see So he went up and saw the direction of the Qiblah, then he went down. And after he prayed, he said, “I want to go back.” I told him, Where are you going now? You will ruin the world and be in danger. Stay and go tomorrow, he said, no, imagine that we are on A quarrel and how a situation can change your life At this time when I am telling you anything Glory be to God, when will the true nature of man be revealed?
31:21 A person is steadfast when he shows his strength in difficult situations. Well done, this time my father is not here, my grandmother died In this Time passed and no one stood with us, not even our maternal uncles Neither from the turban nor from the aunts nor from Aunts and everyone says I see myself Omar comes from the farthest part of Mosul. I had a dream about my phone. What was it? The content of the session, what did you say? We didn’t say anything. Something said but I came to check on you and it was When we went out, I told him to sleep before and after he slept. He did not pray He took out a wallet from his pocket. I thought it had 20 in it.
32:06 Dinar said we will divide it between you and me no Omar And I need a dinar I swear I need a dinar. My eyes welled up. He said: Glory be to God Almighty, our relatives did not say anything Come on I need bread and stuff like that. Here comes this. The stranger and the Muslim, or focus on the word And the Muslim Oh God, oh Thabet, by God, I am the most beautiful body slogan Muslims today did what Omar did How were we now fixed imagine with me the situation or Which combines pride in religion and mercy In dealing, the idea reached the nations No, he told me, "Okay, okay. Consider it a debt, and then..." Give it back to me, we will divide it between you and me, ten
32:52 And you 10 God bless you and take Ten and I came back when I came back home with ten Even at home they were happy, so I went and bought some things. He ate what is fixed or not? And the days passed and it ended The war, of course, we are waiting for my father to return. My father disobeyed in Kuwait, it seems that my father liked it Living in Kuwait is about getting to know a family. Kuwaiti, he did not fight or do anything, so he was He stayed with them and became friends with a Kuwaiti family. Until the war ended and then he left there Late, we thought that my father had died, or is he? He wouldn't have said it, I swear, if it weren't for you guys. I miss you and my family when I stay in Kuwait
33:38 I sent it to you Things calmed down after three months and we went back to To college or of course we came back and imagine if it is possible To talk to Omar the way I talked It was previously fixed, right? It is not the same Thanks be to God Almighty, it has become a kind of The sweet friendship between me and Omar, but Omar was Smart, was he directly wanting? We do not enter into religious dialogues or discussions or what? A young man who had been waiting for Omar for months I ask Why weren't you asking? Because he has a position Two old positions with me
34:24 So, he has a position now that covers that one up. The matter is so and so he wants to maintain the obstacle The beauty that happened between us after the end War yes And indeed, one day it became a saying They talk about the two seas meeting each other An isthmus that they do not want, come on Omar This is oh when I said this to Omar It's as if you thought you gave him a big gift. Come on, I was waiting for you. Come on, I was waiting. Of course, when you know these events, not at the time After you entered Islam and converted to Islam We remember those days, do you know what I mean? It was in my memory or imagination at that time
35:13 The time is such and such and such that I tell you Now yes and laugh or Then he started explaining. I said to him, “Omar, is there anything there?” Issues mentioned in the Qur’an other than these or as darknesses in The sea of the ocean, the Romans were defeated in the lowest part of the earth And we started to move, glory be to God Almighty, this Transfers The great one stayed with us for nine months, thanks to God. Glory be to Him, until Omar said: I have no more something Okay, if Omar wasn't alone, there was a sheikh. For Omar and this was The Sheikh tells Omar what to do and what not to do. Umm, this sheikh was a sheikh and a mufti in
36:03 Mosul Sheikh his name is Dhunun Al-Badrani All the people of Mosul loved him very much. Was he blind or a diligent scholar? Modest means great in his morals or what was Omar? I always consult this sheikh and I don't know Until the subject was finished, he said, "I have nothing else to say." I knew I would add it, but today after work I want to take you with me on a trip. Come on, I told him, what? Come on, I'm no longer afraid of Omar, he's gone now I reassure him about what happened between Omar and me So we actually finished that day, we finished Work and we went to the mosque, the mosque of wheat Bab Al-Saray area in
36:49 Mosul We entered He said, "The sheikh is sitting, and other sheikhs are sitting." They study jurisprudence or not, as soon as Omar said May God’s peace and mercy be upon you. He knew the people. Exclusive from their voices, Farasa said Abu Ammar said Hello, Baba Hafs, he was married and had a daughter. Her name is Hafsa Omar Umm said I am not Alone, our sheikh was with me. I knew and said, “Welcome, Badri.” When he said hello Badriit said, "Okay, if he knows me." When someone says this to you, he doesn't say to you, for example, who? Here you go, you and your friend No, I sat until the lesson ended. The jurist who was with his students and then he did it He talked to me and said very nice words. He said, "I am me."
37:37 I have been aware of this for all these nine months. What happened between you and Omar or I don't have any He added, but he said something, he said, I will tell you words Finally, if I had a son, the sheikh would start talking Abu Ammar said: If I had a son like this I love the boy very much and call him my beloved son It is known among people how much I love this son of mine and how much he is He is close to me, he is pious, devout, ascetic, and obedient to God He was known for his piety and righteousness among people. You came and killed him I knew what I would do to you
38:24 His father, I told him half of the phrase I said. I told him that he would definitely make me sad. So, are you going to do the work with it or is it just me saying? He told me, "You will surely make me sad." Haha he said with the difference in measurement And the simile if it was God Almighty And God Almighty says in This Gospel is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. He leaves it in the hands of the Jews and the Romans so that They will crucify him and do to him what they did to him. I will always argue with you. On the one in the Bible Or he said I have nothing to add Another one you told Omar or not The Quran and Omar told you that as long as he is like this
39:13 The speech is the speech of God, so the one who brought it is him A messenger from God to the nations Are those who know equal to those who do not know? I replied to him with something I didn't reply to him with, you know? When one wants to stop looking for any word, he searches There is a brain in his being that wants to say a word to express himself It will be Silence is the best response. Okay, let's get back to that. The very moment you imagine how you felt Get out of this session The male was all, meaning my whole body was He trembled and made me face a situation where I wondered if it would be okay. Those who know and those who do not know have come to you
39:58 Right I knew, imagine, Thabet, by God, now I am... My body, I am talking to you, I am living this moment I will never forget all these moments, of course. I forget her, I recharge my faith every time I am I feel that I am feeling cold and this is something Of course you should know that a Muslim is not on I go back to those days and live those days Days and moments again and enjoy Imagine that we have an exam the next day Physiology of nations, physiology of animals, and this is the physiology originally We are failing, failing at it, we don't understand anything Something of it is true that physiology has destroyed us.
40:44 He hears me now and sees me now, he will know what What do I say plans? Bring these terms and leave them These terms, what should I prepare myself for? I swear to God I said I will not study. I am thinking about this. Those who do not know are equal to those who do not know. It's night, my brother Thabet, I went upstairs The roof and I raised my eyes to the sky and raised my hands To the sky and for the first time I call upon God, there is no god I call on none but Allah Christ I said God no leave me Show me the truth alone Or me
41:32 Lost to In the morning, I decided to go into the hall. Exam and just write my name on the notebook Examiner And he handed us over to the hall before we entered the hall The exam was on his side. Omar was confused. What is Omar? What is Omar? I did it and I swear I didn't understand everything The great one destroyed us with this material. I told him Omar before. If you turn over the question paper, they will of course give you another paper. Questions like this, do they turn their backs on you? You see it later and he tells you to turn the questions around. I know your system, how is it or how will it stay? All the questions are up to the students, then I will turn them over. The questions I told him before you turn the questions say In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. This is the first time.
42:18 I swear by God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful Umm, he said to me, what should I say? I said to him, in the name of God. The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful I told him but he is with me Important topic after the exam I have to see you or not It is his habit Omar to sit in The exam lasts for three hours. Until the supervisor comes and takes the notebook from him And it was our destruction with this Nature ends time until the observer comes Imagine that I entered and decided that I only know when you write your name, Peter The material was physiognomonic, the animal handed over the paper and peace
43:04 May God's mercy and blessings be upon you. What do you think? But it was There is a student sitting in front of me who was every day before that He turned the exam paper over. What was he saying? He says Words muttered and were I wonder what he was saying, Thabet? What Give me an idea, for example, let me test this in The one who says, for example, “Oh God, expand my chest.” And make my matter easy for me, O God, my Lord, explain, I have arrived Look, he was saying, “My Lord, expand my chest for me and make it easy for me.” My command, and loosen the knot from my tongue, so that he may understand my words and reflect. The paper. Before we turn the paper, imagine that I am... I said his name is Abdul Latif. Umm, I told him Abdul Nice what are these words you are saying? He said
43:50 I said to him, "No, this is not it." The second one said, She said to him, "No, this is not it." I said to him, "Yes, this is it." He said, “He said, ‘My Lord, expand for me my chest.’ I said, My Lord, expand my chest and make my task easy for me. Make my task easy for me and loosen the knot from my tongue. I say behind him, imagine, imagine that he is Abdul Latif A Indar is a shape that means the opposite of the table. The observer notices us and says, Abdul Latif I wonder how you are Examine it, I swear to God, there is no god but Him, after that I repeated this verse, verses, and I did not know It's verses and hearts This question is known to me. This question is known to me. I know this question and I answered it and came out first I passed one of the subjects and I came in first.
44:38 I handed in the first one, but it was the pen, the pen, sorry The pen was walking, how I don't know And I succeeded in this subject that I had finished Who means I am your head, maybe you are because of the situation What happened the day before, I was thinking to myself I will never answer, but I studied before This is how it was during the last period, of course I never I was attending every other day, but it was just... Glory be to God God Almighty, I know Him, I know Him I know him Come on, wait three hours until Omar is done. It's done Omar said to me, "What do you want?" I told him, "But it's possible." We went to the mosque. There was a private mosque there. The university said, "What do you want from the mosque?" She said
45:23 I just want to go There we went to the mosque and stopped there at Mosque door In the street he said to me: What do you want? I told him I'm straight and I can see what this ride looks like His shape My body, my tongue three Imagine when we started studying Religion, faith and jurisprudence And the talk and we come to the moments the The conclusion: Did you know that the phrase “There is no god but” is... God, but the tongue does not use anything else with it The easiest way to pronounce it is for you to pronounce it.
46:10 This word is possible for some people at the moment of death They pronounce it with great ease, but you haven't heard of this yet. This situation happened to me and I want to I made it clear to Omar that I wanted to become Muslim and I want to say I bear witness that there is no god but Allah So what happened? I said, so I was saying T What are you? Tell me what's wrong with you, Omar. He shouted this shout, Omar. I told him straight away, I bear witness that there is no god but God I bear witness that Muhammad is the Messenger of God with all my being and all my soul. My soul, there is no god but God, and after that, head after head I can stand on my feet, I sat down in the street
46:57 I told him Omar, but support me, I swear I'm shaking I can't sit in the street and cry and let my tears fall I don't and I don't want to cry but tears Download Flood and Omar said to me and I can't that I stopped and said to myself, “I understand the meaning of ‘There is no god but’” God, there is no god but God We sat for a long time in the street, people asking us to leave He tells you what, are these beggars sitting in? Street view Umm Tayeb, what if we go back a little bit before this moment? I was living a struggle, whether to convert to Islam or not. How long has this been around? This conflict has been going on for nine months. This is available, yes, yes, and when did you make your decision?
47:44 Which is what I said on 23/192 a day ago 23/192 The night before that I had it Discussion with Professor Al-Noon, may God have mercy on him Or is this what he said about you specifically? Do you know what it means? Are those who know equal? And those who do not know You have no excuse anymore, you know after you know What did you do with what you knew or did the truth reach you? It would be my fate if I died at this moment like Another fate that he knows nothing about and that has not received anything in detail About the Quran or the Prophet Muhammad, may God bless him and grant him peace Peace be upon him and his family. The words were still there In your mind, yes, your people have known until now
48:31 Something about the subject, not everything they know for sure never Yes We rested for about an hour and a half and two hours. That means we got our strength back and we stopped He said you will come back home, God willing, God willing Come and take a bath The structure of the entrance is seen [music] Islam and do not let anyone feel you or is it possible? I mean, your family hurt you or something like that? Or we were happy and I actually went back and went into the bathroom He quickly taught me how to wash and pour water. And so I watch between me and myself in the The pigeon is happy
49:16 I am happy and the world is not enough for me The joy came out and I slept until the next day I was sleeping in it all this time of tension Anxiety, insomnia, and thinking, "Am I right?" Am I on? Christ said wrongly who denies me before people I denied him before my Father who is in heaven, so I did not He denied Christ and that's why I had the book of Fatwa. I won Muhammad but did not lose Christ, no, by God I did not deny Christ My love for Christ led me to follow Muhammad. May God bless him and his family and I believe That Christ is a messenger from God Almighty And I have never denied Christ nor denied Mary, peace be upon her, and I did not deny neither Moses nor
50:01 Any prophet of God Almighty Believe in God, His angels, His books, and His messengers Yes, thanks be to God Almighty And then after That is, he started teaching me some religious matters. The mission is Omar and he came in about a month and a half Ramadan, umm, for example, how is his education? For example, for prayer, I prayed the first prayer, 16 rak’ahs, 16 16 Rak'ah, what do you think of the Maghrib prayer? Yes, this is a prayer. It's not the same, I mean he didn't teach me this prayer Any age but there was a friend with us after that I knew that I converted his name Khaled F Khaled taught me how to pray, Omar said to him
50:48 Drid taught Khalid about prayer, but he did not pray. When is it? After he knew that I had converted to Islam, he cried bitterly. He said, "Shame on Omar, he wanted to hit me." Two birds with one stone How does Khaled want to come back and pray as a Muslim who left? To pray and he came back to teach me how to pray, so he hit Two birds with one stone The arrangement, when he came, Khalid taught me what he taught me. For example, he told me that the dawn prayer is two rak'ahs of prayer. Noon, four in the afternoon, four in the evening, three in the evening Dinner is four no he said you do it first Stand and say the supplication of forgiveness, God is the greatest supplication
51:34 Opening with Al-Fatihah, then, for example, say, “He is God.” One kneels and says in this kneeling: Glory be to my Lord. The Great prostrates, prostrates, saying, Glory be to my Lord, the Most High Two prostrations for each rak'ah So, okay, this is what he taught me. What did he teach me? One rak'ah, what do you say in one rak'ah? One yes but did not tell you that Morocco is three No, no, no, he didn't tell me or talk to me. I have learned the basics and memorized Al-Fatihah And say, He is God, the One I memorized it and the opening supplication according to the rules and finished And bowing, Glory be to my Lord, the Almighty, there is nothing wrong with it And prostration, Glory be to my Lord, the Most High, there is nothing in it And then peace be upon you and God's mercy and peace May God's mercy and blessings be upon you, we are done He said, "Let's go to the mosque." I told him, "No, no."
52:20 Come to the mosque, come on, I told him I don't want to No one should see me like this. I don't know what to do. Al-Ahly news, I will not come with you, I said, okay, you Pray here, where are we? Here, in Khaled’s house, here Khaled, oh we were invited to Khaled’s house Khaled understood that they went to the mosque. Imagine that it was sunset. The group prayed, they finished, and went back home. I haven't finished praying Morocco when they came They sat down, they sat down. I said, "Come on, they are tired." I said, May the peace, mercy, and blessings of God be upon you. May God have mercy on him. They said, “What was my origin?” I said, Morocco said how many rak'ahs? I said 16 rak'ahs. You were praying. Two rak'ahs after two rak'ahs, two rak'ahs, and so on, two rak'ahs And greetings, two rak'ahs, and greetings, two rak'ahs, and greetings Two rak'ahs and the greetings. I told him. He said to me, "Where is 16?"
53:07 I said to him, “What did you teach me?” You told me that This is how he performs every two rak'ahs of prayer. Greetings. Then you finish by saying, "Peace be upon you and God's mercy." You didn't tell me that I pray three rak'ahs and do This work or what was important was this, I mean from The funny things that happened to us, I mean, there is nothing The beginning, they kept laughing at me. You laugh at what? You laugh at me, they laugh at me The teacher, this is one of the funny situations. And the beautiful thing that happened to me in my life and after that Ramadan has come, I must prepare for fasting, right? Or what? How do I fast with my family? I Every day at my parents' house, my parents don't know about me Something, and this was the first Ramadan, was it in March or was it? In March in in the year
53:54 92 By the grace of God Almighty Omar and I agreed that I would stay School ends at two o'clock. The call to prayer was at six o'clock. I should stay. I stay in college in the university gardens University until 5 o'clock and then I go To the coasters and then go out to the village where I will be in the village at six o'clock A quarter past six and a half minutes, then it's done. Yes. It was breakfast and suhoor because I get up I have Suhoor and tell them, for example, that I want to eat or whatever. Like that, I wouldn't let them doubt me for a moment. One B so that if you get home and don't refuse to eat He feels about the matter, one day Ramadan, when I go to work, I go out
54:40 It's six o'clock in the morning, so we're used to it being me. How many times do I have to eat breakfast? My mom makes breakfast or My father makes breakfast [music] I will have breakfast at college I will have breakfast at college in Today my father said to the college, "Don't eat." He felt something I don't know, but what should I do? Leave me eggs and milk He brought me tea And bread, my Lord, what should I do, my Lord, what? I do it I am fasting, is it permissible for me to eat as well? I am allowed, God knows, but as far as I am concerned, it is me.
55:25 No, I took some eggs and put them in the bread like this. I left it in my university bag, my dad was But he went to the kitchen and came back, and when my father came back from The kitchen, what did I do? I did this move. One eats it Ok, bye. I went out and saw an area. There are cats and the like, I told them. Come on, it's a story This is your share of the situations that my father was in. He was following the issue It means from one month to the next. The third is a very important issue, my brother Thabet Al-Khamr. Umm, when we turn 15 or 16, you must... You sit now and drink, and drinking is considered a sign.
56:13 For a man in our society, he is the one who does not drink Mo Good men, what did my father say, for example, sometimes? Come on, Derrit, go to the store and come to me For example, with a bottle of wine, I apologized and said that I am not I carry it, what do I tell him I don't carry it and this This is forbidden, my father. Tell my brother so-and-so to come. I have a lesson and exams and this This year is very hard, bear with me, father. I want you to Stand with me, dad. You are my support, dad. Or do you have any words to say? Okay, go to your lesson. Go to your class, okay? Friday is fine.
56:58 Saturday nothing, come on Darit, you were Before the study, you were a month ago One month ago you came to sit and drink with us, okay? Come on, have a drink, I swear I don't want to lose anything My focus, dad. I want to focus on the exams. I have strong lessons, what do you have? What do you have? College Tomorrow you can take your time and sit down. There were discussions. The discussion began between me and my father on the one hand, that Is alcohol permissible or forbidden in Christianity? Many times I told him that if I wanted to ask you Really, really, this is what I had in mind. The one who made my father This question is doubtful because I told him I told him Is alcohol halal or haram?
57:45 The Gospel is going to think about something else. This was it. Between the month of January and Ramadan, which is the month of And you haven't had a drink for a month and a half, they used to come My friends who are my age, we used to go out, for example, every Thursday to the club near the area The club was there, they used to drink and so on. Natural means this, this is the natural thing, I I never went out with them. I had classes. There were lessons and there was a muttering between my mom and dad Notice why Durai doesn't come with us? His friends who he never left every Thursday The reason is that these are the notes of course of the father and mother They notice, keep it in mind. Okay, you personally were... So let's talk about who drinks alcohol? With them, have you personally faced difficulty in this?
58:32 The topic, of course, is from one perspective, from what perspective? from I quit drinking alcohol, and you, you quit About him, and God, there is no god but Him, as soon as he said To testify as if I have never tasted alcohol in my life It did not occur to me and what I thought about became one of the most hated things things to my heart Never, glory be to God, praise be to God, it means it is as if it is Exterior wash And inside me, I swear to God, my brother Thabet Beautiful So it passed Ramadan and we entered the summer vacation and we reached the month The seventh was very difficult for me because I was going Sit on vacation At home, how do I pray? I used to pray in college.
59:20 And comfortable and air-conditioned, so I would enter the room, for example. I used to combine the two prayers, Dhuhr and Asr, until They do not suspect that I am the one who came in and closed the door Ali, Maghrib and Isha Okay, I stopped leaving the house at all. I stopped going out with my friends. I stopped attending weddings. I stopped attending parties. I stopped going anywhere. Okay Thabet, if you were my father, what would you be? You will, come on, what's your story? Look, I won't accept it. Come on, what's your story? Is that true or not? No mother In the seventh month of the same year 92 A entered Ali said I knew what
1:00:08 What do you mean? My story, tell me your story, don't go out and don't leave Don't come and withdraw and go into your room and lock it The door is open, tell me I swear to God, my father, there is nothing wrong with you. I swear to God, of course my father knows My father was a weightlifter He said, "We are all equal, just like him. I was the shooter." Do you know Rami's weight? This ball is this heavy. We throw it like this, but he is not a weightlifter, he has a nice arm Imagine if your father beats you, what would you do? In Jordanians you call it a slap. If someone slaps you, it means this. What will happen to your face? Imagine what a blessing it is.
1:00:54 Imagining the scene what I mean, sir Oh my goodness, how did I have the courage to stand up? I was wearing a turban or were we at home? We sit down and wear a dishdasha I told him, "Oh father, by God, I have submitted to the One who created." the heavens The earth does not contain it He raised his hand, of course, he and my mother have expectations, right? Did he raise his hand and hit me with a palm that he put down on my head? With a quick step, he goes to the kitchen and opens it. Tractors and hear the tractors knives are working Opens up Where am I? The Lord of the Worlds has given me strength.
1:01:39 Go straight and get out, where are you going to the roof? My mom is screaming. I had my sisters at home They scream, they scream, they scream, it means that it was a disaster My father is holding the knife behind me. No god in the village. Houses in the village Surface to surface of nations, this is how beautiful it is at this moment He really wanted to kill you, I don't know, but you I said a knife, but imagine that he is running, but he wants to He is holding me or does he want to kill me? He hurts me, he wants me to have a knife behind me, so you see? What are you doing? Tell him: Hello, father. Go ahead until you reach the main street and start I walk down the main street and even though it's any I mean, he still doesn't see me. He was running after you.
1:02:26 Oh, um, I don't know where I went and where I'm heading Heading to Mosul, how far was the walk? The distance I told you is approximately 15 km And it was of course at that time in those times In the year 92, there was a village between Bartella and the village of Mosul is a desert with only agricultural land between it. But now it has become Ammar, meaning it is no longer Bartala It is connected to Mosul, which means you don't feel that it is there. Imran nations The dogs started barking and I was scared Alone, and nothing came to my heart at that moment except
1:03:11 By God, he who cooled my heart and descended upon my heart The knife is a situation, but it came to my mind that he said God God is great, God is great Greatest there is no god but God is great, God is great, and to God be praise. Raise my voice Until God takes your life, the dogs will calm down Her voice and I was walking in the street at that time The control was closed because I told you we We were living in a hot climate, but it closed at 6:00. In the evening, it opens at 6:00 PM in the streets. Empty, there will be a complete curfew. You are already out.
1:03:59 In the presence of wandering, yes, it is sweet Hello, I saw the car lights coming from far away. She went out to the side of the street and came down and said, "Is this possible?" My father is coming in the car and I'm already slaughtered today Okay, I saw that there are no Arabs there. Those who were wearing the qatra and the keffiyeh were the ones who were We are in it, Farasam, it turned out that his uncle, uncle, uncle, it is me I am 20 years old, Thabet, uncle, uncle, uncle, I go after him And he stands The car, my son. What brought you here? Okay, my Lord, what should I tell him? I told him my aunt is in The hospital needs blood, but my blood is better than hers I just want to fix it for the hospital
1:04:48 He said, "Get on, son. He has permission from the control room." That he was present at a wedding in a village near our village He told them he would be back late at night and that was it. It's almost 11 o'clock at night The duel that happened between me and my father was The hour We almost actually got out of control. Peace be upon you. I am a doctor. What is this called? I am sitting here They were sitting in the tub, no, they were sitting on the seats There are people, yes, and they don’t ask about your identity. What is your identity? I don’t. I have an ID and everything I have. I am wearing a dishdasha. Just like that Glory be to God Almighty I came back and got to the beginning of Mosul
1:05:36 North Garage asked me where I wanted to take you. I told him Ok, uncle, I've arrived, but I want to tell you something Since you are Muslim, I said my aunt and not my maternal aunt Because I don't know who was riding with you or not But she is not my aunt or anything. I converted to Islam today. My father knew that I converted to Islam, so he followed me. He was stabbing me with a knife, so I was scared to tell you the truth. I was afraid you wouldn't take me with you. I was afraid you would send me back to my father. He told me today you will come to me and today I told him no May Allah bless you and your money Your family, I went to my friend, I have my friend Omar I am with him in college. I will go to him, God willing. Yes. The important thing is that I went and reached approximately the age of Is it twelve midnight or until I stay up? I knocked on the door, Omar was asleep, his family was asleep What brought you here tonight? I said
1:06:24 By God, your brother, the emigrant, has begun his emigration. Does this text accept me or not? He said to him: He enters and the events begin, meaning they continue. There are many things in it, but I have a question. Here until now you are still in a relationship with Omar Look I get this question a lot And everyone is asking where is Omar? A Life in Iraq was not stable. One pace And took us Waves brought us waves, or do you mean from my side?
1:07:10 I mean the living and the difficulty of living Yes, and everyone wants to think about what he was doing. Married with children Children and he was also responsible for his family, so he was Each one of us must, for example, see The way, according to the job he chose Umm communication is available now he is a teacher Umm in Communication means yes yes communication is there but that Life's concerns, that's just normal. You know her, I mean yes, any teacher now and also Biology teacher, thank God, yes in We salute him, and God willing, whatever happens will happen. God, there is no power except with God, and I also address him Greetings means God bless you, meaning a hardworking man
1:08:00 A man who is tired of himself, a man who has experience in a case How do you call to God Almighty? And whether you call with your morals before your words or not Your interviews are very exciting, by God, very beautiful, very beautiful God willing, God willing, okay, we will continue. Yes, we will continue. You have now started what I call migration. Yes, what is it? What happened at that time? What happened at that time? We must find a place where he settled, or what? Maybe you are sitting in the reception room, for example. In Omar's house, Omar's house was of course a big family Very, very large numbers, thank God There can be 12 or 13 people in the house, so their house is not the same. It's enough for them that I was sleeping in the reception
1:08:48 I mean, it is not possible for it to remain in this state. You are starting your life, right? So we started searching. About the apartment, how long did it stay with Omar? I mean, I mean, it stayed About a week or so after that it started Looking for an apartment We were able to rent an apartment. And I completed my life from this apartment that I am I lived in it Omar used to come sometimes and spend time there. With me and he lives, and by God, he used to leave his family, for example His wife means he won't leave me alone and we go and study And until we finished college, of course. Meanwhile, neither my family nor anyone else in the area The college after the declaration of Islam, of course
1:09:33 Muslims knew him and I would like to point out a proven issue. A very beautiful mother has become Of course, I had it. What was the problem? Fear. My family knows, okay, my family knows, okay? I have a relationship with you. Peace be upon you. He knows I have no problem yet I learned the issue in college. Can you imagine that? More than 40 Muslim students were not wearing the hijab. I wore the hijab God willing, I have nothing to do with this matter But from the effects of the story and its spread in the college Khaled never prayed, right? Umm, when he heard That it is me I converted to Islam. Some were ashamed and others were embarrassed. He said, "This is what it was."
1:10:18 He is a Christian and converted to Islam and wants to learn how to pray. I do not pray, and he asked me to teach him Praying and I neglected prayer, this was an incentive or Also, those who were not veiled said: We are… Muslims or I mean fathers, grandmothers, mothers This is Yaslam and he finds what he needs I found him while we were traveling, so he did not talk to us Not alone, nor did I tell anyone, but the story spread Yes, it was very influential on them. I will never forget, of course. I will never forget it. You rented an apartment by yourself. Yes, fine. Life is so hard that I didn't feel that it was him
1:11:06 What brought me here if I were at Dar now? My family and my affairs are fine without me facing all this Difficulties Why did you come to this thinking? I am lying If I told you and said to you that this is it Things did not come to my mind, or first of all, the issue Longing first because I was the oldest boy My relationship with my younger siblings was as if I were them. Their father, because my father was away from home more Times or I was always working and that means I am six years old. I have been working for six years. Umm, I depend on myself for what I do. Every penny I earned from working until I You left your parents' house and went with my mother or what?
1:11:52 I didn't have a single dinar to spare or When I left the house, I was in severe pain. Very much so, I mean you were taking a big part in the role The father is basically a lot, especially with my mother and my mother She was saying it, she was saying it, she was saying it to me, I knew you were the father or By this statement, what was your mother's position? My mother had a hard time with the situation Imagine they knew the house Omar and my father came, of course, how did they know the house? age? Did they ask in the mosques or did they ask about one? His name is Omar and he is a student in the Faculty of Education, Department of Life sciences are coming to the mosques
1:12:38 It is located at Bab Al-Saray. They told them: No, it is not. He prays here, he prays in the Mansour Mosque in the place The Fulani Daloubijou are standing at the Mansour Mosque At the door of the mosque, who is this? My father and mother. One of the young men comes out and they ask him about Omar. This young man brings them to Omar's house in his car. It's nice that he wants to help them, I mean he understands and helps them. He knows what's going on. He told him that we're just searching. About Omar and the shape and they brought a mother and we were
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